Letter(s) to Gerhard (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello again my dear Gerhardik, how is going your day today? How are you? I am so-so! I have a problem..... to me have told that everything is ready for the visa and I can receive it at any time, but the problem in..... I should have proofs of my solvency. I should have a minimum 50 euros for each day of stay in your country. I should have travel-checks at the rate of 50 euros for each day of stay there! I should prove that I have money to be in Netherlands for my holiday. This is necessary conditions for reception of the visa.............. I do not know why to me have not told about it before in agency?!?! I should show that I have 50 euros for each day of stay in Netherlands! If I will come to you for 30 days, I should have 1500 euros!!!! I very much worry about it and I do not know what to do now! To me have explained that this money is necessary for having only for passage of customs house to your country, I should prove my financial ability. To me have told that nobody will take this money, this money does not need to be spent, this money is necessary for the proof of my solvency. But I can not find this money in such short term! And I am in confusion! I think I should cancel my trip........ I am very upset... I very much wanted to meet you..... I thought of it each second! I am so disappointed.... I should come back home, because I can not come to you.......................................... I am so sad.................. I will go now. Please take care! Kisses!!! Your Natalya

Letter 2

Hello my dear Gerhardik,
How are you this morning? I hope you are ok there and happy
How are you now. Did you sleep well tonight? I hope so.
I could sleep for 5 hours.

didn't want to hurt you nor insult you. But yesterday I was waiting for your sms because I wanted to hear you so much.
That I was very dissappointed that we didn't talk.
I thought you are clever person and you understand that I have only sim-card with myself, but I have no own phone and sometimes it is problematic to take someone's phone. It is strange that you do not think of it was very happy again to hear your lovely voice this evening.
I was very happy to talk with you too!
After I sent you the first email, I saw this site and I very much began to think about everything. Sorry that I doubted about you.
really want to meet you. I want to hold you in my arms Saturday and give you a big kiss. I want us to have a great time together. I want you and I am longing for you.
is it true???
I would like to meet you on this Saturday too! I hope we will meet and I will not lose an opportunity to see you in a person and I will not lose my money spent for a trip.
Why you did not tell me your full address????? I asked you about it 3 times!
Thank you for sending copy of your passport. I will send you copy of my passport laster when I can scan it. Take care!!!!! Have a great day! Many kisses, Natalya