Letter(s) to Stephen (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello the man unfamiliar to me! I understand that you now are surprised that to you this letter has come. But I ask you simply spend 5 minutes of your time and read it. At first I wished to be presented. My name is Anna me of 27 years I live in Russia in the Cheboksary of I not married. And I was never married. I have finished school and arrived in medical college finished it and went to work in hospital but only me never I carried could find to myself the man and me so it would be desirable it. And I looked as that in the evening the TV and saw that there spoke that in Russia 30 000 000 women which live without men and that there are such marriage agencies in which it is possible to address and in such agency to you can pick up the man. I went to one of such agency and addressed to them with the request that they could find for me the man they spoke to me that this service paid and that I should pay about 1000 roubles. At first I thought that it expensively for me but have then thought and solved that money for me it not important that I want happiness want love I want the relation and I want a happy family what for to me money without a thing it and I gave this one thousand roubles. And they suggested me to get acquainted with the man from other country. I have solved why and was not present if I could not find the man from Russia such destiny can at me and I should search the man from another of the countries. And they gave me yours e-mail the address and spoke that you search to yourself the woman. I have written down yours e-mail and have gone to the cafe Internet to send you the letter. Unfortunately I do not presume to myself the house computer, it dear for me. I have come to the Internet of cafe and have asked to learn to use me the Internet and to write you the letter. The manager has helped me to understand in all and with its help now you read my letter. I have written you it with hope that you will answer me. Also I have put a photo to this letter, and you can estimate my appearance. At once I wish to tell to you that I would like to find serious relations and to create a family, I do not wish to play game and I do not want that with me played games. I would like to have a happy and loving family. Now I will wait for your letter. The lonely woman from Russia Anna! Here mine e-mail the address annoochca@gmail.com I would be very glad if you have answered my letter
yOya

Letter 2

Hi Stephen!!!
It is very pleasant for me to receive from you the letter. I do not know even as it to explain, but I did not think, that you to me write and now I at all do not know from what to start to write to you the letter. My former e-mail the address has broken. And I shall ask to not write any more there as I all cannot equally look this letter. Now my new e-mail the address: sopeevaanna@rambler.ru!!! Give so, I shall tell a little about myself and if I shall be really interesting to you also you ask to me the questions and I shall answer them. I want to tell to you, what in this first letter to you I shall tell about myself, it is good Stephen? At once I want to tell, that I have been warned by that people from the Internet get acquainted with young girls that this girl has sent them the naked photo. Understand, that I am very serious in creating our relations with you and I never I shall send a naked photo to you. I shall be frank in all letters and I shall demand the same relation to, on the equal rights of the man and the woman. I hope, that it is clear for you Stephen!
Well I shall tell to you a little about myself and that I present as the person. To me of 27 years and my day a birth on October, 1st 1980. At me blue eyes if you see I use cosmetics and I do not like to render a lot of cosmetics on the person. My growth of 172 centimeters. I want to tell, that I the open girl for all conversations.I never was for the husband and now I want to get acquainted with you for this purpose, to understand as far as we approach each other. My former relations with the man from Russia were short, I was disappointed in it. To itself the man on the Internet for my acquaintance also has decided to look. I work as the doctor and my work takes away from me a lot of time and forces. So, that I ask to be patient with me as I shall write to you time to 1-2 days. Even at the work I constantly watch the taste and I try to be always in the form and a tone. To go to work as the doctor to me it was necessary to study at university and only having finished university I began to work from hospital. Also to pay my university to me it was necessary to work much to pay my study. I sold ice-cream, I was the croupier in a casino. Understand Stephen, that I had not to choose in work as my parents could not pay my study and I had to work independently. At school I 5 years was engaged in volleyball and was at city competitions. I am able to be pleased lives, in the life I had to meet a deceit much and consequently I shall not allow to deceive myself. I heard, that it is a lot of people on the Internet deceive and consequently are afraid to get acquainted. I do not know even how to explain, but I for the first time on the Internet. On it I shall finish the letter Stephen and I shall wait for your letter with impatience. Therefore as you have woken in me hope, that we can be special to each other. If you it is valid so consider, I wait for your letter on this box
I shall wait, that you to me write, yours faithfully Anna!

P.S. I want to tell only, that my knowledge of the Internet are very small. Also I ask you ask the questions in your letter do not hesitate. I am very much interested in our relations.Also do not forget that that my new e-mail the address: sopeevaanna@rambler.ru!!!
Would like to know your full name also!

Letter 3

Hi my friend Stephen ! Was very glad to see your letter. It was very pleasant to receive again the letter from you. I hope, that you do not object to my questions which I now I shall set. Because that we continued between us the correspondence very important as far as the person can listen to you and turn to you attention. And so my first question, what I would like to know than you are engaged in general? Your work? Than particularly you are engaged? Your hobbies? What would you like to make in a life? Why I ask on such with a kind simple questions attention. Because when you will start answer them I can to understand about you vital representation as you behave and in the life. I wanted you to inform, that I use services of the translator. And please I very much ask to be patient to me because when you ask any question and I do not answer on it I ask you that you to me about it have asked more particularly. Tell to me about the work? Than you are engaged? How many you receive money from your work? In how many you rise for the work? How far to be your work from your house? Now I shall tell to you a little about the work. At once I shall tell, that it very much the tough job and demands the big attention in relation to other people. I work as the doctor. And main my duty is service of the personnel that my patients were under correct supervision of their attending physicians. My fellow workers also are considered with me and with my correct decisions when to me my work is necessary to do. It happens, that from my patients I should accept flowers as that their treatment has passed fruitfully and very successfully when they did not hope at all for such result. I watch that all was carried out in conformity with rules of the schedule from A up to Z. You understand Stephen, that I on the work should be firm with the patients and the personnel but when you are houses simply would like tenderness of love and caress from loved the man. Frequently when I am I am free on the days off like to read fiction. At me not so big library of a house and I frequently take books from city library to fill the life the fine moments. I do not like to waste time simply and never I do any acts before I shall not think of it well. Very important value which I adhere " Be dear and respect opinions of others (let even they do not deserve it) ". Now you understand Stephen why I have decided to write only to you? I respect opinion of other person and I think, that the criticism is a good thing which sets the person thinking that you do, and whether correctly you do it. I allow to you small representation about that what I there is actually that have a little understood, that I for the person. I hope, that you write to me and will tell to me more about myself directly. Thanks for your attention. On it I shall stop, and I shall write to you later.
Yours faithfully in all sincerity, Anna!

Letter 4

How are you doing Stephen? Stephen you know why I write you letters through the program of the translator, I speak in English much better than I write, I can talk to everybody on any theme. Stephen give with you we will agree that you to me will leave the phone number, and a country code and when I will receive the salary and you I will necessarily call and to you I will talk. I hope, what at you all is good? I again and again receive your letter and I am joyful, that I can write to the person who is somewhere very far. At us now the Spring also is such time, when from This such time when thaws a snow kidneys on trees birds are dismissed sing. I shall tell to you about myself. My period of the childhood was very severe, but not rigid as my parents gave me a lot of attention. I was the only child in family and consequently to not have brothers and sisters. My education was not absolutely modern at that time, but my parents of me never beat and tried to give in all to me understanding of world around. My mother Belief until recently worked in a kindergarten where she worked as the cook and prepared for a meal for children. She was considered as the good expert of the class and was very much appreciated. Now my mother Belief works in security agency, until recently. And as work of the woman in Russia is not appreciated (at all female work here is not appreciated) pay very little. My father Alexander has died when to me there were 8 years. Has died on work when pulled out from fire the little girl, my father worked as the fireman. He has rescued this the girl from fire, but unfortunately itself could not escape. It was very hard to recollect it. When similar things occur to your close people it remains for all life. Probably therefore I have decided to go on such trade as the doctor to help people. You now know some details of my life and I want to tell to you about myself in more detail and than I like to be engaged. I very much like dialogue with people and consequently from everyone with you letters I try to take something good for myself. Understanding of the person very important for me. I like to dance and on a regular basis I I see off gymnastics to watch for the figure. I do not like to use also a lot of cosmetics, I think, that the natural beauty is much better than use of any cosmetics. Sometimes with friends and fellow workers I can afford rest and we go in a wood and there we do shish kebabs or we collect mushrooms and berries. I certainly can dare to go in such days of rest on a disco, but I do not like music. I give in music the preference to such great musicians as Bethoven. I very much like its composition " the Lunar sonata " if you did not hear necessarily listen to it Stephen. I in general like classical and tool music. This music gains, except for that is pleasant on hearing. In the childhood I even tried to write verses and at me rather not badly it turned out. Probably I shall send you some my products if it to you will be valid interestingly. I already spoke, that I do not like to waste time simply and therefore I occupy time from a decline and till a dawn. I very much like to prepare for such dish (you probably heard about it) as Russian pel'menis. This very tasty dish. I also can cook to you and the Ukrainian borshch, but some products that I was able to do it in domestic conditions are necessary for all these dishes. It is really very tasty when you prepare. My mother speaks, that I would be left by the quite good cook and I could earn good money somewhere at restaurant. But I have chosen for myself absolutely other trade. You know, we do not presume to buy phone or a computer and consequently I write to you from the Internet of cafe which it is a lot of at us in city. I also shall give my address on which I live with my mother. You can see it. My full name Anna Sepeeva
My full home address:
street: Vurnarsky 5(a)
Apartment # 20
city: Cheboksary
postal index: 428902
Country: Russia

Probably at me the address as my mother wants to change an apartment on cheaper for payment will exchange, but I in any case shall inform to you about it. You know Stephen? I could call to you if knew your phone number. I shall try to receive the salary next week to try to talk to you. If I receive the salary I shall by all means inform to you about it and we can agree when to me to call to you. But I am usual can call only in the evening on time. On it I shall finish the letter and I shall wait tomorrow for your letter. Take care Stephen!
Your friend Anna!

Letter 5

Hi the my dear friend Stephen! I studied English 5 years at university. Stephen I do not wish you to offend but I do not require gifts so far from you. A gift it pleasant, but me is not pleasant to receive a half-arch on the party, I like to receive half-arches from an eye approximately, in hands from the beloved. And again I receive from you the letter. And you know, I am glad to this letter from you Stephen. Dialogue with you is interesting to me, I think, that it is very interesting to communicate with you. My day today has passed not absolutely well as it would be desirable, I had on work to see a unpleasant case. It happens in many countries and cities of our world, but I can tell it to you. Very pleasant nurse works for us at which houses of a problem with the husband. Their relations have developed after a marriage not so well and after she had to give birth to the child, their relations only were complicated also distances an appreciable crack in their relations. This the nurse call Natasha, and husband Vasily. This Vasily anywhere does not work also our dear employee Natasha very much suffers because of it. And today when Vasily has come on work in a state of intoxication, started to demand money that, he could calm the thirst one more bottle of an alcoholic drink. But our Natasha on all egos of the requirement to give him of money has refused. And this the man (I do not have words such as I could name him) Was threw on the wife and started to beat our kind and good Natasha. We the female collective of hospital had late time, therefore Natasha has received some serious traumas from the husband. And when there has arrived police to take away Vasily his wife Natasha has run out and has risen before a policeman that they could not take away his husband. I recollect it with a pain. I very much understand Natasha, she loved the husband and could do nothing with it. While her husband used her. I against such relations. I think, that it is very bad when the husband in a similar way uses the wife for the similar purposes. Natasha for its love is very a pity to me. She sincerely likes and does not notice bad things which her husband does. You understand Stephen, that I only want to have the man which would give me only the love. I have more than anything from it it is not necessary. I would protect it so, that any trouble has not happened to him. Therefore I am not interested to have the man in Russia. I cannot rely on such the man and if I to not have any trust to the husband as I can trust such to the man? I would not want to love such the man. And consequently when I had long acquaintance to the guy. We met him 1,5 years, he started to use my trust in the bad purposes and I had to leave this person. My disappointment in the Russian men is very great, and consequently I have decided to get acquainted with you. I think, that it is good, that I have got acquainted with you Stephen. I know, that is possible sometime you ask me about arrival in your country. And you already know, that I cannot with afford it to arrive to you. I also know about many a case when women from Russia deceive men from other countries and consequently I shall never ask your money. That there were no questions on mistrust. I saw people which life is very rich, but they are not so happy and now I understand, that I the girl who earns to itself of money and let it a little, but I to know, that I can be pleased lives, help for a life the to mother. I understand necessity of money, but it not the main thing for me. There are vital values for me which at the cost much more surpass money. And I shall be glad to know, that you also concern to the that person who appreciates not money, namely feelings. I ask to forgive me if I something have offended in the letter, I sincerely did not want it to do. But on it I shall finish the letter to you Stephen. Thanks that you have read this letter. You for me are more than the friend. Always yours faithfully for you Anna!

Letter 6

Hi my dear Stephen! I understand your problem last weeks I is glad that you could to write me the letter. I was very glad to receive your letter. I'm fine with health and mine I spoke mum about you. What you the person also that you to me write. I do not think, that I have acted badly, I wanted to express this act of feeling to you and as I concern to you. I wrote the last letter to you, that that person who really counts relations normal is really necessary for me. Such as 50/50. Because when there comes love I know, that this great feeling, and I also know, what not all people can love each other, understand, feel any sympathy for someone. I think, that love it something such, that heart forces to tremble, to excite your blood when you see the favourite person. When you start to worry and know from whom this excitement proceeds. I do not love such words as " I love you ". For me it is simple words. My purpose to search and find such person which words let also are not told by him in the person, and are written in the usual letter, it is sent by simple e-mail, really give such energy, that it is transferred and in the letter. I loved the person, but I loved him is not realized, as though in dream, instead of in reality. And when my dream has left from me, at me feelings to this person were gone also. You know, what I can love and you Stephen? But the love is a long part of mutual relations between the man and the woman. And also as time treats, as well the love demands to itself the special approach. This feeling, instead of a thing. And to this it is necessary concerns with extra care. If you have lost such person Stephen which you loved, and liked very strongly. I regret to you Stephen and I express you the gratitude, that you really felt, that such love. I want to tell to you my history from my childhood. I was familiar with several families which were friends among themselves and lived in one house. At that time we were children and were friends together. Among us was many boys and girls and everyone differed in good or the bad side. Then, when these children have grown steel adults, all of us have together understood, that the world is not limited only to one dream which at us was in the childhood. Us such problems as cost of training in the supreme institutions began to worry how to find for themselves suitable and highly paid work. How to create family and to do for the life and a life of children all necessary. At once to you I shall tell, that someone has gone on a bad way. And subsequently we any more did not know about it anything. But I have such girlfriend as Elena and Natasha of which we are friends almost from the cradle. And even now we sometimes at leisure from work spend together time. I very much would like to notice, that you Stephen, have understood all values of my words which I have written to you. Understand Stephen, that now you for me very important person and I trust you. I never thought of making to the person bad. And I did not know, that such happiness (it is possible in my dreams). But I do not know as you to tell Stephen, that you of very wide soul and the good person. And I shall be never capable you to offend even in ideas Stephen. I wish you all best on light Stephen. And it seems to me, that I test something to you. But let we shall name it not love, and very deep sympathy, it is good Stephen? I wait for your letter with impatience and I hope for your sincerity Stephen! Anna which tests to you deep sympathy waits from you for letters Stephen! With impatience.

Letter 7

Hi my dear Stephen! In the weekends, I walk with girlfriends on a city or we go to the cinema, I not so love discos. I almost where not drive. How with you, all is good? How do you feel today? I shall hope, that is good, because I very much like to receive your letters Stephen. And I know, that you that person Stephen which really knows me and likes to receive my letters. Love a strange thing Stephen. You so do not think. I do not know such person who would not want to love and be loved also. I believe in love, I believe, that such feeling as love is capable to destroy mountains, to break dams, to dry up the rivers. In any sense this very dangerous feeling because because of love, and very much frequently because of blind love the person loses the most important, essence. I am sorry. You very much like me Stephen, and I deeply sympathize you, but my love needs time and for you while this time has not come. And consequently I ask you a pardon if I something have offended you Stephen. I ask to understand me, because for me love this deep feeling. It is not simple words and consequently to love the person time is required. Time does us by adults, our acts intelligent. Together with time we grow old, but in the same also time and heals our wounds, including soul of a wound. I hate those people on the Internet which ask money. They have killed love of many people. Also have sold this love for money. I never shall ask you money. It will be sometime possible to exceed my wages our family charge (now I earn about 230 - 200 dollars) and I shall try you to visit and to not demand any your help, but I really do not know when it will take place. I do not want to speak about money more. Now the world is broken because of money and together with it really sincere and high feelings vanish. In due time when to me there were 16 years. It is awkward age at practically all children. To me the interesting case was recollected. I considered, that I shall forget this moment of the life, but I have now recollected it Stephen! Showed on the TV such program in which the question was young pair. The husband the American, and his wife the Russian girl from Russia was. They have met on the Internet as well as we you Stephen, and have soon got married. I can not recollect a name of this American, but on mine John, and his wife called Ekaterina. Ekaterina it was not familiar with laws of this country and John forbade to her to talk to somebody. Then John has moved her in other room. Girls of this country are independent and when the husband starts to beat the wife. The wife goes in police and the statement on divorce has the right to submit. John also has been married up to Ekaterina, but this fact has held back. And when John started to beat wife Ekaterina she did not know, that to her to do and suffered. I have drawn such conclusion, that the Russian girls are much more patient than girls from other countries. Ekaterina did not know what to do with this husband. And did not know where she can address. Appeared, that John suffered manic prosecution of change the wife and for it beat her. He completely isolated her from a society. The only thing that this girl wrote down everything could do that did John in relation Ekaterina. At divorce with first girl John has lost the property, and Ekaterina also has decided to submit on divorce. And then John has decided to go on murder. He has dug a corpse near to a garbage warehouse. But when began investigation the police has found notebook Ekaterina and have understood the reason of murder Ekaterina. At the end of this film John has incurred punishment as imprisonment for 29 years. And as with him the accomplice who helped him to the accomplice distances of 26 years of a prison mode was. But this accomplice has made a unique correct thing in this film. He has told about all on interrogation the truth. It is very deep film about feelings and in this film showed as well as the happy moments of a life of this pair, and bad. I shall finish the letter Stephen, and I want to tell about much. When the girl of other country gets in other country. With culture unfamiliar to her, habits, people. She very for a long time comes to the senses. And it is required to her ????????????? by this environment new to her. It is very deep step for the girl to leave the country for residing at other country. Here again also much depends from the man, which not looking that she Russian is obliged as future husband to help her in all. To train the culture and language. I speak you thanks Stephen, that you have read this letter and have considered my letter with understanding. I shall wait for your letter. Your sincere Anna waits for your letter Stephen!.

Letter 8

Hi my dear my Stephen! How are you doing, work and family. Whether all at you in the order Stephen. Wanted to know, and to trust, that with you everything is all right. At us the Summer, but still weather good began. I very much wanted to ask you what you feel to me? For me your answer Stephen though I for the present cannot tell to you why is very important. I would like to tell to you Stephen as passes my working day. I shall tell about Monday. And so. I rise at 6.30, then I wash I bring the appearance to the order, on it leaves not so a lot of time as I do not use cosmetics. Then at 6.45 at me gymnastic till 7.107.10-7.20 souls and 7.25 easy breakfast. It in the basic coffee and sandwiches. My work begins at 8.00 and proceeds till 17.00. Now you see, that I very much try to find for you time though my work takes away from me so a lot of time. My dinner with 12.30-13.30. Also it happens, what exactly at this time I write to you Stephen. After a dinner more often at us in hospital a rest-hour at patients till 16.00, then visiting of patients by their parents or friends. I spoke you, that now me have raised also I is appointed to the post of the doctor of the therapist. It is very difficult specialization and demands the big attention and takes away many forces from me. As it is necessary to leave directly on a place where there was an accident or home to the patient and it is necessary to find out on a place what exactly has taken place at the patient and in what there can be a reason. At us not so many good doctors and more often at us simply shortage of doctors. Therefore be not surprised if any time do not see in the box of the letter. I hope, that you have understood what at me difficult work and as much this work takes away from me time and forces. But I want to inform you, that at me soon and consequently I with you shall carry out holiday of more time. With this letter I wanted to send you my photo little bit hot and I hope that it only will be at you and nobody will see it promise me I ask you. It is my honour as my trust to you of 100 that is a photo you should see only and I ask you to make it for me my most dear person. Well it is a photo for you and only for you. Why I have asked you, about feelings between me and you Stephen because I do not know as it to explain to you Stephen, but I test the certain dependence that you to me are not indifferent also I very much I like to receive your letters. I really not only am pleasant like with you I very much wanted to talk to you in the person Stephen. (it becomes sometime possible for me it is a reality). But we with you already know each other. I shall not tell to you, that I " love you Stephen ", but I test to you very good feelings and I do not know as it to explain to you Stephen. This such warm and as though native feeling of that As if we we with you already talked before and were already familiar. Both somehow we have again met and now for me this very big and beautiful feeling. You have told to me about yourself and I hope, that I also told to you about myself Stephen much. But now business not in it. And I only wanted to know your opinion Stephen about all it. I wait from you for the letter Stephen. Because now the person whom call Anna very much waits for your letters and hopes only on good in relations.

Letter 9

Hi my lovely Stephen! How you my love Stephen? Whether you Anna is interested all at you well? I hope, that your health is good also you disturbs nothing. My life passes from my work seeing your letter Stephen. I shall try to write to you Stephen every day to know, that at you all is good also I appreciate you Stephen for your care and love to me. You know, that I really seriously and very seriously concern to you. I know, many examples of that the Russian girls and it is possible at all girls deceive other people taking from them money. I do not know, I shall never ask you money Stephen. It seems to me for ours with you of relations Stephen so it will be better. Stephen why our love till now did not meet you earlier. Tell to me Stephen, probably we would avoid so many mistakes in ours with you lives Stephen. My mother speaks me, that probably I would find that person with which I could find the happiness. My dear Stephen my good girlfriend has told to me about travel agency which is at us in city. And me their distance contact e-mail and thus one of the best agencies at us in city. They as keep in contact on this e-mail with foreign people: agensi@mail.ru. And you could find out all about my trip to you having written there. I could look really at the opportunities trying to visit you Stephen. It seems to me, that it will occupy long time for me Stephen, therefore I shall try to visit you and to start to save money for my arrival to you. In due course we can know very well each other and then when I at last can save up money we already shall know that we can to expect from each other. And then I shall arrive to you Stephen. Remember my words Stephen, I never shall ask you money. I shall wait, so much how many you to me will tell. I am very happy, that I have found you here on the Internet and I shall be always grateful to destiny, that we have met you. I shall wait Stephen, so much how many it is necessary. My love to you is boundless. You the good person Stephen and for it I appreciate this high quality as the person. At my age I think it only love because when I see your letters and your outlooks on life Stephen your adult approach by a life and problems of a life I understand, that such person as you are capable to give such girl as I love. It would be necessary nothing for me from the person which loved me. All my care has transformed him into a life in continuous happiness. This would be only ours with you a life Stephen. Now I shall finish my letter to you Stephen and I shall write to you my following letter tomorrow. Yours faithfully and love to you Stephen yours Anna!

Letter 10

Hi my love Stephen! Your photos of autosquanderers have not so liked me as I at all do not like to play gamblings. I hope, that at you all is good also I write you the letter as to the most loved person. Very much it is pleasant to me, that you write to me such remarkable letters and send your photos which also very much like me. I love you Stephen as persons and I hope sometime on ours with you a meeting. In the last letter I sent to you a site in which you really might see everything, that it is necessary for us for ours with you of a meeting Stephen. I shall try to earn any money and if it is possible I shall arrive to you that we have met you in the person. I was interested concerning the visa a little. And I in a department release of the visa have told that that the visa will approximately cost 300 - 400 euros. Looking for what country to do the visa. It approximately the salary for two with superfluous month on my work. So I am quite really capable to issue it after a while. Yesterday at me difficult day was and I was very much tired. My boss demanded of me too much and I asserted the point of view. Here in Russia it is very difficult to be the woman. As we in Russia have not enough women of politicians or borrowing high posts in the state. Work of the woman in Russia also is estimated too in small quantity though at some enterprises the woman performs the most difficult work. Except for that my boss tried to make so that I performed his work not connected with my work. And though I know, that my boss the good person, but he also is declined to opinion that the woman should do only that she is spoken by the man. Such system you may observe here practically everywhere, at work, in a dining room, in our government, in family and it yet all Stephen. You imagine Stephen, that my boss has decided to threaten me with that can send me in long business trip. I certainly understand, that my boss the influential person but while I have my work I I shall work. And still I know, that we with you Stephen have happened not and I am grateful to destiny that we might meet you Stephen! I trust you Stephen on all of 100 of interests and very much I love you and I ask to not hurt me if you really do not love me or I am not necessary for you. I need in you after your letters and I think ours love a great miracle for us with you Stephen. If to speak about trust I at once shall tell to you Stephen, that I might not grow fond of you Stephen if I did not trust. I should collide in my work with various people and many come to us in hospital to find here the help. We are engaged not only treatment of people, but also we treat also soul of the person. And in some cases of persons itself tells that has resulted it in us in hospital. It also failures in work or disagreements in family. I wanted to tell you Stephen, that the trust is such brick wall which every day grows slowly on bricks. And to draw any conclusion or to understand, that you like (it in my case to you Stephen) me needs to be understood, that I trust you also this wall from bricks in our relations have reached a limit. And now here with you in this letter Stephen I express you all my soul both my character and my life that you knew and felt me as it is possible better. And though I understand, that I have written to you many letters on it, but I would like, that you knew me even better and my aspiration to know you begins more. You see if we shall meet in the person to us you Stephen it is necessary to speak about much. I understand, that the electronic letter is some communication way, but I feel, that now it does not suffice me also I wants conversation with you by the phone Stephen. I would like to know your number at work if suddenly I shall try to call you and you do not appear at home Stephen. I shall finish on it the letter Stephen and I shall write to you soon. I know, that you always wait for my letter Stephen, but I sometimes has days when I not always can write to you about all. And I know, that your love to me also grows every day. I kiss you Stephen and I wait with impatience of your new letter to me. I love you Stephen, yours Anna!

Letter 11

My love Stephen, how you? So it is pleasant to receive your letters and so I like to write to you. It seems to me is surprising to be on the Internet, but you beside are not present Stephen. You somewhere away I here. As life and as each day is unpredictable is surprising when we may write each other the letter. I always wait for your letter and am very rare when i come the same day in the Internet of cafe if I do not see your letter to me it becomes very sad though I know, that you for certain do not have time and you may not write to me so quickly. I began to save money to see you in the person and I hope when it really will take place it there will be a great holiday for two in love people which really want a meeting with the friend the friend. You have dream Stephen? My dream is, that we could see each other and I know, that the destiny does not do a thing simply so. And I believe, that we really shortly might meet. When the person openheartedly and soul devotes the body and soul to other person, unless there may be something that was so highly in ours with you relations Stephen? You agree with me Stephen? I hope, that my following question will not cause you any negative phenomena in my address because I wanted to ask you Stephen about some part of sexual relations. I do not think it criminal, but your opinion a little bit others will be possible as against me and to me it would like to know. I think, that we with you love consisting in letters develops in us with you Stephen higher and moral feelings and consequently the question on the sexual relation seems to me accepted in the given situation. And consequently I hope, that you will understand me in it. I only wanted to ask you if erotic dreams dreamed you and you saw us with you together, you counted it normal? I understand, that anyone the man as against the woman demands that its need was satisfied (me it seems, that with a nature will not argue) and consequently I shall understand you Stephen that you communicate with other women and even it is possible not only it. I shall never judge you for it, and I simply wanted to tell, that when we would shall be near to you I never has dared that, you did something similar with other women but when we now so far apart I always can understand it. Here in Russia I have not found such the man and consequently to me have prompted to find the man in other country and when I have found you Stephen I think, that this big happiness for me lets to not be at all with you beside but to know, that you are also you need in me as well as I in you. And consequently when the woman does not have a near of the man it tries to leave in work and to think only of the family. Absolutely is not present, I did not begin to hate all men after my last experience with the young man who enjoyed my trust. I have simply understood, that it will be difficult for me to find such person who might not release me and which would trust me in all. Stephen you are very important to me and important as never in my life and consequently I feeling necessity of our meeting shall try to do all that we Stephen have met you. In my life anybody might not be yet so close as you Stephen and when our meeting happen, and I know, that it necessarily happen, I shall be very glad to that we have met you also I I know, that our first meeting will be remembered to us with you Stephen on all stayed life. I finish on it the letter to you Stephen and I shall wait for your letter my love! I wish you successful day, yours Anna!

Letter 12

Hi my dearest love bear cub Stephen! You have not written me the letter, and I have decided to write to you. And still I wanted to ask you I shall be possible to name you my favourite bear cub? Well I wanted to speak only with you about us about our relations and to find out with you why it happened? I so was glad when we started and wrote every day letters and it only I so liked to write to you the letter much. And as it turned out that we met as you think I only I think that destiny and destiny it so much she always only conducts us to that that we could meet to speak with different people destiny reduces all in this life. She means during our life much and I think that you spoken with destiny and happens. How you think? I have trusted in destiny and the ambassador all these letters I so is glad that I liked you and you like me yours words it is such depth yours words you simply at me in soul and I am very glad that you are in my soul near to heart. I shall wait only for you always and I at all do not know as you to tell you for me simply an ideal the man. You that for the sake of which I would give a life and it is not simple words so I ask ponder upon my letter and understand who I and that I see in you as in the person and you only should represent as much you mean for me and as much you only imagine for me. I precisely do not know you can understand it whether or not? You can as to become attached to me whether or not. Also that for us with you waits in the future we do not know but only remember mine words that you for me which that person I always wait and believe what be fast we can together I believe in it and only I expect when all this can happen. As I want to speak you how many yours words mean for me so I ask only do not speak mere words if they only have no value to me important that if you speak by not a lot of word and their value for you. And if you and in the truth all this so feel for me then this that much that is necessary. And I wait tell to me the most important words which you wanted to speak me and till now did not speak. In this letter I wanted to speak you that at me now so many work and that my holiday soon and it only will be about in 2 weeks I so I do for mine clients much and my work I give myself to my work. Simply I know and saw such workers which do not give myself to work and only all spoils it spoils work and all that there occurs. I very much hope for you that all well and that you only do all as it is possible well. Which I only wanted to speak some more phrases for you you very good and kind person know it presently remained good and kind people very little. I am very glad that have found you and never I want to lose you. Well now I only want to finish my letter and to speak you that I very much I love you and I wait for your answer my kitten. I shall be here for you as soon as I can and I hope that I can read your answer. Always which that woman you are not indifferent also which waits always for the letter from you because I LOVE YOU. Yours Anna!!!

Letter 13

Hi my lovely bear cub my man Stephen!!! I do not receive yours the letter my dear. I feel it as you simply invest your soul and your caress in your letter. Excuse that sometimes I cannot answer and only you should understand that in the first it not at my place and it only in the Internet of cafe where it is necessary to go understand me??? And still I was very difficult to reach to this so I ask only wait for my letter each time I always I think of you but there is no that opportunity sometimes to write so soon as I would like. I so am glad each time to write to you as much I love you and as much I want to embrace you. You the person which always good and which writes to me such big words love I simply I LOVE you and I love you for ever. I want to speak you about that as I feel for this time how many I much write to you I I I dream wait understand and I try to penetrate into yours letters. And in these letters to me I understand that you invest in them you invest heart and soul that each time to write to me. I simply dream of you what you lives that you do on work. As you live also what way of life you drive. All this is simply wonderful. You only which that person I shall always wait also that person which you are very important for me that person which dear for me. I simply wait and I dream all this that I think. I wanted to ask you some questions and if you only can answer these questions. As far as big your house also could give you to me all photos of your house. As far as difficult your work? How have a rest in your country in week-end? As celebrate holidays. I wanted to know about you all up to each trifle. All that only is connected to you I want to know it though I already now know much about you but my inclination speaks that I a little still know you and I want to know all about you and your life. You and only you that person which changed my life which you did my life much better and much more beautifully only that person which so my life I much changed grateful to you for that that you so did a beautiful life starting up it only my dream but I shall dream to like also to me to think that where that that my half which waits for me which trusts me and which trusts me so as far as I trust you I wait for you and always I shall wait how many you will tell and how many it shall be necessary to wait only time I for you for ever. I shall be many and to wait for a long time and I hope that soon it arrives to me. I shall be glad to see it from you. On it I wanted while to finish my letter and I wait from you yours for the letter and that you speak to me and that you write about it. I always wait yours for the letter and never think if my letter did not arrive to you in some days that I forgot you I only always I remember you and always I wait for you and yours of the letter. So I wait for you and yours of news. You and only your love from Russia which waits for you and dreams of you every night and day Anna!!!