Letter(s) to Gary (USA)

Letter 1

I'm very happy get letter from you! Thank you for responce. As I had to promise - I'm sending my pictures today. Please send me more of your pictures. I dont know why but I cannot put it in my profile.
First of all please let me know can you understand me or not. I don't sure in my English. I speak on English little bit worse,
than I write.
But I think, that it only lack of practice. I hope you will understand me and may be help me to study English more.
So, something about me: I am from Russia, I live in town Karsun. It's a very small town. There are no much big cities near it.
The largest is Ulyanovsk. Tell to me about your city. Do you like place where you life?
My birthday is September 23. When is your birthday? I'm 30 years old, I'm single and I never have been married and I have no kids. I am 5'7'' and weigh about 58 kg. My eyes is green. My hair is brown.
I like a chocolate ice-cream and red roses. I do not drive a car. I graduated from our States University, which is situated in Ulyanovsk. My specialty is economical managment. It is very popular speciality in Russia.
I'm seriously looking for the right one man for me with who I can spend rest of my life, but first we should become good friends. I search for my soulmate, to share with him all my happyness and troubles. And love. I dont like to play in any soul games.
I need to find real man for love and I hope its you.
Please write me and say what you think about this all. Its will be so pleasant for me to get answer from you! I will be waiting it with impatience!
Irina

Letter 2

Hi Gary!
I was glad to receive today the letter from you. It was very pleasant for me.
I want to tell you about my work. Now I am working as manager at biggest trading company at our city. This is firm that sells Lady's wear. My duties are to show clothes to clients, to tell them all about it, to take orders. Usually we sell many parts of clothes in a week. I do not know precisely as much. Usually it is various dress,
blouses,
skirts and suits. I love classical style in the lady's wear. All clothes very convenient and beautiful. My heads very proud for me,
they always say that I am best. They are very good and strong people and I like them a lot. My work is not very far from me, and I always go there by myself. And how long from your home your work is situated?
Can you write me more about your work? What is most intresting in it?
How do you spend your free time?
Of course you wonder how I got decide to write someone so far?
I was similar with one woman from my town. She has worked as teacher of english in school of our town she often went in the city Ulyanovsk for courses of english and got correspondence with American man.
They had meet after tree month. She get visa and she travel in America,
and get stay long time and after they maybe decide get married. I dont know how it work cause of I have no meet her over one year, then we had no intenert in my town I have no her email adress. It looked like a fairy tale. I like my country and my life here is no bad.
Do you like your place of living? your country? Yes you have better life there. My friend has said that American men are better then Russian cause does not drink so much. They more oriented at creation and care of family.They like to have job, and for for family.
Problem of my country cause of many people no want to work. Everyone women want to have family and care about her home, kids and husband.
Time is go. I'm single women never have been married and have no children. I'm alredy no small girl and want to find my happines - have my family.
But I'm still young and can find my happines. Life is life like said in one of American song.
Unfortunately, I have never been outside Russia, but I hope someday.
And I dont know a lots about a trips though a countries. But I so happy that I meet you and I hope to know more about you. My time is over now and I have to go now.
I'll wait your letter tomorrow.
Take care, Irina

Letter 3

My dear Gary!
I becoming attached to your letters and I like it very much.
Its seems it become mean for me more and more!
So, how are you today? Today is a best weather here. Small wind with bit sun and very fresh air cause of yesterday night was rain.
What you know about russia? Here is all growing up, communism was bad idea for Russia, and most of people glad that it over. How long winter do you have there where you live? Our usual is five month, like in most of Russia we have strong frost each winter is about -40 -50 C.
I like winters but if you life in hause and have your own heating this good you can life winter good if have fire-wood or solid fuel in villages and gas heat in my town and others. If use electricity power it cost much money in my country. Most of appartamets of big city that have district heating it is some time no good work in winter .
In my country we never have big earthquake's, hurricane's or other terrible cataclysm. That my country is no reach - it is right, only Moscow and St. Peterburg is very reach city's other have moderate level of life,
In my country we have no good car manufactures, so never buy russian car, my dad have one and spend many time in garage to repair it. I cannot drive, but I would like to get study it, may be some day will have my own car.
My dear Gary, its a little confuse me, but I would like to share my dream with you. Today night I saw that we sat together at a coast of a big lake. I have not seen this lake early, but it was so beautiful and quiet, and barrels an easy warm breeze. We looked at night sky and we see nice moon and a lots of stars which was reflected in a mirrow of water. It was so good and I feeled your strong arms on my shoulders.
We spoke about us and about our feelings to each other. I imagined that we had to tell each other something important, that will change all our future. But at this moment I waked up but I had impression from this dream for a long time. It was so real, that when I understood that it's only a dream, I was very sad. I have never feeled such feelings. And I believe that someday this dream become true!
My dear Gary, I often think about you and about our relations.
It seems to me that every day we become closer. We know more about each other and I like all that you wrote me. So, I will go home now to think about this all. I hope I did not confused you with my dream.
What do you think about this all?
Yes, maybe we can have post address of each other here is my and I wait yours.
433210 Russia,
City: Karsun
Street: Lenina
House: 29
Shahurina Irina
Hug you, Irina

Letter 4

My dear love Gary!
It was so pleasant for me to get your letters! With every your letter I feel that we bacoming more closer and closer! Every time, when I reading your letter, my mood become well and my heart is knocking so strong! I miss you very much and all my thoughts last time only about you! When I coming to Internet club and saw a letter from you, I pleasing as a small girl. You are the unique man that can understand me now and can support me in difficult situation! I am sure in you and I can trust you in any case. I think a lot about you and about us and I understood that I dreaming about making a family with you to have a honest, loving, reliable husband like you, who will be sure in hisself and in myself. I dreming about that time when I will be helping you in all about house, to work and rest together, laughing and solve common problems, because your problems will be my problems and on the contrary. I think, it has to be so if people love each other.
I thought a lot about this all and what we have to do now.
I think,
that we have to meet in person and I am ready to arrive to you for us.
How do you think about it? I dont see more best way to know each other, I think, we cant get such result just communicating through letters. But I am very serious about you, and about our meeting. We did a big step for making serious and longterm relations.
I think we dont have to stop here, we have to make next serious step,
the meeting which will let us to know each other better and it let us to continue our relations.
I talked to my girlfriend what do I need to come to you,
is it real or not. She know about it because she visiting sometimes another countries. She sayd that I need visa and air ticket only.
She sayd that it’s not a big problem to make a visa for one or two month. She advised me to go UVA (Ulyanovsk Visa Agency) and to ask there about it. So I will ask my chief to go home early tomorrow and I will go to Ulyanovsk to the UVA to ask more about it.
My sweetheart, how do you think, if I will come to you,
where is the best place for my living? At your home or at a hotel? I would like to stay at your home, if its not a problem and if you want it. I hope my wish to come to you to meet in person is not confuse you.
Please tell me the true.
My dear Gary! I do not have a big salary but it's not bad for Russia.
I saved some money for any case, but I was not sure for what. I think,
that this case is come. I dont sure if this help us for visa and ticket both, I dont know how much does it all cost, but I hope it will help us. Also I would like to go to cash departments of airport to know how much tickets cost. My dear Gary, I need some information for this. Please write me closest airport to you and what date is better for my visit? I shall be waiting it with impatience. My closest airport is Ulyanovsk.
Forever yours, Irina

Letter 5

My sweetheart Gary,
I thought about you all last nights. You no just my simple friend. You no look like juts new person in my life. You already mean more than other people which I knew long time befor.
Today I had good luck to meet my school girlfriend in our shop.
She lives in Moscow now and she has arrived to visit her parents.
So I was really surprised to meet her. She graduated from Institute of Foreign Languages. She works like translator now and she just returned from Seattle. We spoke a lots and she told me how is she living and what news. She told that Seattle is very nice city and it's very big. I was a little afraid to tell her about you but when I told her she said that I did all correct. She told that we have not lost a chance and we have to continue communications make it more closer! She told that it's not often people at another part of the world finding someone that can makes feelings and if it exists they have to keep care about it. She said, that important things are understanding and respecting.
I agreed with her and I think that we have it with you! I think we have to do anything for us, I feel our feelings are very important for our future, we have to use this chance that given for us and not lose our happyness. I am afraid to lose anything we have now, because letters is good and it give us for understanding each other but it does not compare with personal meeting. I believe that we are born for each other and we can pass a life together. I think, that one meeting in person is better than one million letters. Do you agree with me?
What are your ideas? I would very much like to just that you hold me in your arms for as long as it can be, that is a day I have been dreaming of for quite sometime now. I think, the most important thing for us is not to lose our chance that is given for us. I have a lot of thought about it. I need your thought and ideas.
Love you, Irina

Letter 6

My dear love Gary!
It was so pleasant for me to get your letters! With every your letter I feel that we bacoming more closer and closer! Every time, when I reading your letter, my mood become well and my heart is knocking so strong! I miss you very much and all my thoughts last time only about you! When I coming to Internet club and saw a letter from you, I pleasing as a small girl. You are the unique man that can understand me now and can support me in difficult situation! I am sure in you and I can trust you in any case. I think a lot about you and about us and I understood that I dreaming about making a family with you to have a honest, loving, reliable husband like you, who will be sure in hisself and in myself. I dreming about that time when I will be helping you in all about house, to work and rest together, laughing and solve common problems, because your problems will be my problems and on the contrary. I think, it has to be so if people love each other.
I thought a lot about this all and what we have to do now.
I think,
that we have to meet in person and I am ready to arrive to you for us.
How do you think about it? I dont see more best way to know each other, I think, we cant get such result just communicating through letters. But I am very serious about you, and about our meeting. We did a big step for making serious and longterm relations.
I think we dont have to stop here, we have to make next serious step,
the meeting which will let us to know each other better and it let us to continue our relations.
I talked to my girlfriend what do I need to come to you,
is it real or not. She know about it because she visiting sometimes another countries. She sayd that I need visa and air ticket only.
She sayd that it’s not a big problem to make a visa for one or two month. She advised me to go UVA (Ulyanovsk Visa Agency) and to ask there about it. So I will ask my chief to go home early tomorrow and I will go to Ulyanovsk to the UVA to ask more about it.
My sweetheart, how do you think, if I will come to you,
where is the best place for my living? At your home or at a hotel? I would like to stay at your home, if its not a problem and if you want it. I hope my wish to come to you to meet in person is not confuse you.
Please tell me the true.
My dear Gary! I do not have a big salary but it's not bad for Russia.
I saved some money for any case, but I was not sure for what. I think,
that this case is come. I dont sure if this help us for visa and ticket both, I dont know how much does it all cost, but I hope it will help us. Also I would like to go to cash departments of airport to know how much tickets cost. My dear Gary, I need some information for this. Please write me closest airport to you and what date is better for my visit? I shall be waiting it with impatience. My closest airport is Ulyanovsk.
Forever yours, Irina

Letter 7

I am very much upset also to me it would be desirable to cry.
I want to arrive to you but my salary 140 $ to a month. Really you do not understand that this money suffices only on a meal. On the ticket to you if I absolutely shall eat nothing I should save the whole year.
Really you in general anything cannot be got. Certainly it is difficult for you to understand it at you all is and that any girl from Russia tries to find the happiness to you too difficultly to understand.
That all your words about love mean if you can make nothing that I was with you.
All of you have shifted on my shoulders and have thought somehow itself will arrive.
Somehow will fail?
I have already borrowed money from girlfriends to pay for internet club.
Even to correspond with you to me dearly. I do not know what to do to me it would be desirable to cry.
Irina

Letter 8

My dear Gary, I do not understand why you will compare me with other women.
To me it is very insulting also I ask you more such things to not write to me. I very strongly believe you and my father too. And if he did not trust you, he never would let off me to you. He sees in you the decent, fair and kind person who can take care of me. I heard too,
that people deceive each other. At me disgust and strong hostility for such people. I do not understand, how people which love each other,
can deceive. I simply could not deceive you because I love you and I believe in fair, open, confidential relations. I believe in fair and open people. I swear to you, that I never deceit you and believe that you never will deceive me too. We should trust each other and without trust each other we cannot communicate . You for me the unique person whom I love also I do not want you to lose. Therefore I can cause never evil to you. I write it in all sincerity and with all love. I hope for your reciprocity, trust and understanding.
Irina

Letter 9

My dear Gary!
I am very glad to receive the letter from you. It is always very pleasant for me to read your letters because in it our ideas are incorporated and it unites us, our souls and our hearts! We find out about each other with every letter more and more though we do not see each other, but through our letters we feel each other and we represent such what is.
But the most important that in our dialogue would not be a deceit and believe me I never deceived you and I can not make it because I believe in kindness, in honesty of people and in love, I understand that all this sounds is banal, but believe me it really so. Certainly I could mistaken somewhere and if so please forgive me. You became very close to me and important, I have grown fond of you and that that now I should you tell breaks my heart, but I should tell it while our correspondence has not gone too far, I spoke you that did not search for long correspondence and have got acquainted with the Internet the first time therefore all my mistakes only from for not skills to use the Internet. I have seen yours profile at dating site and you have sunk down in my heart. I want to get acquainted with you and find out you better in hope for serious relations and for personal meeting. You have responded on my offer and we have started to find out each other better. In consequence of our correspondence I have understood that I love you and I hope you too.
I thought of our relations much and have come to a conclusion that we should meet and I want to be only with you. Nobody is necessary for me except for you and I love only you. These words proceed from my heart.
I think that we should make all for our meeting or cease to communicate, because to communicate with you and to not see you kills me. I cannot without you and if we cannot unit our hearts it is better to stop our relations. Understand me correctly I want happiness for us and I do not want to hurt you and me.
Problem is, that I can leave from work only at the next month of this year it is written in my contract with work. The following opportunity will leave from work at me only a year later and I cannot wait so much.
For this time there can be much with you and with me and such long separation will not do good for our relations. We can meet only this time because other opportunity will not be.
I do not know what to do, I shall try to borrow money at familiar and friends for purchase of the ticket but if I shall not find money or chance to get to you this month, it means that we shall not meet a year more. This idea kills me. Probably I shall write less often to you, but it from for that at me is a lot of work and I want to earn some money for trip to you. Please tell me what I have to do to not lose each other, and I do everything. I wait for your answer with impatience.
Yours, Irina

Letter 10

i am very sad but ok good luck in your search
Irina