Letter(s) to Gert (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello my beloved husband Gert.
I write to you the letter from the Internet of cafe in Moscow. Now in Moscow is present warm weather.
The sun is not present, sometimes there is a fine rain.
Weather in Moscow differs from weather in Cheboksary,
but Moscow is noisy and very big city a little.
We have safely reached up to Moscow. In a train all was quiet.
I have got acquainted with the woman who lives in Moscow and which was in business trip in Cheboksary.
Her name is Irina Petrova. She very good woman. We had pleasant conversation in a train during all night.
And my mother it was very pleasant for me to communicate with her.
I have told to her, that I go to Holland for a meeting with my future husband Gert.
I much good have told to her about you, my mother speaks, that the marriage will be glad to ours with you.
Irina I have told to me, that very happy woman. She speaks, that the marriage with the foreigner has the the positive parties.
Russian men frequently drink alcohol and have weak moral foundations.
Foreign male aspire to have happy family more strongly and to care about it. I agree with her.
Irina has suggested us to live about mother at her in Moscow till April, 14. We have thought and have kindly agreed on her the offer.
We shall live at her in two-room an apartment only for 80 EUR during three days. She one lives together with the the daughter of 14 years.
I and my mother we shall save money, we shall not live in hotel. For a double room in hotel I and my mother we should To pay in day 200 USD. It turns out, that in Moscow we about mother should pay for three days 600 USD,
Besides we should eat still. I was very much surprised to hear it.
In Moscow all is very expensive, a food and habitation also expensive.
It is good, that we about mother have the some people yours of money and a part of ours about mother of savings.
But we have only 170 USD. We cannot pay for hotel. I have no such big money.
I have decided, that it is the best way to live to us about mother at Irina Petrova. It is good, that she the good and kind woman.
I and my mother yesterday have arrived on a train to the station in 7 p.m.
It was cold in the evening, we have dressed warm things with warm jackets.
I do not want to be ill, I want to arrive to the new family healthy....
Last night all of us have arrived to her on an apartment. She there lives in the center Moscow on Kytyzovskiy prospectus.
I have got acquainted about her daughter. Her daughter call Natasha. She studies in the eighth class in liceum.
She very pleasant and polite girl. It was pleasant for me to get acquainted about daughter Irina.
Yesterday I did not go to look Moscow.
We about mother went to bed. We have very much got tired from road. Besides I needed to go today in embassy to take away the visa to Holland.
I had pleasant dream. I all the night long thought of you. I dreamed of ours a meeting in airport Amserdama.
To me has dreamed, that we are the husband and the wife. In dream, as well as in a real life,
I want to give birth to you the son. I want, that he was same beautiful, charming, strong and romantic male as you.....
I do not know how to name him. Can name Russian or Dutch name.
What you want to offer a name for ours the son? I shall be glad to know yours opinion.
But you never informed me about the desire to have from me children.
You want, that I was good the wife and loving mother for ours the son?
By the way I have overlooked to thank you for a photo of children Dennis and Marjolijn.
I shall be very glad to meet them. At you very beautiful children.
Your son is similar to you. I hope, that I shall be accepted yours family.
I shall be glad to get acquainted about yours children and yours relatives.
I hope, that you and children will wait for me and will trust me. I love you.
I think, that our relations should be under construction on love and trust also.......
I today have woken up in good mood in the morning. I have taken a shower, have had a meal and have gone by a taxi to embassy of Holland.
While I went in a taxi I thought: " my God as I love him! " I thought of you.
I thought, as I arrive to you as I shall meet you. It will be simply wonderful. I shall be in the sky with happiness!!!
I expect the first day of our meeting..., I want, that you will be happy! I love you!
I took away my the visa without any problems. I was glad, that all has passed successfully.
But I was was unpleasantly surprised, that for arrival in Holland it is required to give the cash check.
I shall be in Holland during 3 months or 90 days.
On every day stay it is necessary to have fifty EUR (50 EUR) in one day.
Means on my a finding in Holland it is necessary to have 4500 EUR. I was in a shock.
In agency nobody spoke me, that it is necessary to have such big sum of money.
I never can find such sum of money. I expect for yours the help for my arrivals in Holland.
I never heard is relative it. I should show 4500 EUR.
It is necessary, which have been convinced of customs house, that I have enough money for residing at your country.
Excuse me please, but me, the truth did not know it.
I have been very upset with it when has has found out it... I hope for your understanding!
Honey, I shall not spend this money, it is necessary for me only for display in customs house.
As soon as I arrive to you, I at once shall give them to you back.
Please, help me, in another way I cannot leave the country..., I hope for your support. I - worry very much, It is this small problem can prevent to meet to us. I hope only for you.
We should hasten, because I already April, 14 I should fly to you.
I hope, that you understand my difficulty. To me it was very bad, when I have have found out this news.
I have come on an apartment in Moscow and have told my mother about necessity to have for arrival to you to Holland 4500 EUR.
She was very much upset to hear such news. She cries.
I calmed her.
I spoke, that I shall necessarily arrive to Holland,
that I shall be yours the wife despite of such obstacles.
She speaks, that it is very big money. She thinks,
that you will refuse to help me in my registration cash the check.
My mother speaks, that any man cannot help me with arrival by such money.
But I confident you. We like each other, money NEVER there should be obstacles in ours a meeting.
I love you, you love me means we should be a near. I want to be yours the wife.
I want to be the happiest the woman in the world near to such the man as you.
I want to make you happy the man. I shall make utmost that we were together.
I hope for you. I think, that for you money it is not more important than me.
I want to trust, that you really love me of more money.
If you want, I shall work to return to you of money in Holland.
I do not want, that you thought of me poorly. I promise to work and make ours family happy.
I hope, that you will make utmost that I could arrive to Holland for ours a meeting. In turn I shall make also it.
I have very sensitive feelings to you, and I do not want, that you thought of me awfully.
I with impatience shall wait yours the letter. I very much hope, that it will not disappoint me. We should be together.....
We NECESSARILY shall together. Our love is stronger than money,
Our love it is capable to overcome any obstacles in a way to our happiness.
I kiss you, I hope, that I shall give fast to you this gentle kiss in the airport of Holland.
About love and hope for understanding your beloved wife
Vera Driessen. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
P.S.: Excuse me, but today I could not call to you to Holland. I was very much upset news about 4500 EUR.
But I promise you, that I tomorrow after a dinner shall call to you, when I shall come in a good condition. Today I am "broken".........
Pass large hi Dennis and Marjolijn.

Letter 2

Good afternoon my Gert.
I write you the letter from the Internet of cafe. I read yours the letter and I was unpleasantly surprised.
I was in a shock. You are threaten to kill me??? Really you so do not love me?
I could not write to you the letter because I had no such opportunity.
My mother yesterday it was very bad. I did not know, that with her. Irina the doctor has caused, he looked my mother. I was very much excited.
The doctor has told, that all because of the tested excitement and absence dream. My mother had heavy night in a train,
It was difficult for her to adapt to such big city as Moscow.
I and my mother went in a train all the night long, there it was very inconvenient.
In the morning we walked on Moscow, looked this historical city.
We about mother had no dream, we have very much got tired from road. But Irina wanted to show us Moscow, the native city.
I did not want to offend her refusal, therefore we about mother have agreed to look Moscow.
We were is borrowed all the day. I and Irina looked yesterday Moscow. She acquainted me about the city. It was pleasant for me to observe Moscow. In Moscow is present warm weather. The temperature is present approximately 10 degrees above a zero.
It was very warm. I thought, that you will present me the same heat, but yours the letter has destroyed all my dreams.
I love you, but yours the letter forces me to think, that for you it is more important money of me.
I felt, that the winter has ended, but from yours the letter there was a cold.
I went to the Historical museum, was in excursion on the Kremlin. I observed mausoleum Lenin.
It was very terrible to me to see a dead body, but I was strong...... I thought of you, about ours a meeting all that time, that I was in excursion. I hope, that you will forgive, that I have not written to you the letter.
Still recently you admitted to me love and sent me the love letters,
Now you have decided to leave me to the mercy of fate??? You want to arrive in Cheboksary? I and my mother we are in Moscow one,
my mother cries. We do not know, that to us to do..... We have few money to life in Moscow, but I hope, that till April, 14 about mother money will suffice us. You have helped me with registration the visa and foreign the passport, tickets, but you do not want to make LAST step for our meeting. You do not love me? You deceived me? Really you do not want to build with me happy family?
You so spoke it in the letters much, but now you speak by such awful words. Really you do not trust me?
You do not want to have with me serious relations? We so for a long time communicated, I was sure in you. I thought, that we shall be the happiest family in it the world. I do not want to think, that I was mistaken. I hope for you, on yours the help for my arrivals to you to Holland. But really you have decided to throw me for the sake of money? For you it is more important money than I? Certainly, it is the big money, but unless money it is more important than me? I do not understand......
I shall not spend yours money. 4500 EUR. I need to show them. I shall give you yours money at once as soon as I shall arrive to the airport. You should understand, that I do not deceive you. You can learn that for my arrivals in Holland on every day stay is required 50 EUR. It is valid so. I do not want to disappoint you never. You have helped me with registration of tickets and the visa, there was only one step. Really you will stop? Remained so not enough time, we should hurry up.
I do not want, that my mother was upset if I do not arrive to you for the lack of such money..
You have written in the the letter, what you want to spoil my the person?
Why you so severe to me? Really all yours words were lie? I love you and I would like to read yours the letter.
You do not speak about the by love to me, you speak by such words which will be never spoken by the in love person.
Money is more dear to you than I? I do not know, that to me to think. You appreciate money more me, for you money it is more important than me?
I very much want to trust, that I was more important than money. Money anything, it only a paper. I love you and you for me are the most important in my than life.
I very much want to be with you, I REALLY love you. I SHALL NECESSARILY CALL TO YOU.
I promise you it. Remained two days up to my an arrival to Holland and our meeting. I hope for yours the help in my arrival to you.
It is required to me 4500 EUR to show this money customs house. I swear to you, that I shall give yours money to the airport Amsterdam.
I shall not spend yours money because it is yours money. I do not want, that you thought of me poorly. I do not want to be in prison, but I want to be with you. Only with you. I shall give yours money, I give you the word of honour. I love you and I want to live in Holland near to you and children.
I should show customs house, that I shall not require Holland during three months. On every day stay it is required 50 EUR. You should understand it, you should trust me. Up to my the flight remained 2 days. Already 14 I should be in Holland. But without cash I cannot arrive to Holland. I love you despite of yours awful words, I really want to be Vera Driessen. I want to be yours the wife. Only on you depends, there will be your I the wife whether or not. I think, that we should be together despite of a problem of money. I promise you, that I shall work in Holland and to give yours money. I do not want, that you thought of me poorly.
My mother cries, she hopes, that you will understand me. I shall call to you, you should know, that I really exist.
I want to hear your voice, I shall be glad to speak with you. I had no opportunity to call to you yesterday. I and my mother walked on city together with Irina, therefore I could not call to you. I for a long time shall not be in capital the the Native land. In Moscow. Therefore I wanted to absorb in myself all energy and the aroma the country. I shall wait for ours a meeting in Holland. I love you. I hope, that you will overlook it never.
My love should be more dear than any money.......
With love and hope for our happiness only yours love
Vera Driessen.
P.S.: I shall call to you today or tomorrow. I hope, that you will not be such rough with me as in letters. I very much want to see former Gert, same in love in me and happy......

Letter 3

Hello my Gert.
I today called to you. I have been shocked with that you shouted at me on phone because of money.
I was very much upset what you do not love me and is ready to kill me because of a paper?
I have made a bell to you. I have found money for a bell to you, though for me each dollar of roads.
I hoped to hear from you words of support, but instead of it you have offended me. I did not expect from you such behaviour.
My mother was very much upset, she cried and prayed the God that we were together.
Irina speaks, that she does not understand yours behaviour. She asks, really you love me?
If you love me then we should not regret money for ours a meeting. I completely agree with her.
I do not want to think, that in a real life you same rough and ill-bred person.
In letters and greeting cards you spoke me about the to love to me, about the desire to be with me.
But yours last letters with threats and this bell has changed my opinion on you in the bad side.
I do not want to have the husband person which does not trust me and which threatens to spoil my the beautiful person.
I love you despite of this bell. I want to be yours the wife, Vera Driessen.
> JOHANN NEETHLING-SOUTH AFRICA????
I NEVER wrote to other men. I do not know, who such Johann Neethling from Southern Africa.
At us in city surname Zagainova is very much widespread. In Chuvashiya lives people with surname Zagainova much.
It is possible, that the girl with this a surname wrote Johann Neethling from Southern Africa.
You do not trust my to words? Whereas we shall build our family? If between us there will be no any a trust to each other.
I love you. I want, that you trusted me and that we were together. For ever. Or you do not trust this also???
> VERA OTHNOTKINA?????
I do not understand you, who she? I do not know any Vera Othnotkina. What I concern this the woman.
Be kind, explain to me it, please. It is impossible to suspect all women about name Vera in extortion I explained you, that I have no opportunity to send you a copy the the visa and the passport for travel abroad.
I am in Moscow, it is unfamiliar city for me. I am afraid to go with the visa and the passport for travel abroad in it is not known where for copying these very important documents. I am afraid, that can occur unpleasant and these documents can be spoiled.
I am afraid, that then I cannot arrive to you to Holland if I shall have the spoiled documents.
But I and Irina we shall go tomorrow on her work to copy the visa and the passport for travel abroad.
Today she has stopped to work. I have told to her about the a problem,
that I cannot copy these very important documents in unfamiliar to me a place.
I am afraid for their safety. When I informed Irina about the a problem, she have agreed to help me with her decision.
We shall go tomorrow on her work and to copy the visa and the passport for travel abroad.
I shall send you these copies tomorrow, a deadline the day after tomorrow.
I want, that we were together. Between us there should not be obstacles. Remained very little.
I need to show on customs house 4500 EUR.
On every day stay in Holland it is required to me 50 EUR in day.
I mean should show simply 4500 EUR and fill the declaration about imported the sum of money.
It is done that I was not engaged in illegal activity.
I promise you, that I shall give you of money directly to the airport of Holland at ours a meeting.
I love you. I am really ready to ours a meeting. I do not know how to prove to you it. If only we shall meet.
I shall use the best efforts for ours a meeting. But I cannot find 4500 EUR. I have no so many money.
If you really love me, instead of money then I hope for yours iiiiou in my arrival in Holland.
I love you. I do not want, that money were an obstacle in ours love.
Only yours
Vera

Letter 4

Good day Gert.
I have been very much shocked to read yours letters. I do not understand you......
I have come home and have told my mother about yours awful letters.
My mother strongly cried. She does not trust, that Gert from lovely, polite and loving men has turned in malicious and bad the man.
I was very much excited when I saw my a photo with the disfigured letter.
I refuse to trust, that you became such severe to me.
Still recently you admitted to me love,
Promised to make me the happiest the woman in the world. Now you are threatened to transform into a hell ours about mother a life.
Really you such ugly in soul the man, what because of money you are ready to cause me a pain and to make the cripple???
I thought, that you the most beautiful and gentle the man in the world which will make me happy.
I thought, what you love me? I was mistaken?
My mother is afraid to release me to Holland. She is afraid, that you will act with me very bad.
I also am afraid of it. I do not understand, why you do not trust me? I thought, that we have fine relations.
We like each other, I hope, that we shall be happy together. You should trust me.
I REALLY KNEW NOTHING ABOUT 4500 EUR.
In agency to me spoke nothing about necessity to have the cash check with 4500 EUR for the term of action the visa.
This money are necessary for me only for a while flight to Holland. I should show this money customs house.
I promise you, that I shall give this money to you personally to hands. You should trust me.
If so it is important for you, I shall try to send you a copy the visa and foreign the passport tonight when will come Irina with work.
I shall really arrive in Holland and to be near to you. I understand, that you are afraid to lose the of money.
But I shall give this money to you to the airport of Holland. I need to show them only.
If I shall not have 4500 EUR for 90 days of action the visa then I cannot arrive to you.
We have much made for ours a meeting and because of yours obstinacy so much and disbelief we can lose everything to what we so long and persistently went.
I have spent yours of money for registration the visa and foreign the passport, I have bought tickets.
I have no money. But if you love money more me if you are going to live with care only about money, instead of about me,
Then I shall send yours of money back to you to Holland.
I the fair girl and very much am not pleasant to me yours charges and threats. I and my mother we shall work.
We shall save money and to send you all sum, that you have spent for me.
You will live about the money, but you will for ever lose me. Any girl in the world will not live with person,
Which on the first place is put with care of the money.
I did not think at all, that western the man can be such greedy and vindictive. For me are not necessary yours of money, you were necessary for me only.
But now I think, that you love money more me. It is hurt to me to think of it, but yours letters do not leave to me a choice.
I want to be with you. There was very few time for ours a meeting. I do not know, how to me to be?
April, 14 at 10:05 p.m. on Austrian Airlines 377 I shall already arrive to Amsterdam. I very much hope,
that my flight will be fine.
But I already spoke you, that there is one BUT. It is required to me 4500 EUR for an arrival to Holland.
I understand, what it is the big money, but really for you it is more important than money than I????
I shall not stop to write to you the letters if I shall not arrive to Amsterdam.
I shall continue to write to you the letters.
But I very much hope, that I shall be with you April,
14 in Holland. I shall make all from me possible that so it and was.
My mother cries, she the God prays. But she thinks,
that you will think again and will help me to make last decisive step to ours a meeting.
I very much want to trust, that you will make a correct choice to ours a meeting. Remained very little. Really all so will badly end?
I want to think, that we shall be together. I love you. I want to be yours the wife. Really you will spoil all?
I kiss you and simultaneously to cry. I hope, that you will help me with ours a meeting. Remained very little.
And already April, 14 we shall be together. I shall work in Holland, I shall give you all yours of money.
Instead of honey month I shall work to repay you. I do not want, that because of money to you it was bad.
With hope for ours a meeting in the airport of Holland
Vera Zagainova (Driessen?).