Letter(s) to Billy (USA)

Letter 1

Dear Billy!

All this days I think about you . When I dream about us I feel better and my mood rises!! We found each other in this world. I tell you about my feelings because I trust you very much and think that you are the man who will make me happy. I'll make you happy my dear. I show you my heart as best I can. To have someone to come home to that wants my hug and kiss,who cares about my day and,shares her day is good. That makes for happy people that can enjoy their love making... It was my dream and I hope it will be true soon. I think you want to meet me not less than I. I trust you my feelings, you can trust me all feelings, dreams and thoughts about me. I want to tell you , I had a sexual dream about us yesterday. It's difficult to explain by words what I feel. I want to try it for real. You may thought about it? Dear it is inconvenient for me to speak you about our meeting slightly. I very much want to arrive to you but it is very expensive for me it there is very many money. Yes if I might arrive to you it it would be fine!!! If I would have money for that what to arrive to you I would spend them all for the sake of that that we might meet. If we met that it the big step in our attitudes would be. We might have a campaign on park on a beach it it would be fine. You agree? We might speak with each other to hear our voices. Yes it would be my dream!!! But it is very a pity to me that for me it is impossible it very dearly. Loved if I had chance to earn this money that I would arrive to you. But in my country I can not find such work where to me would pay such big sum of money. It is impossible!!! Dear I very much would want that you have written to me that you think of it. It is very important for me.
You understand? I very much wait for your answer.