Letter(s) to Antoine (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello my dear Antoine As I miss on you. I very much love you, and I wait with impatience our meeting. As I have got acquainted with you, I became happy, I have understood that I do not want to be with anybody another. I thought, trusted, that as to me have carried. I was in in authority of dreams. I am happy. Yesterday before dream I had dream of us with you when we shall meet you. You do not imagine, as strongly I want to be with you, to love you that you loved me, to be engaged with you in love, to go to cinemas on the days off, to look after you, to prepare you, to take with you of souls. I never shall forget you! You for me everything, you my life! Without you there is no pleasure, there is no happiness! You as air, and in fact to me so are important to breathe to live, but you are not present beside! Today at us here fine weather. In the street it is snowing, and it so is fine to look at such picture. Loved mine, I very much miss you. I do not have not enough you, your love. I want to be with you, and as soon as possible. I very much love you. All my girlfriends are glad for me, they constantly ask me, as you affairs. I speak them, that is fast we with you we shall meet, and we shall be happy together. I still never met such fine, kind, gentle person as you. I feel the happiest. I am ready to shout in the sky as strongly I love you. I want to be yours, and only yours. I want, that you were mine from legs up to a head that you loved me constantly. You in fact never will throw me? Why you do not trust me??? YOU force me to suffer I want to be near to you please cease to force to suffer me When you will help with tickets??? And it is necessary for me not 3000 euros and 1700 euros to arrive to you How I lived earlier? I do not know. For some reason thought, that I do not meet never the person for the sake of whom I can go on all. But the destiny has presented me of you. You, the unique person in the world who not only this day is to be presented me gentle words. Speak, it is possible to meet the especial person and to consider it, to allocate from crowd for 5 minutes, it is necessary for half an hour, that it to understand, day, that of it to grow fond and the whole life to overlook. But how to understand, what exactly it you can forget never. Only having lost it it is possible to understand it. I am afraid to lose you. I do not know, that I shall do, having lost you. You are very expensive to me, and I shall not give you to anybody. My ideas always with you. Everywhere, everywhere, that I did, that I heard, that I saw, everywhere one only you. My ideas, they always about you, always with you, and nothing can force to cease to think me of you, to feel you everywhere, in everything where I was and that I did, everywhere you. As though any force does not want me to release from you. My toy reminds heart of you. I always think of you. When I drink tea when I clean a teeth when I eat when I listen to music. Now you for me inaccessible, but simultaneously very close and native. Any your sign on attention became present, sincere, gentle as far as you can allow yourself it. It in fact, the truth? You - the most remarkable, that happened in my life, you believe in it whether or not. I want, that you knew, I love you strong love! Every day, you all more also are more necessary for me. And I am confident, that you know it and feel. Feelings every day overflow me more and more and more. And every day the love all is stronger and stronger, though it seems, further simply there is no place. And your love forces me to work wonders. Your love such strong, and sincere, that helps to overcome any problems - in fact you love me. On it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter. I like, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you. Yours Ekaterina.

Letter 2

Hello my dear Antoine How at you business? How your mood? I hope, that at you all is good. Favourite mine, I very much love you. I still never met such fine person, as you. And I am glad, that we with you were reduced with destiny. You an angel, who has gone down from heavens kindling my heart! I have found you, and you me! I want, that you knew, I shall always love you! You for me always will remain the most desired, gentle, tender, unique and the beloved in my life! I like in you absolutely all. You - the most delightful creation on the ground, the most gentle, sensual and passionate. I very much-very LOVE you. Always and everywhere, there is no you better. You are those, what is actually, is not present drops of pretence - I love you for it even more strongly. I with impatience wait for the moment when I shall fall in your tender embraces, and I shall inhale your aroma, repeating your name, listening to your voice and, again and again, peering in affable features of your person. At night I see your beautiful person, a mouth, I represent, as you concern me with the charming lips. My dear I shall trust in you and I shall send a photo but if you do not trust me and wish to make sure I think it will be better if I shall call to you and we shall talk about all With you my life was filled with sense, now I know, that I want. And I wish TO be With YOU, to be always, all life. I for you both in fire and in water, everywhere, where you will call. You my ray of light in this heart-breaking darkness of a life. Thanks you that you are! I love you! I shall always love you, my heart will not cease to fight yet. When I think of you so deafening my heart loudly knocks, it is a pity, that you now do not hear it. Any idea has no value, if this idea not about you. All my desires and dreams are connected only with you. Anything and nobody to break my feelings to you. It seems to me, that at times even in a dream I admit to you love, I fall asleep physically without you, but I wake up always with your name on lips. Know, favourite, that near to you there is a person, whose heart fights ONLY FOR YOU. I very strongly love you, I simply live you, one day when I do not receive from you letters - as if eternity, thanks you for all: for your love and care. You are of what I dreamed all life for whom waited the happiness. Fairly, I do not know how to express in words even a part of that is created at me on a shower. If I was an ice floe, I would thaw from one your sight, be I a flower - I eternally would blossom only for you and if I was a song on light white it would not be more wonderful than this music because it for you, only for you. But to a great regret, and I can and fortunately, simply person. With loving heart, with singing soul. And except for you I so yet did not love anybody, anybody so did not wish. I LOVE YOU!!! My heart fights for you. I live only for you. And all this too for you. I cannot without you, I miss, I love you simply that you are. Favourite mine, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter. And I think, that you will write already soon to me. Yours Ekaterina

Letter 3

Favourite Antoine, I always think of you! From a dawn up to a decline and from a decline till a dawn! It seems to me, I without you cannot live and day, minute, second! I wish to feel always heat of your body, your sweet lips. You for me road to the world! I value you! I do not know, as though I could live without you, I do not represent, as earlier I could without you. My dear I understand you but you too understand me we corresponded with you long time and I in you am enamoured also you to me speak that to me do not trust I now I cry from for it In fact I the simple woman I want happiness I want our meeting but when I have asked the help for you you have turned away from me and have started to ask my naked photos If you do not trust me I can send you video and photos with family I hope that you after video and photos will believe to me? And we can will meet??? You for me most, most. I do not want anybody another. You for me one the most good and favourite. At me it for the first time, that I have fallen in love and to others I do not pay attention - you have made it! You have forced me to believe in the present love - and my love it you! I madly love you!!! I very much-very love you, you at all do not represent, how much strongly, you became sense of my life. I cannot transfer you the love words at all since it is simply impossible. You the best in the world the man are the fact. I so would like your love, your heat and tenderness. I would like, that once, you have told: « I yours forever », want, that you have passionately whispered to me it on an ear, have touched my cheek the cheek. Sometimes my dreams of you come so far, that it seems to me, as if I have gone mad, but I like to be the madwoman because I am glad that I can though to dream of you, in fact dream to me can to forbid nobody. I wish to wake up in the mornings in your gentle, tender embraces. Only becon, and I shall follow you, call, and I shall come at any time as it would not be borrowed, I shall come, I shall come tearing along, you to me are the most important on light, you are necessary to me, as air, as water, as food. But recently I have no time to eat, drink, breathe and other since I constantly think and I dream of you. When I close eyes, it would be desirable to stretch a hand, to touch you. But it only your image. I can look at it only. And me of it so a little. It would be desirable to be closer. How much physical borders only allow. To kiss you, to embrace, be dissolved in you. My condition is similar to illness. But I would not like to be treated for it at all. Well, it has grown in the chronic form. I shall store for you the warm feelings, I shall listen to nobody, only an internal voice and palpation of the heart. Love this delightful madness filled by tears and pleasure, languor, expectation. When you completely feel it, love all heart, each cell of all organism, dream in the afternoon and at night only about one - to see you. My favourite, I on you very much miss. I cannot without you. I precisely know, that without you to me to not live. You have learned me to love, you have learned me be such what I is. Thanks you for it. I shall make everything, everything to kindle your heart the love, the overflown feelings, and all because my life without you - grey existence, without you will be gloomy and cold even the most solar, warm day. Yours Ekaterina

Letter 4

My dear Antoine I am very glad to hear these words Today the usual day, unpleasant weather, but in my heart a storm of emotions, I so have become bored have missed on you, I wish to be with you, to embrace and kiss, I wish to enjoy you, but meanwhile, it is impossible to meet to us. To me my aunt has helped assisted to do make video You for a long time all know about all my feelings and about my love to you, you became all in my life, without you I do not represent further my coexistence. I want, that you knew, that I very much love you, you the most favourite for me in the world the person! I never shall betray you, I shall give nobody, I never shall forget you. I am glad, that you at me are. Thanks that because of you my soul to be in constant alarm, thanks, that you give me such feelings which thanks do not allow my heart to fall asleep, that my ideas are constantly in work, to me is never boring, because I have met you, and you have given me food for my feelings. You to me bring which strange feelings I earlier never tested and I can not describe them, I can tell only, that this all together fear, a pain, pleasure, emptiness. I very much love you, I do not see you, but I love all only more strongly. And today you have dreamed me. And I at all did not wish to wake up, I dreamt, where we with you together, you there gave me flowers, you kissed, loved me. It was the finest dream in my life. I cannot without you, I can not live without you. I very strongly love you. You for me everything, all my life it you, only for you I live and only for you I am ready to make all. You unique on light. I ADORE YOU! My favourite Antoine believe to me I very much I love you and anybody except for you I am glad that you want to me it was better to arrive certainly if I would come to you as you would spend less money but if you so want I I shall wait for you Want I shall visit attend me is very glad I repeatedly admitted to you love. Here one more time I wish to cry out for the whole world, that I LOVE YOU. You for me the most dear expensive person on light, I very strongly value you, I value our attitudes relations. I consider count, that I the happiest person on light, because you native with me, that you mine and only mine. As I am grateful to destiny, that I have met you in the life. Start up in have begun our attitudes relations of difficulty, between us huge distance, but we can overcome and remain this distance together. Yours Ekaterina

Letter 5

Hello my love Antoine!!! I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I waited for it with impatience, and now I am happy, to read it. Antoine, I love you! I shall repeat it, I shall not get tired yet though I think, I hardly can sometime get tired to speak you it! You that person of whom I dreamed! I always think of you, I dream of those hours when we shall be together. As I wish to drop to your lips, to hear, how you whisper to me tender words on an ear, to embrace you and to not release , feel, how your heart fights, to pull out your hair, to speak you, that I love, not ceasing! I wish to be with you as much as possible time. I am ready to give everything, if only to be with you beside, to look in your eyes, to feel your hands, to see, how you gently smile, and to smile to you in the answer. To give itself, the love and to receive too, I never simply represented, that sometime I can so to go mad on someone! My full address the Country Russia city Yoshkar Ola street water the house 132 My dear I it is very glad that you wish to help me I agree if you will help me I shall prepare for marriage you can to send them on these data to the Western Union Here these data My Country Russia City Yoshkar Ola My surname Mosunova My name Ekaterina Waking up in the morning, at a dawn I think of you, and in the evenings when I observe of the star sky. This cold and a little bit sad morning to become the warmest and joyful at one idea on you. Without you - darkly and coldly. And I do not represent the life without you. I so am grateful to you, that you are at me. You such good, you so love me, strongly, we did not see each other, and I madly miss, I cannot live without you, I shall be only with you always, always, good my, favourite, you my happiness. To me so it is lonely without you in this city. I would like to throw all and to run to you. As it would be desirable me to nestle on you, to kiss you warm lips. I do not see, but each time when I read your letters, my heart is ready to be broken off on a part. Each letter fills me with happiness. Thanks you favourite for these letters. They give me tenderness and treat my sincere wounds. Your Love-it very tasty and desired drink which would be desirable to drink at once. Antoine native simply be with me and I shall be happy. On it I finish the letter, write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter. My dear I has made for you one more video I love, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you. I wait for your letter Yours Ekaterina.

P.S. YOU FOR ME ALL: YOU - MY HEART, WASHING THE SOUL, MY REASON

Letter 6

Hello my love Antoine!!! I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I waited for it with impatience, and now I am happy, to read it. How at you an affair? How your mood? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had remarkable time. Well my dear I shall send you my photos because I believe you and I believe that we shall meet You speak the truth??? I very much hope for it My mother transfers you huge greetings. She is happy for us with you. My angel I am very happy, that you in my life and in my destiny. I try to find suitable words which will help me to express all depth of feelings to you, lovely. But likely such words simply yet have not thought up. The most beautiful, sincere and gentle words of all languages of the world will be insufficiently. But you in fact and itself know as roads to me. I do not present the life without you. You and only you in my heart, and in my dreams!!! You could rush into my life hurricane! You as the hot sun could kindle my heart! You have made everything that I have gone mad for your tenderness. At you it has turned out. Yes it also was not difficult for making, taking into account, what you the fine person. I know, you are sent to me by destiny, in fact that who has presented me of you, knew, that it knowingly has made it. It has presented me of you - my angel - keeper! The love you preserve me from all evil on this guilty Earth, closing the snow-white wings, my angel. And I beg you about one preserve me all life, and I shall begin to store our love! Thanks, that you is! Due to you, I have learned that surprising feeling - love! You are necessary for me only, such open, gentle, and the lovely person. Your smile for me - happiness, your eyes - the bottomless sea. You the person most necessary to me. For me you will always stay the most remarkable the man from which heart is beaten as mad, and the mind is lost at all. I LOVE YOU!!! I wait for everyone our meeting. Your good mood is transferred also to me. As it is fine - FOR LOVING! And I, Love you. I like. Probably, also, as you I shall not grow fond of anybody. You the most dear to me the person on the ground. I shall be repeated: I LOVE YOU!!!! I want to be engaged with you love. We with you the first night will be the finest, the most romantic, the most passionate. Loved mine, on it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter. I like, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you. Yours Ekaterina. P.S. I VERY STRONGLY LOVE YOU, AND I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FOREVER YOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR I FROM LEGS UP TO THE HEAD!!!!!!!!!! AND I WANT, THAT YOU TOO WERE MINE AND ONLY MINE FROM LEGS UP TO THE HEAD!!!!!! I WANT TO LOVE YOU AND THAT YOU LIKED, GENTLY CARESSED ME, I WANT TO BE ENGAGED WITH YOU LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!