Letter(s) to Pierre-Andre (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hello Pierre,

It's so cool and calm hearing from you,How are u doing,How is ur day going with u,Hope u are having a very nice and a great delighted moment going on with u,I am really to read back from you this soon,I think We have both gone through hurtness in our past,I am young but I have experienced the joy of love and pain of hurt in my last relationship with my ex,I had to walk away to save myself from walking into more than i could handle I may be nothing more than a romantic idealist at heart and a down-earthed lady,I cannot help it.But people either move me inside,deep in my soul,or they do not.I write you because you did.You touched me with your words and made me feel safe.I feel so cool and cal when ever i see ur mail,how we will have a good time together,but did not know where to start from. I have never seen you,but i know that you are perfect for me.We are perfect for each other,in every way.

I am torn by the fact that i do not know if i will ever see you,or if you are someone i will find later on in my life.Cause i don't want to be hutted again and be cheated like my ex did take advantage of me and took me for granted,A commitment in a relationship to me simply means a promise made between two people to be together forever and be devoted to loving each other,be loyal to each other a commitment to love no other person,being totally devoted to each other,a promise to be loyal and truthful l to each other in the relationship,A commitment a devotion a dedication to something strong that becomes a part of someones life,a part of someones soul,body ...and mind.A commitment of a heart to stay true to a heart,a bond of togetherness ......Looking at what i have written so far someone would think that a commitment is something easy to do but the truth is that commitment is far more stronger that anything except the power of love because i would say that commitment and love are equals when it comes to the true human feelings ......

I would say a commitment would be the end chemistry of Love ...... A commitment is like embarking on a quest of a journey to the deep corners of the earth searching for something you believe in so much that no obstacle can stop your from doing so .......A commitment when you fully in love to someone you Love and with no mind of doubts fully with Trust and Open Minded,Understanding,Considerate,Caring to each other..to always be with the one u love forever through hard and tough times,in sickness and in health ,for better for worse ...A commitment to be a good respectful woman to her husband. A commitment to raise the kids and take care of the home and the same goes for the man .......Cos with every strong and happy family is the help of the support of the husband and wife,it would be part of their daily lives ....

Two souls joined in heaven above,Two hearts bound by love,I see the stars in your eyes,My fire in the dark of night,My strength and guiding light.A deep love we hold never to die never again to be alone.Closing my eyes I hear what you say the oneness we became thrum all the hurt and pain never changing your loving ways together never to part.of love a gift from God above,Deep inside our hearts forever as one.Now the question now is are you ready for this commitment?For my Heart has opened up to you and waiting for you to come take me as i am What is love?you ask It's a feeling in both mind and body A passion,a chemistry one might say longing to be near,close,Long talks about nothing,Laugher and sharing eyes filled with devotion,Not wanting to imagine life without the other,Doing nothing together and having the best time.Well I think,you know the answer already Listen to your heart with open ears you will hear the answer...it is very clear.... I told you that i don't have a personal computer, i do email you from my work computer, so they have American ip, cos most of there computers are purchase from the States. I was trying to tell you yesterday that i would be traveling for some couples of day for a business trip to Canada, maybe i will be flying from there to you if that sounds good to you.

I sit here and realize how strong i have become,with such confidence i feel that i finally found that one.This feeling is so strong i am powerful when he's present.It feels like a day of Christmas after opening my first present,The joy that he brings is the most wonderful thing,It's like December and April or Christmas in Spring,I want to you to love me royal queen and i will treat u also as my royal king,my soul he uplifts,and he LOVES me back,for me that's the greatest gift.

i am wanting from you, Take Care and have a wonderful day.

Your Princess,