Letter(s) to Xavier (USA)

Letter 1

Hi!
Honestly speaking, I was very surprised that you have answered me. Now I understand that people in your country are really responsible! But I want to be honest with you. I have a very close girlfriend. Her name is Katya. She has made me go to the computer club to find my soul mate in the Internet. May be you want to know how did I find out you? It did take very long time.
When me and my girlfriend Katya did come to Internet - cafe we did ask help from manager of Internet - cafe. He told me that there is very good site a called www.yahoo.com, and this site have non-toll-free membership. Manager paid with his credit card. Of course, I have paid him for it. Because there are many women who want to find their soul mate, and he helps them to pay for some sites. Then I did carry in criterion of searching. I did not carry many, only age. And my GOD, I got 1000 persons in results! It was interesting and fun to watch. I did flip through pages, next, next, next, but I did not like anybody. Katya did weary from this and asked me to go home, but I did not want it, I just always try to do commenced to finish! Katya did go but I did stay! And approximately on 500's or 600's page (I do not remember exactly) I seen your photo!!! I do not know why, but something did happen in my soul and I decided to know you more! Thank you that you did response to me! By the way, I even did not know in which city I did find out! It was surprise for me. In general I wanted to write nobody. I understood that she wants me to find happiness, but, frankly speaking, I was not sure that it is possible to find happiness in Internet. I even did not think that you will answer me. May be, is it the fate? What do you think of it? I'll tell thanks Katya! Today I have come to the computer club and send you my photo and I hope, that you will like it. I saw your photo and I liked what I saw in it!!! I hope you will be able to send me else. And so if you have interest in me after this letter, then I shall glad to know you better. We can become the friends, but, may be, and more. Time will show. Would you like to be my friend?
Well, my name is Marina, I am 27 years old and I was born on 7,
October, 1978. I live in Russia, the city of Nizhnevartovsk (I wrote that I live in USA because there wasn't Russia in a list of countries). My town is not big but very beautiful and nice city. I have gray eyes and light hair. But I try to change my image often since I always like to be different. In life I am very cheerful person and I have very responsible work. I work as a waitress in the local bar and I never should make a mistake neither in work nor in life. I am responsible person, I think, that the person should concerns about associates so how want that concerned about him. What do you think of it?
If you come here, you will find an ensemble of different architecture here. There are also theatres, cinemas, cafes and many other cute places. Though I have a higher education, I can't find job on my profession that is why I work there to be more independent. My parents are on pension already. But pensions are so small that my father works sometimes a watchman in the car park. And now I would like to ask you some questions. Tell me more about yourself, please, everything you want me to know. Where do you live, what place do you work in? Tell me about your parents. Everything you write me will be interesting for me. Unfortunately, I don't have a phone and computer that is why I use the service of the Internet-Cafe that is why sometimes delays can be in my replies. I hope you understand me. So, if you are still interested, I wait for your reply.
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 2

Hello!!!
I am happy to hear from you again. How are you? Hope everything is Ok.
Of course, I'll tell Katya thanks from you. Yes, I'll be so glad to see your some new pics.
In this letter I will try to tell you more about my life style. I like music, reading, movies very much. I often meet with my friends.
Sometimes we go to the cinema or to the theatre. But sometimes I prefer just to stay at home, to read an interesting magazine or just to watch TV. I am fond of languages, I had a course of English in the University so I speak English rather fluently. I like to visit a sports hall. I engage in aerobics 2 times a week. And do you have any hobbies, what do you like and dislike?
And here it is else a little about myself: my height is 171 centimeters (5 feet and 7 in), and I weigh 48 kilograms. I have never been to other countries and I have not friends country. I have never been married and have no children.
You know, I decided to use the service of the Internet because I have a dream to create a family. Unfortunately I was not able to find a man here in Russia. They don't care about their women and I dream about a loving and care man. I would give him all of my love and tenderness in return. Well, I will close here for now. Waiting impatiently for your next letter.
Oh, I'll send you my other photo with next letter, ok.
Have a good day!!!!!
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 3

Hi dear!!!
Again I have come to the Internet cafe just to get a letter from you.
It always brings me so much joy to read what you write me, about your life there.
May be I should tell you more about my job. As I already told you I work as a waitress in the a bar which is called "Aquarium". It is a special bar for sports fans. In general I like my job, I see and communicate with many interesting people there. But it is a hard work because I have to stay there till late and walk from one place to another. But this job allows me to have an independent life and to make some money for my living.
So, I don't want to complain. It is better to work in such a place than not to have any work at all. Of course, I want to visit you and I will come to you some day but first of all we should get to know each other better with the help of the letters. I would like to come to you some day as your guest so you could see if you like me or not. If you like me and we feel that we are compatible, that we could be happy with each other, I would like to be your life partner and to stay with you. As we talk about work, tell me please, more about your working day. It will be really interesting for me.
And now I need to say good-bye.
Till next time.
By the way, I send you photo of me and Katya. Do you like it?
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 4

Hello dear!!!
As always I came to the Internet Center with a great pleasure. I like to get to know more and more about you. I want to know about you as much as possible. It makes me closer to you. Happy past Valentine's Day!!!!! I'm so sorry, for my delay but I was very busy in my work yesterday. Dear, how do you usually rest? What do you do? What is your most favorite thing? As for me, mostly I like an active rest somewhere in the nature. In summer we often go to the country side and to the houses of rest. We have a very beautiful nature and it is such a pleasure early in the morning to go to the forest, to breath the fresh air, to hear the sound of the wind. You see, I am a little bit romantic. I like to be with my friends though I have only few of them,
they are true friends and we always support each other in everything.
Here it is rather cool now but I still enjoy the weather. You know it is very beautiful here in Summer.
I wrote you before a little bit about city. It is really very nice.
There is a central park here where I like to walk when I go to work.
Also the architecture of it is very interesting. There is a Drama Theatre which impresses me with its power. I like to go there when there is a new season.
Also you can find lots of memorials there. And my city is very green and clean, there are many trees here and people care about them. So you can enjoy the beauty when you walk through it.
I have attached some pictures of my town. I hope you like it.
And what about you, are there any interesting places in your city? Can you tell me about them.
I am just interested in everything connected with you.
Miss your letters.
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 5

Hello dear!!!
As always I came to the Internet Center with a great pleasure. I like to get to know more and more about you. I want to know about you as much as possible. It makes me closer to you. Happy past Valentine's Day!!!!! I'm so sorry, for my delay but I was very busy in my work yesterday. Dear, how do you usually rest? What do you do? What is your most favorite thing? As for me, mostly I like an active rest somewhere in the nature. In summer we often go to the country side and to the houses of rest. We have a very beautiful nature and it is such a pleasure early in the morning to go to the forest, to breath the fresh air, to hear the sound of the wind. You see, I am a little bit romantic. I like to be with my friends though I have only few of them,
they are true friends and we always support each other in everything.
Here it is rather cool now but I still enjoy the weather. You know it is very beautiful here in Summer.
I wrote you before a little bit about city. It is really very nice.
There is a central park here where I like to walk when I go to work.
Also the architecture of it is very interesting. There is a Drama Theatre which impresses me with its power. I like to go there when there is a new season.
Also you can find lots of memorials there. And my city is very green and clean, there are many trees here and people care about them. So you can enjoy the beauty when you walk through it.
I have attached some pictures of my town. I hope you like it.
And what about you, are there any interesting places in your city? Can you tell me about them.
I am just interested in everything connected with you.
Miss your letters.
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 6

Hello dear!!!
I am so happy to hear from you again. How are you today? I hope you are ok. As for me, I am ok. with each letter we get to know each other more and more and it is very pleasantly for me.
No I do not go camping. But I remember, when I was in school, we went camping and I liked it. But now I do not have enough time for it, and the weather is cold for camping. And I like so much to go to the river, I love water.
I feel so tired from the life here and you are the only one who warms me and gives me strength to live. The life in Russia is so difficult and though we got used to it sometimes I feel so unsafe and tired from everything. But I am lucky one to get 65 dollars a month. This money allows me to go to the Internet cafe to send you letters and to get yours. It is the only one thing in my life which makes me happy. I miss so much being without your letters. And the Internet-cafe is the only one place where I can communicate with you. Unfortunately, I can't afford myself to buy a computer since it costs for about 500-700 dollars and it is too much for me. Not so many people in our town can afford to buy a computer.
Well, enough complaining... May be you will tell me about the life in in your country, it will cheer me up.
Also I would like to have your mailing address for some case. And this is mine.
15-37 Beregovaya str.,
Nizhnevartovsk, Russia, 628600
May be you will need it.
I want to hear from you so much......
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 7

Hello my dear!
How are you? I hope you are ok. Why do you not write me?
Are you not interested in me? Anyway, I look forward to your letter.
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 8

Hi my sweetheart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are just great! I read and re-read your letters and I am so happy I am able to communicate with you. Thanks for your photos!!!
I like them!!! Thank you for sharing your address with me.
But I do not think that it is very good idea to use regular mail!!! First, it is too long. Secondly, it can be stolen. In Russia much often thieve the mail, or belongings, sent on mail.
I did not travel previously. And I think that possible to live in any place if beside there is loved person, who will take care of me.
I think, all women want to have children. But I think, that it is very serious step in a life of anyone and I can not make decision myself. I think each woman has to decide it with her loved man. And if we shall decide to have the child I shall not be against it. I think family and children are the most important in our lives.
I should tell you that you are a very interesting person and I just enjoy our correspondence. I always dreamt to find such an interesting,
smart, intelligent man with a sense of humor. I believe there are so many women who want to be with you.
And I am happy that you write to me.
Well, I could continue talking about how I like you but I don't want to bother you with my thoughts. I just want you to know that I like you very much.
So, what's new ?
As for me, nothing special. An every day routine but your letter is like a ray of the sun for me in my dull and gray life.
Miss you.
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 9

Hello my dear!!!
So, how are you today? As for me, not bad but I am sad a little bit now since I can't be with you now. My words are sincere. I write you what I feel and what my heart prompts me. Your letter didn't come through because there was some problems on yandex.
But I received your letter.
You know I am getting used to you so much, I already can't be without your letters. It is a great stimulus for me in the life. I like you so much and don't want to be hurt like it was once. I loved one person so much and wanted to give him everything, to make him happy. But he was so unfaithful and cheated. It is a problem of many men in Russia,
they drink too much and then are unfaithful to their wives. I see that you are a very good, honest person. And I am so happy I was able to meet you.
You are just my treasure.
I know it is not a very modest question, but can you please, tell me about your past relations with women. Sorry for asking. But if it is not pleasant for you to talk about this, let's close this topic.
We have been corresponding for some time already and already know much about each other.
With each letter I feel myself closer to you. You are already a very important part of my life and I don't want ever to lose you. You are a wonderful person, the best I have ever known. I go to bed with the thoughts about you and get up thinking of you. I often think what you do at this or that moment. How could we do it together. I like this thoughts and fantasies.
And now I would like to ask you.
What are your intentions to me???????
Would you like to meet me???????????
Do you want me to come to your place???????????
May be you think it is early now to think about it.
But it is very important for me.
Ok, have a good day!
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 10

Hello my lovely!!!
As usually I am happy to hear from you! I'm sorry, honey,
that I didn't write you sooner, I was very busy in my work. It would be very pleasantly for me to help you find new home. I think it would be beautiful and comfortable inside. Thank you,
that you are totally honest with me. I appreciate this so much. I am totally honest with you, too, and have serious intentions to you.
I think we can not use messenger and chat to each other because I use Internet cafe to write you letter. And it is a little bit expensive for me. Also we have difference at time. And more comfortable for me is using e-mail. I just can not find words of the pleasure. I am so happy that I have found you in this huge world. You are the unique man whom I can tell all ideas and dreams. When I write you the letter, I have something in my soul such that it is impossible to explain, it is necessary to feel. Already several days I just sit near the table in my home and reread your letters. And all time I think of that how to see you. I imagine how you hold my hand on the beach; how you hug me,
and I feel myself loved by the important man for me. Mother looks at me with a kind smile and tell that she is happy to see me such what I now. I am and myself happy, that again I write you the letter. It is filled with all my love and tenderness to you. I want so much to see you near with me, but it is very bad that it is impossible now. Now I constantly watch news hoping to learn something about your country.
With much interest I study English. Furthermore, it is very interesting for me, also I need it. In general, it is interesting for me to study all that is unknown for me. In total certainly to not learn, but it seems to me that it is better to know about all slightly than all about the little. And consequently each dialogue with the person for me is lesson. But the most important dialogue for me is when I communicate with you. I want to know your ideas, reasoning, to know about you insofar it is possible. When I began to correspond with you I even did not hope that we'll have so good relations. With each your letter I understood that I have found man who is important for me. I want to hug you tenderly. I consider that exactly creation of a spiritual emotional basis of the person is a purpose sense of creation of family. I want to tell you that my feelings and words to you are always sincere and I always understood that we put a lot of trust that our union would be in real one day. I want to tell you that my aunt,
living in Moscow, has girlfriend who works in American embassy. There is not American embassy in my city. Her girlfriend can help us to meet in person. My aunt has already made the visa to the USA for her daughter approximately one year ago. Now her daughter lives in the USA with her husband. I can get in touch with my aunt ask her about the visa. What do you think of it? Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 11

Hi sunshine!!!
I am very glad to get your letter! Thank you for your letter. You don't write too much, I like your letters.
I am feeling closer and closer to you every day. If I'd come to you, I'd like to find a work. First, I want to work,
and I don't want to be a burden to you. I work approx till 9-10 pm, and when I come home, I like to listen music,
watch TV, read something, and then I go to bed. If I will start to come to you, of course, I'll leave my work, honey.
I told my parents about you, about us, about our relations.
My parents are very happy that I could find my soul mate. They will take any decision which I make. They told me that I am already not young girl and it is my fate.
I have to tell you that now I could get in touch with my aunt. She has told me that recently she helped again one woman to make the visa. She has explained me how I can find her girlfriend from the embassy. I'll try to get in touch with her and then I'll write you about the visa, ok.
So, how are you today? I hope you are ok. As for me, I am fine. I feel myself so sad without you here. I have such a strange feeling inside of me. I miss you badly. I need you so much. It is not just words. It is what I feel now. I think about you all the time. I have never had this before. I haven't seen you face to face yet but I already can't live without you, your letters. I want to touch you, to feel your warmth and tenderness... I love you. I love you!!!!!!!! I hope you are not scared. It is strange for me too.
But I can assure you that it is true. I am afraid to ask you this, but what do you feel? It is very important for me. It is better to know the bitter true for me than the sweet lie... So, please, tell me about your feelings. And I think it is already time for us to decide what to do... I could come to you and I think it is the best variant for us.
Life in Russia is very dangerous. I don't want you to have any problems here. You never know what will be the other minute here.
So, I will get to know everything about visa and how I could come to you. And I will write you about it in my next letter.
I love you!!!!!
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 12

Hello my sweetheart!
In your letters I see a lot of your love to me. I appreciate it so much. But you should know how it is difficult for me to write you this letter. Today I could get in touch with my aunt's friend, who works in embassy in Moscow and have learned how I can get the visa and arrive to you. She has told me that the best variant and more available for me will be the registration of the tourist visa (B-2),
its validity is 90 days from the date of arrival to USA, but I was very frustrated when I heard its price, it costs 175 American dollars.
When I heard this price, tears flowed on my cheeks. I have explained her that is man, without whom I can not live and I wanted so much her to see and understand how I love you so much. But she answered me that she understands everything but she can do nothing because rules are rules and other any way is impossible. Also I'll need to go to Moscow. Ticket to Moscow cost 122 dollars. I think, that our meeting in person is impossible. It is very much money for me. I got accustomed to make money with right way. I can not thieve, defraud, lie and trade my body. I make approximately 65 dollars per month. This money is a little, but I never make money with bad way. I love you, and do not want to lose you! I miss you so much!
Your Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 13

Hello my sweetheart!!!
I am so happy to read your letter! I enjoy your photos. I think we are good looking together. Yes, it is really Women's day, her. Thank you for your warm wishes.
I respect you so much that you want to help me with expenses. You are the best man. I think, I'll never find man who will love me and take care of me like you. Really, without your help our meeting is impossible. It is very difficult to imagine what I can do with my salary in 65 dollars. Nothing! It is very difficult economic situation in Russia, I think you know it. Thank you, that you want us to meet in person. With your help we'll be able to meet approximately in 2 weeks. I need 175 dollars for the visa and 122 dollars for the ticket to Moscow. If I'd have these money, I'd start the process. But regrettably, I don't have it. My parents doesn't have it, too. I even have to help them sometimes.
First I'll need to go to Moscow to start the process. The visa is made within 2 weeks. Then I'll need to have ticket to USA. I think you'll be able to book ticket for me. When I come to Moscow and start the process, I'll know exact date of my depart from Moscow. I'll tell you and you'll be able to book ticket for me, ok.
Oh, you even do not know my full name. My full name is Marina Rahmanova. While my visa will being done, I'll live in Moscow. In Moscow I'll live with my aunt, so I'll not need money for hotel or living. As I have told you, the validity of the visa is 90 days from the date of arrival to your country... But when I come to you we shall be able make the fiance visa and for this time we'll be able to marry. And I'll be able to stay with you forever.
I have just could get in touch with my aunt and I have explained her that you want to help me and that you have already offered me your help, but problem is concluded in that you can not arrive to me to pay for my expenses, and I do not know, how to get your help by other way. I have said her that I do not want you to send me the money by mail because this is very much risky, money can be stolen from letter. But my aunt has said me that now nobody sends the money by mail, that this is outdated way of the sending of the money.
She has said that there is very reliable system of money transfer,
which is called Western Union!!! Do you know this system? She has said that this is very reliable system, which is found in my city even, and you can make transfer without problems!!! And in Nizhnevartovsk there is bank "Alfa Bank", which has point of Western Union. It is almost near my home. I have never used Western Union before, and I hope it works out.
If I'd have an opportunity to find or borrow money, I'd use it without fail and start the process of the visa to come to you to be with you. But regrettably I don't have such opportunity, my love. I'm so sorry. I see that your intentions are serious!!!
And I want to tell that you had no doubt in my intentions, too! I much thought of our meeting, and of that, how we shall be able to live together. From your letters I have understood that you worthy man for me!!! I wanted to see near with me exactly such man like you.
Yes, I really want to be with you and want to be your woman. Would you like to become my man and life partner? I need man, who knows how to love and enjoy the life with loved person, who will be able to take care of me and protect me, but not supercilious, presumptuous "bag with money". I want you to understand that money does not have big importance for me, I think that in life there are belongings, which is much better than money, and I would like to have these things together with you. I have done my choice, I have chosen you!!!
I love you so much and look forward to the day of our meeting!!!
Your love Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru

Letter 14

Hello my sweet Jonathan!
I am very glad to get your letter today, Jonathan! Jonathan, how are you? I hope everything is ok! As for me, I am fine. Jonathan, I misssed you so much!!! Jonathan, I'm ready to my trip to you, I'm ready to start the process of our meeting!!!! I look forward to the day of our meeting, Jonathan. Jonathan, the first thing when I come to you.... First of all I want to hug and kiss you, Jonathan!!!!
Jonathan, I think of you all the time. Some times I write what I feel.
So I wrote this for you!! I hope you like it... The wind is you're breath, that blows in my face and also a touch of God, that flows with his grace... With the power of the sun, you bring warmth to my soul and never before seen love, there for making me hole...River flow strong, trees grow tall, mountains and valley's with you all seem small... There is no thing so mighty, that could stand in our way,for we have Gods gift of love to vear all evil away... With the wind in my face, my hand in yours, we can share life together, untill the end of time... I hope that you enjoyed that! It almost sounds like a dream,
doesn't it? I love you, Jonathan, with all of my heart and can't wait to meet you!!!!!!! And I am very excited, Jonathan, about you and my coming to you!!!!!!!
Jonathan, today I have gone to the "Alfa Bank", and asked to give me information how I can get the transfer, and what I need to do for this. They have said that I need to give you information, which is written in my passport, and exactly, my address and my full name! But to I'll be able to get your transfer I have to know money transfer control number (10 digit), your exact address, and your full name! I know that I have already given you this information, but I do not want to do mistakes so I give to you this once again!
Marina Rahmanova
15-37 Beregovaya str.,
Nizhnevartovsk, Russia, 628600
And also I give you address "Alfa Bank". May be you'll need it:
Alfa Bank
Chapaeva, 36
Nizhnevartovsk, Russia, 628600
I just do not want to do any mistake. In the bank I have been said that, if you or I shall do some mistake, so I shall not be able to get your transfer and you will have to call back the money and send with faithful information anew. But I do not want you to have any problems and inconveniences. I love you, Jonathan! I look forward to hear from you tomorrow. And of course, I look forward to the day of our meetting face to face.
Your love Marina!
mailto:daisywheel27@yandex.ru