Letter(s) to Andrea (Italy)

Letter 1

Hi my dear friend Andrea!!!

It is very pleasant for me, that you have answered to my letter. For you my email to you, probably, was absolutely unexpected. And you was surprised very much i think , having received it? But, Frankly speaking , it is the big unexpectedness too. And myself I am surprised, that has taken advantage of services of the Internet to get acquainted with the man. I am very happy, to see your letter and all ideas were mixed, at all I do not know from what and to start! The matter is that I for the first time have decided to try all to get acquainted through the Internet, till this moment, I have never do it before. One of my girlfriends, to be exact even the fellow worker, has got acquainted on the Internet and has married the good person from Germany. Now she have already live there more than two years and she is very happy. I often receive emails from her, where she describes how there it is good her, as her appreciate and respect on work, what she have the sensitive and loving husband. And in each letter she edifies me, that I too have tried to get acquainted with whom - ever. Well I have tried. When i has seen your profile i have liked it very much . And I has decided to write you. But frankly speaking i did not hope that you will answer, more over so is fast! Well, now i would like to tell you about me:

My name is Veronica. my name means Name Veronica (it is old. ?atiana) occurs from latin "Tatius" - a name Sabinskogo tsar. Sabiny-italiyskie tribes, which part lived on hills of Rome. Under other version, a name Veronica of an ancient greek origin, from a word "Tatto" - to establish, define. The name is meat , by the sovereign establishing put, appointed. I am 33 years old , I am unmarried young girl. I live together with the parents and my sister. On a horoscope I am Telets, my birthday on May, 10 I was born in 1974 and have grown in remote places of Russia, in small provincial small town Lyskovo, the Nizhniy Novgorod area. It approximately in 120 kilometers from city of Nizhni Novgorod. My city though also small, but very ancient, you even cannot imagine how old is he. For the first time about Lyskovo it has been mentioned in annals in 1410, but our local archeologists speak, that the city has appeared much earlier to what different excavation testify. And our city has received the name under the legend of legends, from the Bald mountain located not far with settlement, but still speak, that is possible, that the city the name has received on behalf of the Tatar khan Lysko, grasping ancient settlement. Our city is very beautiful, there are many ancient constructions of museums and historical places . In general the Nizhniy Novgorod ground is considered very ancient and sacred ground. For us here a lot of monasteries and temples which have already it is a lot of many years. And people here live very kind .

I am the children's doctor the pediatrist, work in a children's polyclinic any more one year. I like my work very much, the truth wages is not big, but sometimes at leisure it is possible to earn additionally. I do to individual people massage in-home. Basically too small babyes - chest children. Now many kiddies are born with different dislocations and jammings, and my work is claimed. Still I learn chest children from first days of a life to float in a bath. I hold them for a chin and in a month of such employment they already independently it is fine to keep on water. It is separately paid too, therefore for a life suffices. I love children very much and my profession too. Probably, because i always brought up in family of full love!

My family, it is possible to tell, is a sample for imitation. Mum with the daddy very decent people, and on with the sister too always brought up in severity and respect. Are you surprised, why I write to you from Russia?! Why I cannot find to myself here in Russia to myself good the man? But I shall answer to you. Because my mum always spoke me search decent . And a grin, but ….. Once I have fallen in love with this boy at school, in the tenth class, it was my first love I was happy very much and for a long time carried this feeling in myself, but have then decided to tell him about all. And he has burst out laughing to me to face and has told about it to all boys and they began to scoff over me. It was the big trauma for me! Mum to me has told, that he is simple not the decent person. Then in institute I have fallen in love with the teacher, and he to me has told, that is married, that the family to throw does not gather, and has suggested me: give, as all to combine! Then one casewas in the bus, I went for work and one guy so for a long time at me looked, that I have thought, that I have liked him, and he wants to get acquainted with me closer. But when we have together left at a stop and all people have gone away, he began to pull out at me a handbag, and then in general has escaped. My mum was simply in a shock, and was more and more disappointed in our Russian men. Well last my guy with which at me were very serious relations in general appeared Super not decent and has finally broken my heart!

Two years ago I had a rest from my work in sanatorium near Nizhni Novgorod, on « the Nizhniy Novgorod Sea » and there have got acquainted with one young man, at us relations were fastened, we met, the truth he lived in Bottom, and I in Lyskovo. But he frequently came to us visitors, has got acquainted with my parents, has completely come in my life. And when my mum has hinted us about wedding, whether that we want to register our relations, he has laughed the matter off, has then left and gone. The whole month from him it was not audible any messages, I have decided to write the letter to him . And has soon arrived his wife and has told, that I have ceased to withdraw her husband from family, and that they have children. During that moment at me heart has broken, I thought, that I can not breathe and live any more. There was, that my beloved for a long time a married person, is simple his wife worked in the other city and he had fine opportunity to twist novels on the side. And I for him, apparently, was also not one. Such nightmare to me should be gone through. But time probably treats all. It is Already has passed enough time, and I understand, that the life proceeds, but in Russian men was disappointed completely. If the drunkard it is necessary not the decent and mean person! So and to look at anybody it would not be desirable. And having given in on arrangements of my girlfriend,I have decided to look for the happiness. I do not know even what write to you, that from this it to turn out.

But I want to tell, that I am very serious persone, that for me all this seriously and under the truth. I am adult girl and in any games I do not play .I want to find present the man, is not dependent on age and from position in a society. For me he is not important poor or richer, that he loved the most dear and respected me, and the everything else is possible to achieve together, there would be a health and love. And it is not important for me at what territory of light he lives, I shall come tearing along to him from other continent, I shall find him at territory of the universe if I shall feel, that I am really necessary for him! To tell the truth, I never was in other countries, but I think, that for the true love in the world should not be what barrier. Perhaps, I am a little naive and till now I believe in fairy tales about love. I don't know, but to someone carries, so let will carry also to me!

My dear Andrea. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. Write to me about itself in detail, about the family, where do you live, whether there were you in other countries and what know about Russia? What your country, what traditions at you? Well, and I shall wait your answer! I send you the photo and the angel of hope!

Let to finish me the letter for you.Veronica

Letter 2

Hello Andrea!!!!.

How are you? How do you feel? How are your family? I am fine! Thank you very much for your answer to my last letter, it is very wonderful that we write each other. I read your letters with the great pleasure and all I find out you closer. What you the man, and everyone of races I am admired that you such remarkable, clever, good and decent person! I would like ask you. What is you person? or what you are type of the people concern? For example I am romantic person! The not choleric person, the optimist and during too time the realist. I shall tell to you about my hobbies. And also I would like to find out mutually too about your hobby, about a free time where you spend ? About your friends? How you concern to alcoholic drinks? (For me it is possible to tell a sick theme, as well as most part of women in our country) And about all trifles of your life. Really all it is interesting to me. And about itself, I am very busy person, lot's of work every day in the polyclinic, on the site. As each children's doctor the pediatrist has the site. That is, some streets, the certain area of city in which observes of all children living there. And consequently, except for daily reception of sick children in a polyclinic, I go on calls to patients on apartments. Well and at leisure, if those appears I try spend my free time on the nature. I adore a camping! For me fresh air and the nature, it is not dependent on a season a pledge of my health and beauty. Also I go in for sports, well it cannot be named sports because all this at a level of an amateur kind passes, well it is possible to tell, easy fitness. I go to a sports hall where above soul there is a trainer and forces to do exercises. After a sports hall I go to pool and there I have relax. I specially choose evening time, after work that it was possible will be weakened, then to come home and to fail in bed without supper. It is the true diet and care of the appearance about my face my body. It is not indifferent for me. In fact I am young woman beautiful and I want to look always well. I had ran before in the mornings on a playground, but now i have not run. But it happens, on the days off, with my sister or girlfriends I go to skating on a skating rink, in an Ice Palace. And you are able to skate? For me it is big holiday if, I have my days off in Ice Palace, on skates, moreover in a circle of the best friends. I skating for two hours and of anything I do not think. To tell the truth, then foots awfully get tired, but pleasure above all!!! It is possible to tell, I turn out even very sports person, in any sort. I like favorite kinds of sports very much. But, probably, figure skating for me the most favorite. I always try to watch on TV, all championships, all Olympic games, with participation of our Russian sportsmen. They are good fellows also many talented guys, for which we with mum and with the sister vote all soul. I heard about a golf and the American football but when did not see that it actually much. Except for the American films where for a moment showed how Americans play a golf and that it at you one of favorite games. And that such the American football, I even cannot imagine. I very much would like to find out, that this such actually.Tell me please!!! And what your favorite and not favourite kinds of sports? Whether you watch from the side, on the TV of sportsmen of this or that kind of sports. Or like to be present and alive to observe for an event in stadium or at other places. For exe. i watch sportsmen figure skaters in the days off, and at us on work, little girls go on hockey and I too sometimes join their company. But for me it is a severe kind of sports. Players go for a drive on the big speed and can run into somebody or fall or even worse beat out a washer or a stick a teeth. That happens enough frequently. Therefore I not so like to be present at this show. But not looking on all this this man's game the spirit grasps. And it is fast to Nizhni Novgorod will arrive to go for a drive in the Ice palace, the present stars on ice with interesting musical - theatrical show. I want to visit there, but I do not know as to develop and whether there will be at me a free time. The sister has already bought tickets but if at me to fail to arrive on the days off she will go with the young man. And how you concern to figure skating? Once day I was on a field where were automobile and moto races. I have been shocked. I also did not think, that appears so is healthy to look behind race when machines are carried with huge speed. I have thought of this moment as it is a pity, that I am not able to drive the car and I do not have rights. I like car and motorcycles. And especially old models of cars which have been restored and are in an excellent condition. Most of all I like foreign cars, especially German models, but in our small small town very few such cars. They are only at very rich people. But in the big cities such as capital Moscow and other them is a lot of. And what cars like you? Whether you are able to drive the car? I shall finish the letter. Today i had many work and it is time to me to run. I shall wait very much your letter. In the following letter I shall write to you about the hobby and about that as we spend the free time together with friends and family. I say good bye to you. Your true friend Veronika

Letter 3

I to be ill and could not answer you, I very much love beautiful music and with a contentment I listen at you to fine taste. I am fascinated with you.

Letter 4

Hell my dear Andrew!!!!.

How are you? At me all still work, the house, family. I am very glad to receive your letters, to find out all about you, about your country. I am very glad, that you is interesting to communicate with me and to find out about me all secrets. Though in each woman should be though one unsolved secret. Otherwise it will be not interesting to communicate with such woman. Therefore my secret remain, only for me nobody will know it. But you already know about me very much. I promised you in the last letter that I shall tell about the hobby and about the family as we here live in Russia. I do not have any special hobby as I am fond very much of much, all depends on my mood, during this or that moment of a life. I can't imagine life without music. It takes the important and significant place in my life. I like to listen to classical music very much. I like Bah, Mozart, Beethoven's some symphonies, and his well-known « the Lunar sonata ». Vivaldi and his seasons simply demented me, is especial in performance Vanesa May. I cannot tell, that I listen only to any certain music, it is pleasant to me in many directions if it is written Talentlyenough. For example, fate the opera « Unona and Perhaps », has so strongly affected my emotional world, on my heart, that I could not listen except for these arias, something to another. Speaking about pop music,i have lot's of favorite executors very much. Besides I repeat, very much frequently it happens so it is connected, that this or that song happens, is connected from any moments of my life. If to me it is bad and nasty on soul and I hear any song, it then will remind all time to me of this episode from a life and its mood. I like to listen to Pugacheva Alla Borisovna, Seignioral, to Valery Kuzmin and many to others about which you for certain even could not hear. From foreign executors, I prefer: Witniy Houston, Selin Dion, Mary Cary, Tarkan, Shakira and many others, now even and to not remember all.

What as to my hobby, whether I do not know it is possible it so to call, I since the childhood collect different rare marks. Not expensive certainly, but i have is six beautiful albums. I have a lot of friends in different cities and they frequently send me beautiful marks too. Still I am engaged in the favorite indoor plants. I like to potter with them in the ground, to look after, water and all to a volume other. One more of my hobbies is a cinema! Cinema, cinema movie. Yes, many favorite films and actors, what even the whole letter will not suffice, that all to list., for example, such as Last dance, with Kurt Russell, the Fair courtesan, Kingdom of heaven, Don Juan Legends of autumn, Leon, Temptation, the Taxi and many other things. As if to TV and the TV so I almost do not see it. So i am very busy on my work and when I come home after my work already good on the TV except for the report of news do not show. I like go to cinema and theatres. The distributors come to our work , and we with fellow workers sometimes go cultural - mass exits in places of leisure. But it happens not frequently, now not as earlier and the prices of tickets, very much bite. Sometimes even to have to choose, in theatre, cinema or to buy to itself something from clothes. Yes now all is expensive. And how you concern to art of theatre and a cinema? How frequently go to cinema or theatre? And how at you affairs are with the prices for tickets? I heard, that abroad, foreigners very much love an opera. And you? About me: I cannot tell, that I love it. It is possible even to be expressed more precisely, I do not understand. I like , as wonderfully sing the arias talented singers, but special I in an opera did not notice game of actors, and director's finds. Except for my favorite fate - operas « Unona and Perhaps » directed by Moscow theatre " Lenkom ". There actors play, so to them start to empathize all heart and soul. You overlook about all problems and you start to live problems of the main heroes, their unfortunate love. Have you ever heard about this product? If yes, write to me the impressions, there can be only on me it has made such space influence. Great tragedy, love of the man and the woman, they like each other, but should leave for ever. I am pleasant to be taken a detached view of it, to empathize them, itself to go through such I more in the life I do not want. I spoke you already, but really the tragedy in my life could learn much me. Now I concern to men much more attentively, it is all very serious for me. Well, something I again about sad. And in fact above all I adore comedies. Knowingly clever people speak, that the laughter prolongs a life. And not minutes, and the whole years. To laugh - means to live!!! What are your a favorite comedy? For us in Russia very long time, directors were not able to remove at all comedies, (besides behind exception is not much cinema) but such remarkable director Gajdaj has then appeared. All at once has changed. He shoot the whole series of films. Not simply films, and amazing comedies. Comedies in general are considered as family films, and we too as all usual people love houses all family to settle down on a sofa and to laugh loudly with all the heart, above any comedy. In general our family very amicable. We always together, all the friend about the friend everyone know also all are very happy. Parents are happy, that they have we with the sister, and we with Vika are happy, that we have mum and the daddy, moreover such remarkable people.

Yes Andrew . I has told to the family, that some days as I am familiar with such remarkable person, you. That we have got acquainted on the Internet and now we are copied. They have very validly considered my choice and are glad for our dialogue and friendship. They transfer you greetings. My parents are very good people and for them the most important happiness, this happiness of their children. It would be desirable you so much to tell about them. But, apparently, that for these some letters I already well know you, your family, and you my. And as though we are familiar already whole life. You have somehow come smoothly in my life and steel very native and the close friend. My family can spend all holidays together. And how are your family? We together meet New year, Christmas, birthdays, on March, 8, and also all religious holidays, as our family very much believing we mark Easter, the Christening, the Pancake week. And mum even observes all posts. Sometimes i adhere Not fat food, but I suffice not on for a long time too. Though it is very useful for an organism, doctors when the organism has a rest from abundance of meat food speak." A post" it at us when between church holidays people abstain from the certain meal, and in the most strict post in general eat nothing except for water and bread. And so into a diet Not fat food food enter: a fish, greens, juices, a potato, fig. Generally I like very much is tasty to have a meal and for me it is always very difficult to refuse in such days delicacies, but the figure comes in the full order so any diets do not go at all in comparisons. But when posts come to an end, there come holidays, at us in the house the true feast begins. We together with mum and sister prepare much tasty food , we invite in the house of visitors and then for a long time we eat all that were going the hands. At us many traditional Russian dishes about which you probably also did not hear even. For example, on a holiday of Easter, in each orthodox family it is accepted to bakee Easter cakes and to submit them on a table together with chicken eggs of red color, which we to paint in onions feathers. And visitors who come in the house, should bring with themselves the eggs, To exchange them and tells the Christ has revived, and we answer them truly has revived. Such interesting custom exists in Russia any more one century on end. And with the sister great gift of preparation has got to us really peep by right of succession from the parents. All remarkable recipes are transferred in our family from generation in generations. Both on mother's, and on a father's line. And from all products I prefer to potter with meat most of all. To tell the truth, for some reason it is considered to be, that men always should potter with meat only, but I with it categorically disagree. At me too it is not bad, it turns out to conjure with kitchen with cook of meat dishes. Especially most of all I like to improvise. One of my most tasty viands is a dish with the interesting name, the truth, I do not know, how it is possible to translate into the English .It refers to the Smoke Lya ??, it when in a deep frying pan meat, an onions, a potato, carrots are stacked by layers and all this is extinguished under the big leaves of cabbage. Very testy! It is adored by all my family.

I like something to bakee: cakes, cookies, brushwood, pies and many other things, that only it is possible to make of farinaceous foods. All it I treat the friends and familiar. In general I like to prepare for everything if only there were products, and the everything else is not difficult. Who really loves a meal on kitchen at an oven that will always prepare to please surrounding with the magic food. As I, for example! It can is not absolutely modest, but it is the truth! And if were now a, I with pleasure would feed you with something especial. Well so to you with all has painted, that has wanted to eat now. And anything except for an apple in a handbag I have no. So I shall be content with an apple and to represent an our supper with a heap of meal at candles! Yes, I know, that I romantic and with it that you will not do!

And in general already it is time to run. On it I say good bye to you.
I ask you answer all my questions, it is very important for me.

Letter 5

Hi dear Andrea!!!
By the way, my parents and friends ask about you all time, how you?
How we communicate? All time joke, that as though we with you already true pair. My parents and sister wish you good mood and health. I would like ask you, can i to hear your voice once ???

I am sorry that I cannot hear your voice and talk to you also simply, how to correspond through the Internet. We in an apartment, much to our regret, do not have home telephone number. And the cellular telephone too at me is not present. It was broken. And about home telephone number and to tell it would not be desirable. We need We should stand in a queue many years and pay big sum of money. Only rich people,can have cell phone and capable to pay for it every month big sum. But I heard , that it is possible call from city telegraph, namely from a public telephone booth . And i ask you very much write me in the following letter your full phone number, to codes of city. Perhaps, I will manage to try to call you. Yes, it is the best variant Andrea.,is not you?! And I in the meantime i shall go on a public telephone booth and all I I find out, how much it costs.Oh, what time zone at you? We in Lyscovo it is considered precisely same as well as in Moscow. And if we have midday that at you?.... Write me , it is interesting for me. I have huge desire to hear your voice, my dear Andrea, I hope What you want it just as also I?! And as I want you to ask to write to me your full address and your full name, so just in case. Suddenly it is useful. And my full address and my full name. , My address: The postal index 606210 The Nizhniy Novgorod area The city of Lyskovo Street Bitter The house 15, apartment 2 Malyshkina Veronika

But dear Andrea., I ask you very much did not send by mail to me .At the matter of fact is that now everywhere KGB and FSB, in connection with an opportunity of acts of terrorism, check all mail from other countries, including a mail from America. And I do not want to have a problem because of a sending with these bodies. I even to the girlfriend from Germany about which I you told, have forbidden to write to me usual letters. It is much easier to take advantage of services of the Internet and e-mail. And it is much more safe. It is very dangerous, at the matter of fact that in our country can open envelopes and sending. At the best, and in the worse it will be gone, and anybody never will find it. Yes I heard time about such bad cases happened on the Russian mail. . People which work in post , they even can steal contents of letters I also heard many bad histories and responses, about work post the express train of service on delivery of letters and sendnigs the different foreign companies. I know, that it is very sad, but it is the truth of our modern life. I would not like very much, had with it problems. Therefore I once again ask you to not send me anything. I do not want that your sending have stolen, as the most dear and desired gift from you for me are you and your letters! I am always happy, to receive from you letters and always I wait for them look forward As soon as I will have free time I shall go in the central public telephone booth and I find out, how it will be possible to call you.

Now i have not enough free time and i apologize at once that i can not answer to your letters at once. We have big epidemic of a flu now . And also any others cold diseases. There are many sick children. And i stay in my work by late in the evening . Still it is a lot of calls on houses. And i need go to home with ill kids. Parents cannot go with sick kiddies in a polyclinic with high temperature, therefore i have to exams them on the house. I very much get tired, but it is my work, I should help kiddies. Always it is a pity when sick kids, they are always much more helpless than adults. And now simply huge flash of diseases. Many schools and kindergartens are closed on quarantine and at us at doctors a lot of work. Probably, all these epidemics arise because of bad weather. The ecology is very much spoiled also temperature drops influence very strongly organisms of people, and also entail duplication of different bacteria, microbes and viruses. But I very much want to be with you and both to write to you and to read your letters. Therefore I ask you understand me and do not take offence. I shall try to answer you as soon as possible. You are very dear to me. I do not want to lose you and your friendship. You very good person, simply remarkable the man. I want that will ok for us. I believe in you all soul, that you not such as everything, that you already became a part of my life. You take a special place in my heart. When I receive your letters and I write you the answer see you and as though I talk with you. When the weather is bad or bad mood, your letters help to live and I overlook about all bad. It is becomes warm from your words, I smile and I fly all the day happy! Many fellow workers began to notice in me changes that there was absolutely another, in the best side. But they also do not suspect what to be created with me. In my head and in my soul. I have told only to my good girlfriend Lidia, that and I communicate with one remarkable and decent man. And she has told me , that when I told her about you and about that as we communicate I simply all shined with happiness. What is the changes and dialogue with you have done for me good. I went gloomy, sad whom did not notice except for work, and now any secret friend could change my life and to change the relation to men. Before acquaintance to you I even don't want hear about man! One man has very strongly offended me, having caused me it is a lot of pain and having crushed all my feelings, but there is a life proceeds. Time treats really all. Certainly, there are scars on heart, but very much it would be desirable to trust, what not all such bad. That is, there were still good people, even at the other side of the world.

Yes tomorrow the Lidia birthday's . She work together with me. We live near in the next houses and have grown together from the childhood . I love her very much and she is my best girlfriend. We know all about each other. We do not have among themselves any secrets. She always wished me only good luck, as well as I to her. We shall go to her home and we shall congratulate it together with friends. I have already bought gift for her .This is a fine red dress. I know beforehand, that it will very much like to her.. She have wanted buy it for a long time and I dreamed about it , and present it to her. It will be for her very pleasant and unexpected surprise. But unfortunately this evening will be for me little bit sad as I shall be one and you cannot be with me, and I would like it very much. I would acquaint you with my friends and would fun together with you. Would dance and laughed. All my girlfriends will be with the husbands. I shall think of you all the day long and to miss you. But you will be in my ideas and to me it will be easier! I dream of that you have made me the happiest person on the world. But for this purpose we should be together. I very strongly to wait it. Promise me, that we shall be together! Promise me, that you will think of me every day! I shall wait your letter. I very much to want to be with you, you such lovely at you such charming smile kind eyes. I already to love these eyes. But we should get acquainted on closer. To learn{find out} each other it is better. You at me do not take offence if I do not answer at once, I write from Internet - cafe and on this I can not write much. I strong whole also wait for you your answer

Letter 6

Hi my love Andrea!!!!!!!.

I have waited your letter my sun! I can feel like quite happy, I can luxuriate in your light and heat of your words, to be warmed by your love at last . I can present the love, give all saved up ideas and hot emotions … Yes I for a long time hid the emotions, but it is justified - I simply lose a speech at reading your letters, as between us such distance. It would be desirable to see your letters daily, hourly, every minute. And it would be desirable even more, that you were with me beside. To go with you under a hand along the street, to feel your to stick … I am very nice with you , so easy and confidently. I catch your love, I see it in your words, I feel it between your lines. I do not want to miss on you, I simply want to be with you beside. I am obliged to the life to you. Without you its sense is dissolved. At me you are not present you beside, but you are in my head, in my heart. You know itself about it, the truth? You - that for the sake of what I live, you speed up an idea, you allow a life, you fill all with sense. It seems to me, has passed so a lot of time while I have understood it... But now all at us ahead. I love you!!! Be with me. I give you light. I know, you hear me! You are, you live, you exist. Now we necessarily shall together, in fact we have found each other. Thanks you, for your patience, in fact anybody did not understand me before except for you. You are necessary for me as air and water. I know, that you very much from me are far, I cannot reach you a hand, I can not, embrace you, cannot feel, your smell which I present also which reduces me from mind, but I know one, that every day I rise with your name, I live with it during all day, I lie down to sleep, and again I remember you. Pretty my and native, without you at me sense will not live further, in fact every day, only the idea on you forces me to rise... My Sun, I LIKE, VERY MUCH you I LOVE you !! My love I madly miss on you. Yet there was no also an instant that I did not think of us! So it is hard for me. And so it is cold without you. But though you are far, the main thing, that you are. Such kind, tender and lovely .And the most important my! Only my! I never was afraid of the future, and now I am afraid. I am afraid, that in mine tomorrow there will be no you... And the one who is far, that is for some reason dear, More strongly feeling of heavy tests When from love there are only splinters. Yes the dream, than weight of justifications is better To me it is terrible. On distance so our happiness the friend up to the friend is easy to lose, break, to not inform. But you with me always. In the afternoon - in my ideas, at night - in my dreams. My love and close man! I love you very much ! You can't imagine ,how you important and dear for me. . Only your love helps to live, breathe and trust in you! To me to sustain. Only you and your love. It would be desirable to stretch a hand, to touch you, but it only your image. It with me always, with me your photo, in fact is not present you beside. We are shared with hundreds kilometers. I can look only it, and me of it so a little. It would be desirable to be closer, as far as physical borders only allow, to kiss you, to embrace, be dissolved in you. What it - as not love? There is no, apparently, a word "Love" cannot express and the 100-th share of a condition of my soul. My condition in general does not have name..... It is similar to illness, but I would not like to be treated for it at all... You want, I can get for you a star, I can become a drop of dew on your lips, a breeze in your hair, and want, I simply always shall with you. You now probably sleep, and I - was not present, at us day Even at night I cannot sleep, because too strongly you I love and again I speak you about it, and probably not tired it to make never.

The sun, thanks you that you appreciate our love and I want to wish you quiet dreams. Veronica

Letter 7

Greetings my love Andrea!!!!!

I love you very much and without you and your letters, i am very bad. I need in you and in your words. You love me and this biggest happiness in the world. I very strongly wait our meeting and I think, that it will be absolutely fast. Without you and your love, my heart will be empty for ever. I know, that you too want to see me. We like each other, and we should be together. I very much wait for this moment. How i have told you ,my love , we together with mum went to her familiar to travel agency and all have found out. I will need the passport for travel abroad and for registration of the visa it is required to me 400 $. I realize, that it very difficultly is very expensive to arrive to you, but I hope, nevertheless to receive this opportunity and to see you!

For us in Russia it is very big money, If my salary for a month only 180 $. The decent salary and the big money is considered it for our city and our country very much even. I should pay for an apartment, for all municipal services, to buy products, clothes and cosmetics. Parents too do not have such big money. They still pay now for training of the sister. It too very big sum! At us in Russia in general all expensive my love. And such discrepancy of the prices. That the salary does not suffice on anything for all municipal and family needs. To people the state does not lift the salary, and the prices for products, habitation everyone grow and grow. It is simply awful. If at us only the loaf of bread costs 18 roubles if it to translate to your money it 60 cents turn out approximately. And for registration of the passport for travel abroad, are necessary different from editing, from a place of a registration, from work. And each information costs 5 $. Therefore road I do not have such money for registration of the visa! Everywhere one problems! To be together necessary money. Without money I cannot be with you! I can not arrive to you! You to see and embrace! I do not know, what to do me now. Dear you should think up something! I cannot without you. I together with you shall bear everything, all difficulties but if only you only were together with me. I precisely know, that I can! I know, how it is hard to live in other country. About it I was written by my girlfriend from Germany. She is the same doctor the pediatrist like me, as well as I. And as to it, not looking - that she the fine expert, it was very hard to receive love and respect, and the status of the patients in another's city, in the another's country. However she has consulted, could go through all and now everyone run only her. As she the best in the hospital. Not looking that she Russian to her concern as the professional expert. I think, that I too can go through and be arranged all in your country. The most important that you were surrounded always with support of the most favourite person, the favourite husband! I am ready to fly by half of world for a meeting with you as it will be the happiest day in my life. When you have appeared at me, I spoke you that all my life has changed. I have prepared you for a favourite gift for you which I have bought already for a long time specially for you. And I Necessarily present it to you at our meeting. I ask the God that he has heard our prays, and we have met! Know, that my love only for you. All my life belongs to you. I very strongly want to receive somewhat quicker the letter from you. Also I want to hear from you words I love you my Andrea. you will make it? I wait very much for it from you. I want to you and I wait this day. I ask you that you have sped up our meeting.

All my friends and relatives are very happy, to hear, that I am in love and soon I shall together with the beloved. And I am happy, that you are happy also your feelings to me completely sincerely , are high and strong. I wish you good days and nights. I very much want to kiss you but as I have no such an opportunity now I send you a hot and passionate air kiss. I very much wait our meeting and is ready to fly to you as soon as it becomes possible. We very for a long time suffered loneliness, lived the friend without the friend and we deserve to be together and to love all life. I have fallen in love with you all soul up to the depth in my heart. I wait for each your letter. I think, that I shall miss a little on the relatives and friends in your country, but you will be with me and I shall be happy. With your occurrence I began as if the little girl - cheerful and cheerful. At the same time I as the patient began to rave about a meeting with you. I have precisely solved all for myself, that I want to see you, I want be only with you. Sitting today in the morning in the room on a cold floor, having buried the person in knees, I sat and cried and did not want, that someone saw from relatives as to me poorly without you! Before eyes flashed a picture of the past, happiness, pleasure, tears severely burnt my person. Between us of thousand kilometers, hundreds cities, tens streets. It would be desirable to turn arrows forward, all to correct, all to make on the, to pity it is not subject to me, it is impossible to correct anything. Every day it would be desirable to pull out to itself heart, it would be desirable to forget. But I believe in you, you know, I shall necessarily come, I shall not throw the love I shall not refuse it. It is just necessary to wait, it is necessary to deceive time and I to a deceit. I hate myself, the destiny that it has chosen to me such life, a life far from you … I never could think, that such friendship can become love and you too did not know about it. It passes new day without you, but begins with your letter. Strange you so are far, and I almost do not feel this distance you even can be much closer than those people which in meter from me. It is impossible to measure love in distance, but time, our love for a long time has passed check. I love you as it only is possible, I shall make utmost, that this distance would be only time, I want to be only near to you, I do not want, that others kissed me and embraced, I do not want other eyes, lips and a smile, I do not want others if there is you. I LOVE YOU!!!!! That will be at the end of our way where we shall come and whether we shall lose belief in the best. In fact it still more many difficultly and at times to us will seem, that it is not surmountable, but I not surrender, I shall not leave from the planned way, in fact knowingly through so much time we appeared at a threshold of one desires. Yes between us the distance which presses and at times would be desirable to leave and give hearts freedom, yet time is necessary to go on edge of feelings and nervously to compress inside the will. So the life is arranged, not all this is thought up by us, not to us and to change. But if all the same the destiny gives chance, I think silly it to not take advantage...

I say goodbye to you and I wait for your letter.

My love write to me more likely, I shall go from mind!

Let me to love you.
I your shadow want to become.
Always with you beside to be.
Move yours to repeat.

Each word to catch.
To listen to you and to be silent.
And never to anger.
Wishes yours to execute.

For lips move to watch.
Unity to not break.
Eyes from you to not reduce.
And in one sigh to breathe...

Yours Veronika.

Letter 8

Is very a pity that you to me to not trust. I in grief. I now to know that for the man there is no more expensively money. I simply very much wanted to be with you really you, how you can???? To me very bitterly and to want to cry. Forgive me I cannot

Letter 9

You to me can that that to write or only mucks to write it is necessary????? I to understand that your trade of all to suspect but it is necessary to trust people a little bit to be not one and to be loved{liked;favourite}. Dear, my, lovely person I ask you do not leave me

Letter 10