Letter(s) to Peter (Germany)

Letter 1

Hi the darling Pet.
I am glad to receive your happy letter.
It really very much pleases me.
I had serious enough conversation last night when the daddy has come home.
I had to wait for it long enough.
The daddy was happy when came home but having seen me his face has accepted again a mask of indifference familiar to me which there were on it all these years.
I all have told to it about that that I guess its confidential communications with the woman.
But it long enough convinced me of that that it does not have woman.
After disputes which proceeded about an hour the daddy in all to me admitted.
It was very a shame to it after all once it promised to me to forget love for the sake of memory of my lost mum.
The daddy asked from me pardons for all but I even did not think to take offence at it.
I have told to it about that what silly to deceive itself and to keep a secret the love.
There is it some months secretly communicated with this woman and all this time hid from me the feelings.
But after all I its native daughter also feel changes in it.
The daddy was very glad after we in all admitted each other.
We long communicated and recollected mum.
I have told to the father that the life does not come to an end and it is not necessary to refuse to itself in the most remarkable feeling which is given the
person from the god.
I told to the daddy about that that I plan to leave very soon already the country and to begin the new and happy life near to that man which very strongly loves me.
The daddy was glad I for a long time already it such did not see.
I have told that the daddy resulted the woman in our house and veins with it.
This morning I have woken up from loud laughter of the father.
IT was on kitchens near to the woman.
It has seemed to me enough lovely and I hope that it will be really happy near to it after all the daddy in the same way as well as I have the right to a new
and happy life.
We had a joint breakfast and discussed my trip abroad.
The daddy has told that they can help me with necessary money for tickets and the visa.
He has told to me that it will be glad to have once acquaintance to you the darling.
I promised to the daddy that we will necessarily visit our house and the daddy will get acquainted with you and to show you the car.
It it is valid very big pride.
Today I came into travel agency to learn about that that to me it is necessary to leave the country and to be near to you.
To me have told that first of all I should know your exact home address.
I hope that you can send me this information in the following letter.
To me have told that I can will receive the visa which to grant to me is right to be near to you three months.
Only for registration of this visa it is necessary for travel agency will have a copy of any document which could to certify your citizenship.
To me have told about that that the rights will approach even.
Simply I should have a purpose of visiting of your country.
I and have told to people from agency that I leave the country to begin the new life near to the beloved.
Pet I hope for that that you can send me the necessary information on tomorrow in the letter because in my plans for tomorrow payment of all travel.
I have already agreed with the daddy and we together can make all.
The darling will already seems to me that in a week we nearby.
Probably it will be one of the happiest days in my life.
I will wait for your letter.
Your girl and love of your life Olga.

Letter 2

The darling hi.
As you passes day.
I wish to tell to you about that that at me now a new e-mail address.
Now it will be necessary for you to write letters on my new address.
With an old e-mail address I had serious problems.
Now I will use an e-mail address which used in a boarding school earlier.
The darling write me letters on this address.
I hope that at you all well.
I am glad to our dialogue.
And I will wait for your letter.
Your Olga.

Letter 3

Hi love of my life.
This morning I have woken up with very good mood.
I have felt pleasant happiness that that which I had in the student's years.
To me became so pleasantly and I felt the high-grade girl which can love.
Probably the most pleasant feeling which the person can really test it.
Pet I felt again careless and now it seems to me that I can make many the important changes in the life.
The darling I have felt that happiness which disappeared in depths of my consciousness.
At night eyes of that girl have dreamt me but has constrained itself in hands and I have thought of you long looking on sheet from your photo which have brought from the Internet of cafe and now I will always store its number until when I can be in your hands.
The darling you at all do not represent as I is glad.
I feel again the girl which loves.
In the morning I long thought of love.
What exactly seems to me love can rescue all this indifferent world which surrounds us.
After all only in love and through love the person finds perceptions of all world around.
Now I am glad that I have this feeling.
Pet for me acquaintance to you what that has opened in the image a love door in my rigid soul.
I even as that feel now to another.
This beginning of my new life is possible.
The darling I as have seriously enough reflected on that to have children and to give them this love having brought up them really persons capable to understand a problem of other people.
Now I understand that it is my debt to the god.
Pet I hope for that that you can present to me the child.
Now I had a dream of that to begin the life anew near to you in your country and to be really happy.
Only so I can forget the terrible life.
The DARLING I hope that you can present to me this dream.
Today I promised to help the father with cleaning of its car.
For work I have decided not to go any more.
The darling I hope that you will be glad the nobility my dreams.
The main thing understand that now they depend in many respects and on you.
I will wait your thoughts.
Your love Olga.

Letter 4

Hi the darling.
I am glad again and very strongly to read your letter.
It is very pleasant to me to understand that fact that you are ready to accept me at home.
All it gives me very big hope of that that I can have a new happy life.
Yesterday I long communicated with the daddy concerning that that I am able to love again.
The daddy was so is glad for me.
But I have noticed that the daddy what that strange became for this time.
It seems to me that in his soul and in his life that that has appeared.
I spoke today with Olga concerning the daddy.
She has told to me that often enough saw it with one woman which it carries by a taxi almost every day.
Olga speaks that my daddy looks joyful enough near to this woman.
Probably it has secret relations with it.
We long thought concerning it.
Now the daddy began to disturb strongly enough me.
Probably it has found to itself the woman.
But the daddy promised to me whom not to love any more.
Probably it hides these feelings from me.
Now I know that the love is feeling about which it is impossible to forget.
But why the daddy hides it from me.
Pet as you think if all that Olga the truth speaks that the daddy has found to itself the woman.
But why it hides it from me?
I cannot sometimes understand men.
They are strange people.
It seems to me that the daddy simply feels in what that guilty.
Probably he thinks that I cannot understand it?
But I will understand it if its feelings really serious and it has found the love.
For a long time he swore to me about that that will not love more not whom in the life.
After all mum was very important for it.
But I understand that that the life goes further and feelings of love are capable to visit the person again.
It as I have tested happiness in that morning having understood that I am able to love again.
I do not know that to me to do the darling.
Pet as you think to me it is necessary to talk about it to the daddy?
Probably he wants it but which it has given the promise to me does not allow to it it to make?
But I think that it very badly to hide love from the native daughter.
After all I can understand it.
Whether Pet as you think it is necessary to me to the first to begin conversation with the daddy?
I hope that you can help to solve to me these questions.
Today I plan to visit a boarding school and I will tell that I to leave this work.
The DARLING before to plan travel to me it is necessary to take away all documents from work.
For today at me the important meetings for this purpose are planned very many.
The darling I think that tomorrow I can to leave work completely.
Pet but that to me to do with the daddy after all I very much respect him and I wish to understand.
The darling please advise to arrive as me with it.
Whether it is necessary to begin conversation with it?
I think that you understand the man's logic is better and can give to my advice how to arrive with it.
I love you very strongly and I will wait for your letter.
Your love Olga.

Letter 5

Hi Pet.
Today a lot of grief I have tested.
But my grief was for the first time kind.
Kind grief this pleasant enough sensation.
When today I have visited a boarding school me very pleasant surprise waited.
Young beginning girls which else were recently students and now workers tutors of a boarding school have prepared for me pleasant farewell number with
children.
They have gathered all children and have learnt them to keep together for hands.
All together they tried to sing to me a farewell song from an old cartoon film which earlier I very often showed to children.
All it was more similar to a monotonous rumble.
After all not many children are able to talk well.
But it was valid to me to see very pleasantly all children a single whole.
I even have begun to cry looking on all it.
For the first time I have felt kind grief.
It is very unusual also I will long remember this feeling.
The moment when you cry and smile simultaneously.
I will long remember this moment.
And even that girl was there but that that has changed in its sight.
It is possible it can test pure human feelings once.
It me has very strongly pleased all.
Looking at beginning girls which only start to work I cried and laughed.
It seems to me that a lot of useful I have made for these children.
I will pray to the god that they could have once feelings of love which it parents could not show.
Now new tutors will learn them to understand this world.
These young girls which will leave the nerves within the precincts of this boarding school.
But they know on what they have gone.
And I will always respect such people because they do kind business giving the feelings to small children which do not know pleasure of this life.
At parting I have told it that only the love will rescue our indifferent world.
I hope that girls could understand me.
Pet now work in a boarding school remains only memoirs on that that there are small children which which their parents require in caresses and good and
could not give to them.
The darling now I think of that that has come to start to build time own life.
And at me big enough plans for it.
I know that nearby there will be you and together we can bring up own children having given to them all our love and caress having grown up from them the present persons.
Pet I trust and I know that at all of us necessarily it to turn out.
Now I am am excited with my private life.
The first that I will make it I will talk to the daddy.
Yes the darling you is really right I simply should to take the first step itself towards to the father after all it when cannot tell to me of it.
And I will understand it correctly about I will wish good luck.
Now I understand that that in our life each person has the right to love.
Pet tomorrow I will write to you as there will pass my conversation.
Now I feel really very happy.
The darling I am very glad that the destiny has presented to me acquaintance to you.
I love you and I will wait for your letter.
Your greatest love Olga.

Letter 6

Hi the darling.
How are things going with you?
I hope that at you all well.
I hope that a happiness smile on your person and good mood.
To me too to have to smile.
Yesterday I went to a zoo.
There was a lot of animal of the warm countries.
I liked to look at noble tigers.
As I liked to look at small wild boars and their careful mum of a wild boar.
Small wild boars very ridiculous.
We went together with the daddy.
The daddy the awful hunter.
He spoke to me that is a pity at it there is no gun.
I laughed at the daddy and to us was cheerful.
Favourite I hope that you are good.
Do not forget about me and write me the letters.
I will wait for the letter.
Your Olga.

Letter 7

Hi the darling Pet.
I am glad to receive your happy letter.
It really very much pleases me.
I had serious enough conversation last night when the daddy has come home.
I had to wait for it long enough.
The daddy was happy when came home but having seen me his face has accepted again a mask of indifference familiar to me which there were on it all these years.
I all have told to it about that that I guess its confidential communications with the woman.
But it long enough convinced me of that that it does not have woman.
After disputes which proceeded about an hour the daddy in all to me admitted.
It was very a shame to it after all once it promised to me to forget love for the sake of memory of my lost mum.
The daddy asked from me pardons for all but I even did not think to take offence at it.
I have told to it about that what silly to deceive itself and to keep a secret the love.
There is it some months secretly communicated with this woman and all this time hid from me the feelings.
But after all I its native daughter also feel changes in it.
The daddy was very glad after we in all admitted each other.
We long communicated and recollected mum.
I have told to the father that the life does not come to an end and it is not necessary to refuse to itself in the most remarkable feeling which is given the
person from the god.
I told to the daddy about that that I plan to leave very soon already the country and to begin the new and happy life near to that man which very strongly loves me.
The daddy was glad I for a long time already it such did not see.
I have told that the daddy resulted the woman in our house and veins with it.
This morning I have woken up from loud laughter of the father.
IT was on kitchens near to the woman.
It has seemed to me enough lovely and I hope that it will be really happy near to it after all the daddy in the same way as well as I have the right to a new
and happy life.
We had a joint breakfast and discussed my trip abroad.
The daddy has told that they can help me with necessary money for tickets and the visa.
He has told to me that it will be glad to have once acquaintance to you the darling.
I promised to the daddy that we will necessarily visit our house and the daddy will get acquainted with you and to show you the car.
It it is valid very big pride.
Today I came into travel agency to learn about that that to me it is necessary to leave the country and to be near to you.
To me have told that first of all I should know your exact home address.
I hope that you can send me this information in the following letter.
To me have told that I can will receive the visa which to grant to me is right to be near to you three months.
Only for registration of this visa it is necessary for travel agency will have a copy of any document which could to certify your citizenship.
To me have told about that that the rights will approach even.
Simply I should have a purpose of visiting of your country.
I and have told to people from agency that I leave the country to begin the new life near to the beloved.
Pet I hope for that that you can send me the necessary information on tomorrow in the letter because in my plans for tomorrow payment of all travel.
I have already agreed with the daddy and we together can make all.
The darling will already seems to me that in a week we nearby.
Probably it will be one of the happiest days in my life.
I will wait for your letter.
Your girl and love of your life Olga.

Letter 8

Hi ps.
I was very glad to receive the answer to your letter.
It is pleasant to me to realise that that I deal really with very serious man.
I hope for that that our dialogue will be pleasant enough.
Today I planned to tell to you about the life.
Probably it will seem to you very interesting.
I live with the father in one apartment.
Mum has died five years ago.
Her called Irina it was very kind woman.
In the letters I probably still will speak about tragic death of my mum.
But now I think of that what not time for such conversations.
My daddy call Oleg it works as the taxi driver.
Together we well enough live and we do not test difficulties.
I very strongly love and I respect the father.
So it has turned out that to me was necessary to learn an economic life early very much.
Houses I have all powers of the mistress and I watch that that at home always there was a cosiness atmosphere.
The daddy did not begin to result the woman in our house because I was against it.
I have firmly told to it about that that in our house there should be only one mistress.
To me to have to consult with all house affairs with which the woman in the house should be engaged.
Our life with the daddy lovely enough and we at all when do not argue with it because very much we respect each other.
ps I hope that now you can know about my family life more.
My work very interesting also is connected with children.
I work as the logopedist in children's home a boarding school.
My trade consists in that to learn small children with defects of speech correctly to speak.
It really demands from me the big patience and hardness of my character.
I very much love children and once I dream to have children.
In our house a boarding school there are small children till 16 years at which there are no parents or their parents are solved the parental rights.
Alcohol was the biggest problem of Russia always.
To many people alcohol breaks a life and breaks destinies.
It is a pity that there are families of alcoholics in which there are small children.
But they do not receive education and lag behind in the development.
Sometimes to poor children such here families at all that to eat.
In such situations of parents of alcoholics solve the parental rights.
In our house a boarding school we give to poor children pure clothes and meal.
The most important thing that we give to children necessary happiness which to them irresponsible parents have not given.
Very much to like me my work after all I do kind business.
Already I am a lot of children have learnt to speak correctly.
Sometimes to me happens very sadly to look at children who have again arrived to us.
Looking at the child which did not eat normal meal and did not test caress to me happens strongly it would be desirable to cry.
But I have already got used to see such sad pictures and it has made firm my character.
I try to conduct an active way of life to have time to do many affairs.
Often enough I address to the daddy that it could help me with transport.
As I go in for sports.
Sports have very much great value for me and always help me to be in the necessary tone.
My life is usual enough but I do not complain of it.
The main thing I understand that that to me to have to do kind affairs.
ps I hope for that that now you could learn my life.
As it will be very pleasant to me to know your life.
I hope to learn from you in your following letter:
1 About your parents.
2 About your work.
3 About your family life.
Understand that all it really very much interests me.
And I hope that you can describe to me the life.
Probably it as very interesting.
It will be pleasant to me to understand it.
I will wait for your letter my friend.
With the big respect Olga.

Letter 9

Hi the darling.
To me really it is not clear why you do not write me letters?
The darling tell to me please why so.
Understand that I with the big hope wait every day for the letter from you.
The darling understand that I very seriously look at dialogue with a feed bag.
Also I hope for that that you as confidently you look at dialogue with me.
Probably for you it simply entertainment?
The darling probably at you is the girl and I really stir to you?
Be not silent write to me that happens.
Understand that for me all it really very important and I will wait for your letter.
Your girl Olga.

Letter 10

Hi the darling.
Where you were gone?
I wait for your letter.
I really do not have it.
The darling understand that I wish to communicate with you every day.
It seems to me that in ours dialogue is real sense.
The darling understand that I aspire to that to be near to you.
You very remarkable man.
For me you became very close man.
Understand that at me very few close people.
So it has turned out that few people which bring to me happiness and pleasure.
Understand the darling that for me you became the close man.
I always with the big trembling wait for your letter.
Please do not forget me.
I ask you do not forget me.
Know that for me you became very serious person.
I will wait for your letter.
Olga.

Letter 11

Hi my lovely friend Pet.
It is very pleasant to me to write you the letter.
Because I think of that that you very serious man.
The purpose of my dialogue is as much as possible to learn you.
Probably you that man about which I always dreamt.
For me it will be very important to understand it in the course of our correspondence.
Now I wish to be presented.
My name is Olga.
To me of 26 years my day a birth on June, 15th.
I live in the city of Nizhni Novgorod.
It to be in Russia.
I live together with the father in one apartment.
Pet it is possible at you there are questions concerning my serious purposes of dialogue with you.
It should seems to me that at you to arise these questions.
1 Why I have decided to address to the Internet to find to myself the man?
As it seems to me it is a convenient way of dialogue after all before have a direct meeting I can to learn the future man in the course of correspondence.
It is very convenient as it seems to me and does not demand time considerable quantity.
As I think of that that in the Internet dialogue I can be much more confident than at valid than a meeting.
2 Why I have decided to find to myself the man abroad my state.
First of all it is valid me very interestingly as I not to time was not behind side-altars of the country.
As it seems to me that I can create a family with the man abroad and live other life new to.
I do not run from the country. Simply as it seems to me foreign men are very intelligent and can care of the family very well.
Probably I am mistaken. But I have decided to be convinced itself of it.
3 Why I have decided to choose you for dialogue?
On this site of a site I have chosen yours from all profiles because it seems to me that you really very serious man with which it is possible to create
strong relations.
Understand that I hope for that that I am not mistaken in the choice and you here to build relations and serious love in the future.
FOR THOSE WHO USES DIALOGUE ONLY TO HAVE ENTERTAINMENT I I ASK NOT TO DISTURB ME.
I am not going to spend time simply so.
Pet I hope that you really serious man.
Understand that I very strongly wish to find here serious love and to continue relations not only in letters but also in a real life.
To me it will be very pleasant if you can send to me more than the pictures.
I hope that my photos like you.
In the following letter I will tell more about the life.
Your new girl Olga.

Letter 12

Hi Pet.
It is very pleasant to me to see your words of gratitude for my good affairs.
To really me it is very pleasant that wash work to be appreciated.
As it is very pleasant to me to know your life my friend.
It very active and me seems that you not from lazy people.
I very much do not love laziness.
Pet today I wish to mention a theme for dialogue which takes a certain place in our lives.
It is belief in the god.
It should seems to me that at each person to be belief in the god.
After all it is at times much means for its moral values.
Pet and you have belief?
Concerning me I seriously enough concern it.
Each days off to us in the house the boarding school comes the priest and we help it to inform belief in the god to our small children.
It is very important for our children.
Debt of all our workers to give them correct and decent education.
Religion basis which the priest preaches to children Orthodoxy is.
The belief in the god very many learns our children showing to them moral values.
Children are always glad to learn that that new to themselves and children after dialogue with the priest have very many questions.
My debt to answer curiosity of children concerning an origin of the god.
I think that it is all very important for their development and attitude.
My friend I hope that you as believe in God and adhere to moral principles which the god learnt all of us.
It is a pity but now in the world surrounding us not all people have belief.
As it seems to me that if each person adhered to simple morals and would have certain belief of many malicious affairs would become less.
As not a little important really to have belief.
It helps with a life.
I hope that these questions has not put you in strong meditations.
Pet understand that to me it really very important to know your opinion.
And I hope that you can write to me about it in the following letter.
I will wait for it.
With the big respect Olga.

Letter 13

Hi mine Pet.
Today I long worked in a boarding school with one girl which all was afraid.
Looking in her eyes I have seen rage and mistrust of the person which hates all world.
She is the small beauty which to us have brought one of these days.
Her parents were addicts.
The group of our workers was simply in a shock.
To me told about that apartment where there was this little girl.
The darling when I listened to the story about that apartment in my heart the strong disappointment and pity has jammed.
In apartment these addicts at all did not have illumination lamps.
At interrogation of parents of this girl our workers could not learn an exact name of this girl at all.
Pet understand that the girl looks simply very beautiful.
But in its children's features the rage and fear to all is visible that surrounds it.
I and could not get conversation with it.
Only seven years and our doctors speak it that at it a strong psychosis having lines of a schizophrenia.
It will be already very difficult to it to understand the world which it surrounds.
Looking in its wild eyes full of rage I could not constrain myself.
Tears have filled my eyes and it became very a pity to me for the further destiny of this beautiful girl.
Our employees speak that it any more when cannot be in an environment of people.
All it is very strong me today has touched.
Pet I have seriously reflected on that to take to myself rest for some time.
The darling to me now also I till now am insulting even as that I feel guilty to this little girl but I can not understand why.
Probably I already have much seen enough on the work and these are the last that I could see.
The darling to me would be desirable to cry till now only from thoughts for destiny of this little girl.
Now I try to calm myself.
After all today I planned to tell to you really very important thing.
Now I very much worry because feelings of pity have overflowed my consciousness.
Pet but I wish to try to make it and I hope that you can accept my words close to the heart.
Last night I had very bad dream and thought of your letters recollecting ours with you acquaintance and the first letters.
I could not understand and see at once in you that person near to which I can be really very happy.
At first I thought of that that you from those which people of feeling are filled by indifference.
I tried as it is possible to check up is better you in your letters and to be convinced of that that it not so.
After that when you have written me the condolences about sad destiny of my family I have seriously reflected that you really are the present person.
After long meditations this night I have understood all.
Pet I wish to tell to you that I love you.
It is very heavy to me to speak such words because I think that in a life the person can tell them some time and only then they will store the initial sense.
The darling but I can with all big soul and the big heart to tell to you about that that I love you.
This feeling did not visit me for a long time already.
But I still the young girl and I have the right to love.
Now I understand that you are that man which completely understands me and my life.
Pet understand that I already am very strongly tired from the work and from all that rage which I see each working day in a boarding school.
Looking at the broken destinies of children with which I work to me it seems that my destiny is not broken yet.
After all I still am able to test pure feeling of love which already hardly poor children will test.
Pet and I hope that you can change my life having filled with its love.
The darling I so am glad that you have appeared in my life.
And I hope for that that your feelings to me really as are very serious.
I will wait for your letter with the big excitement.
Now your letters bring happiness during my life.
And I am grateful to you for it.
Probably you are a gift of my destiny for my kind affairs.
Your love Olga.

Letter 14

Hi my darling Pet.
I was really very glad to read your letter and to understand you.
The darling I am glad to understand that fact that you really very remarkable man.
How much I understand we are similar enough people and our search moves to one direction.
For me all it so important and now I so am glad for that that you which man I searched for a long time already.
It is pleasant to realise that that there is a man with such character which approaches you.
Pet now I start to feel affinity in your letters.
I am am pleased very strongly with our mutual understanding.
It seems to me that mutual understanding is a basis of serious relations.
I hope that our relations will be more and more seriously with each our new letter.
Pet I am glad that I have found you. Yes it is really very glad.
It seems to me that near to you I can be very happy girl.
Now I see harmony in our letters and it very much pleases me.
The darling I want as it is possible to learn more close each other in letters and to search that for that general in our lives.
Today I very much would like to discuss with you a theme of friends.
Friends it is a vital support of each person.
I speak about the presents and loyal friends after all them not so that much.
In my life there are which two girls I name courageous I can the best girlfriends.
I know them already very much for a long time and very many have gone through together with them.
It will seems to me that you are very glad their nobility.
Since early years we were the best girl-friends and not when did not bring each other.
We could keep our friendship in a year of a life and not change to our friendship.
First my girlfriend is Olga.
Olga always was the sports girl.
Now it works as the trainer in big tennis.
It is the deserved master of sports.
Olga always bore sports during my life.
It organised to me skiing and a snowboard when we still studied at universities.
Now we not often go for a drive.
The intense schedule of my life does not give me a lot of free time after all I devote to its children which really very much are in great need in it.
But two times a week I visit tennis court and we play with Olga.
Olga always gave us a lot of optimism and good mood.
Olga is such person which does not know bad mood.
I always very strongly admire with its considerable quantity of optimism.
Second our girlfriend is Larissa.
Larissa is magnificence of beauty and good manners.
Its education passed in very intelligent family.
From us three it the most self-confident in itself.
Which I have these remarkable photos at myself and I send to you Larissa did to me.
At Larissa for a long time it is valid very big interest to a photo.
Larissa now works as the manager at known enough restaurant of our city.
Often we meet at it all together and we share news of our life.
Pet I hope that to you interestingly to know my girlfriends.
After all I tell it to you because I want that you as it is possible know is better a smog my life.
The present and reliable friends as it should seems to me to be in a life at each person.
After all it is very big support.
If I have problems or misfortunes I can always hope for the help of the girlfriends.
It seems to me that also Olga with Larissa in the same way thinks.
Three together we go on this life keeping and leaning against each other.
I with the big pride can tell that I have present girlfriends.
The darling I think that to you really pleasantly to know it.
It is possible at you too there are real friends about which you to me can to tell.
It will be very pleasant to me to see it in your letter.
Pet I think that thus we do each other more close and we continue to understand each other.
I hope that you too so think.
Why it is easy to me to speak that to you about the life and I feel understanding in your letters.
It is very remarkable.
I start to think of you more and more and to try to understand you.
I would like to feel to you completely opened in the letters.
Because I start to understand that our relations start to be formed.
The darling I will wait with the big excitement of your letter.
Your girl Olga.

Letter 15

Hi my lovely friend Pet.
I was glad the nobility that fact that you positively concern belief in the god.
For me it was important to understand your decency.
It seems to me that thus I can trust you more and do our dialogue more close.
Today I long thought of that what to write to you in the letter.
Our dialogue to have a certain support should seems to me that that we in each letter could understand each other and realise the purpose of our search.
Pet I wish to tell to you about that that I search in the man.
For this purpose I have decided to write points which I especially I appreciate in the man and I want that my future partner in life had these character traits:
1 Nobleness.
2 Fidelity.
3 Bravery.
4 Honesty.
5 Erudition.
6 Propensity to romanticism.
7 Care.
8 Mercy.
9 Sense of humour.
My darling I understand what probably now very seldom to meet such man which possessed all these character traits.
Yes I understand that all people different.
Pet you are possible can to admit fairly only to me about presence of these important advantages at yourself.
It is necessary for me the nobility that as it is possible to understand is better you and to be convinced of that that I am not far from the ideal.
Yes I know that ideal men very little.
The darling probably at you is lacks.
I ask you only speak me the naked truth.
Understand that it very important for me.
During dialogue with you I can tell about you only good words.
But I so know you a little.
And me it will be pleasant if you can open to me lines of the character.
I hope that it will be not so difficultly for you.
Probably you too have an ideal of the woman which you dream to find.
It will be very pleasant to me to know it.
Pet I hope that you can share with me the thoughts concerning ideal values which you wish to see in the future woman.
I will be glad to know it.
Probably our ideals will be similar.
I hope that you will not be at a loss with it.
I will wait for your letter my lovely friend.
With the big respect Olga.

Letter 16

Hi my darling Pet.
I waited for your letter with very big curiosity.
Last night I met the girlfriends.
We have pleasantly enough spent time at my place.
Discussing all new that has occurred in our life.
My daddy looked football and became angry about us when we loudly laughed.
He names us as before talkers.
We laugh at it understanding that it does not change to the expressions long years and as earlier in the childhood names us ridiculous words.
The daddy is glad to our friendship after all it really strong.
The darling it was very pleasant to me to realise that fact that you have very good friends.
It is very remarkable also I believe that you as communicate together for a long time already.
Very well when in a life there are real friends.
Pet I feel that you become to me close enough man.
And even already to the daddy I have told about ours with you relations.
The daddy has been surprised by that that I communicate with the foreigner but it not against it.
My father advises to me as it is possible to learn is better each other before to start to do serious conclusions of ours with you of relations.
The darling I agree with my daddy after all it will not advise me bad councils.
In the last time I notice behind it strange concern.
At first I thought of that that it again has started to take alcohol.
But it it is not appreciable probably the reason that disappears in what the friend.
Pet I not when close did not mention a theme of our family.
Because thought that we not so trust each other.
But now I think of that that has come to tell time to you our family history which is very sad and always immerses me in deep grief when I start to recollect it.
The darling but I feel that that we became very close in our letters and I am confident that that you can to understand sad history of our family.
I not when did not speak to you about mum and about that as it has left from us the life.
My mum called Irina it was very beautiful and kind woman.
Many people always recollect her life only kind words.
Mum always was cheerful and cheerful.
But probably the destiny so has disposed with it.
My mum had serious problems with the liver.
But it not when not a preoval to it of great value.
Many times to it suggested to pass serious medical examination.
But she did not dare at it speaking that in her life and so affairs much.
Mum is a pity that so concerned the health.
Once to it it became very bad also doctors have been compelled to take away it in hospital.
When it have seriously examined was already late.
Doctors did not give hope for its health speaking about that that already too late.
The liver of mum has started to decay.
At this time I was in practice in children's camps of rest.
The daddy called to me and with each call its voice was colder.
Then I had carefree student's time and I at all did not have thoughts about bad.
Each my day passed with noisy crowds of children and evenings in a circle of students together with which we tested then serene time of our young student's
years.
When I called home last time the daddy was strongly drunk and that not distinctly spoke that to me about mum.
When I have arrived home mum already have died.
All this time she died painful death on eyes at my father.
About one month in such bad she spent a condition in hospital.
The daddy did not speak to me about it because did not wish to spoil my careless summer.
All this month he drank strong alcohol filling in the grief.
It has reached such condition that already has started to sell things from our apartment.
I have met him in awful a condition.
Our apartment was similar to apartment of poor people.
The life in it has died also the daddy did not notice as spent on drink expensive family things arranging a sit-round gathering with local alcoholics.
That autumn when we buried mum I has said goodbye to a careless youth for a long time having forgotten happiness of a life.
All that we then had it only thin apartment and a strong alcoholism of the daddy which it was necessary to treat.
Here then Larissa's parents to the aid have come.
They were and then very much men of means and have helped us with money for treatment of a daddy's alcoholism.
But after two weeks of narcological clinic the daddy was completely lost person.
After all it has lost respect at many people and unique work.
My working career during that moment only grew also to me hardly money sufficed to pay for our apartment and to buy meal.
All this time Larissa was near to me and helped me than could.
The daddy was in declines of all vital interests and damned itself for all that we then had.
Here then I also was convinced of that that the true friendship actually exists.
Larissa parents were going then to sell the old car and to buy the new.
They did not require then the big money to buy the new car.
And old sold only because they did not have a place in garage.
Larissa could persuade the father to give the old car on credit for not specified time.
At the daddy has appeared then last chance to rise again in the life.
All thought that it will not have not enough will power again to become the man.
But the daddy could.
It worked on cars day and night by a taxi on our city and even happened as slept in the car.
The daddy is a lot of shame has gone through but it could rise from that step where it was carried away by alcohol.
In due course he has sold the old car has given money Larissa to parents and has bought the new car.
It was valid very difficultly for it.
From such condition in which there was my daddy not to many people it is possible to rise and again to become the decent man.
Now the daddy uses again the big respect at surrounding people.
It and works as the taxi driver.
To like it this work and I feel quiet for his life.
NOT many people manage to become again normal after a month of the daily strong use of alcohol.
Pet now to me it became very bad from that that I have written to you and strongly it would be desirable to cry.
So in detail I spoke this sad history of the life only to really very close people.
Now in my life there was one more loved one.
Pet I hope that you could understand now my sad destiny.
Know that I hope for that that this letter can make us close people.
Probably I in vain now wrote you all it.
But thus you can understand me better.
The darling I wished to tell for a long time to you about the family but was afraid that you cannot understand me.
Now I feel that you as is very serious to me in the letters and can correctly understand all.
My life not such happy as seems.
After that I long did not have men because not many wished to communicate with a daughter of the alcoholic.
But I trust that it will not change your feelings to me.
I hope for it.
Now I worry concerning this letter.
Also I will wait for your answer with understanding.
Your girl Olga.

Letter 17

Hi Pet.
I could calm down really after have read your letter.
The darling it is very pleasant to me to read your words of mercy and understanding.
All is very heavy for understanding it.
Today I long did not dare to visit the cafe Internet because very strongly worried concerning the yesterday's letter.
But now I am quiet also to me very touchingly to read your words of the condolence concerning my life.
Yes....
To me sometimes happens very difficult to realise and recollect that time of the life.
But all it has passed.
Time really doctor of soul.
After that moment I to concern began very rigidly to alcohol.
Really it seems to me that it is the greatest trouble of our country which lowers downwards our our nation.
As I think of that that in many respects the life depends on mutual understanding of surrounding people.
Not many people pay attention to problems surrounding after all it not of their problem.
And it seems to me that so it is impossible.
With such rates of growth of indifference our country far will not leave.
It is not enough people which are capable to perception of surrounding problems.
I always respected and I respect such people which can get into an essence of problems of strangers and capable that or make to help the weak.
Such people I name the present persons and very strongly them I respect.
Pet now I am engaged three years in that that I help children which have suffered from hands of parents of alcoholics.
It became the purpose of my life and I give all love and all feelings to small children looking on which to me at heart it would be desirable to cry.
During the work I have seen many the broken destinies and have learnt to constrain tears.
But grief and grief when will not leave my soul.
I am glad that now people began to aspire to help us.
It only those people which have gone through similar problems in the life and could resist all problem and not break.
Such people I always named and I will name persons.
It seems to me that only then when on this earth our surrounding life begins change and become valid much more persons can the happy.
Simply many it do not wish even to understand dressing an indifference and egoism mask.
Pet I wish to tell to you that I consider you as the person.
Not many men can be interested in the girl with such broken destiny.
Not many can understand that that I try to do for surrounding people.
But I am glad is very glad to realise that you understand me.
Pet it really underlines your nobleness and expresses your person.
Once I will really is very glad to connect the life together with you.
And I hope that you as feel me and understand.
For me it is very pleasant to know that there was a man capable to accept all my big feelings and is not simple so that is why that really understands an
essence of my outlooks on life.
The darling now it is necessary for me to hasten in a boarding school.
But I still so have not told to you much.
I promise that I will express all that I think of you in the following letter.
For me it will be very pleasant to receive your answer to this letter with your thoughts.
With the big respect understanding and close feelings.
Your girl Olga.