Letter(s) to Billy (USA)

Letter 1

hello my dear Billy,,

GREETINGS OF PEACE AND JOY!!!

MAY PEACE AND HAPPINESS BE WITH U ALWAYS MY DEAR.!!

hope that u have a great smile upon reading my simple letter........

First and foremost my honey..... how r u???hope ur fine and doing great there??? ..and to tell u that i dont want to take or ask money with u coz its unethical..but its just happened that my mother laid off in her job....she suffering kidney troubles and headaches...and she got paid a small amount of money and she gave me that ,...and its not enough to pay for my graduation fees...thats why im so worried now and very sad now...and i think she will be back to her work soon...but not sure when it will be..unless she will doing fine and great sweetie......

i have money my dear but its not enough to pay for it..but sorry for bothering u..what i want is ur willingness to help me honey...ill wait ur decision...or what do u think about it?>???or if u think that i can be trusted???u know that i missed u so much and im always thinking aobut u...well i appreciate u if u want to help me to graduate...and i will accept that with a happy heart...

hope that when u help someone its really coming from ur heart...how i wish u can help me and u can save my life and change my life...thanks so much and im waiting for ur reply...

im very sorry to bother u....u know that its bad to ask money u never met...i know what im doing is shameful on ur part.......but maybe if u have pure and kind heart..and a generous person.....that would be better for me...

just email me if u want to help me or not...its ok with me...what i want is that ur willingness to help and ur soft heart....

im hoping that u will not mad at me after reading this letter my dear...

im just true to myself in here..and i just dont want to pretend about myself...i want to express my real feelings...coz the more i will share my problems the more i can feel better...

hoping for ur kind consideration about my problems..or my situation.....

im very sorry for being so unethical.....i can say that we r not perfect....

i know im very unethical..but still email me honey..and let me know what u think about my problem...and what r ur thoughts about it?? im so sorry if i hurt for this...... <>take care.. lot of kissess.,..mwaahhhhhh <>lovable,
blanche

Letter 2

hello my dear BILLY,,

MAY PEACE AND HAPPINESS BE WITH U ALWAYS!!!!

hope that u have a great smile upon reading this simple letter of mine......

I want to tell you...
I am now happy... Yes
I am happy!!!!! ...this most exact definition describing my condition...

The happiness......it is actually imperceptible for many people. It does not shake how misfortune, Happiness, I think, it does not come to the person as bright explosion, as a victory over a lottery. It is pleasure, instead of happiness. Momentary pleasure.

The happiness is imperceptible... It comes silent, light sensation of full harmony of the world surrounding you, feeling of merge to him, and belief that you are necessary for him, to this world, and this world is created for you too.. The happiness is impossible without love, without the true love. Without love to subjects, to persons, without love to air and to the ground. The happiness is impossible without a smile. ......

There are were such days, I remember them though it is vague, but I remember, when do not remember, that was that day, that occured, who was around of you, and whether was somebody in general, But you remember, what exactly that day you as though were floating by air, a vein, not being afraid of death, not being afraid of anything and anybody and only was pleased with everything, and supported everybody and smiled to everybody.... Now at me are such days... Due to you... , . Such sensation, that each word, each idea this movement towards each other... Towards to embraces. Sensual, similar to the soft and strong waves, running on bodies.
Sensation of the damp lips, little bit held down breath..... Desire to give the sensations, nestling all body, softly carrying out hands on a back, below, Is easy to bite an ear:-)).

To not leave us without sensation each other. That each section was overflown with pleasure and feeling. Then sounds, smells again will come. Again eyes will start to distinguish familiar outlines which again will want to kiss. ....

If to speak about arrive..your offer of help told me again and again about very many good things about you (which I knew for a long time ago:)).I can't take money from you.I really can borrow money from you.It is hard to me to do it but I do it for us.Remember, I do not take money from you, I borrow money from you........

I very much appreciate your offer of the help.When I read it, just even some more seconds and I was able to cry.I so want to come to you so at once I found out here today ,have advised Western-Union, remittances worldwide money transfers, in half an hour money will be at the addressee, we have their BRANCH HERE..... WE HAVE ONLY WESTERN UNION MONEY TRANSFER....IS THAT right?

HERES MY FULL NAME AND ADDRESS..

BLANCHE S. RECONALLA
SAN MARINO ST. BULUA, CAGAYAN DE ORO CITY
9000 PHILIPPINES

heres my cellphone number for u to call me.,... 00639289660166........

PLS EMAIL ME AFTER U SENT IT..AND MAYBE HONEY I NEED UR FULL NAME AND ADDRESS.....

..AND MY ROOMMATE TOLD ME THAT I NEED A CONFIRMATION NUMBER to get the money.............WHAT IS THAT NUMBER? i dont know that...

im hoping for ur kind consideration about my situation in here.......

take care..

HERE ARE MY PICTURES...... <>lot of kissess......mmwaaahhhhhhhhhhh........

WITH LOVE ..
blanche