Letter(s) to Christian (Mexico)

Letter 1

What a happy day Christian!!!
Nice to meet you Christian!!!!
Hello, my dear!!!!

I'm sending you my first letter from my personal address natalenok-ok@rambler.ru

It's me, Natalie. As you remember we met online on Datemefree.com. You caught my eyes right away I read your first message and saw your profile. I'm new in this. I mean this is the first time I'm searching for a man this way using Internet. But somehow you made me feel you were the hero of my life story that I was looking for so many years. I don't know how people usually build relations living many miles away from each other, but I definitely know what I want, what relations I want to build with you and that is why I will do my best to make our relations grow as if we were living in the same country. It doesn't matter for me how many miles are between us, it only matters what we have in our hearts. It is always possible to find the road to reach each other physically. But there are so many single people only because they can't find the right road to each other's hearts. If you give me a chance to stay in touch with you I will find the right road to your heart, I will use this opportunity to get to know your desires and likes better, and we will finally build the bridge that will make us united once and forever. I'm sure you have so many questions to ask me such as who I am, where I am from, what I do for living, why I'm still single, why I decided to use Internet to meet a lifetime partner. This is an introductory letter only just to let you know that I'm a single Ukrainian lady with clear intentions to find a foreign man for lifetime partnership and future marriage. I'm interested in you, I would like to communicate with you, I have a feeling you are the hero of my life story, I feel sure I can be the lady you will fall in love with and will feel loved in return. So please accept my proposition to continue our communication, to start building the bridge that will unite our hearts and lives in real after some time of intensive communication. I have a clear vision of what we can have together. So let's use this chance and let's not miss this wonderful opportunity to have one happy love story for two of us. I want us to be the only two heroes in one wonderful love story with a happy end.

I will be waiting your answer here natalenok-ok@rambler.ru

Wishing you a cheerful morning,
Please have a productive day,
Enjoy relaxing evening,
May your night will be full of pleasant dreams,

Natalie, with warm affection for you.

Letter 2

Great to hear from you, my lovely CHRISTIAN!!!

Super!!! Fantastic!!! Cool!!! Splendid!!!!! Magnificent!!

Thank you for your answer, for your interest, for this chance to build relations with you!!!! Thank you for your interesting photo and for a virtual rose. I like how you look very much and I feel strong physical attraction to you. I tis interesting for me to read more about yourself. As I understand you are from sunny Mexico and you have the same intentions as I have. So we really have a chance. I started my letter with so many positive words only because your letter sets so many positive feelings and pleasant expectations in my heart. I know what I want, I want you. I always predict what I will get. I was expecting your letter and was almost sure you would write me soon. But even in spite of my self-confidence, I felt excitement of a little girl waiting for a miracle. Your letter is a real miracle for me and I feel as if I have won the biggest prize in my life. You are my prize. Everyone needs good luck in this life. Some think that to have a good house is the biggest luck, some want to have a successful business, some people simply need money and don't care about anything else. Maybe I'm stupid but I don't need anything materialistic to consider myself as a lucky person. I was lucky when I met you online. I'm lucky right now because I'm answering your letter and feel it is a start of our happy future. I will be lucky in the future if we get united in real after we agree about everything in our letters. All I need to feel happy and lucky is to have a chance to build lifetime relations with you. So, please, don't scare my luck, be with me, give us a chance. I know I'm almost a stranger for you and you even don't know what woman feels so lucky about a meeting with you. So let me explain you who I am. I'm Natalie. I live in Ukraine, in the city Lugansk. But originally I'm from a small village called Snejnoye. I'm 26 years old, my birthday is on the 5th of May. I work as a secretary for the law firm. I'm still studying and dream to complete my juridical education soon and to become a real law specialist. I have many dreams. Some are about my future professional life. But most of my dreams are only about my future family and happy marriage.... maybe with you????? Working as a secretary for the law firm, I help some attorneys in different cases. Once I helped my boss to prepare marriage documents for one Ukrainian girl who was going to get married with a foreign man. I was amazed with their love story!!! I got so excited with a possibility to find a good foreign man for me, so I asked that Ukrainian lady where I should start. She advised me a reputable translation company that helped Ukrainian girls who didn't speak English. I'm one of many Ukrainian girls who don't speak English. So the translation staff work for us and translate our letters from my native language into English and vice-versa. As you know nothing is for free in this world and no one works for free. SO I pay $5 for every letter to be translated. If you write me and I answer you, it is a pair of letters that costs $10 to be translated. My scanty salary is enough for living only and I need to find a gap in my poor budget to be able to pay for our correspondence. I don't know how long I will be able to pay, but I will try as long as I can. I don't buy our happiness, I only make some investment to our future. I hope that you appreciate my efforts and maybe even will join me in this matter. I have so much to tell you about my life, my dreams, my feelings. My plans about you don't have an end. But this letter has an end. It gives me great pleasure to think about you. And every night, before I go to sleep, I close my eyes and pretend you're here with me. And when I awake, I'm always anxious to have a new letter from you. Thank you for bringing certainty and romance to my life, and for being the hero of my life story that I was looking for so long.

Kissing you tenderly but with much passion,

Letter 3

Thanks for this happy moment, my dear CHRISTIAN!

You always make my day with your letters! Thank you. Thank you for a virtual rose. I like it for so much and I hope that once you will present me a real photo. I understand that you didn't have much free time to write me sooner. I understand and know I will always wait for your letters independently on how long it takes you to answer me. Thank you for your understanding concerning how difficult it is for me to pay for our letters. But even if I write short letters I will pay the same price because the prices are fixed independently on how long letters you write. So I'd better write long letters to be able to use this possibility to the fullest. I thank you for your short self description and know I really like you very much. I hope that everything will be ok with your exams and you will do fine. It seems to me that I read the most interesting book in my life and we both are the only two main heroes in this book. Thank you for this lovely feeling that I have when I realize I create my own love story with you. We are main heroes of our romance. But we both have families, close friends that will be parts of our mutual life when we are together. My family consists of my parents, me, and my younger sister. I love my parents. I deeply respect my mother for a wonderful woman she is, for her patient character, for her wisdom and kindness, for her readiness to surround everyone with endless love. My youngest sister is cute. I have mixed feelings when it concerns my father. As far as my loved mother connected her life with my father, she probably saw something good in him. It is my pain that there was nothing good in my father when I grew up. Since I was a teenager I was considered the prettiest and the most clever girl in the village. I was concentrated on my school studying only and didn't want to have any connections with any men. I was like a forbidden fruit for guys. They couldn't invent any way to make me start to date with no one. I just felt they all were wrong for me and just was waiting for the right time and for the right man. My father was angry with me as well because he wanted me to get married to some farm guy just in order not to feed me anymore. I was only 17 and wasn't ready for a marriage with anyone. My father made a deal with one guy and they agreed that my father would get something in exchange for my freedom. Luckily my mother got to know about that, and the other night my mother helped me to leave the village. I went to a bigger city and became independent. I still don't talk to my father and can't forgive him. To be more correct my father wanted to sell me. It is extremely difficult for me to pay for our letters. But even having the most difficult financial situation I have never had, I don't have any bad thoughts, I'm not going to sell anyone, and I will not make any crime. I don't know what I will do to be able to pay for our letters, but surely I will not sell anyone and even will not think about this. All I need is your support and appreciation for my efforts with translation expenses. I got totally disappointed in Ukrainian men. My father, that guy and many other men are numerous examples of lazy, egoistic Ukrainian men who don't want to do anything and accept women's love for granted. As you can see I have solid argumentation to be sure that I can be happy only with a man from abroad. If I meet a Ukrainian guy I always remember how cruelly my father wanted to use me and I suspect all the other Ukrainian men. So I can open my heart for you only just because I know you are from the country where women are respected, honored, and can be loved with clear intentions. It is a pity that I end this letter after a sad story of my life. But I can't rewrite my past. All I can do is to make our present and future happy and full of pleasant moments only. Believe me I will do my best to full fill our life with happy moments only. There is no any place for sadness in our future.

Last summer I had vacation on the sea side. I'm sending you two photos from my summer vacation. One photo was taken just on the beach when I had a pleasant walk in the evening. The other photo was taken in the yard of the house where I lived.

Waiting to hear from you soon,
Sending you my love,

Letter 4

Hi, honey CHRISTIAN!

Thank you for your new letter. Thank you for making our future possible. Thank you for this wonderful love story that has started and will not have an end. I sincerely hope it will be this way. I appreciate your understanding concerning my family situation in the past. But luckily everything is ok, I'm safe, I don't belong to anyone I don't like, I have a chance to be the only one creator of my destiny and finally I'm communicating with the man I like for so much. This man is you. I don't feel any pain anymore because I always leave my past experiences in the past only. So I'm free to build my happiness myself and I'm so enthusiastic about us. I know that my physical beauty is not the only one factor why you are interested in me. So I know I'm a real woman for you and I know that you deeply respect me as for my inner qualities as for my physical appearance. As you understand I got totally disappointed in Ukrainian men. So even being an attractive lady i can't find a good man here in my country and I even don't want to try anymore. I have you, I like you and I want to build future with you only. I know you are different and I know you will not use me as some Ukrainian man can use me here. Last time we discussed my life experience and what made me want you exactly. It is also so important to discuss our intentions, our ideas for our future life together and what we can give each other. Let me share my expectations for the future with you and what I can give you in return for your love. If I could spend a day with you, we'd enjoy each other's company. We'd hold hands as we strolled in the city, and we'd talk about everything. If I could spend an evening with you, I'd cherish each minute that we're together. I'd stare into your excited eyes, and, without a single word, you'd know how much I admire you. If I could spend a night with you, I'd hold you in my arms the whole night through. And I'd make passionate love to you. If I could spend my life with you, I'd try to make you taken care of. I'd always be there for you, wiping away your tears when you're sad or blue, and every day, I'd tell you how much I love you. You know what sad experience I had in the past when my father wanted to give me in marriage to a guy I didn't love and even didn't know. My decision to connect my life with you is my own conscious choice based on your ability to love me, to take good care of me, your decision to respect me and my desires. I really feel so positive and sure about our future. There is the only one issue that scares me a lot. You see, I have already paid 4 pairs of letters that we exchanged. I wish I could have unlimited financial possibilities that I don't have in fact. Tomorrow will be the hardest day in my life because it will be the first day that I will not be sure I will be able to pay for our next pair of letters. I will hope for some miracle to happen or some help to be found. I don't know where I will find it. If you have some ideas, please share them with me. We need to be a team and to solve all the problems together. Everything is perfect between us and I'm sure you are generous to help me to solve our problems with dignity. I know I will be scared tomorrow because of my disability to pay for our letters. But I want to celebrate today, because we're together, and I hope to celebrate tomorrow, because I look forward to the days ahead with a wonderful man like you.

Sometimes we go to disco clubs with my friends. Once I found the courage to take some photos in my dance dress. Hope you like the result.

Having you deeply in my heart,
waiting for many more happy moments with you,
Natalie with hope.