Letter(s) to Wayne (USA)

Letter 1

Hello dear Wayne. Thank you so much for your nice words that made me really believing in the best:))
I think that you wrote to learn more about myself so I won't keep you in suspense.
I guess you have already learnt that my name is Nadezhda. And if to translate this in English this will be Hope. And do you know that the name of the person reflects his character?? I am very much greatful to my parents that they gave me such a nice and positive name that really helps me very much in my life. and what about your name??do you like, does it help you in your life??"
As you could notice from my profile, I am coming from the very nice country Ukraine. I am sure that you have heard about it, as our country is very nice, full of picturesque landscapes and views , people here are very friendly and kind hearted, and girls here are the most beautiful in the whole world. That's probable why I am proud of living here!!:)
And what about your country?? do you like it?? or maybe you have been always dreaming about living somewhere else. Oh, as for me I have been always dreaming about living somewhere far and far away, for example on a small beautiful island, with lots of palms,coconut trees, where it is always warm, where there no rains, where the sky is always blue and it is reflecting in the pure water of the ocean like in a mirror. Does this sound ok for you?? do you want to join me in my dream??
have you ever been to the place like this??By the way do you like traveling?? where have you been, what interesting have you seen?? I know I am a very curious one:)) but I just have never been abroad but have always been attracted and interested in something new and exciting. So, I hope that you will fulfill my curiosity!!??:)
What else I can tell about myself?? The quality that I like most of all in myself and the one that I am proud oft is that I am always ready to help and to be near when someone needs me. But it hurts me very much that very little people appreciate this. I do not want to say that I am always doing something for the reward. No it is not like this. You know they say treat other people as you want to be treated in return. I always follow this saying and I am so sorry that not everyone follows this too. And what about you, do you have some saying or maybe just some words that you like very much and you always try to follow??
I think that this is all for now, there are still lots of things I want to tell you,
so hope to hear from you soon, yours Nadezhda

Letter 2

Hello my dear Wayne. I am so much happy to hear from you back. I want to tell you that I am very much interested in you and I am so much excited to learn more and more!! Hope you will fulfill my curiosity!!:))
I believe that you also want to know more about me. So, I won't keep you in suspense:))
You know I have been always proud of my family. I have always admired the relationships my mother and my father have. Their relationships are based on trust and honesty. You know I appreaciare honest very much.If a person is not honest with me I won't have any kind of relationships with him. I think that there is no sense to lie cause some times the truth will obligatory come on the surface, do you agree? My dear, I have disappointed in men of Ukraine because of the fact that they were not honest with me, they wanted me to be honest with me but at the same lied to me, I think it is not fair and that's why I appreciate honesty greatly! Hope that you will never hurt me with lies and we will trust each other from the beginning??!!
I think you have already notised that I am a very romantic person and I like dreaming.
You see now my greatest and the most desirable dream is to find my man and to create a family with him. Cause you see for me family is the most important thing in the life and I am really very serious about finding my second half and about creating a family with him. But you see I am looking for such kind of a man who does not exist at all. You know I do not need such kind of a man who will cheat on me, who every day will tell me different things, at once he says that he really enjoys our communication and he needs me, who will call me often and who will tell me that he misses and then after some time he won't pay any attention to me, he will pretend that I do not exist at all. And this all without any reason. Can you tell me why it is so??? Why life is so much complicated, it always hides some difficulties on our way, and why on my way I meet only difficulties, why destiny does not send me any happiness?? Why when I finally feel ok and when I feel that I want this moment to last forever, destiny gives me new difficulties and new obstacles and nothing more. When this happy moment, when true, real love will be in my life and when my heart and soul will stop suffer from al this pain, how long should I wait for????
Tell me this, do you know the answerers to this questions. Why I am so much unhappy and when finally I will meet my real one, the one who will be really MINE??????
I am so sorry about this letter, I promise that the next time I will tell you really more about myself andf aboutr my family for you really to be sure that you have made the right choice writing to me,
with all my warmth, Nadezhda