Letter(s) to Brian (England)

Letter 1

Hello Brian
I am glad, that you have written to me. It is pleasant for me, that you have become interested in me I would like to learn more about you, your hobbies, to see your photos, to learn about you work, to learn about your city. What you want from the woman? And now I want to tell to you a little about myself. To me 28 years. I think, that that moment when it is time to me to find my second half. I live in the city since my birth. I work in a polyclinic. I like to help to people, cares of them, to look at them when they recover on my eyes, lives are pleased. I like my work. We live with mum together, in 10 floor house on 5 floor. We still have small house near to city where we put vegetables. My most favourite vegetables are cucumbers and tomatoes, I like to cook from them for tasty salad. And in general I like to cook: for mum, friends, visitors. I like sport, I like to run on stadium in a court yard. I try to visit sports hall where I am engaged in fitness. Because of constant movement at me practically does not remain to time for. In my life I am cheerful, romantic girl. With me seldom it happens boringly. Frequently my mood is influenced with weather. Sun weather renders on me beneficial influence, I would like to be pleased and enjoy my life, it adds to me g ood energy. I love summer very much, to enjoy this at times. In summer we with my friends try to go to the nature: to bathe, sunbathe. We go to a wood behind berries, mushrooms. And in the winter we make walks on a wood, there it is very beautiful also to me would be desirable to be with the beloved man who would warm my heart. I have many friends. They respect me for my fidelity, kindness. In difficult situations I trust them, and they can always help me. Once I was on hunting, it was not pleasant to me. It is a pity to me of these defenceless animals who are killed with people just for the hell of it. Recently I go to rates of English, it would be desirable to write and speak better in this interesting language. Still I like the French language, but too difficult. In relations between man and woman I like, when man - leader. I want to feel his power. I think, that relations between the man and the woman should be under construction on trust. As well as any girl I want to meet the man of dream which would like, appreciated me. These are my dreams and I would like to hope, that they will come true. I am seriously adjusted for creation of pair. As I want, that my relations with the man have developed in a real meeting in the future. Write to me, and I with impatience shall wait for your letter. I shall hope for the further dialogue, yours faithfully.
Yulya

Letter 2

Hello Brian
Thanks for your answer. I live in Krasnoyarsk is Siberia. I want to tell to you about myself. My small biography. I went to school 11 years. Up to 9-th class I studied in a usual class. Specialization of my class was - the biochemical. At school I liked chemistry and biology. After school I have gone to study to medical university, that in the future I want to work as the doctor. In 22 years I have finished university. I am only child in family. I always wanted to have the brother and sister. . In Russia to have more than one child very much expensive. When to me there were 10 years, my daddy has died, of cancer. These are consequences of nuclear explosion in Chernobyl, he was liquidated consequences. I live with mum. Practically it one brought up me so daddy very seldom was an at home, she all worked. Native brothers and sisters at me are not present. On the first place for me are relations in family. I am the careful person. Always I help mum in any affairs. I think, that without care about each other it is impossible to construct family. I like black, yellow colors. Especially I like camomiles. I do not like grey colors. I like dairy products, coffee in the mornings, and especially natural orange juice. From alcoholic drinks I like red wine, sparkling. I drink a little. I try to look beautifully, I watch myself. I like to communicate with intellectual, interesting people which would understand me. I like summer and winter. In the winter I walk in park, and I enjoy snow beauty. In the summer I sunbathe, bathe. Warm weather is pleasant to me more than cold. I like to change color of hair and color of nails on hands. I like to listen to music, quiet, slow, romantic under which it is possible to have a rest, relax. Still I like Russian national songs. I like to dance, we with friends frequently go on discos. On a disco I dress the best of a clothes, shoes on high heels. I like to sing songs under a guitar. Mum speaks, that I wonderfully sing. In my life I am person persistent. I put for myself the purpose and any ways I try to achieve it, this quality was put in pawn in me by parents. It very much helps me in life. I can easily be switched from this affair to another, but always I try to complete the started affairs. In new year I dream to find the love. I want to love and be loved. Most of all I do not love loneliness, it is hard for me on soul, when I one. I love good companies of friends. With them it is cheerful, interesting to me. Friends speak, that I too trustful. It not once brought me. For me dialogue is necessary. I like tasty. Though it badly influences a figure. It like everything, that I wanted to tell about myself. Best regards from Russia.
Yulya

Letter 3

Hello Brian
My father worked on army. I already work as the doctor. The age is of great importance for me. Be not surprised. I shall tell to you, that for me is not necessary young the man. I want to know, that my future husband wants from a life. Therefore I like men more advanced age. They know that want from a life. They have purpose in a life which they achieve. As for me experience at the man is very important. The man is more senior, the he is more more skilled. More mature men know, that is necessary for the woman and know how to make to her pleasant. Mine the daddy is more senior than mum for 18 years. In spite of the fact that the daddy seldom was at home, we had the happiest family. My parents very much liked each other, despite of age. I do not think the big difference in the age of an obstacle for creation of family. If people like each other, the difference in the age of has no value. All age are obedient to love. And those Qualities which I appreciate in men: Irony - he should be a little ironic, including self-irony, there is nothing more boringly the man, considering itself ingenious. There and then, as the integral part, is present intelligence. Beautiful soul and NOBLENESS! Decency. Force man's. In my understanding, it consists in the indulgent relation to female weaknesses. The man is the always highest petty: hysterics, kitchen ?acai?ie, market idle talk. To me with him interestingly and comfortably even to be silent together. To be the friend? Perhaps, yes, only VERY RELIABLE. I should him trust in all. Falsity and rudeness causes my disgust and contempt. I like the men, able to surprise and capable of a mad act. Men - professionals like... The Man though something should be able to do professionally! I can learn something at him. I search for the friend and the husband in one person. I search for the soul mate, the friend, someone with whom I can share my life. My purpose will be to find special the man. I think, the life should be filled with the novel and passion. The family should be constructed on the basis of understanding. A life past without love - a unsuccessful life in my opinion. A life it many the small moments which make our life. You have brought in happiness to my life. I have learned you more recently. But it is deep inside itself, I feel, that I know you the whole life. I want to tell about man which is necessary for me in a life . The life past without love is not a life in my opinion. For me it is very important to build understanding in family, cares about each other. I want to see kindness in the man. He should be interesting, formed, with sense of humour. He should be purposeful, not stop on achieved, to aspire to perfection, to grow in opinion of the woman. In relations between man and woman I like, when man - leader. I want to feel his force. Fidelity should be on the first place in relations. I shall never deceive, betray to the man which I love. On the first place I always put relations in family. In family there should be a cosiness and rest. It should be provided both man, and woman. The man should love the family, all her members. The man should be goodworking, I do not respect laziness. He should respect the woman, listen to her opinion, support her. I should be for the man as behind a stone wall, he should protect me. He should be the cheerful, romantic person. I want to feel courage in the person. The man, taking place near to me should allow such vital energy which would have, inspired me. This the first on what personally I pay attention at acquaintance to the man... But it is not necessary to possess all ideal qualities.... There is enough and 50 % from this.
Best wishes
Yulya

Letter 4

Hello Brian
I want to tell to you a little about my work. After university I for a long time could not find work. In Russia it is very hard to find good work. I had no experience of work in hospital. Before working in hospital I has tried a lot of work. I worked as the secretary in firm on manufacture of furniture. Worked as the seller in shop of children's toys. Worked as the waiter in a bar. You represent I am person with higher education, I have diploma of the doctor, and work to find very hardly. The state practically does not care of employment of the population. For a long time it could not be employed on the speciality. Now I work as the doctor in hospital. It is far from our house. I wake up at 6.00, I wash, I bring myself to the order. If in the street cloudy I would like to lie and sleep further. If sun weather the mood at once rises. I prepare for a breakfast. I do not like is much in the morning. I drink coffee with jam and bread. My working day begins at 8.00. Coming on work, I change clothes in overalls. It is a white dressing gown, a white cap, a white mask, packages for footwear. All should be sterile, this necessary rule. My work consists in tieing up wounds in public. I have enough experience to participate in serious operations. To each person the approach is necessary, to try to not cause them a pain, yours faithfully to concern to sick people. They feel it, and concern to me with kindness. And the some people treat with sweets, chocolate, fruit. My speciality neurosurgery. We treat the illnesses connected to a brain, a backbone. From 12.00 up to 13.00 at me a dinner. I try to bring a meal from a house. Ai that I prepare for myself, for mum. The working day comes to an end at 17.00. I like my work. If I am not strongly tired after work I can go to the sports hall. Every day it is necessary to go to shop behind products. Though my mum on pension, and all the day long sits at home, she cannot drag heavy bags with products. And here I do not have no strong man's hand. I try to spend time with friends more often. We walk, we listen to music. It very much helps, in fact it is necessary to relax somehow. It in the best way turns out in campaign of people close to me. In the evenings I look TV. In such busy schedule I have time to run to the Internet cafe to read your letters. I usually print them on the printer, and then I read. So every day. Sometimes insignificantly something varies. I work 5 days in a week. Saturday, Sunday - the days off.
Best wishes
Yulya

Letter 5

Hello Brian
I want to tell to you about the friends and about mum. I spend a lot of time with friends and if they were not it would be very hard for me. I always try to consult on them; very much I respect their opinion. I have one very close girlfriend Elena with whom I am familiar since the childhood. Since five years we together, we together went to a kindergarten, in school. And I most of all trust her; she knows my most treasured dreams, ideas. And I do not know that I without her would do. She began me as the sister. I always dreamed of the native sister, but parents did not want more children. In Russia it is expensive to have several children. And now we with her keep in touch. For all this time we quarreled some times. I think that any person would like to have such friend. I was more often with friends I meet on the days off. In usual day it is hard, because everyone work. Also I try to carry spend the days off with friends; I with them have a rest. We talk; we share impressions about last week. It is very interesting. Sometimes we go to cinema or on a disco in the evening. As we walk on park in the afternoon. In the winter we go by a ski, skates. On the days off we go, to each other on a visit. And a lot of time with friends I is especial spend in the summer, in the days off. We go on the nature. We leave for Friday in the morning and we come to Sunday in the evening. We prepare for such trips the whole week. Many things are necessary to collect: to buy products, to buy tickets on the bus, to prepare for things, clothes. Reaching up to a place in a wood, we put camp. At us for many years the place in a wood where we every year have a rest has appeared. This place with high fur-trees on coast of lake. There it is very beautiful. We bathe, we sunbathe. In the mornings and to evenings we enjoy rising and a sunset. And at night I observe of stars, and me so does not enough of the favourite person. And in the mornings it is possible to observe of a fog above lake. Now I sometimes share the impressions with friends concerning dialogue in the Internet with you. They approve it. But the most dear person for me is my mum. I very much love her, I respect, I appreciate, I test to her very kind feelings. She has applied many efforts on my education. Because I the daddy has died, when to me there were 10 years. I think that she well has brought up me, and I am grateful to her. She is a lot of forces and health has spent for my education. Now at me with mum very good, warm relations. We in all understand each other. I always listen to her opinion, at her behind a back so it is a lot of experience. My mum all life worked at school, learned children. I too studied at her. Now she on the deserved rest, she on pension. She the same as also my friends approves my dialogue on the Internet, and very much experiences for me. She very much hopes that I shall find that person whom I search and I shall create family. We frequently with mum in the evenings discuss many questions. I share with her about all pleasures and problems. I think that it was interesting to you to learn about my mum and my friends.
Best wishes
Yulya

Letter 6

Hello Brian
I like your photo. I would like to tell to you one history. After which I have decided to connect the life with medicine. It was for a long time when I left school. We with friends have gone to the days off to bathe on the river. We had fun, bathed, sunbathed. And suddenly I have seen the boy who has swum away far from coast. He could not be floating to coast, at him did not remain forces. I have instantly jumped in water and have floated to him. I did not expect from myself such. While other people observed from coast, I already was floating to him. Up to him remained still meters 10 when has left under water. I have dived and have got him. I have pulled out him on coast. He was without consciousness. I have made to him artificial breath. It is good, that us at school have trained in this, differently he would be lost at me on hands. The boy has returned by a life. I was so is glad. I had tears on eyes for pleasure. And still I was struck with that anybody except for me has not rushed to rescue the boy though on a beach there were so much people. The ambassador over me have handed the letter for rescue drowning.
This case was very much remembered to me.
Whether there were you similar histories?
Best wishes
Yulya

Letter 7

Hello Brian
What do you think romance is? I think it is something that is always there no matter what happens, when you love someone. Even though it is not like the fairy tales it is inside of two people who love each other and never dies. It should last through good times and bad times, and health and sickness. Romance is there no matter what you are doing or where you are.As long as two people truly love each other and are devoted to each other. Although it changes over time it is still that feeling of missing the other when you are apart and being happy to be together when you are, and not wanting to be anywhere else or with anyone else. I think a romantic evening is doing whatever you can to make each other happy and give each other pleasure. There are the obvious things like preparing little surprises for each other, like flowers or gifts; a candle lit dinner, snuggling under a blanket, to read or watch a movie together, strolling arm in arm through the park or shopping. But in the end it all comes back to just enjoying being together no matter what. I don't think I would ever tire of the company of the one I love, or of the warmth of a hug, or enjoying a sunset together, or a walk on the beach, or gazing at the stars together. Romance is just sharing everything with each other, it is total commitment, total honesty, total openness, total lack of inhibition with each other.
Best wishes
Yulya

Letter 8

Dear Brian
One dream dreams me. It dreams me very much frequently. I want to tell to you about it. It is dream, most likely my dream. In dream I see one day. It is possible to tell since morning and till the night. I shall start to tell … Morning. In a window the bright sun shines and lights up all room. Near to me the husband lays. I quietly rise to not wake him. I go on kitchen and I prepare for a breakfast. Then with a tray I come in a room. I tender kiss him and I feed with a breakfast. Then he leaves. I do not know where, but, probably, for work. Then I at once see as there are our children and we start to prepare for a supper. I have decided to prepare squids in sauce. Also to children I to a pitch a pie. They run near me and constantly ask the daddy will soon come. Time when the husband comes from work also has come. Children run to meet him with joyful shouts "the daddy has come". You kiss them. They at once run to wash hands, to sit down a table. The husband approaches to me. Tender kisses and embraces. Then too goes to wash hands. I cover on a table. We sit all together. Then children escape to play, and we sit and we talk about today. But already darkens. It is time to sleep. The husband puts children to bed. Reads to them the book or tells any fairy tale. Then comes to us in a room. I already have included candles. Has included music and has dressed the new complete set of linen. He pays me a compliment that I the most beautiful woman and night proceed …. And this dream dreams me very much frequently. This morning comes very much frequently. But I want this, but in a real life. I think it not simply dream. It is my dream. And I shall try to embody it …
Best wishes
Yulya

Letter 9

Hello my dear Brian
As the lonely woman can do without love and second half. I try to search in my work, in things by which I do, but nothing calms my spirit, as ideas about you. Only when I think, about you my heart finds the world Ironically it is that same peace which makes me want more of you my love. It is an increasing feeling which is driving me mad. You are the only one who can rescue my soul and give it the eternal peace which it seeks. join me in the beginning of a fulfilling life. You and me will conquer both earth and heaven. You will be the angel who sings to me and I shall comfort you always. I want you to breathe the air I breathe, to walk next to me along the triumphant road leading to infinite love. I want you to be as serious about me as I am about you. All we need is to take the final step and move forward to our encounter. Let's not waste one more minute and let us begin to share our promising friendship.
Your Yulya

Letter 10

Hello my dear Brian
You are not right I can to receive without problems the visa in your country. Your words are music to my ears. They don't surprise me because I feel the same way about you. I know we are both experimenting an awkward kind of attraction. This twist in our long distance friendship has given our relation a special motivation to finally want to meet and never separate from each other. As time goes by I can only dream about us sharing our liives and all it has to offer. Thank you my love for trusting me for I shall never deceive you and always be faithful to you. We will make every word we have written count. Our love will be like living a fairytale only in real life. People who see us will envy the love we share and will try to live by our example. Our kids will grow in a healthy and loving home. Their father will be we like the woman of his dreams because he is a man of her dream. We will be equal. All of this will be just the beginning.......
Your Yulya

Letter 11

Good day my dear
I was just released from work. It is very complex day here there was a lot of sick I worked much and is strongly tired. I could not answer earlier because the Internet - the cafe have been closed. I now go home to have a rest, but before it I write to you the answer and I wish to tell to you, that I strongly miss you, without when I do not see your letter in my box. I love you all heart and never remember I shall never leave you because then my heart will be destroyed, my life without you will not be happy, and I wish to be near to you for ever.
Now it is time to me to go
Your faithfully yours Yuly

Letter 12

my dear.
I write to you the answer today after work. Now complex the season on work at me is a lot of work and consequently I shall write to you in a day, instead of every day. I have not time to write to you every day. At me and mum all is good. Mum transfers you greetings and wishes, that we could be together fast. I tell to it everything, that occurs to us, and that we feel the friend for the friend. I every day think of you and that the destiny has reduced us together on the Internet I could not even think that a meeting such warm the man as you. You for this time became very close to me, and I really want that we could meet and be together. Tell that you feel from my words of rather our meeting? Understand I has fallen in love with you and I can not without your letters and your gentle words.
I shall wait for your answer
I send you all kisses.
Your Yulya

Letter 13

My dear friend

its me Yulya I write it to you from another E - mail, today in the Internet - cafe the virus and my mail box has been damaged.

Now I shall write to you from here yula1mit@yahoo.com

I hope, you will understand. I shall send you copies that you have been assured.

Your Yulya

Letter 14

Good day Brian
My idea of love is the sharing of each others life whether it is good or bad. The past must be put behind us and we should look at the future, because the future is what has the most meaning to us. What I want from love is the sharing of a closeness, the warm evenings, togetherness, the enjoyment of each others company, whether it be shopping trips, to have a rest,snorkeling or want travelling together to warmer climates in the winter time. Although I enjoy the winter, it seems to be long and dreary and I want do going to the warmer climates and enjoy the heat of the sun, the beaurtiful blue waters, and the white sandy beaches. Also for me love means the sharing of each others minds and bodies. True love produces children. This is the wish of God and when this happens it makes a family complete. I want my future to have a loving husband, children, and a comfortable warm home. The laughter of children can only bring more happiness to that home. Love to me is man and woman in life long partnership that takes two and makes into one that is always one in feelings and emotions no matter what happens. Love is sharing everything with each other and family and enjoying being together as a family no matter what is in their surroundings. It is comforting the second half in sickness and sadness no matter. And yes, love is a feeling of missing the other when you are apart and being happy to be together when you are, and not wanting to be anywhere else or with anyone else. Finally love is a complete commitment to each other that is unconditional with friendship, physical intimacy, sharing, honesty, fidelity, respect, truth, compromise, openness, a lack of inhibition in saying your feelings and emotion to the second half. Love is the happy feeling you get when you see someone who means alot to you. Love is planning your day with the person you have strong feelings with. Love is the way you dress yourself knowing the person you love will appreciate it. Love is knowing that the person you love cannot be perfect, but perfect in your eyes. Love is accepting a person for their faults and loving them enough to accept an apology is necessary. Love tells you this is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, and love puts a smile on your face everytime you see them.
Your Yulya