Letter(s) to Benjamin (USA)

Letter 1

Sorry!!!!!! I could not answer you earlier.
I did not see your letter. It has been placed in spam folder.
I do not know why it happens.
Probably it is a mistake of a server.
I will disconnect spam filter. Also I hope my letter it will not be placed in yours spam the filter.
Check it more often.
I am glad that you have answered me. If I am still interesting to you, write to me.
am I right that this is you real first name? :-)))
I have taken it from your letter...
My name is Evgeniya. I am 28 years old (still young but mature enough to know what I want in this life).
Also call me shortly Genya. This what usually people who know me well call me.
But also there are different ways to call me tenderly, like Genechka.
My height is 167 cms(it 5.5 foots), my weight is 56 kgs (123.5 lbs).
I am in a good shape. I am not skinny but look really nice.
I am not boasting, it is true.
I take good care of myself as I care of my appearance but I am not fanatic.
I have a higher education. I studied on the faculty of Russian and Ukranian language. So I am very good at Russian and Ukranian as you see I have also finished courses of a medical nurse and can make massage too. I should say I am rather good at it.
My family is not really big. I have a step father and stepbrother.
Unfortunately, I don't have really close relations with them.
Sometimes we gather for holidays but it happens very seldom.
I feel very sad saying this but my mother died from the cancer.
I loved her very much and I miss her badly.
I live alone. And I have to learn for my living. I could work as a teacher of Russian and Ukranian. But teachers get very small salaries in Ukraine. And I need to earn for my living myself.
That's why I have finished courses.
Now I work as a medical nurse in the private clinic.
And I also do massage, it is my extra work. Thus how I earn for my living. I am not complaining but it is really a hard work. I should always be kind and polite though with some people it seems to be impossible. I don't want to loose my job. So I try always to be patient even with rude people.
And what is more important, I get moral satisfaction helping people. It is my contribution into the world.
The city I live in is called Kiev.
This is the capital of the Ukraine.
We have many places of interests and lots of historical places. I enjoy walking there. Also we have some theatres and cinemas.
I want to have my own family very much. You know, family is like a castle. Nobody can't break it if you really love your family and fight for it. It is a place where you come with joy and happiness.
And you feel bad and sad your family will always support you.
This is what I am looking for. I am looking for a person who would be with me in bad and in good times. It is so important to know that there is a person who need you and that you are not alone in this world any more. Do you agree?
Now you will have an idea of who I am.
Ok, I will stop here and tell you more in my next letters.
I will be waiting impatiently for your reply.
Enjoy your day!

yours Evgeniya

P.S. Please, answer me asap that I knew that I am interesting to you.

Letter 2

you know today I has come to see a letter from you and has not found out it.
It will be very pleasant to me to receive it from you.
Why you did not write to me? Or did not you interest at me?
I appeal ask you to write to me because I very much I want to find the good friend and very much I hope that you will become him.
I would like to continue our correspondence very much , of course, if you want the same.
Though I am a little old-fashioned and I think that a man should make the first step, but I really don't feel sorry that I did it and had written a letter to you.
Sometimes I come to the Internet cafe to check my mail or to find some necessary information.
And some of the windows were opened while I was checking the information and suddenly I saw your add. And somehow you have captured my attention.:-) I decided not to miss my chance though I was not sure it was right and that I had to make the first step. But I have no regrets now. I feel a little lost and confused writing all this as you don't know me at all and I don't know you too. But it is so pleasant to get a letter from you.
Well, I hope you are not yet tired from my talking...
Perhaps, you wonder if I write this letters myself.
I speak and write in English rather fluently. I have been studying in the University for 5 years.
At that period we had very difficult times in Ukraine, it was very hard to find any kind of work and there were no work places. So it was the way for me to earn some money. It was not easy for me, I was young and my language was not very good. Also I didn't have any language practice. But any way, it was a good life experience. I made some friends and after work we enjoyed our time. And we had much fun. Unfortunately we have lost our connection. But I still have very good and warm memories about that time.
I am afraid to make you bored with my talking. So I will better stop here.
just one question for you. Why are you looking for a woman the way like this? I think it is very good to have an Internet as it connects people from different parts of the planet and it is great!
If you don't like my question, you don't need to answer.
I will understand.
And now I want to wish you to have a very good day or night.
It depends on the time you will read this letter.

Letter 3

the time is gone and I have not a new letters from you.
Do you have a problems or do not want to write to me?
Please write a reason because I waiting your letters every day and I want to know what happened.
You see, I write letters at home on the list of paper and then go to the internet and type them there.
Hope you will forgive me for sharing all the details of my life with you.
Well, we still don't each other very well but I already feel that we are getting closer to each other. .
Of course, I would like to visit you to understand if we could be a good match. And I think I will do it in the nearest future. Internet can't give you the whole idea of the person you are communicating with. I would like to come to your place for some days to understand this.
But first, we should write letters and understand each other better.
I have never been married and don't have kids.
I can't say that all men in Ukraine are bad. There are good and bad people in any nation.
But most of Ukranian men are very spoilit with women. And they don't care about our feelings. Sometimes they are very rude and the main problem here is that they drink too much alcohol. And I dream to find a caring, tender and understanding man.
And at this moment in my life I have to take care of myself alone.
Therefore I have paid the attention on Internet.
I will now continue telling you more about myself.
Perhaps, more about my interests…
Well, cooking is my hobby. Salads, different soups, pasta, souses, cakes and pies- it is just a short list of what I cook. I like very much to try new things. I also like very much going to the restaurants. Unfortunately, I can't often afford it to myself. I do it very seldom, usually it happens when some of my friends has her birthday party.
I like trying new cuisine and trying to guess what are the ingredients. , what's favorite dish? My is all national.
What is your favorite color? My is blue, black and white.
Watching movies is one of my adorable things to do, especially at the weekend. I have an old model of a video player. Though it is rather old but I still can watch movies on it. So at the weekend I rent some videos or ask my friends to give me some and enjoy it the whole day. Most of all I like to do it in a cold winter day. I stay in my bed with some food, hot tea and enjoy it. I like love stories very much, comedies and sometimes even horror movies.
But I get scared too fast and turn it off What's favorite movie? Any favorite actress and actor?
I like Tom Cruise very much and Angelina Jolie. I think she gorgeous.
I have never been outside the Ukraine. And what about you?
have you ever visit other countries?
Also I like studying languages. I try to improve my English but It is better when someone teachers you and correct you.
Sports is my other hobby. I do jogging, it helps me to be fit. And I also go to the swimming pool as I think it is a very good exercise.
I don't smoke and drink. But smokers does't bother me.
I am Ukrainian Christian Orthodox. I sometimes go to the church on Sunday.
What else… I even don't know. I had so many thoughts in my head but they disappeared as soon as I thought of you personally.
I hope you are enjoying our correspondence as much as I do it and I hope to get your reply very soon.
Please, feel free to ask me any questions you have.

P.S. When is your birthday? My is 30 of November.
P.P.S. I have posted a new pic at my page... What do you think about it?

Letter 4

Is everything fine?
I hope that you are healthy and in a good mood.
Please, take care and write me as soon as possible.
I will be patient, promise.
And one more, please, send me some of your pictures.
Those that you like most of all. I would like to print them and put them on my desk. This way I will feel all this is real.
Sometimes when I get up in the morning I can't believe that you are real and everything that happens to me is real too.
One thought came into my mind today.
I would like to ask you what you value in a person most of all.
Scott, what you value in a woman most of all?
In men I most of all appreciate Kindness, Love and Honesty.
Do you ever watch French movies, old ones and new?
You know, there is something that I like about French women?
Something in their eyes, how they move, how they look at you, how they smile. They are real women. Maybe it is only in movies, but I like this type of women very much. They are very sensual and sexy in their own way.
Appearance is very important but what is more important is one's soul.
When the soul is beautiful, a person looks more beautiful too. But when the soul is dark and dirty, you can always see it on his appearance. I appreciate very much honest, open, easy-going people. The one I could trust and tell what is inside myself. And also a kind person could always make you feel better with his kindness, care and love. I miss my mum so badly. She was a wonderful person, a very caring one.
And she loved me very much. She will always be a very important person for me.
I know she is somewhere there in the Heaven and she watches me and protects me. And I try to do good things in life so she could be proud of me….Sorry, I am trying not cry writing this. It is very difficult. Thank you for being there and listening to me. I feel your support even though you are far from me. But the distance is nothing when two people like each other and feel comfortable with each other. One day there will be no distance between us and we will look into each others eyes and will say everything we feel to each other.
Sorry but I will close here for today. I feel very sad and vulnerable now. I will go home thinking of you. I want to get your letter very much, it will uplift my spirit and I will feel I am not alone any more.
Miss you and your letters...

yours Evgeniya Medvedeva

why you don't write me?????

Letter 5

Hello my dearest one!!!

how are you today? As for me I am not really in the mood.
I have a feeling that I did something wrong.
I have never thought this could happen to me. That I could fell in love with the person I have never seen in my life.
I want to less the distance between us so much, to take your hand, to look into your eyes and to see that you understand my naive soul. I know I shouldn't be so open. I have to be strong and keep everything inside.
I am too emotional but I don't want you to be scared and run away. If I could be closer to you and if I could show you my feelings. I want you so much to see me, to feel my touch.
I would kiss your eyes and say how I love you.
Again I am acting like a silly little girl. I am mad at myself.
But at the same time I can't stop. I want you to know my feelings. I even thought of coming to you. And I have even went the tourist agency to check about the visas. And now I know that the best way for me to come to you is to get a tourist visa. It will not take much time.
And they told me at the tourist agency that I have a very good chance to get it. And it is a very good reason for giving me a visa. I've checked that a visa will cost $360.
(visa, passport and medical insurance)
You know with my salary I just can't afford it. And I will need your help. It's up to you, of course. But I really hope you will be able to help me with getting visa. , please, think about it and let me know.
Do you want me to come to you?
Do you want to meet with me at last? I want it very much.
Hope you too.
I will give you the information for the case you decide to do it.
The best way to send money is to do it via Western Union or MoneyGram. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
It is necessary to know the full name of receiver.
My full name is Evgeniya Medvedeva.
Kiev, Ukraine
And after sending money, the one who is getting money should know an MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number), the sum of money that was sent and the full name of the sender.
Also you can send money on-line!!!
(please visit http://www.westernunion.com and http://www.moneygram.com for more information)
Well, I hope that you will think on this information.
You have lots of food for thought.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I am waiting for your reply.
Love you.
Evgeniya Medvedeva