Letter(s) to Fred (Ireland)

Letter 1

Hello my friend Fred.
I am very happy to receive your letter because earlier I never corresponded with people with the help of the Internet. I learned that is possible to correspond with men with the help of the Internet from my girlfriend because she corresponds with the man too. She spoke that many women find the destiny with the help of the Internet and consequently I have decided to use this chance and to find the destiny too. I have no own computer and consequently I visit the Internet of cafe to correspond with you. I studied the English language at school and in technical school when I studied as the seller. I hope that you understand my English language. Now I work as the seller in grocery shop. I work 2 days and then I have a rest 1 day. I live in Nizhniy Novgorod city. It is more 400-500 km from Moscow. I have no brothers and sisters. I am 30 years old. My growth 169 cm, weight of 57 kg. Earlier I was never married but I had the friend and we were friends 1 year and then I have understood that the Russian men not for me? I shall try why the Russian men not for me but I do not want to offend men and I understand that in Russia there are worthy and family men but it is not enough of them. When I was friends with my the friend, he did not notice me and always spent time with friends and he frequently took alcoholic drinks. When I have understood that he does not love me I has decided to find the man from other country and I hope that my dream to be carried out. I not against if the man take alcoholic drinks but not every day. Also I understand that the man should meet friends and spent time with them but not every day too. I think that the man should spend greater time with loved the person. You can not agree with me but this my opinion. I live with mine of parents in one apartment and I very much love my parents because now this my family but I hope that very soon I shall have family separately from my parents because I think that when I shall find the man of my dream I should live separately from my parents. The man of my dream should love me and care of family and for me the age and appearance does not matter because in Russia we have a proverb " For love all age are obedient ". I think that it is impossible to learn each other in one letter and consequently I hope that we shall correspond with you in the future and to learn each other better. I shall look forward to hearing from you.

Evgeniya.

Letter 2

Hello my friend Fred. Thanks for photos you are very attractive. I am happy to receive your letter because now I know that we shall learn each other better. I spoke you about me a little in the first letter but I think that it is impossible to learn in one letter about all. I know that I cannot speak about all and consequently if you have questions to me that I shall be glad to answer your questions. I shall not tell lies to you and I shall always speak you only the truth because I the fair girl. When I was the little girl my mum spoke me that I never told lies and what to tell lies it very bad. I the Christian and I believe in the God but I do not visit church frequently. But I not against if someone have other religion because I think that each person chooses itself what religion to him to profess. Do you agree with me???
At leisure I like to go in for sports because I want to support a figure and health and consequently I visit aerobics 3 times a week. At leisure I like to walk on park and to visit museums, theatres. Now I want to speak you about my parents. OK?? Mine mum a name - Rima and the daddy - Aleksey. Now my mum on pension and the daddy works as the taxi driver. Earlier my mum worked as the seller too in shop and consequently I think that now I work as the seller because when I was small I frequently went to mum in shop. Now my mum the housewife. Tell me about your family, about your relatives. I would like to see your photos, send me please some of them, if you want. I spend a lot of time to write the letter for you, but I really like it. I hope to get your new letter soon.

With the best regards from Russia Evgeniya.

Letter 3

Hello!! I am glad to receive your letter. Today I worked and consequently I am very tired but I shall try to answer your letter because when I write you the letter I very happy and now I understand that I have the man with whom I can speak about all. I am very happy that I have got acquainted with you in this world. And I hope that in the future we shall have more close relations. Yes I have friends but they only friends and I hope that come day I will shall find the man of my destiny. I live in Russia all my life and now every day I think of sense of my life because now I am 30 years and I have no the man to create family. I think that each person should have the family. I think that we live to create family and to live with loved the person. Do you agree with me? I want to share with the man of my dream all the things - glad full and sad, everything which we will meet in our life. My man is clever and has strong spirit, he is kind and magnanimous, generous. The only my man who needs love and can give love. This is the man who needs reliable family and honest relations. What do you think about it? I am sorry but now I should go home because I am very tired after work. I shall look forward to hearing from you.

Evgeniya.

Letter 4

Hello my dear Fred. Thanks for photos. I like it!!!
How are you today? I am happy to receive your letter and I read your letter with the big pleasure. It really becomes regular pleasure to get and read your letters. I never thought that I shall correspond with the man from other country and now I believe in it. I am glad that my girlfriend advised me to correspond with the help of the Internet. I am very glad that with the help of the Internet we can correspond with you and to learn each other. Now every day I wait for your letters and I try to write to you every day because I am very happy to read your letters and when I receive your letters I understand that there is a man to which I am not indifferent also who thinks of me. I hope that you are glad to receive my letters too and also I hope that we shall correspond in the future and to learn each other better.
Now I understand that my life has changed also I want to speak you fairly that I never was such happy as now. You want to know why I became happy? I am very happy because I have met you. In the world some billions people but we have found each other and I think that it is destiny. Do you agree with me? My parents have noticed too that I became happy because earlier every day I was tired but now I know that in my life has appeared the man to whom I can transfer the feelings and emotions. My parents did not know that I correspond with you but my mum has understood that someone has appeared in my life. If something changes in my life my mum always understands it. I spoke my parents about you and they are very happy for me. We for a long time spoke about you and as we have got acquainted with you. My parents are very happy for me and also they speak you "Hello." I hope that you do not object I spoke my parents about you??? But if you do not want that I spoke about you that I shall not speak about you. Ok? Now I became cheerful and I hope that we shall correspond with you in the future because I want to be always such cheerful. I want to speak you fairly that you help me to be such happy. I would like to know more about you, for example, tell me please something about your usual day? What have you done today? Now I should finish this letter. I hope that you write to me very soon because without your letters my life seems boring. I shall look forward to hearing from you.

Evgeniya.

Letter 5

Hi! Thank you for your letter. How are you today? I am O'K. I am very happy to receive your letter because it fills in my heart pleasure. I do not want to be rich because I think that pleasure and happiness not in riches but I want to be happy. And now I am happy because I have met you in this big world. Also I am happy to write to you letters because I think that you are glad to receive my letters too. Now I would like to tell you some things about my city. In our city there are 11 higher educational institution. We have a beautiful, green Central Park in the centre of ur city. I like to visit this park when I have a free time. I like to walk in this park very much because it is like forest and there is always fresh air and there are a lot of green trees around us. I spoke you that it’s really difficult for me to write you more often. Unfortunately, it’s really so, but I want to write you more often very much. Now I want to tell you about my work. I work in the food shop, it’s name is “Katusha”. I am a seller. It is interesting work for me,because I speak with a lot of people and they tell me what is new around them. Some of them tell me about many interesting things and yesterday one woman told me that her daughter married in another country. She told me that her daughter was corresponding with her future husband and after that they decided to marry. When she was telling me about it I thought about you. We with the woman spoke for a long time because it was very interesting to me but unfortunately I should work and woman left. I hope that I can meet woman once again to speak with her. I believe in God and destiny and I don’t know what will happen but if we have the similar destiny we will know about it after sometime. If we are really happy I will follow you. I have never thought that I could meet so unique man and I would so sincere with him. I am sorry but I should go home, yes I am very much afflicted that I cannot write more because I should go home and help my parents. When I shall come back home I shall go through on park and I shall think of you. When I walk I always think of you but I do not know why my ideas only about you but I cannot make with it anything. I hope that I shall receive your letters in the future and we shall learn each other better. But I know also I is sure that I shall be never afflicted that I have met you in this world. I shall look forward to hearing from you.

Letter 6

Hello!!!
I was very glad to see your new letter. It makes my mood very good. You can represent my ordinary day when I work. I am so tired in the finish of my working day but I am always happy to forget about my problems and weariness when I again read your letters. I'd like to tell that I start to understand, that it is very interesting for me to communicate with you and I am glad, that we could find each other in this big world. I hope you share my pleasure. I never had a lot of real happiness in my life. But now I am happy because I have met you in this world.
Today I worked in shop and I thought of you all the day long and I dreamed about our future. I shall never forget you and I hope that you will not forget me too because now I cannot present life without you and your letters. You have changed all my life. Every day on work I very joyful and many my girlfriends are very much surprised: why every day I such happy!? I want to speak you fairly that you help to live to me. Today I could not restrain and I spoke my girlfriends about you. I spoke my girlfriends that in the world lives such fine the man without which now I cannot present my life. My girlfriends spoke me that they never saw me such happy. All my girlfriends have the husband and they are very much surprised because I have no man of my dream. I want to find the man that he really cared of me. In the days off I and my girlfriends we walk in park or we drink coffee in cafe. Also sometimes we visit theatres and cinemas, museums but only in the days off. I love my girlfriends and I too try to cheer them up when they has grief. Because they have home life and there are cases that they have quarrel with husbands. I hope that sometime I too shall be married but I confident that I shall never have quarrel with my future husband. Because we shall be close morally and in heart, are close in soul, we shall be not simply the husband and the wife but also the best friends. But now I should go home and I shall look forward to hearing from you.

Letter 7

Hi!!!
I am very happy to receive your new letter. Each your letter bring happiness for me. My ideas always only about you. You have changed all my life. I do not understand that happened with me. When I at home, on work, in the street I think of you always. Every day I think of you. I happy to write to you again. I think of you very much.You are always with me: in each my step, in each my deal, always.
My parents had wedding in 1953 and they live 34 years are happy. My parents very happy together, and I really hope that may be someday you and I will be together and will be same happy couple. How it could be sweet to be together with dear man. If you don't think about it, you may not notice it. But there is some emptiness in the heart, when you have no beloved person near with you. And this emptiness can't be filled with job, joy, food or something else. It's emptiness in soul, and I truly feel that you begin to fill it. I feel so strangely and unusually. Just peace of happiness came to me from heaven, and I enjoyed it.I frequently in the evenings look at the moon and I ask the god that he has helped me to find my destiny and to not be mistaken. Sometimes I like loneliness but sometimes I hate to be one. Happens that I pay at night because there is nobody near to me in a bed, there is not strong man's shoulder to which I can to nestle in sleep and to embrace.... Minutes of a melancholy frequently overtake me and then I start to reflect on sense of my life.... What with me will be farther?... Really I shall lead my stayed life in loneliness?... But no, I shall never despair! I should live a life adequately! And I shall be happy! Sometime.

Letter 8

Hello dear Fred. Oh, how I want to share my feelings and impressions with you. I so want to say you that I met you and you really brightened my life. I am so happy that you came into my life, and I can only pray and thank the God, that he connected us. I have never believed in destiny too much, but it seems to me that I have to start to believe more!
I want to tell you about my usual day: I wake up at 5:30 at the morning take the bath and prepare the breakfast, and later we have the breakfast all our family. We always have breakfast together and talk about everything. After that I go to work, it's about 7:30am. I like to start work early and I have the dinner on my work, more often I have no time to eat, because our shop has a lot of buyers and there is no the time to have any minute of rest. All people need food that is why our shop is always full of buyers, specially, in the evening time, when people go from work to home. My work does not consist in heavy physical work, but it is very difficult, because I work with people(at first it is difficult from the psychological point of view), I must be very polite and affable with all people. I finish my work at 8.00pm. I have said you already that I am so tired after work. But more often despite of weariness I prepare the supper and do some work about the house. I continue the describing of my usual day: at the supper I usually try to cook something very tasty and special. I can't describe the dishes which I always ?ook, but all members of our small family are pleased of it and everybody says that it is very tasty. Then we have a supper. Sometimes after supper I go to the Internet of cafe to write to you the letter but frequently I visit the Internet of cafe after work. And I send the letter to you with sweet feeling that very soon I will get your reply. When I go to home I think about you, I dream about the time, when we will be together, I imagine different pictures of our happy future life, for example, that we sit on the beach and look to the sunrise, or sunset, or sit in winter near fireplace and heat each other. We think about each other and understand each other without words. We are just parts of one family and we are together. We are talk how it's wonderful to be together forever. We try to remember that there was the time when we didn't live together, and these memories are just in deep fog. It seems to us that we always was together. I want much but it dream and I hope that this dream to be carried out sometime. I shall look forward to hearing from you very much because my life without you very boring.

Your Evgeniya.

Letter 9

Hello my love Fred.
I am very happy to receive yours the letter. I really understand your letters perfectly and I like to do it. You cannot be presented as I is happy that I have found you in this big world. I always think of you. Nothing can distract me from thoughts and dreams of you. I think a lot about us and about our future.
Do you want to know my the most treasured dream? I want to admit, that my the most desired dream is to see you my own eyes. I wish to see your face, your eyes and you entirely and to talk with you directly, to feel you in reality that is my great desire. One minute of speaking with you, of looking to you can replace all our corresponding, but, certainly, I love to communicate with you by letters, I love your letters very much. But one fact upsets me and makes me unhappy: you are so long from me, thousand kilometers are between us... I am sure that there is no distinction in that from what country there will be my beloved man. God, who created this world, could not think that we will live separately. I hope that I never shall lose you. You unique the man in my life and now I do not notice anybody. I do not know that will be in the future but I shall hope only for the best. My mum always spoke that if will hope and will trust that your dream to be carried out that dream to be carried out necessarily. It is necessary to trust in the dream and she to be carried out sometime necessarily.
I shall look forward to hearing from you.

Your Evgeniya.

Letter 10

Hello, my love Fred.
I am happy to receive your letter. You have came into my life like hurricane, and have changed all my minds. You are beautiful and kind, and you are constantly in my head. You really have changed my life, you gave me the hope to the sweetest and the happiest future. I am sorry but the manager spoke me that in the Internet of cafe is not present skype.
I am really romantic person, but I could never even thought that I can be so romantic like now. I want to feel you in real life, I want to feel your touches. I want to see your eyes, and sink in your deep eyes. I want you to show me all around you and I wish to see everything that you will want to show me, to see everything what is around you, everything and everybody you love, wish to feel the air you breath. I am ready to give everything for the one moment spending with you. I ask the God to present me such possibility and now I can only wait the miracle. I want to pass through your eyes to your soul, and wish you to make the same thing. I believe that nothing can't replace one real meeting. And I wish to meet you. I know that, may be, I am a hopeless romantic, but I truly believe that our meeting with help of the Internet is the best thing, which could happened with us.

Your Evgeniya.

Letter 11

Hello My love Fred. I am very glad to see your letter again, it really brings happiness to me. You really make me very happy, I enjoy working, because you are in my mind, everywhere. You are my only true love, because I have never been in love as now with you my love Fred. I will never leave you, never break your heart, I can not do that my sweetheart, and it has no part with me to do something like that, I am A very happy woman,and now that you came into my life, I am even more happy then I have been in all my life. You have stolen my heart and now I want to be near to you. I have understood that I searched for you all my life. I cannot live without you. I met my girlfriend and earlier my girlfriend worked in Embassy of Moscow city. I did not know as I can arrive to you and consequently I asked by my girlfriend as I can travel to you. She spoke that I shall need the visa and in the international passport and consequently I should travel to Embassy of Moscow to receive my documents. Also she spoke what difficultly to receive documents but she can help me with reception of my documents because my girlfriend has many friends in Embassy of Moscow. Also she spoke that I should not worry because of documents, I shall not have problems with reception of my documents and I can receive my documents in 2 weeks. But I have other problem I have no money because I earn 150 dollars a month and also I spend money for foodstuff, on municipal services, etc. My girlfriend spoke me that if I shall travel to Moscow that I shall need 140 dollars to live in hotel and 280 dollars for my documents (160 dollar - international passport and 120 dollar - visa) and also in 150 dollars to travel to Moscow. I have no so much money and consequently I cannot arrive to you without your help. I love you and I am not afraid to speak you these words because these words from heart. I understand what difficultly to find so much money but I shall hope that you can help me with the finance to travel to Moscow and to start to do my documents. You can help me with the finance??? As soon as you will help me with the finance, next day I shall travel to Embassy of Moscow city. I am glad that I have got acquainted with you and I shall be the happiest girl in the world if I meet you. I shall never break your heart because you my destiny you my happiness and I cannot live without you. You really made me the happiest woman, I can not believe that I have met you on Internet Well you finding me is more the truth. I want to make you the happiest man in the world, and that can only be when there is true love within our hearts. Oh my dear, sometimes the rough and tough ways are ways, that we may really find out to see if we really have true love within our hearts. Well my dear, I will tell you that I really love you and that you may know that from me. I will now embrace you with all hugs and kisess to you my love Fred.

Letter 12

Hi my love Fred! I have gotten your warm words from your answer on my last message my arling! My dear, my love Fred, in my last e-mail I have told you about my love feelings to you, I wrote this message with so close love feelings to you, dearest, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you, because it is so dificult to hide a close feelings to love man, Fred. I love you, Fred, and I want to say to you that, please, don't discharge me from you. Fred, it's so pity for me that our messages connect us only, I want to see you in reality my Fred. I so want it, darling! Our e-mails connect our close love feelings to each other, our messages are our rescue with boredom and from all of boring things. I want to say to you my darling that I can't without your messages now Fred, your e-mails are necessary for me so much my Fred, I love it and I love you my dearest!!! I think that man can chose like woman or woman can chose like man if they want it mutual, really. I think that we have mutual love feelings and it is better of all when the loving each other people love each other mutual, I think that it is an important! fact of love about reciprocity. Really my Fred, is our feelings mutual??? I think from our messages that it's true my Fred. My Fred, I want to say to you that my friends so happy that we met each other, I say you again and again about it!!!
My full name: GOLOVINA EVGENIYA. My address: Russia, Nizhniy Novgorod city, Pokrovka sreet 26-25. I am sorry but I have no phone. Also I cannot send you a copy my passport because the manager spoke me that in the Internet of cafe there is no scanner. I love you and I very much want to meet you and I cannot start to do my international passport because I spoke you that I have no money. Also I learned that I can arrive to you as the tourist and consequently I shall not need from you any documents and I can arrive to you without problems. Also I can begin do mine the international passport if you will help me with the finance. Can you help me with finance to do my international passport?
I so love you my darling, I'm sure in my love with you so much, and I want to say to you that with every day I want to be with you more and more my Fred, I love you so much dear, I can't without you my Fred, you are so necessary for me Fred, I love you, Fred!!!!!!!!! Also my Fred, on days, possible tomorrow or after tomorrow, I want to go to the church that I must thank God that we found each other my love, I so thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you my Fred, I know about it, Fred! My darling, on this I will end my e-mail to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love desire!!! You must know, Fred, how I feel so happy myself when I read your messages my darling! Well, I must be off my Fred, I will think about you Fred so much, I love you, and I want to be with you as soon as possible my love Fred!!!!! Truly kisses and huges your love, Evgeniya.