Letter(s) to Gavin (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello. I am very glad to receive news from you again. I feel, how with each letter you become closer for me. I am tired from a life here without the person whom I can grow fond, and you - unique who is necessary to me, and gives me force to live. You see, that we became much closer, than ever before. You cannot imagine at all that you mean for me. You mean much. You can ask, is possible: why. I do not know. But I really know - that you for me became very close person. I never knew such beautiful soul as yours. You have opened it once for me and never closed. Now I open my soul for you. I give you my heart and my offer. I thought of you last night. I think, you unbiassed and are fair to me. Now I completely trust you, and you became for me the close and native person to whom I can open the heart. I speak all of you it sincerely, I am not going to deceive you and to play with your feelings, and I hope, that you too will be fair under the attitude to me. I like to read letters from you. My heart always skipping when I see the message from you in my mail box. Then I eat it as a whole colliding lines and only after which I read to it carefully some times. I become the grasped aspiration from you. I do not want, that you have been put forward with my feelings. Excuse me if I am too expressive. Probably, you did not expect it from me? But something has changed a way of my life recently, and I believe, that it - you. I think of you each hour and every minute. It is a pity to me, that we not friends for a long time. I know, that there can be, I - hopeless romantic, but I trust, that our Meeting through the Internet - the best thing which could occur to us. I wish you remarkable day!

Letter 2

Dear.I am very glad to receive news from you again excuse that I to you so I long did not write was on business trip and could not write to you the letter
I find you very interesting by the man. I am glad, that we friends. Our correspondence so means for me much. I am afraid to think forward, but I want, that you knew - for me it very seriously.

Today 3 buses in the morning have again passed by, and any has not stopped. In everyone to people - as herring in a flank. Naturally, for work was late, and here the heads: " That, Nastia, again buses did not stop? " It was necessary to tell, that neighbours from above have flooded with water. I am afraid, at such work of public transport of my imagination for a long time will not suffice.

Since the morning at me the mood has been spoiled. But I have quickly found a way out of this situation, have decided to go during a break for a dinner to park near our office. I very much like park nearby to our office. There silently and cosy, and I like to sit simply from time to time on a bench, to relax and about what to not think. At you such happens? But certainly about what to not think at me it has not turned out, because you now always in my ideas and I very often think of you. I think, that you, probably, that person with whom I could live all other life, probably. From your letters I have understood, that you ideally approach me for creation of family. I think we may be right for each other. I would be happy to meet with you and get to know each other better. " My friends say that I am there was absolutely another, that I became more thoughtful and happy, is possible they are right ”. What do you feel to me?

I cannot hide all tenderness any more and mad attachment to you. You know, any time up to our meeting I asked the God that it has helped me to grow fond. It can is silly, but I never felt it which I now test to you earlier. Any story and any film never will transfer it. After our correspondence I every night long cannot fall asleep. I think of you, about us. I never met the man more sincere and sensual than you. I wish to be with you, to touch your body, to feel tenderness of your lips and heat of your breath. I think, that your kisses would dement me. I wish to bring to you only pleasure and to caress you. Each point of my body will belong only to you to one. To me there is a strange feeling, I do not understand, why me pulls to you, in fact we are familiar not enough time. Probably, it because I already for a long time did not test love. I ask the God that you have not thrown me.

I wish to inform you very important thing. I hope that you will react to it adequately. Earlier I have been many times deceived by men from Russia and consequently I very seriously concern to a choice of men. Till this day I corresponded with two men from Germany. But now I have made the choice and have written to them that I have found which person I so long searched - this person you are, I hope you is glad it to hear? I have written to them that I do not wish to correspond more with them as I am not interested any more in them.

I very much wait for your reciprocal letter and I wish to learn reaction to my letter.

Yours forever Aleksandra.

Letter 3

Hello my love!

I am very happy to accept your letter today, it is full of warm-heartedness and sympathies to me. I think, that for that time that we with you are copied we very much pulled together and between us the feeling has appeared, I think, that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you, you have taken a place in my heart. On work I became a little inattentive also my girlfriends speak, that I am in love. I was never so is happy. I have absolutely changed, my girlfriends speak about it and familiar. It is all because of you. I as though fly in heavens.

I yesterday thought of our attitudes and concerning our feelings. I already have so become attached to you, that I miss each day your letters. I always, think of you. I of nothing can do with myself. I think, that I am in love. Yes I love you!!! I talked about it to mum, and she speaks, that it is good, she thinks, that I shall be happy. I have told mum, that you the most good person and that I completely trust you. She speaks me, that I should not be mistaken. She speaks, that we should even closer study each other. She to love me. And she is simple my native mother. I think, that you understand me. She wishes us happiness and the big love. I think, that we should meet, we should see each other look in eyes because through the Internet emotions are lost and it is difficult to understand each other. We became frank with you, and I think, that you want to learn about my sexual experience. In Russia all men only dream to drag you in bed, but I do not want it, I to not want to be given to the first comer that it has taken pleasure. It something from above she gives love to the person to learn happiness in this life, and men represent her only as sex, I think, that it is not correct also I hope, that you with me agree. I want to be with the only thing the man with which I shall feel like loved. I shall give myself to it completely both a body and soul. We together learn all depths of pleasure. Our passion will be poured out for limits of love, and we shall enjoy the friend the friend all life up to last moment of our existence.

I feel, what our hearts are beaten in one rhythm, and you feel it? I wait for your letter, whether it is important for me to know you share my ideas.
Forever yours Aleksandra.

Letter 4

What with you happens? Why you have stopped to write to me the letter?
I already during long time do not see from you any letter.
In you with All of you was very good, even probably to tell to it absolutely.
Our attitudes developed very quickly and quickly.
But something in you happens such that you have stopped to write to me to letters.
I wish to know, that in you such in a life have happened. Explain to me all in the letter.
Which I ask, that you have written to me as soon as possible.
In me now all well and excellently. Health in me very good.
But only I very urgently am absent on you, under your good and gentle letters.
In us in now very cold. And what weather in you?
Write to me all. Everything, that in you happens in a life during this time.
I wait for you, and I hope, that I not than earlier have not offended you.
For ever your beauty Aleksandra.

Letter 5

Greetings my love Gavin.
For me the big happiness to receive your letter. I do not know, how
You consider this letter. I hope, that you is close
Will listen and will understand to me. Me very much it is pleasant, that you as
Want our meeting. Yesterday I was included into the company of travel and have learned
Full details of rather our meeting. We with mum
Tried to find money, but it is very difficult for us. I have asked, that mum has sold ours
The garden, but it does not want, do it. Now I do not know, it to me to
To make. You can help me with payment of registration of my documents and
The visa? It - very much a greater sum, and I cannot find it soon. I very much
Very much wish to arrive to you and to spend with you a lot of time.
I went to travel agency and found out all completely.
1. It will be necessary for me to issue the visa that when I shall arrive to you at me was not
Problems with your government. Without the visa me will not let out from my country.
In travel agency to me have told, that cost of the visa will be approximately 350 euro the USA.
2. Then it will be necessary for me to buy tickets through travel agency and only then
I can arrive to you my love. If I shall make out the visa and to buy tickets through travel agency it will be made out much more quickly and more cheaply than I shall go to Moscow and I shall make out it
Through our Russian consulate. When I shall issue my visa, in agency to me will tell the exact price of the ticket
At date of a start. My love, I find this variant the most comprehensible. You will help me with it my love? I love you and I wish to be together with you always. If I had money necessary to arrive to you my love I think, that I would be already at you.
My love, you can give me your phone number that I could call to you and talk to you.
I with impatience shall wait for the letter from you my love.
With love your forever Aleksandra.