Letter(s) to S. H. (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my Sweetheart, my Prince of my heart.
My dear, I love you, you and your letters are so necessary for me, you are inseparable part of my life. I wait with impatience when we shall be together. All that is necessary for me in this life is to be with you, my love. I very much hope that it will occupy a little time and we soon will be together. We will be the happiest people on the ground. I very much want to be with you as it probably soon. I very much hope that we soon will be together. I do not present any life without you, my Angel! My love, absolutely soon we must be together. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU. We must as soon as possible to use this chance of destiny. We must be together soon.

I went in a passport-visa service and I have found out, what I have opportunities to arrive to you, beloved! I have found out that now I can't ask the visa of bride, because the proofs of our love and intentions to get married are required, such as photos us together, accounts of telephone negotiation, bank accounts, our letters and much another, therefore I should arrive to you and we should live together any time to have these proofs. Thus I have two variants, such how to arrive to you under the tourist visa or on the worker. The tourist visa isn't necessary to us, because I should pay for it 200 dollars USD and it is superfluous expenditure. I spoke today with my editor and senior manager about us and about that we are going to be together. I have told them how I love you and they didn't begin to dissuade me. They have told that I can ask the working visa of the journalist, and that our newspaper can help me to pay the visa and tickets, but as I shall come back a bit later to ask the visa of bride, I should write clause for the newspaper about that I have visited in America, about the Americans and much another. I very much hope that at me everything will turn out and in one week or two we shall celebrate with you our first meeting! In general today very much has tired me. I went in aircash departments and has learned about cost of the ticket, it will cost about 1300 dollars USD, plus the insurance of flight costs 900dollars USD. I was very much afflicted with this circumstance. But then I again spoke with the senior manager, I have told to him how many my trip in total will cost (2400dollars USD - including the tickets, visa, and insurance). And the senior manager spoke with the director of our newspaper, and that spoke with the general director in Moscow (on the phone). At this time already all collective of the newspaper was sick for me and for that as my question will be solved. And I can tell now that I can already tomorrow ask the working visa of the journalist and the newspaper is ready to pay the tickets and visa (1500dollars USD)!!! But I should pay the insurance - 900 dollars USD! And here I'm again in confusions, beloved... Because I haven't 900 dollars USD. I didn't think that I shall go abroad sometime, therefore I didn't save money. I have money now only to live up to the following salary, but even if I shall receive the salary, I can not pay the insurance. Tomorrow I shall speak with the parents and friends, but I think that they cannot help me to pay the insurance. I even know that my daddy will tell to me: " excuse the daughter, I and your mother we haven't such large money! You know itself what unstable at us a material situation... " - and everything in such spirit. In general I don't know what to do!? Excuse but I have decided to risk to ask of your help. I very much am afraid what you will understand me uncorrectly, but I want to ask you these 900 dollars USD. It is necessary for both of us, beloved, isn't it? I very much love you!

I love you, without you in my life there is no sense. Each day, each hour, each minute I think of you and I dream, that we shall be together. was searching for you all my life and now I have found you and I am not going to lose you. We will be happy together, I will do everything for it. I am strong enough to overcome all the difficulties and hardships which are between us. There is no barrier which can stop me. My love will overcome all the difficulties on our way to each another. We will be together, with your help. I will cross the ocean, just to be with you. I don't need anything else - I just want to see you, to look into your eyes, to kiss your lips, to touch your strong body. I will love you always, and it doesn't matter for me what will be in the future. I will love you, you are the air I breath, the reason for me to live. And there is no life for me without you. You do not think that I solve it spontaneously, I very long think of it. I do not want to miss the happiness. I love you and I want to arrive to you very much. I shall give you all my big love without the rest. I can not wait day when we shall be together. Day of our meeting is there will be unforgettably, it will be the happiest day in my life. I very much want, that it has taken place as soon as possible. I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!! I know that we are created the friend for the friend and we should be together.
Write to me as it possible soon.
I very much wait from you the news.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER
IRINA.