Letter(s) to Gavin (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello dear!!!
I am very glad that you have answered me. I liked your's profile on this site and I have decided to write a structure to you. I search for persons with which I might to lead all life. My intentions very serious. I live in Russia in the city Yoshkar-Ola. It is very beautiful city. It is not very big city, but it is a capital of the republic Mari El. To tell the truth I already have despaired to search for my present love, my prince here, and I have decided try to search in Internet. I shall tell you about myself. My growth of 168 centimeters, weight 56 kgs. To me 22 years. I was never married. I have education of the cook and higher education on a speciality economy and marketing. But in the present time I work as the cook in a dining room. I have no children. I have very beautiful eyes, I think that you will estimate my sight on a photo. I like to go in for sports. I frequently go to a training hall and in fitnes club, I Like to hold myself in the form. I don't smoke and I don't drink alcohol. I think that it is a pledge of youth, Beauty and health. I think that you are agree with me. I hope you like my photos. I ask you to send me more your photos. I think that appearance not the most important. As for me the main thing in the person his soul and his private world, but me is very interesting to see yours photos. I live with mum. I have told her that today to me come the letter from the person of other country. She has told that it's well, but it is impossible to trust at once. We should begin a friends at first. We should pass a long way that in the end we shall understand together whether or not. But I think that we shall well. I shall help you to know more about me. I don't know english very well. I think that you can understand all my letters. If something to you will be not clear, tell me about it. Your letters will help me to teach your language better. I don't have computer at home, because it is very much expensive for me. I shall write to you from the Internet centre. My girlfriend has advised me to look his only thing in Internet. I thought that it simply a joke. I did not expect that you will answer me. I hope that we with you well learn each other.Also the computer may will help us to find each other better. I want to know more concerning you. Tell to me about your habits, friends. Tell me where you live. What do you like to eat? Write to me all about itself,Ok? Don't hesitate to ask, I shall try to answer all your questions.I shall wait for your answer. Also send the more photos please. Your friend from Russia.

Letter 2

I am glad to read again your letter and to see you on a photo... At you a volume daily routine, and you so are young for the years... The fact of that that you is more senior me, does not frighten, on the contrary, it is the image of the romanticist, after all the person which has lived the life most part, most full knows essence of the woman, and it is pleasant to me... I do not love young, not skilled men, they understand nothing in girls, but you, you know that the girl wishes, I hope you understand girls more full... On the offer to be engaged in mutual training of our languages - I agree... It will give the chance to us to learn more about each other... I liked descriptions of your city and places in which you happen, that it wanted to me to see them... Please send me photos of these beautiful places... I simply dream to see them... I send to you many ardent kisses my dear! I wait for new letters.

Letter 3

Hello Gavin!
I am glad that you have written again to me, and thanks for your photos, you so are young on them look, simply lassie... Military people dement me...
Forgive that I so seldom I answer you letters, simply I experience some financial difficulties from my university; I cannot already receive week the grant... Therefore I cannot so often to go to the cafe Internet... In this case I once again apologise if I long time cannot answer you...
On April, 25th - day of veterans, likely it is fine to gather to all veterans again and all together to celebrate this holiday... Alas I do not know that has occurred this day, what that battle... Please tell to me all in detail about this bottom that means so significant day for you... It is very interesting to me to learn...
I can tell about myself that the active and cheerful participant of a stormy life of the university, I am in it all day long. In first half of day I study, I go on employment and other open classrooms... After study I go to a creative circle of the faculty and I help students to prepare for concerts, discos and the Olympic Games... Recently only there went our group in a children's shelter to orphans... We have brought it clothes and toys which ourselves have sewed, and also have brought a few fruit... Children were so happy that did not wish us to release... I do not know you will understand or not, but for me such happiness to see as these children as they embrace the brought toys rejoice and dance in beautiful dresses...
Alas I should finish on this place, I wish your of good luck, good luck and it is a lot of health... I Congratulate you Easter weekend.
i will look forward to your next letter.
Love AND best wishes to you, Natalya!

Letter 4

At last that your letter has come, I looked forward it... Also has waited... Thanks you mine dear Gavin, you so have full and accurately described all events of that time... It is sincerely a pity to me that in that battle was lost so much person, after all many could become good fathers, have brought up the grandsons and saw as their children mature... But alas to some people has carried less, and it strongly grieves me... War is the most awful that can happen in a life of each person... My God I have again burst into tears, tears and flow...
Forgive me... I more so will not be...
Yes Gavin, I and my friends though as that we try to help these children... But last generation of people are very severe and stale, it to spit on other children who have left the house or have lost the parents... We give the most part of the grants on charity to these children, but alas we do not consult... I have given to a children's shelter, the children's clothes, toys, hand-made articles and the old computer... For children it is a pity nothing to me, I cannot see when they are unfortunate...
My dear Gavin you which me understand one of few people, understand my condition of soul, and I appreciate it, I appreciate your relation to me and these children...
On it I should finish, I wish your of good luck and good luck in your life and affairs... I kiss you mine dear...

Letter 5

You such benevolent person Gavin! To you for your compliments - you me have touched thanks... To tears... It were happiness tears... I'm glad to concern with such magnificent person...
You the remarkable father, the liking husband and the excellent friend... I divide your grief on children-orphans, after all I was the orphan... That as I lived in a children's shelter it was impossible to name a life, but now those children from a shelter live, live seeing as absolutely another's people help them with a life... If fairly that that shelter has almost gone bankrupt, but I, my friends and a part of students from university in every possible way we try to assist a shelter... While it at us leaves...
Now we collect money for shelter repair... It will be for them a surprise & a gift on shelter birthday...
As to war, it is terrible... I saw as to us in a shelter in 90th years resulted new children when their parents perished during the Afghan war... It's a pity to me of these children who that couldn't sustain such stroke of bad luck who that has become reserved... I don't want that the such has repeated and consequently I try to pay all attention to each child...
I haven't enough free time but if it's I sit at home or walk with friends...
I wish you health and a successful weekend, my dear Gavin! Remain always such what you are!

Letter 6

Too it is very pleasant to me to receive from you letters... At times the loved one seems to me that for me you... You such beautiful in soul, such tender and attentive, as true the father... I would like you to embrace as it is possible more strong and not to let out from the embraces, because you dear for me...
Two days ago I and my friends went in a shelter to kiddies... They were happy again us to see... Us have met enthusiastic shouts and cheerful laughter (as these children are charming, they should be loved)... We played with them, walked, told each other cheerful histories and fairy tales, was cheerful... Still I have told them about you, what you the thin and sensual person... Has shown pair of your photos... And you have liked them... Many of them wished to make friends with you and promised to draw for you some drawings to our following arrival... It was interesting to them to hear about you... Tutors of a kindergarten were happy, when they found out, we are going to reconstruct their children's pool... We wish to have time it to make to shelter Birthday... It will be pleasant to children to receive such unusual gift... I represent as they will be happy... =)
I send you some photo from our trip... I hope they to you will like...
I wish you all the best, mine honey Gavin! I wait from you for new letters...

Letter 7

Thanks you Gavin for your understanding... Yes our diligence to help these children to affect positively on their behaviour, perception world around... We try to prove these children, that in this world there are loving and understanding their people, such as you & I... Our group already has helped to become more than 100 children more sociable... These children cease to be closed, lives began to rejoice as if with them anything bad in a life not happen... Not represent, that with them was, if not the charitable help of our group... And I not represent as though I live without these children, after all they sense of my life... We in every possible way try give them that their parents - love & care have not given... We think out for them the fairy tales, different interesting history, sing cheerful songs about the childhood... Though we very much to get tired, but we know, we for them to do what big advantage...
Kiddies were delighted about you to hear, when I tell it about you...
When they have learnt that you the veteran of war on fault began to ask how you to be at war... (Forgive that hasn't written about it in the last letter, I have forgotten) here some of them:
1. What military form at you was?
2. You go by what technics (tanks, lorries, cars)?
3. What weapon at you was?
4. How many tanks you to line?
They at us such curious... They love you...
oh my God! How could similar occur? It's sincerely a pity me your daddy, I worry about it, hope with it all it will be good... How he feel himself? What do speak doctors? They can help it?
Your photos are simply amazing, they have very much pleased me...
Examining Hong Kong from such height to understand, that such beauty bewitch my heart without the rest... Big sincere thanks you for it...
I in delight from the seen...
Gavin you the unique person with pure soul & loving heart... I very strongly appreciate you... Wish you the best weekend & health to your daddy! With love, Natalya!
P.S. Children ask me to tell you, what you write them interesting history or a fairy tale... They with its impatience will wait...

Letter 8

Hello road Gavin!
You the most acute person when I or met on light... It is a pity that all people not such as you, kind and loving.... You really the valuable person...
We have once again gone to a children's shelter.... Children were happy to our next arrival... They with impatience waited to hear from me your history about war.... I have told it its such what it was in the letter... I was under impression of that as you courageously were at war... Children were delighted with your story... We with children have tried to reproduce all events in the form of performance.... It has turned out very much even cheerfully... About I nearly has not forgotten here pair of drawings to you from our kiddies... The truth beautifully? I very much like all their drawings....
Still I have enclosed pair of a photo of a life of these children as they drew what they have pictures...
Also is to steam of drawings about war as children have presented as you were at war... I think to you these drawings will like.... But there is one more drawing where that place where children would like to live is represented....
But not all so is fine as it seems.... Which we should pay money worker for pool repair, in a consequence of transfer of the stipulated sum of money from bank into the civil engineering firm account where that were gone... The bank speaks that money has left under the given account, but the firm answers it, that money to them did not arrive.... Otherwise the civil engineering firm threatens to bring an action against me... I feel in a desperate situation, I do not know that to me to do how to arrive in the given situation.... I am oppressed, but I do not want that children were upset because of it....
It is a pity to me to speak about it, but Gavin you unique at whom I can ask about the help... I have no anybody who now could help me with this situation... I feel myself simply helpless, as the orphan who was thrown by parents...
I hope for your support... For me it is very important to receive from you the answer soon....
With love, Natalya!

Letter 9

Hello my dear Gavin!
Thanks you for your help and encouragement... But I am afraid that all in vain... 2 days ago bank recognised as the bankrupt, and it has ceased the existence... To me have told that nobody manages to be found, as people who there worked, have simply disappeared... They are searched by law enforcement bodies, but while all unsuccessfully... Together with bank all documentation which testified to my account was gone... And now in no way it is impossible to prove about existence of that money which we have collected for our children from a shelter... The building company has already brought an action the claim... I was at session, and to me have put forward a sentence... To pay the building company for the rendered services about 124 thousand roubles for what those 10 days... These are a fantastic sum, I don't know where to me to take such huge sum of money... If I cannot pay this money in time to me term in 5-7 years in prison of the general mode shines...
I addressed in city administration for the help, but to me at all have not listened and have expelled from a building... Friends in every possible way console me, try to help as that, but it does not bring simplification... I am live, I move, I breathe, but all world has grown dim for me at once... I am oppressed, washing the soul silently shouts about the help, but in this severe world I is necessary to nobody... All repeats again... All ceases to have for me sense, I would not like to live... I have got tired to resist... Come what may... Gavin forgive me... I'm bad friend...