Letter(s) to Paul (UK)

Letter 1

It was very pleasant for me to receive from you the answer to my message but I think it will be better if you will write me letters on mine e-mail:alisa_lays@mail.ru

Letter 2

My name is Alisa. I'm 30 years old. I'm a kind and sweet single lady. I'd like to get acquainted with a handsome and considerable man with a good seince of humour. I hope that you'll reply me and we'll be good penfriends. If you want to know me closer write on my e-mail: alisa_lays@mail.ru

Letter 3

Hi my dear new friend Paul. It Alisa.

Hi my dear new friend Paul. It Alisa.
I am very glad to receive your letter. I thought you will not answer my letter.
But you have answered.
Thanks you for your answer. My letter not completely clearly to you will be possible. I cannot open at once to you. But I think that it to not prevent to learn us better. I want towrite about myself.
And also I shall send you my photo!She is pleasant to you!To me of 30 years.
I was born on November, 20, 1975 in Russia in city of Sernur. I live in the house with my mum.My father has died 8 years ago. He has gone to serve to the Chechen Republic under the contract. He was the different soldier, military. Always could protect our family. When I was offended at small age by boys. I always spoke the father, that me offend. My father always protected and helped us with mum difficult minute. Well him any more did not begin. And we with mum have remained to live one in this world. It is huge loss for us. Well all will suffice we shall not speak about it. To me and so now it is hurt to recollect. That we one with mum. I do not want that you asked me about the father!!!Because it will be hurt to me to answer your questions. Today it is the closest and favourite person for me., it is my mum. And already as 8 years of me bring up and to teach in this world one person. SHE IS my MUM!!! I have no brothers and sisters, and I have no own children!!!I want to have own family!I want to lift own children.

I have been given birth also dews in Sernur city.
My mum already now does not work. She cannot work any more. As already old. In the age of. And all our charges on residing are taken by me on myself. I pay for all. And consequently I was brought up by mum so that I was the independent girl. I shall tell about mum in the following letter. Now, as I spoke, I shall write about me directly As I spoke already, I have been given birth in 1975. Till 6 years I have gone by a kindergarten. I have gone earlier as my mum spoke, that I the clever girl. Since 7 years I started to go from school.
I studied very good. When I have left school with the Red certificate in 1995, and I have left in "Sernurskiy the state humanitarian university ". Faculty of pedagogics and technique of preschool education and foreign language - the English language. As I had the fine certificate about my finished school. I could study in University free-of-charge.
In 2000 I have finished studying in university. Since that year I work in Sernur in one of schools of city of Sernur. It is school ?11.
School settles down to the address : The city of Sernur Street of Malovo, 13.
My work will be to bring up in children a sound mind. That children became educated. Were able to read and write. That they were happy in this life. I also see off with them class hours. Where I tell it, about different cases in our city. As passes through road. My work with children compels me to be more attentive. My work with children is more difficult than with adult people. And my work is more pleasant me.
And I have pleasure, that I can help children. Probably the love to children has arrived to me with my age. And now I have understood, that children - are our future.
Therefore I would like to have my own children. LIKELY IT IS NOT INTERESTING TO YOU? I shall ask me why I have chosen you?Why I shall not find the the man in own The country? I do not know as the answer you. YOU KNOW, THAT the MAN SHOULD HELP the WOMAN.
That the FIRST the MAN ALWAYS GETS ACQUAINTED. And the WOMAN SHOULD not SUIT the FIRST. IT SO IN RUSSIA. My girlfriend, my colleague has suggested me to find acquaintance to the inquiry Internet. And now I write to you from cafe of the Internet. As I have no own computer!!! It is expensive very much. And I cannot allow this luxury. In our country not so many people have personal computers of a house. Probably the level of our life does not allow to live so that to give very much. No, I do not complain of a bad life in Russia!!! I earn what to live enough in Russia. Well, I shall finish this letter. You reading my letter and if you agree on Continue with me acquaintance. There can be I can ask to you one question: " YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WITH ME CONVERSATION ON THE INTERNET "?
It would be very pleasant for me to receive from you your photos!!
Thanks you THAT YOU COULD LISTEN to me. Thanks you that you are in this world.
I VERY MUCH WOULD LIKE TO CONTINUE our RELATIONS. I AM AFRAID, THAT YOU WILL be are AFRAID of my LETTERS.
TELL to me I CAN WRITE to YOU the LETTERS?
Yours Alisa.

Letter 4

Hi my friend Paul.
I waited back only from you and therefore you cannot even probably present as I am pleased. Write to me more about itself. I want to know you better!
Why you have not sent me the photos?? I hope that my letter was not so big and has not had time to bother you. The matter is that I very much would like to write to you much about myself. I want that you knew all about me.

I want to tell to you about my to mum. My mum has been given birth in Sernur city in on May, 11, 1952 and her now 52 years. My mum has given birth to me in 23 years. It late whether or not? My parents have met in Sernur city, it happened when my mum came back from a garden. She went from a garden where we now raise in the summer vegetables. And mum on hands had big bags. She went home and when has approached to a stop. To her has approached young the man, it was mine the daddy. Also has asked to help to inform bags. Mum has agreed. And so they also have got acquainted. Then my parents met year. And in 1973 my parents have got married. Here they also have remained to live.
After wedding I have appeared. I grew without sisters and without brothers. In family I one child. I do not know, why I was one in family, it likely the difficult economic side was. There were problems. I do not know, I at all did not ask mine of parents about it. Because I had my favourite parents. They loved me so strongly. They preserved me the heat. When I the daddy has died.... All loading of my education has lain on my mum. Certainly I very much love mine mum. And I think, that me was very successful with parents, but I began adults, and I should think of family.

How to you my English language?I hope, what, what, what I speak, you can understand and read without problems?
Studying of my language began at school. I very much loved this language, and I always wanted to study to speak concerning the English language easily and freely. After school I have continued to study the English language on special categories. I read many textbooks and have been occupied with teachers. I spoke it, I liked to study, and I have studied this subject with pleasure. I probably do mistakes?But I hope that them not so. Simply practice is necessary for me, and I think, that I can speak usually. I SHALL be FAIR, I sometimes HAS DIFFICULT WORDS WHICH it WILL be HARD for me TO UNDERSTAND YOU.
I SHALL USE the BOOK the TRANSLATOR. I HOLD the BOOK IN the BAG. And each time when I go to the Internet of cafe I I take the book with myself. You can not doubt of my pronunciation.

Now I shall tell about myself in words. You likely already saw my picture. I sent you for the first time. But can be to you, something was not clear. My growth of 170 centimeters!!! My weight of 55 kg!!!You know at us in Russia when buy clothes the body is necessary to give the sizes.
We have 3 sizes of a body:
1 size is a breast 81 centimeters
2 size - area of a stomach 65 centimeters
3 size - area of buttocks 90 centimeters
NOW YOU KNOW MY BODY THE SIZES.
I KNOW WHEN MEET THE MAN. HE WILL ASK THE MAN WAS AT YOU WHETHER OR NOT. I want to answer you at once!
In the past I have met, what the man urgently became loving. But I was silly. He has deceived me, and me was very sick. But not it I continue supervision to trust in love. It - one more reason on which I write to you. I want, will meet the he man which is worthy my clean and sincere love. Which will never deceive me. I always trusted such easy feelings as love, friendship, fidelity, fidelity, kindness.
I could not meet such the man in Russia. Because men drink vodka and beat women, when they drunk. I am afraid of it.
I need to trust, that you, which that the man I searched! I want to trust only to one to man.
This the man YOU!!!I want that YOU Paul spoke on the Internet only with me. I think, that YOU are written by other girls. BUT PLEASE IF YOU WRITE to ANOTHERS the to FAVOURITE, DO NOT WRITE to me AND DO NOT DECEIVE me. My HEART ONE. And THIS HEART FOR the PERSON WHO ON LOVES me. I hope, that has not urgently tired you with a history about myself. I shall be pleased to answer your any questions, but I not always I can understand a question.
Therefore I ask to not cope, if I cannot answer your question. I am very pleased, that we can to continue our acquaintance further. I ask to write to me more about myself.
I shall be very pleased to study you more.

It is very important for me. I SHALL WAIT FOR YOURS THE LETTER Paul, ONLY FROM YOU!
Yours Alisa.

Letter 5

Hello my dear friend Paul.
It was very pleasant for me to receive your remarkable letter!
It was very pleasant for me to receive again your very remarkable photo and I very much like your very lovely and kind eyes and also it was very pleasant for me to see a photo of your friends!!
You know, where there is a city of Sernur?It not in Ukraine!City Sernur is in Russia! I to you shall tell. That you knew. It is the Sernur area. Here also there is a city of Sernur. Distance from Kazan up to Moscow of 893 km. To reach Moscow by train 16 hours. At us there passes a trunk-railway. On which it is possible to reach from Sernur Moscow. My city is on the river Volga. It is the big river. And very beautiful. Sernur city beautiful. Here beautiful streets. It is a lot of trees, vegetation, it is green city.
Here many kind grandmothers and grandfathers. They about my house gather and sit. They speak about a life. That as lived earlier. Earlier at Gorbachev lived well, and it is now bad. In the winter in the center there is a fur-tree. To many people everyone gather also are pleased to a holiday. I do not know our industry. I am not interested. It is not interesting to me. I am engaged in the work. It benefits to me. I never looked in a telescope.
Likely it is beautiful to look close at stars. I only see stars at night. I look at them from the ground.
I hope that you liked my old letter and I to not tire you the story about itself. I had good mood and I would like to transfer it to you. I want to tell that in Russia to live not easily but cheerfully. I want to tell to you about life in Russia. Here it is a lot of deceit. On the Internet I for the first time get acquainted. Therefore I do not know, whether there is a deceit on the Internet. But I want to speak not about it.
I receive the very small salary per one month 83 $. And it does not suffice to me. Me and other teachers. But it not our fault. It is fault of our government in city. We as teachers are as state employees.
That is we live on maintenance the government. The government to pay to teachers very small wages. It is good, that pay to us though any money. You imagine, as teachers now live. AND IF THE GOVERNMENT IN GENERAL PAY NOTHING. THAT AS TO US TO LIVE AND WORK. We ALSO WORK PRACTICALLY FOR the FREE-OF-CHARGE WORK. Because it is noble work.

You probably already heard that the laughter prolongs a life? The person sometimes should laugh. Therefore do not think that I not the serious girl.
Now, as speak in Russia, a joke in the party.
I want, speak you, that I like to make, when I have a free time. I like to read novels about love and to look soap operas. I spoke you, that I like to look films about love. I love the Russian films about love and the American films. I shall name to you names films which you could understand: " Destiny " (Russia); " 50 first kisses " (USA). If you did not look these films, I allow to you council to look them, they will be It is similar to you.
When the man and the woman leave. Later 1,2,5 years meet.
It is fine!!!!!!!!! EVEN TEAR ON the CHEEK is ROLLED. When you hear these films.
In film " Moscow does not trust tears " the man and the woman meet at station.
YOU KNOW WHEN THEY FOR THE FIRST TIME HAVE SEEN EACH OTHER. THEY AT ALL DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHO BEFORE THEM STANDS.
THEY FOR A LONG TIME STOOD LOOKED AGAINST EACH OTHER. And then have rushed to each other.
AND YOU KNOW WHY?BECAUSE IT IS LAST MEETING. IF THEY WILL ONCE AGAIN BE LOST, IT IS MORE WHEN WILL NOT MEET.
Paul I WANT TO ASK YOU:
YOU THINK ABOUT OUR MEETINGS SIMILAR TO THIS FILM IN THE FUTURE?

I want to tell to you, that I as like to listen to music. I have no any favourite group. I love silent slow music For example from foreign music I love a song " Britney Spears" (Toxic)
I like to knit a sweater, a jacket and socks all from them from a wool. As in the winter in Russia it is cold.
I already spoke you, that I have garden. The garden is behind of city. It approximately 50 kilometers from Sernur. My garden has name " WOOD OPEN SPACES "
Therefore in the summer every week we enter into a garden. We lift in a garden: apples, a currant, a potato, carrots, cucumbers, tomatoes.
BUT I TO YOU AT ONCE WANT TO TELL ONE THING. THAT I NOT SUCH AS OTHER WOMEN. I DO NOT LIKE TO DRINK VODKA AND TO SMOKE CIGARETTES.
FOR ME THE MOST IMPORTANT IS THE HEALTHY WAY OF LIFE. IN FACT I TEACH CHILDREN.
Now I want to tell about that I like to eat. I love salads, especially salad from tomatoes with the cucumbers filled maioneze. I like to prepare for pancakes with sour cream.
I also very much like to prepare for soup chicken, a borshch meat. I hope, that you will sometime try these soups.
I want to ask to you a question. You love the nature? To go on picnic?To go to a wood?To collect mushrooms, berries?You love singing birds? What at you birds fly?The finest season?

I feel, that we with each letter become more close to each other!!! Though, if I shall be fair, if I had an opportunity to leave to live in other country I would go with pleasure!!!
I SPOKE YOU ABOUT MY LAST PERSON. IT IS HURT TO ME TO TELL NOW. I SHALL TELL TO YOU THE FOLLOWING LETTER.
I do not know. But I have difficulties with acquaintance with the man. And now I very much gladm, that we have started to correspond with each other. I hope, that we shall not stop on it.
Now, when I have written to you this letter, I am afraid, that you can me to not answer!!!
Please do not stop to write to me letters. With your letters I forget my past, and me The beginning to think of the future it is more.
I am confident, that for us wait the fine future, Probably I speak about it early. You see, that we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary For us. But we have taken a first step. And we should do many steps before we can tell each other: " I love you ". And I very much hope, that you will really agree with me. And we shall correspond Further.
I shall wait the letter from you.
Yours Alisa.

Letter 6

Hi my Paul.
It was pleasant for me to receive your remarkable letter today!
I very much was surprised when have seen that that you have calculated all route from the city up to mine.. =))
I PROMISED TO TELL TO YOU ABOUT MY LAST TO THE MAN!!! I DO NOT HAVE NOW MAN!!!It is a history of love has taken place with me 2 years ago.
This day was solar and when, I have gone to shop behind products. I have met the girlfriend by name Oksana with whom we work at school. We with him have got into conversation also she has suggested to go in some hours on a beach on to sunbathe.
I have agreed. And in some hours we have met. Have sat on a trolley bus and have gone on a beach.
When we have arrived was to much people. We have chosen a place for sunburn. We in Russia have special cabins. Cabins for men and cabins for women. Where men dress bathing trousers. And women a bathing suit.
I have changed clothes. Also has told Oksana, that has gone to the river. She has told well. I floated very slowly, I swim on a back. Simply I lie down on a back and foots I move the body. When I am tired to float, I have decided to leave from water.
And it became cold to me. Well because water all the same in Russia at temperature +26 cold.
I did not know, that to me to make. I began to call Oksana that she has brought to me a towel. That I could be covered. But she did not hear. And to me has approached the man. He was presented. Him called Egor. She is the man highly growth. Its growth was under the Russian standards of 175 centimeters. Black hair, brown eyes. He has liked me at once when I have seen Egora before myself. He has suggested to take advantage of a towel which was at it. I have agreed. To me began so warmly. I even have forgotten a cold. THEN WHEN we HAVE GOT INTO CONVERSATION. SPOKE ABOUT MANY. We were GOING TO go HOME. Because time came to an end for sunburn. The sun it was not visible any more. He has suggested to carry spend us up to a house. But Oksana, has not agreed.
She has told, that we shall go without Egora. I saw to her eyes, that Egor to her also have liked. But it hid from me.
Then Egor has left phone and has asked, that I have called him. Also has left.
To me began then so it is insulting, that the man which to me has very much liked, has abandoned me. He did not carry spend me up to a house. But I am not guilty then was. Simply my girlfriend so has wanted. I cannot argue with the good girlfriend. In fact we with her work together. Next day I have called Egoru. And he has invited me to a meeting. I was very glad, that Egor have not forgotten me. We have met. We talked. He has told where works. He works as the simple person at a factory. He was not rich. He did not have many money. HE ALWAYS BOUGHT to me SURPRISES. SPOKE PLEASANT WORDS. SPOKE THAT WANTS TO be WITH me. THAT was HAPPY TO MEET me. I every day understood, that it is mine the man.
That I at it the unique woman. We WITH HIM did not HAVE SEX. HE DID NOT WANT WITH me SEX. HE SIMPLY LOVED me SO STRONGLY, WHAT EVEN HAS TOLD to me, to HIM SEX is not IMPORTANT. FEELINGS are NECESSARY for HIM!!!It is NECESSARY for HIM was it is SIMPLY WARM.
I thought, that we can create the big and strong family. That we will have children in the future.
At me in a head image Egora was only. I could not sleep without it. You understand, what such words LOVE??? IT WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY THINK OF the to the MAN.
You DO NOT SLEEP at the NIGHTS. You WAKE UP at NIGHT AND you SEE ITS IMAGE. YOU WANT TO TOUCH ITS PERSON. TO KISS. You SUFFER FOR IT, that the love in the man means. These all feelings pursued me 3 months. I did not HAVE SEXUAL RELATIONS!!!I STILL THE VIRGIN!!!
I trusted him. I was ready to make all for it. BUT IN my LIFE there was a TRAGEDY!!!IT was CRISIS of my HEART. I very much was ill. And I had headache in a head. I have not gone for work. My mum has bought to me medicines. And I accepted medicines. In the evening to me it became better. I HAVE DECIDED TO go TO the GIRLFRIEND. BECAUSE I was not ON WORK. Also WANTED FIND OUT, THAT HAS TAKEN PLACE THIS DAY AT SCHOOL. I HAVE gone To OKSANE HOME. WHEN I HAVE CALLED AT the DOOR. To me WHO HAS not OPENED the DOOR. I BEGAN TO CALL ONCE AGAIN.
To me the DOOR was OPENED by the LITTLE SISTER At OKSANI. I HAVE ASKED CALL OKSANU. She HAS ANSWERED, THAT OKSANA is IN the BEDROOM. I HAVE DECIDED TO go IN the BEDROOM. And WHEN I HAVE OPENED the DOOR. I SIMPLY COULD not BELIEVE the EYES. ON THE BED LAID OKSANA AND EGOR.
I at once have run out from an apartment and have run with tears on street. And then home. I have come running home and at once have rushed on a bed. And to cry began very strongly. I wanted to finish a life. I thought, that the life for me has ended. That more in this world there will be no more girl by name ALISA. I for a long time did not leave a bedroom. When there has come my mum in the evening. She has seen me on a bed. Also has asked: What there was my girl???I have told, that Egor mum changes to me. She was simply in a shock. It was impact for her. It was impact for me. And now has passed 1,5 years. I live with mum. I am lonely. I was afraid to get acquainted with men. I was afraid, that the man to cause me a pain. That the man will use me. That he will play simply with me.
Well AS to me TO SHOUT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD. THAT my VOICE was HEARD by ALL MEN ON the PLANET. THAT it is IMPOSSIBLE TO PLAY WITH FEELINGS. IT CAN is SIMPLE LEAD TO to DEATH.
And now I have got acquainted with you. I began to trust you. I began to understand, what not all men change to the girls.
That you not as all men. You kind!!!You attentive!!!
You can love only one woman in the life. And up to the end of the life. Well I have told to you the truth. I have told to you each moment of my last life.
NOW I WANT TO FORGET THE PAST. I WANT TO CROSS OUT THE PAST. YOU WILL HELP ME???
I WANT TO BEGIN THE NEW AND CLEAN LIFE.
Yours Alisa.

Letter 7

Hi my dear Paul.
As your day today???
You waited for my letter???I think you of me any more overlook much???
Because I know, that if the person does not write 1-2 days. That it forget. But it not so!!!You have not forgotten me.
I hope that all well!!!
I am very glad, that you have written to me the letter!!!If you knew, when I have checked up the mail.
Also has seen yours the letter, I was so is happy. Also has shouted HURRAH!!! So in Russia shout, when at you all is wonderful. Even many in cafe have paid attention to me.
They have been surprised. Also did not know, why I so have cried. Forgive me that my last letter was sad....
NOW MY LETTERS ALWAYS WILL BE SUCH HAPPY BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ME.
AND I NEAR TO YOU. AS WELL AS YOU BESIDE WITH ME.
But all this in the past!!!I WANT TO FORGET the PAST AND TO BEGIN the NEW LIFE, NEW FAMILY.
I WANT TO BEGIN ALL WITH NEW to PAGE of the SHEET. And TO WRITE to ITSELF the BIG AND CLEAN LOVE.
WHAT DO YOU THINK???
With each letter, I understand, that we become more holded to each other. I START TO LOVE YOUR LETTERS.
I START TO TRUST YOUR WORDS. BUT TO be NECESSARY it is A LOT OF HOURS AND SECONDS TO TELL the FEELINGS???
YOU AGREE WITH me. YOU I DO NOT THINK, THAT I WRITE to OTHER MEN. I DO NOT WRITE to WHOM.
My HEART ONE KNIGHT AND CAN WIN ONLY ONE MAN. It the man would like to see you. I understand, that is hard to read likely mine the letter. But so we can find out each other.
And WHEN my REASON AND YOUR REASON TO be FILLED with FEELINGS. We SHOULD TELL to the FRIEND to the FRIEND.
THAT we SHOULD MEET!!!

Now I am ready to give you the home address:

Index 425450 RUSSIA
Republic Mari El
Sernurski district
Settlement Sernur
glavpochtamt
User's / box 3 poste restante!!!

Apaeva Alisa Vitalevna

If you trust me, also should send me the address!!!We should know our addresses approximately.
That in the future we did not lose our addresses. And held them from extraneous eyes. IF we CAN not RECEIVE the LETTER ON the INTERNET. THAT we CAN SEND our LETTERS ON the HOME ADDRESS.
Write down my address. I WANT TO TELL to YOU.
My dear as I shall know your domestic post address that I can write to you the letter the gentle hand and also I can send you the photo ?oiou when have received my letter that could read my words on a paper and also that you might see my photo almost in alive instead of on the computer screen!
l very much would like to hear your voice. And I think, that you also would like to hear my voice. I cann't give you telephone number of a house because I have no any phone of my house!!!
YOU UNDERSTAND ME???I HAVE NO PHONE OF THE HOUSE!!!I want to speak with you, it would be amusing to hear your voice.
But my familiar also have no any phone.
At SCHOOL WHERE I WORK, there is a PHONE NUMBER. THIS NUMBER ONLY AT the PRINCIPAL.
And consequently ALL QUESTIONS AT SCHOOL. The PRINCIPAL DECIDES. And we AS TEACHERS ONLY HAVE THE RIGHT TO USE on to PHONE Emergency BECAUSE the SCHOOL TO PAY FOR PHONE. And IF I SHALL CAUSE YOU BY THIS PHONE. I CAN HAVE PROBLEMS WITH DIRECTOR.
YOU UNDERSTAND me. At us the case was when one teacher has decided to call in other city in Russia. So there has come the receipt for telephone conversation. And the principal has caused and has punished it.
He subtracted cost of conversation from wages. Now you understand me!!!
BUT I TO YOU ALL THE SAME ALLOW MY NUMBER PHONE ON WORK AT SCHOOL (8362) 11-42-17!!!
My dear Paul excuse but I certainly to call to you from a city telephone exchange which am at me in city and I very much want to hear your voice and I think it will be better if you in the following letter will send me the full telephone code of your country and your city and also your domestic or mobile phone number and only as I shall know your telephone coordinates that I at once I shall call you!
To you my mum sends the regards to you.
Also speaks that if we shall meet. That I shall introduce her to you. She when did not see the Foreign citizen. I to it her have told that I her shall introduce to her you. You not against will be.
She hopes, that in the future we can be magnificent pair. Well all to me is time to run home. I only, that from work.
You know, what is the time I already write already to you this letter.
Approximately I now look it at hours of 1,5 hours.
And the manager of cafe asks that I paid for cafe.
Well all while at me remained to time very little. Please do not miss. Also think of me. I wait for your answer!!!
The big and distant kiss to you !!!Start up this kiss up to flies up to you. And who will not catch. But only YOU!!!
YOUR Alisa.

Letter 8

Hello dear Paul!!!!
It dear Alisa!!!All is good. I so am happy to receive your letter. I understand, that between ours there are remarkable relations. They each time become stronger and stronger. You understand all my words. I understand all your words. I always, on an extent was more than week, supported in all your words. I began to trust very strongly to you. You also began me to trust. You so are expensive me.
I could not in the past even on think, that I shall find clever and correct, special the man. I am happy because you are. I receive your letter. And I read each time also to me well, I feel the true woman. You have given that that have not given any man. My you. And I not with can forget you. I shall write until then. While you to me will tell want to write whether or not. I go for work and I am happy. I recollect you.
And to me on work speak why you smile. Yes because you near to me. I am sad. When me offend. Hurt me. I like when I am given with gifts. Speak beautiful words. Embrace and kiss.
Paul At you the same feelings arise, when you go for work???
Paul,excuse me but it was very pleasant for me to receive from you your home address and I already today have written you the letter and have sent him to you home and you can receive him only in 1-2 weeks!!!
Paul,excuse me but it was certainly pleasant for me to hear about that that you protect my money and that that you want to help me money for payment the Internet of services and also for payment of telephone conversations with you but I very much you ask to not worry about anything as I have a few the savings and I can pay the Internet of service and telephone conversations without superfluous problems and consequently I very much you ask to tell in the following letter to me the telephone number that I could call to you and communicate to you!!!
Paul,for the Internet of service in eioa?iiao cafe I pay 60 Russian roubles (about 2 American dollars)!!!
And I become sure, that sometime there will come day when we can tell each other: " I love you ". Now you know about my mum. I have overlooked to tell my mum call " Mum Natasha ". Paul, Natasha beautiful name??? To you my mum sends the regards to you.
She is very happy to meet you in our city. But I spoke mum. That would like to leave to you for your country. She HAS TOLD, THAT IF YOU LOVE ALISA THIS PERSON. THAT I SHALL NOT PREVENT YOUR RELATIONS AND YOUR MEETING. I SHALL be ALWAYS GLAD, THAT my DAUGHTER WILL not be NOW ONE. THAT she will HAVE TRUE MAN AND the DEFENDER IN the HOUSE. My MUM SPOKE me in the EVENING WHEN we WITH her SAT ON CUISINE AND PREPARED for the FINE DISH "BORSHCH".
That we should be fair in our feelings. And to make of the decision should always together. You understand me??? If in the future we should meet. That you should tell to me of a word "YES". I should tell to you of a word "YES". And ONLY THEN we SHALL be GOING TO MEET EACH OTHER.

Now I want to tell to you about the daily routine. Because you should know, when I shall be on work. And I shall write to what time to you letters about the Internet of cafe. I shall write a little about my daily routine. Per working days I rise early from bed. I rise at 6:30 mornings.
It would be wonderful, if I could wake up near to you and speak you " GOOD MORNING FAVOURITE ". " I HAVE PREPARED YOU FOR COFFEE OR TEA WITH THE LEMON THAT YOU COULD WAKE UP "
Then I go in a bath where I wash and I clean a teeth. Then I do small gymnastics that my muscles came in the older. Further I prepare for breakfast. I DO NOT LIKE TO eat MUCH. Because on work it will be very hard to work. I eat very little. But it is enough, that on work to not get hungry. I make sandwiches with sausage, cheese and cooked eggs And then I drink tea with a lemon. It is my breakfast.
AT 7:20 I go for work. I GO FOR WORK BY THE TROLLEY BUS, as I have not the own car. I ALSO HAVE NO RIGHT ON THE AUTOMOBILE!!!For 48 minutes I need go to my work. I go FOR WORK VERY QUICKLY TO NOT be LATE. I COME ON the STOP AND I WAIT the TROLLEY BUS NUMBER 297. I SIT ON THIS ROUTE AND the MEAL. At us IN the TROLLEY BUS the MELODY ALWAYS PLAYS. And WHEN the BEAUTIFUL MELODY PLAYS. I ALWAYS RECOLLECT YOU.
I arrive to stopping point and I leave from a trolley bus. Then I should go on foot. When I go on foot for work. On road to me there are my pupils. They speak me: " HELLO ALISA VITALEVNA " I speak them: " HELLO MINE DEAR " I COME IN SCHOOL. My work begins in 8:30 minutes. We at school have special protection.
You at schools have special protection???It that our children were in safety!!!At us at school children study with 1 on 11 class.
We in Russia do not have 4 classes. At us pupils at once pass about 3 classes to 5 class. This such education in Russia.
I TEACH LESSONS of MATHEMATICS AND the ENGLISH LANGUAGE!!!!I AM the CLASS TEACHER of the CLASS NUMBER 3 B.
It when the teacher looks behind the certain class up to leaving school. At us it is A LOT OF CLASSES AT SCHOOL.
I SHALL WRITE to YOU SOME CLASSES THAT YOU COULD PRESENT AS ours IN RUSSIA CHILDREN STUDY!!!
CLASSES:
1 A, 1 B, 1 C......... 6 A, 6 B.......
You understand now. When I come a class, my pupils prepare for a lesson and rise when I am welcomed by all together. It is fine!!!
I shall write when the schedule of lessons and time of lessons.
1 lesson from 8:30 and till 9:10
2 lesson from 9:20 and till 10:00
3 lesson from 10:10 and till 10:50
4 lesson from 11:05 and till 11:45
5 lesson from 11:55 and till 12:35
6 lesson from 12:45 and till 13:25
IT ONLY AT ONE CLASS. And I see off lessons at 2 classes. And consequently I at go about work in 18:20 minutes.
Then at once I go to the Internet of cafe and I write to you the letter. But I can write to you the letter only in the evening. You do not take offence at me???
Then, when I shall write to you the letter. I at once go home. At home, I am usually occupied with domestic affairs. It is washing of clothes, cleaning of rooms from a dust. And another. At leisure, I watch TV more. At me the free time is not enough. I have good girlfriend by name Veronika Olegovna. We with her together work at school now. She is already married. And I see off a free time together with her. We with her as two best girlfriends!!!We talk on different themes. We speak on female themes.
But it is not interesting to you. I HAVE now CARRIED OUT WITH YOU ON the INTERNET 1, 5 HOURS.
Me ASK TO ABANDON the COMPUTER BECAUSE my TIME HAS PASSED. I CAN WRITE to STILL more MANY LETTERS. BUT IT CONSTANTLY TO WRITE VERY DEARLY FOR me.
I so would not like with you now leaves about the Internet of cafe. I could write to you and tell about all!!! I on you miss. I shall wait for your letter. I shall come tomorrow in cafe and I shall look a mail you have written to me whether or not!!! Always and unique love Alisa!!!

P.S.I with impatience shall wait in the following letter your telephone number!!!

Letter 9

Hi my man Paul!!!
I cannot hide now from you, that I now feel. I understand you me now will not understand. To me you were very pleasant to go on those sites on which to me have written references and on these sites all was told about weather in Kazan and in England and yes at us here in Russia it is very cold and even I happen ia?cio in the street in the warm coat and a cap and me very pleasantly that that at you in England is very warm.....And I very much too would like to appear in a warm place with liked by the man by name Paul!!! Paul,how you think it probably??
Also it was very pleasant for me to receive and from you your telephone number and I can call you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow and I very much you ask to wait for me am sonorous by the phone!! But I want to tell to you, that I cannot fall asleep now. About, MY GOD UNLESS SUCH GIRL AS I COULD GROW FOND of ONE MORE MAN???I SHALL ANSWER NOW, WHAT YES, YES, YES!!!I NOW AM not AFRAID TO TELL the FEELINGS TO YOU.
I HAVE FOUND the the MAN. I HAVE FOUND YOU mine Paul!!! YOU NOW CAN TELL to me EVERYTHING, THAT YOU NOW WANT. PLEASE GIVE WILL to the FEELINGS.
TELL to me ABOUT the EMOTIONS TO me???WHAT YOU NOW FEEL???I KNOW, EVERYONE the MAN WHICH WANTS WHEN WINS HEART of the WOMAN, ACHIEVES HER HEART.
I KNOW SO DIFFICULTLY TO TELL to YOU, THAT YOU FEEL TO me. BUT YOU SHOULD TELL to me. I'm fine on work. At us in school have resulted the little boy. He such lovely and good. I want to tell to you about him. His name is Stas. To him of 8 years. When I have seen him, he has not been much frightened. Well you understand!!!!! This boy was the newcomer at school. him have translated from other school. Now he will study at my school. I with him spoke. Why you do not smile. He for a long time did not speak with me!!!!!!!!! BUT HAS then TOLD to me ABOUT the FAMILY. I HAVE ASKED HIM. AS YOUR PARENTS LIVE.
HE to me HAS TOLD, THAT AT IT BAD PARENTS. I HAVE ASKED HIM WHY???HE HAS TOLD, THAT the DADDY CONSTANTLY OFFENDS MUM. HE CONSTANTLY DRINKS VODKA AND COMES HOME MALICIOUS. And AT ONCE SWEARS AT MUM. I AM AFRAID of HIM AND I HIDE IN the DARK ROOM. I to him have told, it is awful that at you such parents. You very nice boy. YOU IMAGINE HE HAVE SMILED!!!HE was SAD, And NOW HE HAS SMILED!!!I SO was HAPPY, THAT HE HAS SMILED!!! YOU UNDERSTAND me. I now so would like to go in school every day. To see the pupils. They are my pupils. YOU IMAGINE, THAT EXCEPT FOR me WHO of THEM WILL not LEARN TO LIVE CORRECTLY!!!I HELP THEM TO BEGIN the LONG AND LONG LIFE. I MAKE CHILDREN CLEVER AND EDUCATED. IN FACT SO it is A LOT OF CHILDREN At WHOM PARENTS CONSTANTLY SWEAR BECAUSE OF the SIMPLE REASON. It is VODKA!!!I DO NOT WANT, THAT my CHILD AS was SAD!!!
I WANT, THAT ours WITH YOU the KID ALWAYS SMILED AND SPOKE: " MUM, the DADDY I RUN TO YOU ". And YOU RUSH TO HIM. And I STAND AND I LOOK. WHAT YOU GOOD. Also I SPEAK MYSELF, WHERE HAPPINESS. I have more IN THIS LIFE it is not NECESSARY WHOM. ONLY YOU!!!! In fact the life is given only once!!!Also it is necessary to live so this day as though you have lived all life.
I want, that all children and adults were happy. That there was no war. That war in the CHECHEN REPUBLIC, in IRAQ has stopped. THAT there was no TERROR. THAT the PERSON LIVED And ?? was AFRAID TO LEAVE ON STREET. FOR WHAT WE NOW IS NECESSARY TO STRUGGLE. FOR THE SILENT AND PEACE LIFE!!!YOU AGREE WITH ME???I know, you now read this letter attentively. And you want, that I was with you now.
Sat and looked on stars, recollected our first meetings. Our first letters. It is pleasant to recollect the good past??? It so is wonderful!!!
I KNOW, THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE WITH ME SEX. I ALSO WOULD LIKE TO HAVE WITH YOU SEX.
BUT WE WITH YOU ARE ON DISTANCE. I DO NOT KNOW, CERTAINLY OF WHAT YOU NOW THINK.
CAN ABOUT ME???WHETHER OR NOT???
I NOW THINK ONLY ABOUT OUR MEETINGS!!! YOU WANT THE MEETING WITH ME!!!
I KNOW, At YOU NOW it is A LOT OF WORK. I KNOW, THAT the MAN A LOT OF TIME WASTE TIME ON WORK. THEY NEED TO EARN MONEY!!!What ideas at you???
Well let's not think now of it.I shall tell to you at us what holidays in Russia.
January 1 - New year.
January 7 - Christmas.
January 14 - Old New year.
February 23 - Day of the defence counsels of Fatherland.
March 8 - Female day.
May 1 - day of work.
May 9 - day of a victory above a fascism.
September 1 - day of knowledge.
October 2 - Day of the teacher.
November, 20 - My birthday....=)))
Well and so on. I certainly all do not remember.
When I was small, I dreamed to become the doctor or the bookkeeper. And for Christmas I wanted, that to me have presented big doll Barrbi. It is dream of each girl, that their mums and the daddy have presented them such gift. My dream has not come true!!!You likely want to ask me???What at me now dream.
I want domestic heat and calmness. I want, that wars have stopped. And bloodsheds. I want, that each person was not afraid to leave on street in the evening. That people respected and appreciated honesty and kind acts. I AM SURE, THAT SUCH WORDS will be not not WRITTEN by ANY GIRL. BECAUSE the GIRL WITH CLEAN SOUL AND HEART CAN WRITE SUCH WORDS ONLY. IT I YOUR FAVOURITE ALISA!!!
My lovely Paul, my dear Paul, I am afraid to speak you about it, but I LOVE YOU Paul!!!
I love You MY DEAR Paul!!!Alisa....

Letter 10

Hello my lovely Paul!!!
I have received your letter. All is wonderful. So it is fine to feel like the present woman!!!
My lovely Paul I you have visited those sites in the Internet which to me have told to visit and they have very much liked me!!
That you understand me. That you love me. I know, that you have unique woman. SHE IS the WOMAN Alisa!!!
At ME ON WORK ALL IS GOOD. MY MUM ASKED ABOUT YOU. SHE HAS TOLD ME, THAT WOULD LIKE TO SEE TOGETHER. THAT WE STAND And we LOOK AGAINST EACH OTHER. And MUM SPEAKS, THAT WHAT FINE PAIR. Also ASKS YOU. YOU WILL BE LOVES ME And TO GIVE PLEASURE???You would like so???
It is fine. When your and my dream to be carried out. I ALL THESE DAYS ALL TIME THOUGHT Of YOU.
ME ON WORK ALL TIME ASK. WHY I In GOOD MOOD. YES BECAUSE YOU MY LOVELY WITH ME!! My pupils speak: " Alisa Vitalevna why you so smile???" Well I could answer my pupils. They yet did not test such feelings. At them still the whole life ahead.
Thank you that you are. Thank you that you near to me. I did not think at all, that could meet love on Internet. And NOW I HAVE BELIEVED.. NOW I SHALL SPEAK the PUPILS. TO TELL the HISTORY of LOVE. AS the SIMPLE RUSSIAN GIRL BY NAME Alisa HAS GROWN FOND of the MAN BY NAME Paul. THAT THIS LOVE TILL NOW PROCEEDS. THEY ARE HAPPY. THOUGH THEY LIVE In the DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. I ASKED the PUPILS. THAT PUPILS it IS NECESSARY TO MAKE. You imagine, that they have told amicably. THAT the MAN And the WOMAN SHOULD WILL MEET!!!I was surprised. One boy has told. Alisa Vitalevna, my parents have met, when I was not born yet. My daddy lived in other country. He lived in Poland. And mum of lived Russia. And daddy could not arrive. He worked and earned money. IT WAS DIFFICULT TIME. THEN MUM HAS ARRIVED To DADDY. And HE WAS SO IS HAPPY. THAT DADDY COULD NOT BELIEVE the EYES. At IT HEART FOR SOME MINUTES HAS TOPPED. And THEN MUM HAS TOUCHED HIM. Also HAS WHISPERED ON the EAR. I LOVE YOU!!!
Alisa Vitalevna you now should not sit and wait the love. You now should rush to the love. You should rush and fly to the to the man. If he you loves also you him like. You that should not stop. it IS YOUR DESTINY And THIS YOUR FUTURE!!!
At me heart began to beat very strongly. You imagine, this pupil has told me the real truth.
And when I went from work on a stop. I can not think, that children at small age already think on the adult.
I HAVE DECIDED, THAT OUR MEETING IT AS the MAGIC FAIRY TALE. SHE SHOULD BE CARRIED OUT OR TO NOT BE to THIS FAIRY TALE. OR IT SIMPLY DREAMS.
YOU WANT WILL MEET ME???YOU WANT TO TOUCH PALMS MY PERSON???
YOU WANT TO EMBRACE ME And TO WHISPER ON the EAR: I LOVE YOU???I YESSSSSSS!!!
Tell me: How you strongly want me???
WHAT YOU HAVE MADE AT the MEETING???WHAT WORDS WOULD TELL ME???
YOU HAVE INVITED ME In the HOUSE OR WE WERE In HOTEL???
It so is important for me. Answer me these questions!!!
I LOVE YOU And MISSED ON YOU. MY HEART ALWAYS CRIES, WHEN YOU NOT BESIDE WITH ME.
I WANT YOU And I SHALL BE INJURED. IF YOU WILL GIVE UP to ME OUR MEETINGS!!!
Well all my time has left. The manager of cafe asks to abandon a place. I simply do not want to leave you. But I need to go!!!
Bye MY LOVELY Paul!!!
I love you all heart Alisa!!!

Letter 11

My lovely Paul.
I so is happy to see your letter. I simply missed on you. I so waited for yours letter. You simply could not know, how now I want you to see now. Thank you that you spend with me time on internete. Thank you that you now near to me.
I as you already know too I believe in the god and I each Sunday go with my liked mum to church!! YOU In MY HEART. YOU In my opinion. YOU AS OXYGEN WHICH HELPS ME TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD. YOU MY PLEASURE. YOU MY AIR, the SKY. YOU ALL FOR ME.
Today (November, 12).

I HAVE WOKEN UP VERY MUCH EARLY 04:37 minutes. When all people in city still slept. I have risen and have looked in a window. In the street it was very bright, bright. DREAM HAS DREAMED ME. I WANT TO TELL to YOU About HIM. It is all began before our meeting. I HAVE ALREADY COME In the AIRPORT, HAVE REGISTERED the LUGGAGE. HAS PASSED CUSTOMS HOUSE. HAS PASSED LANDING POINT. HAS RISEN ABOARD THE PLANE. to ME HAVE TOLD MADAM Alisa PASS And TAKE the PLACE In the PLANE. YOUR PLACE IS NEAR the WINDOW. I SAT ON THIS PLACE And HAVE FALLEN ASLEEP. I RECOLLECTED YOU. I THOUGHT, THAT I shall OPEN EYES And I shall BE ALREADY In YOUR HANDS. WHEN I HAVE OPENED EYES AROUND OF ME PEOPLE BEGAN TO RUN In the PLANE. I ASKED THAT HAPPENED???THEY SPEAK ME, THAT the PLANE IS NOT SERVICEABLE.
THAT HE CAN FALL At any moment. I HAVE VERY STRONGLY GOT A FRIGHT, And BEGAN TO CALL to YOU. BUT YOU DID NOT TAKE the PHONE. I WANTED TO TELL YOU LAST WORDS (I LOVE YOU MINE And ONLY MINE Paul) BUT At YOU the PHONE WAS sWITCHED OFF. I CALLED And CALLED. BUT AS COULD NOT PHONE.
THEN the WOMAN HAS RUN UP TO ME With the CHILD And HAS TOLD GIVE ME the PHONE TO CALL With the HUSBAND And the SENIOR SON. I AT ONCE HAVE GIVEN HER the PHONE. And SHE WAS GONE. NOW I DID not HAVE PHONE. ALL LOVE RAN And WORRIED. BUT I DID NOT WORRY, I ONLY PRAYED. I SPOKE MY GOD HELP to ME TO SURVIVE. And SUDDENLY the PLANE STARTED TO FALL. the DOOR And PEOPLE HAS OPENED HAVE STARTED TO FALL In AIR. I HELD the HANDS the BODY. I ASKED ALL MY GOD HELP And KEEP ME. the PLANE HAS FALLEN In the WOOD. there WAS A LOT OF BLOOD And MY HAND BEGAN TO MOVE. I WAS VERY HURT ME Also COULD NOT MOVE. EVERYONE WERE DEAD. I ONLY ONE HAVE REMAINED And MORE WHOM.. I SHOUTED HELP ME. SOMEBODY. BUT WHO WAS NOT FOUND. And SUDDENLY the GOD of ME HAS HEARD. I HAVE SEEN the MAN. BUT WHO DID NOT KNOW IT. In my opinion there WAS SO MUCH a DUST And ASHES. THAT WHO WAS DIFFICULT for ME CONSIDER THERE. IT WAS YOU. I SHOUTED Paul, Paul, Paul.
I HERE. And YOU SHOUTED to ME I HERE MINE Alisa Alisa Alisa BUT WHEN YOU HAVE APPROACHED ON CLOSER MY HEART HAVE STOPPED. I AT LAST HAVE SEEN the MAN of the DREAM!!!
All began very quickly. And so it was quickly finished.
TELL ME OUR MEETING WILL NOT BE SUCH SAD???
And the PLANE of the RUSSIAN COMPANY WILL DELIVER ME In YOUR COUNTRY. I TRUST OUR AIRLINES.
I HAVE TOLD to MUM About DREAMED DREAM. You remember, when I have told you that spoke mum about you. That has got acquainted with you on internete. Mum of nothing has told me then. She has gone to that day to the fortuneteller.
Mum Worried for me. Whether wanted to find out I shall find the love. The fortuneteller predicted to my mum my future. THAT I MEET the MAN WHICH ON I LOVE.
Also THAT THIS PERSON WILL BE FROM OTHER COUNTRY. Also THAT Shortly, ME the MARK WILL BE SPECIFIED.
AS to ME TO ACT FURTHER.
Tonight I have come home. My mum already was at home. Mum has told to me as she went to the fortuneteller.
And SHE HAS TOLD, THAT YOUR DREAM is YOUR WAY.
I HAVE MADE VERY IMPORTANT DECISION In the LIFE. As I have a few small financial savings that I tomorrow I go on railway station the ticket and already the day after tomorrow I go to Moscow in the best in Russia travel agency which refer to as "Travel-Master" and I in this travel agency shall start registrations of the visa to arrival to you in the country and the passport for travel abroad for arrival to you! You are glad to this?! You are glad to this? I SHALL WRITE YOU the ADDRESS of AGENCY "Travel- Master": Russia,Moscow,Leninskiy street 142.
Here I shall submit applications for registration of the visa and the passport for travel abroad for arrival to you.
I shall write the information to you in the following letter.
ME WAS NECESSARY TO RUN NOW. I DO NOT WANT TO LEAVE YOU. BUT I NEED TO ABANDON the INTERNET of CAFE.
MY LOVE YOU KNOW, WHAT I MOST OF ALL AM AFRAID???
The answer: when the manager of cafe will tell It. " The Girl, your time was finished "
Your half of heart Alisa.

Letter 12

Hi my dear and loved Paul!!!!
I today was very glad to receive from you yours wonderfully the letter!!!
My very very lovely Paul as at you an affair? Than you are borrowed?
My most dear I all night today asked the god for that that at us with you all was very good and also that the god has given us with you happiness and love and also mutual understanding and I very much hope that that the god will help us with you with all as I think that that we with you are created for each other! My unique Paul also I today since morning descended in church and I in church descended to the priest that it asked the god for me and you and also I in church also asked the god for that that it has given health and long years of life to me and you and my mum and also all my both your relatives and friends!
My sweet Paul also after church I descended in school to have a talk with my chief about my trip to you and we with it having communicated for a cup of coffee have solved that that it has given me the sanction to trip to you for ours with you of a meeting and also it has told me if all at us with you will turn out well and we shall make the decision that to do with you in the future that it has told us that that I then can without superfluous problems will leave from my work and I was glad to this also after conversation with my chief at school I at once there were to my pupils and I having said goodbye with all my pupils has wished to them of good study and also that they listened always the parents and never did bad affairs and when I to my pupils has told that that I leave to you that they it were very much pleased as they always wished me only good!

Also after conversation with pupils and the chief I have gone to photointerior to make 4 photos for the visa and the passport for travel abroad and also I also have gone to hospital to take away all necessary information which are required for registration of the visa and the passport for travel abroad after hospital I have gone on railway station and have bought to myself the ticket on a train and that is I already tomorrow since morning leave to Moscow to make out the visa and foreign passports that is I already the day after tomorrow I shall be in Moscow and I shall start registration of the visa and the passport for travel abroad for arrival to you!
You are glad to this all? I am very glad to that that we already soon can to meet you at you in city and I already present ours with you a meeting at the airport!
My loved Paul I very much love you and very much I adore both my heart and my soul is very much torn faster to you! I very much dream of ours with you to the first meeting and about our first kiss with you! My most honey Paul excuse me but already late at us here in Russia and I should go home as today my last evening at home with mum and my mum today has collected all my relatives and friends that we today to have a drink might sit tea with pies and to communicate and say goodbye to me!

I shall write to you the letter already only the day after tomorrow as I tomorrow early in the morning leave by train to Moscow and I shall be in Moscow only the day after tomorrow and as I shall arrive to Moscow I to time to you I shall write from nearest the Internet Cafe!
I very much love you and very much I adore!
Your lovely and loved Alisa.