Letter(s) to Alan (England)

Letter 1

Dear Alan! In this letter I want to tell you some more about myself. I live in a town of Odessa, Ukraine. On my spare time, I like to spend time with friends, go to a movie , play tennis , dinning , socializing and have a good time.. In the summer I like to be outdoors more or less 24 hours a day and during the winter time I spend more time inside, reading a book , listen to music or just sit and talk with friends of mine. I don't enjoy the winter time to much,. even though it can be very beautiful , I am always longing for spring and summer. I like to go swimming for an hour in the morning I love taking long walks in the nature, planing things, solving problems or just philosophy about life. I also love to be near water , the sound of the ocean inspires my soul. There is a lot of things that interests me, The Arts , science , philosophy, sports , nature , cultures , global issues. For me a relationship has to be based on true love , mutual understanding and compassion. A genuine friendship and trust. I like compliments as everybody, but I should know that you say them very sincerely. That you are not writing the same words to many women at once. I like pets very much. I always wanted to have a dog or a cat, but my parents didn't let me do it, as our flat is very small. Tell me also about your experience with other women, if it is not a secret. It's so pleasant to hear that you are interested to continue our correspondence. You know, in my heart the spark of hope has lit and I didn't believe that the men are interested in mutual understanding and spiritual communication. Our men look for the satisfaction of their needs and desires only and drugs and other affairs. But in you I felt some special male charm. It keeps me warm. Beauty, outlooks doesn't mean much for me. I value soul traits, I like kind,loving hearts. I don't know what about you, but I'm tired of loneliness. I want to obtain the love, where there will never be an end and will only be love, care, tenderness and kindness. I like to read what's on your mind. Here are some of the things on my mind. It's been very hard for me to trust anyone at all. For the last 3 years the only person I could trust was me. I now know that I can't continue to keep myself from having a relationship. I truly want to share my life again with the right person. I'm a fun person to be around and very loving. There are so many things that I want to do but I am going to wait until I find my best friend. This way we can experience some of these pleasures together. I often wonder what it would be like to come home to a smiling face and nice greeting after a long day at work. To have someone their to snuggle up next to and watch a good movie. To get on Sunday morning go out for breakfast. Just to know what it's like to actually have someone care for you. These are things I never felt in my life. I want some to express their concerns and feelings with me. They don't always have to be good that's why we're all individuals. All they have to be are your feelings. Do you like to observe nature and animals? I suppose, yes? I don't know I can go on and on but I'll end this now. Have a great day, I'll be waiting for your reply with great impatience. Sincerely Yours With Love, Oksana.

Letter 2

Dear Alan, If only you knew how glad I was to get your letter. How glad I am to get Ur response! Now I see that we really have something in common. I should say that I liked you in your letter. I pay attention to strong men, who have something in them, to help a girl, to see her inner thoughts. I suppose you are not the same like others. Do you like your job, if yes, it's great. If your work is like your home, it means that it's not boring for you. I also think of my future life like about the thing that is coming soon. My friends say that I am very warm and affectionate, I am very doting and once I fall in love I will give everything I have to make the other person be on top of the world. I am very romantic, love candle light dinners, cuddling and care of each other. The only thing I hate about people is when they lie, are not honest and play games. I am very simple in my thoughts, love to meet people, I am very trusting, have had some bad experiences but most of the time I end up meeting people who are nice. I love dogs, a lovely house and a lovely caring loving husband who will be my best friend, my lover, my companion, with whom I will be able to share all my laughs and sorrows, with whom I can confide in and also he can do the same. I want to build a relationship, where we can be soulmates and life is one continuos holiday, where everyday will bring joy to our lives, where we can raise nice family, children who are loved all them time, hopefully I can build this lovely relationship with a such a nice person like you, they say pictures do not say much but I think they do. I'm dreaming about my own family, my beloved husbend and to have children with him in the future. As for as I have this way to meet my man from another country. I have different hobbies and interests. Let me bebin with some of them. OK? I like to listen to ifferent music, best of all I like melodic, romantic ballads, of course, about love, but I find very interesting also other kinds of music. I adore literature and especially poetry. I know a lot of poems, but only few of them by heart. Why? Becouse I learn by heart only those special poems that I love. I don't smoke and don't drink, never used drugs as well. I take care about my appearance and my health. I would like to meet a man, king, nice, attentive, caring, healthy and to fall in love if we understand each other, take care of each other and if we are ready to share all in this life, good times and happiness and bad times as well. I have a question for you. Are you ready to have relationship with a girl from Ukraine? What do you expect from this relaions? And how do you imadine your future with a girl from another country? Are you serious to find your wife abroad? And what's your dream family? Please, answer my questions in details becouse they are importent for our relations and possible future together. Odessa- industrial city but after all this changes in our economy when Ukraine become an independent state practically all the factories were closed and now the majority of people work at the market selling things. The life is really difficult here. There are a lot of unemployed people and those who work don't get a salary or get such a small payment is not enough to buy food sometimes. Excuse me that I tell you such sad things but I can't lie. I don't like to complain and I like my country all the same. I hope that soon the situation will change and we'll have a better life here. I am disappointed with Russian men and that's why I am searching for Western husband. I don't want live in this country, we have no future here. The terrible situation in the economy of our country makes our men cruel, inattentive to their wives; they just think about how to earn money. They treat women bad, they don't respect us, they think that women want only some advantage of them. But this is not true. Any woman just wants to be happy, to have a beloved and loving husband. And me too. I want have children and be sure in their future. Is it so bad. I'm really interested in you and I want know you better. You know I’m sure we should meet and feel if we have some true feeling to each other. How could we do this, honey? I'm waiting your further mails. I have never been to England, but it would be great. I always dreamt to see this country. It must be something different and interesting. You are a gentleman, I feel that. But I think that everything will not be accepted as obligations. We would have great time together! I promise you will not regret about it! I really like your letters and feel that you can make the woman of your dreams happy. I'll be happy to hear from you again. I hope that we are the part of the whole and our relationship can grow into something special and serious. Sincerely your Oksana.

Letter 3

Hello,my lovely Alan! I am so happy to hear from you. I really like you more and more after each your letter. You know I would be so happy if you find out I am the woman you are searching for. I really like your letters and feel that you can make the woman of your dreams happy. You know I have never had such an experience to communicate with someone through the Internet. You sound like a nice and intelligent person. I would like to know more about you. Unfortunately I don't know English and I use the translation service. I study English on my own. It is rather difficult to do without the help of professional teacher but I try my best. I have some questions for you. What are your dreams? As for me I like to dream very much and hope my dreams will come true some day. I am optimistic and believe in good things. I believe that I'll find my soul mate that the God created for me. I am sure that when you want something very much you'll certainly get it. Sooner or later but you'll be success. I have been searching for the special man for all my life. You know it is not easy to find your second half. You can do some mistakes before you'll finally get you happiness. One should deserve his happiness and you'll appreciate it more if it has been given to you after you passed a long way of mistakes.You know love gives us sense to live and without it we and our life is empty. Love makes us better and opens for us a new world of wonders. Love can make miracles. There are no people who don't dream to find a true love, love that you can sacrifice everything, love that lights a fire inside you and gives you strength. I know that I will do everything for the sake of my beloved. I'll be with him in happy and sad times. I can't love a little. If I am in love my beloved will be the center of the Universe for me. I want to build the family only with a such man that I can rely entirely and be sure that he'll never betray me. It was raining all the day yesterday and today morning. I even didn't want to wake up and go to University. I just couldn't concentrate. I felt relaxing and in my head there were no thoughts about studies or things I should do. Do you know what I think about when it is raining? I would like to spend such day near the fair place or near the window with a cap of coffee or tea, reading some good book and waiting for the end of working day when my beloved man come back from job. I would open the door and say: "Hi sweet, I was missing you so much all the day" Then we would have nice and tasty dinner I cooked. He would tell me about his day, about everything. I would listen to him and maybe sometimes ( if he'd ask ) I would advice something. Then, after washing the dish we would have a coffee and relax. Before to go sleep I would help him to take a bath:) and then we would see the sweetest dreams all the night. I don't know why do this thoughts visit my head now. Maybe it is because of rain? Or maybe everybody in this life sometimes want to feel themselves needed? It would be interesting for me to know what you think about it and what you think when it is raining. What are you dream about? Maybe our dreams are the same? And what weather at you? It is very interesting to me to learn(find out) about it because I never was outside the country. Though I very much like to travel. I very much love walks on a wood. I in general very much love a nature, and you love a nature? Tell about the nature. What trees grow at you? At us grow: the maple, a birch, a linden, an aspen, an oak, a pine and still is a lot of only. Sometimes I even think, that could leave the university only arrive to you and look in your eyes. But while all this only dreams. Though can be sometime to these dreams and it is necessary to come true. Sometimes to me to become terribly from ideas, that our correspondence and will be finished by anything. And I do not want, that our correspondence was finished by emptiness!!!! You hear? I do not want!!! I very much want you to see. If such way to appear near to you I would give everything that it happened was. I very much value our friendship, and I shall try, that it did not stop never. Love and kissesssssssssssssssssss.

Letter 4

Hi my love Alan. I soooooo love you. Now I am completely sure, that have found in you the man of the dream. You probably will ask me, " why so is fast? " I shall hasten to answer you, that I simply not could hold in myself these feelings more, and they have escaped outside. I simply did not know, how to you to tell about it at once, you see then you would not understand me. I never tested such feelings to anybody to another. I think, that you are created specially for me and I want to be created only for you my love. Your letters always bring heat and a cosiness in my heart though we and far apart, I all the same feel you as though you are with me in one room. I so want to nestle and feel to you heat of your breath, I feel, that with you to me will be always warm, even in the coldest weather. I believe that you that the man which I searched for all life. I am very lonely here without you. I store all your letters at myself and when me to become alone I read them again and me to become little bit better. Sometimes I think, and that if we would meet and have remained alone even for some minutes then it would be the happiest day in my life. Interestingly, and there is any way for our meeting? I so would like, that it was possible. Tomorrow I shall go for the sake of my interest to any travel agency and I shall ask them concerning an opportunity of travel to England. I hope, what you not against it? Please, tell me, that you think of it. I shall wait for your answer. With all my love Oksana.

Letter 5

Hello my love Alan..
How are You today??
Reading your letter I have not begun to cry nearly with happiness.
That there are such perfect people as you I very much, is very glad.
That I have got acquainted with such man as you.
You such lovely, kind, clever man.
Why we have not met you earlier?
Can be at us already there was a large happy family
Yes I very much love to prepare, is tasty to prepare
And if you would be a number (line) I with pleasure prepared for you
Would bring coffee in bed
I love to prepare various sweetness
The Ukrainian, Russian kitchen
Especially I love to prepare on a nature a shish kebab
Yes life without love it not life
You see love this very perfect feeling
You see when you have favourite man
You become by the happiest man on light
And when you are happy at you all always well in life
I very strongly love you I love as anybody never loved
You are constant in my ideas I think of you each minute, each hour
When I lie down to sleep I dream that you were a number(line)
I want to love, to kiss, caress you
For the sake of you I would leave though on edge(territory) of light
You see where we would not be I always was happy with you
I frequently re-read your letters
Very much grieved for you and when I saw your new mail I became most
By the happy woman on light
From all heart I send you millions and millions kisses
With impatience I shall wait for your answer

With LOVE yours Oksana.

Letter 6

Hi My Love and Sexi Alan. Last night I have come home and my mum has told to me that she{it} spoke with my native aunt about my trip to England. It was my aunt, who surprised me very much! She is a teacher, according to her diploma. She is working at one of the University's here. And there was a meeting at her University where the teachers were announced about the trip to England in a 2 weeks. It will be a student exchange and the group of students will be living in an English families . This program is a possibility to improve English skills and to see the English culture, to find out the traditions and customs. Some English students were here last year and now it is a return visit. I don't have words to express how I am happy because now I have a hope to meet you!!!! And what is also very important is that my aunt asked if it would be possible me to be included in the group because my Mom had already told her about us, so she knows about you and our feelings and she was promised that it would not be a problem for me to come with the students. And I will have not to stay with the group in English families because I have where to stay :) Auntie said that I have a very good man there, which I would like to visit and I was allowed to be separated form the group. The trip will take place approximately in a 2 weeks and we will stay in England for the whole 3 weeks!!! We will be flying to London and I guess that the rest of the group will stay also in London. The university will make all necessary arrangements including visa and the both way tickets. And the cost of the tickets and a visa is about 1255$. And all members of this group should pay in cash to the University and then the University will pay for all arrangements and it will be the University who will be responsible for all members of the group and it is like a guarantee for the Great Britain Embassy that everything will be OK. But unfortunately I will be just unable to pay for such trip myself as neither my parents nor my friends don't have such money. But I hope that I will meet you and will be happy with you. I think it would be wonderful to enjoy our time together so soon! And maybe you just don't know but it is almost impossible to get a Visa to your country in other ways because your country is afraid to have a lot of illegal immigrants and that's why almost everyone who is not too rich and doesn't have a lot of properties will not be allowed to get a Visa. But I am almost sure, everything will be fine because if to apply for a Visa with the help of University, our chances to obtain it are equal 100%. Just imagine how wonderful it will be able not to loose this chance that can help us to meet!!!! I am dying to see your letter with your thoughts about all of this. Kiss you and Hope to hear tomorrow, I miss you very very much and think only of you. Kissessss for Youuuuuuuuuu now my beloved Alan... Your lovely Oksana.