Letter(s) to Pascal (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hi my dear! Today fine day.
Today I really have no opportunity to write much. Please forgive me. But I have enough time to tell to you that I thought of you and waited when the opportunity to write to you will appear. But I have time to tell the main thing. I do not know why, but today I have woken up earlier than usually. I could not fall asleep again. In the street already was sunlight. I sat near a window and began to look at street. Unexpectedly the small birdie sat down on a window and began to sing. She so beautifully sang. She looked at me and sang. The birdie at all was not afraid of me. I looked at this birdie and thought that you now somewhere there, far. I have thought that maybe you sleep and see me in your dream. And I have thought, if I was a birdie, I too would sit down to you on a window and began to sing my song. I have told to a birdie: "Fly off, my small birdie, and sing this song to my far but close friend. Tell him that I think of him". And in this moment the birdie flinch and fly off, as though she has heard my words. And I have thought, maybe this birdie really will fly to you and will sing her beautiful song. So if you will see near to yourself a small birdie which beautifully sings know that I have sent this song to you. Today I have happy news. Elena has recovered and now she already at home. Elena came to me at the work to see and please me. She said that soon she will work. I was happy that soon I will be able to see Elena more often. I think to you it will be interesting to find out about Elena's parents. Parents Elena live in Kanash and I frequently see them, when I come to Elena. Sometimes In the summer in warm weather we with Elena to go to the beach lake. Here we have much beaches to swim and sunbathing. I like to swim. I very much love water and I like to swim away very far. It is required approximately 2 hours to reach up to lake. I and Elena we like to visit museums and picture gallery.But we not frequently visit them because we already all saw. We also have big stores, but they not so big as for you. Oh, am sorry, Forgive, but I should go. I want to send you my kiss if you do not object. Your Julia.

Letter 2

Hello my love. Loved, I always think of you! From a dawn up to a decline and from a decline till a dawn! It seems to me, I without you cannot live and day, minute, second! I want to feel always heat of your body, your sweet lips. You for me the most dear in the world! I value you! I do not know, as though I could live without you, I do not present, as earlier I could without you. You for me, most. I do not want anybody another. You for me one the most good and loved. At me it for the first time, that I have fallen in love and to others I do not pay attention - you have made it! You have forced me to believe in the present love - and my love it you! I madly love you!!! I very much - very much love you, you at all do not imagine, as far as is strong, you became sense of my life. I cannot transfer you the love words at all as it is simply impossible. You the best in the world the man are the fact. I so would like your love, your heat and tenderness. I would like, that once, you have told: Julia Your I forever, want, that you passionately would whisper to me it on an ear, have touched my cheek the cheek. Sometimes my dreams of you come so far, that it seems to me, as if I have gone mad, but I like to be a lunatic because I am glad that I can though to dream of you, in fact dream to me can to forbid nobody. I want to wake up in the mornings in your gentle, tender embraces. Only become, and I shall go for you, call, and I shall come at any time as it would not be borrowed, I shall come, I shall come tearing along, you to me are the most important on light, you are necessary for me, as air, as water, as food. But recently it is no time to me eat, drink, breathe and other as I constantly think and I dream of you. When I close eyes, it would be desirable to stretch a hand, to touch you. But it only your image. I can look at him only. And me of it so a little. It would be desirable to be closer. As far as physical borders only allow. To kiss you, to embrace, be dissolved in you. My condition is similar to illness. But I would not like to be treated for it at all. Well, she has developed into the chronic form. I shall store for you the warm feelings, I shall listen to nobody, only an internal voice and palpation of the heart. Love this delightful madness filled with tears and pleasure, languor, expectation. When you completely feel it, like all heart, each cell of all organism, dream in the afternoon and at night only of one, to see you. My loved, I on you very much miss. I cannot without you. I precisely know, that without you to me to not live. You have learned me to love, you have learned me to be such what I am. Thanks you for it. I shall make everything, everything to kindle your heart the love, the overflown feelings, and all because my life without you grey existence, without you will be gloomy and cold even the most solar, warm day. On it I stop. Love! Julia.

Letter 3

My sweet Pascal! I to you very much, am very grateful, that you to help me with payment of my documents! I should pay them up to the Friday of this week. Please send me 450 euro! Tickets are included into cost of payment of my documents! I have already written the application on reception of the visa. I shall fly to you not from the city airport as it is expensive and it is not convenient. I shall go in Moscow and to fly to you from the Moscow airport. I shall speak you the information of my flight after payment of my documents that I might be sure in exact date of reception of my documents! OK? Today at us bad weather. In the morning of the beginnings to go the snow. All sky is delayed by clouds. I do not love such weather. I prefer the sun and a small warm breeze more! You prefer what weather more? At me in general to you it is a lot of questions, but I shall ask them at ours with you to a meeting! I think, what you will do too most? I think of ours with you to a meeting at night. I reflect much both very much I worry and at all I do not know, that I should you speak when we shall meet at the airport! It to excitement for me pleasant. I also think, what we shall do in our first night together? I hope, what we shall sleep on one bed? We shall have sex? Excuse for not a modest question, but I am valid to want to have with you sex! You will show me the city sights? What I need to take with itself clothes and footwear? I think, that at you weather than in Russia is warmer! OK, probably I have tired you. Please do not overlook to write to me the information western union which you will receive by transfer to me of money! I very much wait for your letter soon! Love you! Yours Julia.