Letter(s) to Jean-Michel (France)

Letter 1

Hello Jean-Michel!
It was very pleasant for me to receive from you the letter. I want to tell to you, that I was interested with your structure. And it wanted to me to write to you the letter. I wanted to begin with you correspondence. I would like to know about you more information as it will be pleasant for me to receive from you a photo.
And now let to tell to me a little about itself. I studied in institute and I have two higher educations. I have the diploma of the manager, on this speciality I studied in absentia. The second diploma of the bookkeeper. I studied as the bookkeeper internally. Now I work as the bookkeeper. More in detail about the work I shall write to you later.
At present to me 24 years, on April, 20, 2006 to me will be 25 years.
To me 25 years, and a number are not present the favourite person. At me light hair, brown eyes. My growth makes 170 centimeters, my weight of 54 kgs.
Earlier I lived in the city of Cheboksary. I wanted to receive good formation. Therefore I have moved to city Kazan. While I studied in institute I lived in a hostel. Now I remove an apartment in this city as I work here. City Kazan is more than Cheboksary,
accordingly in Kazan is more than opportunities. But all the same this city small in comparison with other cities. But I like this city.
It beautiful. Here it is a lot of trees, and I very much love the nature. In the big cities, megacities there is no such beauty,
sometimes in such cities in city centre there are no trees. But in this city it is a lot of greens. In the summer the city blossoms. In this city I live 9 years, it to me became already native. But my parents live on former in the city of Cheboksary, I miss on them.
Because I do not have opportunity to see them every day.
It seems to me, that in attitudes that the partner would not have harmful habits is important. I always tried to conduct a healthy way of life, I gave the big attention to the health. Therefore now I do not have harmful habits. I do not smoke, I do not drink alcoholic drinks. I can drink alcoholic drinks on a holiday when we have gathered the big company in any occasion. But I think, that this private affair of each person: therefore I shall not have anything against if my partner will smoke or use alcohol in moderate quantities. Simply it seems to me, that fatal influence of cigarettes,
drugs and alcohol in the greater degree affects an organism of the woman. In fact the woman also should give birth to the healthy kid. It is very important what to give the kid good health.
I have one passion: I very much love music. I have left musical school. I played on a piano. But now I do not have such opportunity.
To have houses of a piano is very expensive pleasure. If there is an opportunity to have a rest I necessarily include slow music. There are such songs which never will die, which eternal, they are named still smash hits. My mum would want that I became the musician. But in small city difficultly in this direction to receive good formation.
My mum now lives in the city of Cheboksary, also my grandmother with the grandfather in the same place lives. My aunt, the sister of my mum in the same place lives. They live all together. As I have cousin, but it lives in city Kazan. We with it frequently meet. But my it not the native brother. It the son of my aunt, at you it is accepted to name such brothers and sisters cousines, and at us in Russia we refer to as cousin.
I, as well as my brother, grew without the father. I always did not have man's attention. With me the grandfather always was. Only it could present me that love which father should present me. My father has thrown us with mum, and father of my cousin has died. Our mums have decided to bring up us together together. Now I would like to find the beloved. I hope, that I can find the love which did not suffice me. I want to have high-grade family. I want to love and be loved. I do not know, whether I in such a way to myself can find the partner. But my girlfriend has already found the love so. She to me has advised to make as. I happiness can also shall find. I think, that I am more detailed about it shall write to you in the following letter.
On it I think, that I can finish the first letter to you. I write to you from Internet - cafe. Because I do not have house of phone and a computer. But I think, that day of us it will not be a problem. I very much want to learn as much as possible about you. As I would like to know about your family. I hope, that you will soon answer me. To tell the truth, I would like to write much to you. But if I shall write to you all at once it will be simple not interestingly.
I wait for your letter.
From Dana

Letter 2

Hello Jean-Michel
It was very pleasant for me to see, that you have again written to me.
I want again and to receive again from you letters. It is pleasant for me, that you have not disregarded my letter to you.
I want, that you would know all about me.
For me age is not the main thing. The main thing is that there is love and mutual understanding! I don't notice a difference in ages. I hope only for my true love, and I hope very much that all with us will be good!
In the last letter I have written to you about the formation. I have written to you about the one as whom I work. I want to tell to you,
that I work in a "sweet" place. I work at confectionery factory. This state enterprise, therefore to prove is not enough opportunity.
Financing on this factory does not act, therefore want to close this enterprise. There is open one question: where those who worked at this factory earlier will go to work? Simply at us in city private confectionery factories, bakeries have opened many. It becomes simple state to contain own factory not favourably. Because from the private person the state receives taxes, and the state will not levy taxes from itself. Therefore now I search for a new place of work. It is possible to turn out to arrange with the bookkeeper in a private concern or the organization. There can be I shall work with the cousin together. It works in a private concern. At all I do not know, how it is possible to name his work. It very much organized person. At him it is so much a lot of energy. It has time to make for a day so much.
That I simply am surprised, as it has time to make all this. I am sure, that the brother will help me. It suggested me to work together with it, but I was afraid, that I can not so to work, as it. But now I should listen to it. Externally with the brother I am not similar. To it 27, and it looks very youngly. Anybody never could tell his valid age. I think, that has carried to it: it can longer remain externally young. But it seems to me, it is more important that. As you feel inside. The soul can always be young. To my mum now 50 years, my aunt - 51 year.
In the last letter I promised to write to you about the girlfriend.
She has left abroad. Earlier we with it were the best girlfriends. But now she it is far from me. But between us the friendship all the same proceeds. I can sometimes call it. Sometimes she writes me letters. I miss on it. She very good person. She also has advised me to try to find the happiness in such way. Earlier I did not trust in it. But my girlfriend - the direct proof of that such happens. I hope, that I can soon meet it. She cannot go here frequently. My girlfriend - not the mercenary person. Many girls simply specially get such acquaintances what to leave abroad. Or for the some are simply necessary money. But my girlfriend actually has grown fond of the future husband. I cannot tell, that they live smartly. No, they do not have superfluous money.
It works on two works. She too works. The truth she cannot earn many money yet because she not so well talks in English. For it were not necessary money. She knew, that it too should earn. She knew, that it is necessary sometimes itself in something to limit. But she has gone to it because of love. I am happy, the word of honour is happy for the girlfriend. I believe, that at it all will be good. The most important, that she has found the favourite person. It was prevented by a difference in languages, color of a leather, distance. Its husband - black.
As I shall recollect the girlfriend and its beloved then on soul becomes so well. I am glad for it and for him. I present, as it is good. To find the happiness during a life. Excuse, I write to you that to you can be in general uninteresting. Simply I should speak about it. It seems to me, that love sooner or later, comes to everyone.
You know, I have one dream. In the last letter I wrote to you that I am able to play on a piano. Sometimes in foreign films show restaurants in which there is a piano. Some from visitors can play on this tool. It looks very beautifully. At me dream such: I would like as to play on a piano. Because it is very beautiful in my opinion. But at us in city is not present such. Can be only in the big cities there are such restaurants in which there is a piano. But it only my dream.
And at present I have one desire. To find the happiness. Simply I do not want to be one. It seems to me, that that question why I want to find the favourite person abroad, instead of in the country could interest you. I can answer to you this question. At me it is impossible to find here to itself loved. At me is good familiar a male. At all I do not know, how to you it to explain. Simply the man in Russia uncivilized, thoughtless. It is difficult to find the present the man. Russian men to be afraid of the responsibility. They I can not solve complex a question. It is necessary to do to the woman of one much. Many men because of failures start to drink. To create strong attitudes with such person it is simply impossible. Men in Russia cannot watch themselves. It is simply unpleasant to communicate with them. In Russia it is very difficult for women. It seems to me,
that the man should be strong, it should be able to supervise. The man should prosecute in the greater degree material subjects, than the woman. And the woman is made with the responsible for education of the child, all that is connected to a family life is a business of the woman. If such situation turns out, that the man cannot itself is independent provide completely family the woman should it help. In this case the man should help in all to the woman. Russian men cannot understand, that we would like love, heat. I cannot tell to you it on a paper. That it to understand some time Russian men would be necessary to communicate. And then all becomes clear. That the husband beats the wife seems to me abnormal. But Russian men and do. They simply use that we are weaker, we cannot answer them same. I do not want to myself such nightmare. My girlfriend is happy. She is pleased with that has found such the man. Gold mountains were not necessary for it, she wanted usual love.
I too do not want money, I do not want riches. How my future spouse will concern to me will be important for me, whether it will love me?
In Russia many consider, that for money it is possible to buy absolutely all. But it not so. Love you will not buy money. I have one familiar which did not love the husband. To tell more precisely, that has passed time and she has met another. And its husband very strongly loved her, it was very rich. It tried to leave the wife in any way:
gave it very expensive gifts, filled up with money. It thought, that she with it remain, but it has even more offended her. She asked him divorce, she did not ask anything. At divorce the wife has the right to receive half of property. And its husband had very good property.
But she wanted only divorce. She spoke, that it is not necessary to it of anything: with what she has come with that she and will leave. The husband did not agree. Then she has told, that itself will personally write the application and will take away from him half of property.
The husband thought, that his wife so will not make. It thought that she with it remain. But my girlfriend has made so, she has submitted itself the application. And in three months became free. But essence in that. That for it were not necessary money. She wanted freedom. She wanted to love. She was not kept with the big money.
That's all. Probably. There can be I have written much that is not interesting to you. Forgive for it. There can be my letter boring. I simply wanted, that you have understood me. I hope, that you are fast to me again will write. I wait for your letter. Dana

Letter 3

Hello my dear Jean-Michel.
I was very glad, when have seen again your letter. It is pleasant for me to receive from you letters. I and further want to correspond with you. I want, what you and further continued to write me letters. Only I want to tell you beforehand, that I write you not from a house. I write you from Internet - cafe. I do not have house of the computer.
As at me houses are not present the phone, therefore I can not incorporate to the Internet. I think, that I can not write to you each day. Because there may be different situations. Not always I can come in Internet - cafe, sometimes may be not the Internet - cafe will work. But I shall try to write to you letters each day. Simply I very strongly would like to continue with you relations. I want and to correspond with you further. I want to receive from you letters.
I would be very glad to arrive to you in the future, but it seems,
that we should learneach other better, and then it will be possible to speak about our meeting.
What you think of it?
May be to you will interestingly more about my work. I wrote to you that I work at confectionery factory. And probably soon I should change the place of work. At us the director simply does not watch a condition of factory. The director plunders factory. he takes away to himself fraudalently the most part of money which act from the state from factory. And soon our director wants to leave. Hearings that in general will close our factory go. May be her will sell, and will make then something another. Only the present personnel will not work any more at this factory. If it is fair, I very much want to replace the work. Simply at this factory not so good collective. I would not like to work more. I want to communicate with people more. I do not want to sit in a study at the big heaps of papers more. I get tired with it. I like to communicate with people.
I spoke nobody that am going to correspond through the Internet.
Yesterday I have told about it to the brother. he was glad for me. he has told, that would like to see your photo. And in the nearest days off I shall tell about ours with you acquaintance to the parents. I wrote already that my parents live for city. I shall go to meet parents. I have become missed of them. I yet do not know precisely as my mum will react. But it seems to me, that she will be glad. I hope,
that she will understand me. I can tell her about all. She always understood me. I very strongly love her.
You know, now so it is good me on soul of that we with you are copied.
I very much do not want that ours with you correspondence would be finished, I want and am farther with you to correspond. Simply you have seemed to me very interesting the person. I do not want to lose you. I want to receive from you as much as possible letters.
From the first letters I want to ask you that you with me would be always fair. I do not want to deceive you as I do not want, what and you deceived me. Simply that people would trust each other seems to me very important. It for me the most important. I want to tell to you about everything, that to me occur. I want, that you would know about me as much as possible. I do not want anything to hide from you. I want, what you thinking understood. And that the person of you would understand, he should tell about all.
I yesterday by the TV set looked any foreign film. In this film at the main heroine of a house of veins a manual lion. I simply can not transfer you as it wanted to me to have houses of the same predator.
At my former schoolmate before veins a tiger. he was actually tender,
as the big - big cat. But the nature all the same takes the. When to a tiger it was executed 3 year, a tiger have lulled. The tiger did not give in to training, and in city we do not have zoo. Therefore to give a tiger could not anywhere. I earlier very well communicated with this boy. After school we with him went to him home. You do not imagine, as it was pleasant for me to iron this predator. he was such tender,
kind. Sometimes we him named " a leather nose ". We asked him for fun:
" Where our leather nose? " We touched his nose a little bit and the tiger hid the nose between paws. It was so funny. To him then was about one year. To tell the truth, it was very a pity this tiger. I was fine it I understand. I have houses a dog. To it 12 years. It seems to me, that I shall experience very hardly if him does not begin. Simply I love him very strongly. I have got used to him, to his tender and kind eyes. he became a member of family.
I have now looked at hours, I already long sit in Internet - cafe.
Simply I not so quickly type. I want to speak you, that I shall wait again for your letter. I want and to receive from you letters further.
I shall think that you will write to me in the following letter. You may write to me any questions. I with pleasure on them shall answer.
Dana

Letter 4

Hello my dear Jean
It is very pleasant for me, that you have again answered me. I want, that you would continue to write to me letters. I want to know about you more.
I have small news. I have decided to get to myself a dog. I very much like dogs. I too love cats, only not all. I do not like those cats who are scratched. I love tender cats. But I would like to have a dog more. I was not defined yet with breed. But I think what to get a dog of the small sizes. In the following days off I shall go to choose a dog. The heaviest for me, it to choose to the pupil a name. It is so much many names, but it is necessary to choose only one. I want a house to have a small dog, it is necessary, that it would be the boy.
I think. That dogs very clever. I had earlier dog. It was my best friend. It was very tender dog. Each animal has character. Dogs same are clever, as well as we. They only are not able to talk. Dogs sometimes and without words understand us. Dogs know, that it is necessary to rescue people to protect if there is a danger. But you see it nobody spoke them. They I know, that it is good and that it is bad. These are clever essences. The dog becomes a member of family.
The dog realizes, how the certain person concerns to it. It is necessary to love the one whom we have tamed. And we in the answer for them. For all that we do for them they pay to us in the love. We too should not forget that we are necessary for them.
You know, it was always interesting to me, that such love. I till now can not find to this an explanation. Many people and do not meet love for all life. I think, that the love happens only time in life. For me in life the most important to find the love. Without it will fail good life. Many people do not understand, that all blessings it not the most important. Love and soul for money you will not buy. It is possible to buy for money, figuratively speaking, the beautiful wife.
But to love it you not begins. Appearance and age of the person is not important. Most important it to like and be able to give the love. Not many think as well as I and if think as but a little who does as thinks. Simply nobody understands up to the end, that we live for the sake of love. When you like, it is noticed by all around. You and itself become kinder. It seems to me, that it is very difficult to live without love. You see the love is capable of much. I want to understand, that such love.
Today I have learned, that my girlfriend was delivered in hospital.
Last night she has got in failure. She with the company went for city.
In the machine was five persons. I shall not write to you a detail of failure. Girlfriends have sewed mine in parts. It is improbable, that she will survive. And if she also will survive, she it will be simple a plant. I communicated with her sister, her of 18 years. At her sister the big bruise near an eye and she because of it is upset,
cries. She yet does not know, that her sister may die. Still she does not know that three guys who went together with them in the machine were lost. I at all do not want will represent that with her when she about it learns. So it is hard to realize, that near to you there is no person. Still yesterday you saw him, and today already are not present. And he never will return. It is awful. I knew these guys. Now all night I shall think of it. Can not fall asleep. Simply it is very hard for me. It is hard to lose close people.
Sometimes we are upset because of such trivialities when near to us there are simply awful things. Never you know that with you will take place tomorrow. We in city in the beginning had very many failures.
Because not all drivers had time to change wheels of the machines. You see because of nonsense people lose life. I shall not write you more about it. Because to me it becomes very sad. I think, as it is not so interesting for reading you.
Tomorrow I shall go to buy a gift to the relatives. I even do not know, that to me to buy. I do not know, that to me to present mum. My mum for a long time wanted a dress. I think, that I shall invite her in shop simply to try a dress. I think, that something is necessary for her is pleasant. And then I shall buy to her this dress. My mum not begins to buy to itself a dress. And what to present other relatives? Nevertheless to choose a gift difficultly. And what you would want to receive as a gift this year?
Dream yesterday has dreamed me. In this dream I was very happy. I do not remember from what I was happy. But I was surrounded with strangers. But all concerned to me well. I knew only one person from all. But I did not see the person of this person. But I knew. That it is the native, close person for me. To me gave gifts. It was any holiday. But I have run away from this holiday with this person close to me. I only wanted to lift a head to see the person of this person.
But at this time the alarm clock began to ring. Simply dreams which then occur in a reality frequently dream me. I hour see such dreams.
There may be I sometime shall understand, that it was for dream.
Sweet, on it I shall finish the letter. I would like to continue the letter. But I very much would like to go home. Simply I today was upset because of happened with my friends. I all as shall wait for your answer. I tomorrow want to see your letter again. Dana

Letter 5

Hello my dear Jean-Michel
I today thought all day of you. I thought that you might write to me in the letter. I very much wanted, that you again would write me the letter. I have not noticed as have come in Internet - cafe. Because all road I thought of you. At work I too thought that I shall write to you today. I did not know, with what to me to start the letter to you.
Because I want to express the feelings in this letter. I want to write to you that occurs to me recently. I would want that you have correctly understood me.
To tell the truth, I do not know, that to me now to write. I would like to feel you. I want to know, that you near to me. I want to know,
that you will not leave anywhere. It is important for me to tell to you that you me very to like. I want to continue our correspondence.
But I think, that between us may be not only correspondence. There may be something the greater. I want, that you would understand me. I do not know, whether I correctly can be expressed. I want to tell you,
that I have to you certain feelings. I know it. I am sure in it. I hear that speaks me my heart. And I want to tell you about that. That at me now in soul. I test to you feelings. You to like me. I want to tell, that my feelings it not simply sympathy. It something the greater. I never before with anybody would not like to communicate how I would like to communicate with you. I might not find such person who will be interesting to me how you. I again and again would like to read your letters. I want again and to receive your letters again.
That you continue to write to me is pleasant for me. I and further want to learn you better. To me everything is interestingly, that occurs to you. I want to learn you completely. I do not know, how you will react to my letter. I want, that you would understand me correctly. I want the greater, than simply correspondence. I want reciprocity. I do not want to hold in myself the feelings. I want to speak you the truth. Because you to me are not indifferent. I want to tell you, that you are necessary for me. I want to continue our relations. I want to create with you serious relations. I never before did not meet such person with whom would like to create serious relations. At me it was simple not such person in life. Me frequently deceived. I do not want, that me would deceive. I want to hear from you only the truth. This truth is necessary for me. Because I hope that at us with you it will turn out to continue our relations. I do not want to stop only on it. I might not find loved. I saw in men of that. On whom I can rely. I did not meet before such. But you not such as all. May be still bad I of you know. But what to grow fond a lot of time would be not necessary. At us with you ahead still it is a lot of time, that we might learn each other. Therefore I ask you. That you would write to me only the truth. I still never liked. But now it seems to me, that I know that such to like. I want to learn this feeling. I want to love. If the person likes - that he is happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy with you. I want to divide the love with you and only with you. I do not know, that you will write to me in the answer. I am afraid, that you will not understand me. I want to see reciprocity from your party. Because I have opened to you the soul. I speak you the truth. And all my words is a truth. It that now in my heart. I believe you. I trust you. I would like to receive in the answer too most. I want trust from your party. That you will answer me my letter is important for me. It is important for me to know everything, that occurs to you. I want to know you completely.
There may be I can not express you all feelings. There may be it at me it is impossible. But in the following letters. I shall write to you about everything, that occurs to me. And then you can understand me. I do not want to hide about what I want to speak all. I want to share the ideas with all. I am happy, that I have met. I am glad to ours with you to acquaintance. You are interesting to me. It is not simple words. I want serious a relations with you.
I do not know, that I can write to you still. My hands may not write,
because I worry. Now today can not sleep. Because I shall be again and to think of you again. I shall think that you will write to me in the answer. I can not sleep today. Because you to me are not indifferent.
I want to see you near to myself. On it I shall finish the letter. I shall wait for your answer. I want to receive mutual feelings. Dana

Letter 6

Hello my dear Jean-Michel!!!
Today I again thought all day of you. I should think of you. You always with me. I so would like to be with you. I would like to nestle on you all body. I want to feel, that you with me beside. That you will not leave anywhere. You the interesting person. I want to continue with you relationship. I do not want to hide the feelings.
Yes, I have to you feelings. But I can not be sure on all hundred percents. But I can tell you precisely, that I never before did not meet such pleasant interlocutor. No, you do not think, that you simply the interlocutor. You that person with which I want to create serious relationship. I do not want to lose you. I do not think, that at me am too fast to you there are feelings. Even if they also occur quickly what for me them to hide. I do not want to hold all this in myself if I really want to be with you. Understand, that for some people enough one sight what to fall in love, and for some - long time. Some only after it is long dialogue understand, that they have found that person with whom want to be. But it is necessary to me so much a lot of time,
what it to understand. I already have understood it, and I do not want you to lose. You understand me? I am afraid of that you may not understand me simply. I am afraid, that you may my feelings to you not so to understand. I would want that you have correctly understood me.
I do not know, how I can explain you it. I want to tell you, that at me to you really present feelings. It is not simple words, it goes from the heart. I want to tell you, that I do not like to tell lies. I like all to speak to face, directly. Because it is not pleasant to me,
when people of me deceive. It seems to me, that it is pleasant to nobody. You see all relationship are under construction only on trust.
This most important concerning people. I to behave by a principle:
both you treat to people, and they concern to you. Therefore I speak the truth, I would want that also to me spoke the truth.
I have one more quality of character. I never change to the feelings.
I was not mistaken in people. I always can define, that for the person before me if I shall communicate to him a small amount of time. It is not difficult for me.
I suffer that you are very far from me. I would want that you have understood me. I would not want that you doubted of me. It is very important for me, that you think of me. It is important for me to know your opinion. I do not think, that I hurry events. I do not want to be silent, when my heart speaks that is hard for him without you that is hurt him. That it searches heat, searches your heat. Excuse, but these are my feelings to you. I can not forbid to like to the heart.
Dana

Letter 7

Hi mine loved Jean-Miche.
How at you an affair? How your health? All this is interesting to me,
because I love you, I want to be with you.
Lovely of your last letter I have understood, that you want, that I have arrived to you. Also you ask me when I could arrive to you. I can arrive to you at any time now. It arranges you? But loved understand,
that I do not have money to arrive to you. Only road do not take offence at me, for that that I ask you money. I simply do not have other output. If you can help me make it please. Tomorrow I might look for any firm engaged in registration of visas to travels. If you not against I shall go tomorrow and all I shall find out. Lovely I very much love you and very strongly I wait for a meeting with you. You are very dear to me. You the unique person on a planet which I so strongly love. I think that you too love me. To this ours with you life becomes more beautiful also to me very much would be desirable to lead all my life with you. I have loved person on other party of a planet. And to this I the happiest girl on the ground. You my unique love. I would not like to love anybody except for you. I shall make all that you will want for you, I am ready to die for you. I do not know that to me to do when you are not present beside, I so miss you my loved, I am ready to repeat as I strongly I love you and that I cannot live without you all life because you that for the sake of which I live in this world. I once again want to tell to you that I want to appear as soon as possible near to you and to spend with you all time, because you all for me. You a drink of air for me, and without air I cannot live more.
I hope that you will very soon write to me the answer, I with cardiac arrest shall wait your letter.
WITH LOVE AND A LOT OF KISSES FOR YOU MY LOVELY Jean-Miche
YOUR Dana

Letter 8

Hello my dear Jean-Michel!!!
Today I again thought all day of you. I should think of you. You always with me. I so would like to be with you. I would like to nestle on you all body. I want to feel, that you with me beside. That you will not leave anywhere. You the interesting person. I want to continue with you relationship. I do not want to hide the feelings.
Yes, I have to you feelings. But I can not be sure on all hundred percents. But I can tell you precisely, that I never before did not meet such pleasant interlocutor. No, you do not think, that you simply the interlocutor. You that person with which I want to create serious relationship. I do not want to lose you. I do not think, that at me am too fast to you there are feelings. Even if they also occur quickly what for me them to hide. I do not want to hold all this in myself if I really want to be with you. Understand, that for some people enough one sight what to fall in love, and for some - long time. Some only after it is long dialogue understand, that they have found that person with whom want to be. But it is necessary to me so much a lot of time,
what it to understand. I already have understood it, and I do not want you to lose. You understand me? I am afraid of that you may not understand me simply. I am afraid, that you may my feelings to you not so to understand. I would want that you have correctly understood me.
I do not know, how I can explain you it. I want to tell you, that at me to you really present feelings. It is not simple words, it goes from the heart. I want to tell you, that I do not like to tell lies. I like all to speak to face, directly. Because it is not pleasant to me,
when people of me deceive. It seems to me, that it is pleasant to nobody. You see all relationship are under construction only on trust.
This most important concerning people. I to behave by a principle:
both you treat to people, and they concern to you. Therefore I speak the truth, I would want that also to me spoke the truth.
I have one more quality of character. I never change to the feelings.
I was not mistaken in people. I always can define, that for the person before me if I shall communicate to him a small amount of time. It is not difficult for me.
I suffer that you are very far from me. I would want that you have understood me. I would not want that you doubted of me. It is very important for me, that you think of me. It is important for me to know your opinion. I do not think, that I hurry events. I do not want to be silent, when my heart speaks that is hard for him without you that is hurt him. That it searches heat, searches your heat. Excuse, but these are my feelings to you. I can not forbid to like to the heart.
I do not understand as at you the conscience has sufficed to offer me to arrive to you by the machine, that I stopped them and asked to take in France, it seems, it is very ridiculous.
I am not going to stay to you in such a way.
If you want, you can send to me the small sums of money and I shall save them at myself, and then I can arrive to you, when I will have all sum.
That you think of it.
Dana

Letter 9

Hello Jean-Michel
I do not want enter France in such a way, to which you offer because I very much am afraid to wish it.
I never was engaged in it and I shall not do it, because you can take away in other country, and you more never will see native and close, I do not want it.
If you want, that I should have arrived to you I shall do it only by the plane, and main, that I had all documents necessary that I could without any problems be in your country.
I do not know how much is to arrive to you, but I shall learn it and I shall inform you in the following letter.
Dana.

Letter 10

Hi my dear Jean-Michel.
As I for today have become missed of your letters. My work very responsible also does not allow me to suppose any mistakes, but today I might not concentrate on it. In my memory lines of your last letter emerged. Your words, all your tenderness, care and attention. I can think of you so much how many to me nobody would be desirable also me will distract from it. I like to think of you. To me all time would be desirable to think of you, but sometimes I still should work.
Today simply delightful day. I am constant at work by the whole days and consequently I seldom have an opportunity with the girlfriends and friends. It happens only in a weekend or when friends come to me on a visit. Today after work I much more have decided to take a walk on park. meet the old girlfriend which I did not see some years.
This girlfriend of my childhood. She very good person. I always think of it and I think, that she has correctly made all. She to not become puzzled. She very remarkable person. I very much was delighted to this meeting. Simply when there is a meeting old discussion of the one who as lives also that begins as for a long time did not see. We have begun to recollect the childhood. wich I with the girlfriend to spend our time. How went in camp with the girlfriend earlier. We then still went to school. In camp all children have a rest in the summer from city life. We with my girlfriend waited this moment each year. We very much would like again and to go to camp again. Because there it is very cheerful. There it is very good. We thought with her of it always because there are simply unforgettable impressions.
When we with the girlfriend remained in this camp at us other life began completely. Not such as in city. We enjoyed a nature, we enjoyed freedom. I very much like a nature. I am ready a lot of time will carry out on a nature. I like to carry out a lot of time for a nature.
And I like to compare the love to you to a nature. It seems to me,
that a nature it is very fine. My love to you as is fine, as well as a nature. Only in a nature I can find, search for the answer. My lovely,
me it is very strong to like to observe of all alive. I like to look at how to occur life. I like to look at trees, birds, the sky. On everything, that is created by a nature.
Walked on park there saw very many married couples, with carriages and children. It so is wonderful. Kids such amusing. We with mum sat on a shop, and beside the pair with the small boy sat. To him somewhere 2 or 3 years. he ran, jumped Joyfully laughed. I have bought to him a sphere and have presented. he from delight has begun to clap hands. I so like to look when children play and laugh. When they were going to leave, baby has approached to me and has treated with a sweet. I was very glad. Children the most remarkable and pure essences on a planet.
I very much love children.
The girlfriend has reminded me, that at her birthday the next week.
She has told, that our meeting was very opportunely and she has invited me to the holiday. She wants to acquaint me with the husband with whom they have got married one month ago.
Jean-Michel, it is very good me with you. Only you understand me. I ask you, that you would write me letters more often, that I would not miss. I very much would want you to write to a thicket of the letter,
but I do not have such opportunity. I want, that you would speak with me and loved me.
All my ideas were only about you. I can not more about anything the friend to think. To me so want to appear these minutes near to you.
You know, very much want to go with you in theatre, that we in silence might enjoy the friend the friend. I as want to go with you at cinema to take tickets on last line. I very much want it my love. I know, it may sounds silly, but I want it.
Forgive, but it is time to me to go home. The house of me is waited with a small essence, my Dog which requires care just as I need in yours caress and tendernesses.
I shall study the French language, and I hope, that you will help me to do it.
I shall wait for your letter.
Yours Dana

Letter 11

Hello my dear, my lovely Jean-Michel!
It I your far girl from Russia. I am again very happy to receive your letter.
I think, that the TV and radio in French will not be for me the large problem, it seems, it will be what is it better, I shall understand your language faster Only your letters please me. At me today since the morning why that bad mood, then at work I worked very much and am tired. And now I have gone to Internet - cafe and at me at once was cheered up.
Lovely your lines please me with each your letter more and more and more. Every day you to me all become closer and closer also to me already it not seems that I can without your letters.
Now I any more do not present as I lived earlier has not got acquainted yet with you. Now I do not present life without your letters. Jean-Michel, your letters for me as a fresh drink of air, and without air you know the person will not live also five minutes. And I can not live without your fine words.
How you today feel yourself? What mood at you? I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW AS HAS PASSED TODAY YOUR DAY?
I already wrote to you about that since morning I was not in mood.
Today not clear day for me. All seems to me, that I have overlooked to make something. This sensation did not leave me from that moment as I have left a house on work. When I have passed half of way on work I have understood, that houses I have overlooked to switch off an iron.
I have faster run back, I so quickly ran for a long time I remember as have reached a house, but here was found out, that I vainly ran back.
The iron was switched off. I have simply mechanically switched off it,
and in road might not recollect I have made it whether or not. In a result I was late for work. It is good, that my boss was not on a place too. It is such ridiculous history. Because of it at me the mood was on zero.
I now want to call mum. Recently I talk with her only about you. I speak mum that I have got acquainted with such remarkable person as you. My mum sends the regards to you and transfers her the gratitude to you for that that you have made me such happy.
Lovely let I at all do not know you, but my heart speaks me that I have found the the man. I do not force you as concern to me, I am simple write about the feelings, allow me to do it, to me it becomes easier when you know about my feelings to you. Lovely you my prince.
LOVELY I shall wait from you for the letter tomorrow.
Also remember lovely that I remember you each minute Your Dana

Letter 12

Hello Jean-Michel !!!!!!!
What with you?
Where you? Why you do not write to me?
I hope, that with you Very well and you can write to me.
Dana

Letter 13

Hello my dear Jean-Michel
I am very glad to receive your letter.
I do not understand, why your letters did not reach me.
Today I have come in the Internet of cafe what to write to you and has seen many letters I so was surprised to this.
I speak you, that the age for me has no meaning, main,
that the man liked me and respected.
I have one question to you. If you do not believe me, what for you want, that I should have arrived to you.
I the really real girl also can to you prove it. I shall send you a copy of the passport, and if you want I can to you call.
To prove to you the sincerity and honesty.
If you want I can know about cost of the tickets and visa in Agency of travels of my city and to inform you about it.
It will be possible it to cost more cheaply, than at you.
Certainly if I shall at you I fine I understand that I shall see very seldom mum and brother, but I shall be arranged on job in your country and I can save money for visiting the mum or that she could arrive to me. Also I can send her the letters.
I am not going to deceive you, it is not necessary for me, I want, to find for myself the man, with which I can lead all life.
If I had money that could arrive to you without your help, but at me them no also to me it was necessary to ask the help you.
I think this all.
With impatience I wait for your letter.
Dana

Letter 14

Hi my dear Jean-Michel, my most gentle person, on all world.
Again you have written to me the letter and I waited when I shall finish work today and can answer your gentle message.
Yesterday it was very pleasant to me to hear your vote, is very a pity that we could not with you well talk.
I hope, that you will study English language better, and I shall learn your French language, and we will not have problems with dialogue.
Now you believe me?
I have learned all about cost of the tickets and visa to arrive in your country.
It is necessary 800 Euro. I hope, you will help me, and I can arrive to you already absolutely soon.
I very much want, that between us there was no mistrust.
Know, that I do not want you to deceive, I want to be with you.
So it was interesting to me to read how you have lead the holidays. As have passed your days off. It is important for me to know as each minute of your life has passed. Because it is completely not indifferent for me. Thank you for those ideas and feelings which you write in the letter to me. I am glad, that ours with you relationship proceed. The only thing of that I am afraid, that I can lose that has already found, I speak about you. I know, to you these my fears are known. And I think, that to you not all the same that that I think.
And the main thing and that I feel in the heart. I am glad, that have found persons who is necessary for me which I love. I would like to write to you much more often, but it is inconvenient for me. Because to have to write through Internet - cafe because I do not have computer. And it is very a pity for me.
How you have leadtoday the day? How felt today with my love?
At me today since morning good mood. At us today remarkable weather.
But my good mood was spoiled at work. Again there came the jealous wife of my boss. She tries to supervise his each step, his each movement. And the most ridiculous, that she very strongly is jealous him almost to all young the girl who with me works. On mine it so is silly. At her on a background of jealousy the paranoia was developed.
And the idea that her husband changes to her pursues her on everywhere. To explain something to the jealous woman it is useless.
It is impossible as she to give vent to the emotions because it it is possible to destroy the happiness. So it is hard for him to bear her flashes of jealousy on my way such jealous people and for me acts of the wife of my boss it something wild did not come across. And you could sustain such jealousy? You could live with the person who will watch each your step?
On mine it is simple madness. It seems to me, that it is necessary to trust the one whom you like and to not give vent to the suspicions.
I want to tell, that it is very hard for me to transfer that you are far from me. That you are not present with me beside. Sometimes I am glad to flashes of pleasure and emotions. Then, when I can dream of how we may be together. But sometimes I so do not have not enough your presence at my life. But I nevertheless continue to dream!
Jean-Michel, I want to dream. I think that ours with you the dream of a meeting becomes a reality. I want, that we with you would be happy, I do not want, that you at me would be sad. I want, that you would smile.
I want to dream of how I shall be stand at the airport. I shall think that you will present me red roses. I would like, that it would be so.
I very much love red roses. I love these flowers. My loved, you have won my heart. But when I shall see these flowers my heart will be the happiest on light. Jean-Michel, I love you and only you. I like to read yours and only your letters. More nobody is necessary for me. I was more with anybody do not want to have from carrying. Because I love only you. I want to dream and dream of you. I want all time spend to you. I want, that you would know, how strongly I love you as you are necessary for me. I most am happy, because I can think of you. And me does it nobody may to forbid. But I shall dream until my dreams will not be executed, yet do not become a reality. I think, that all my ideas in a head, they are real. Because I love you. I want to be with you. My ideas are filled with love to you. My sweet, I want to speak you and to repeat many times, that I love you, I can not live without you. I want to be with you, I want to love you. I want to give you the love. I am ready to overcome all difficulties for the sake of that we would meet you that we would be together. I can not live without you.
I am full of energy and I want to overcome all this what really to be with you. And to enjoy love with you.
My sweet, I very much wait from you for a kiss. I think of you and about this kiss right now. Jean-Michel, I want to speak and speak you that only you my love which is very strongly necessary for me these minutes. Only you may present me that love about which I dreamed all time which I very much wanted.
My love, I finish the letter. But I repeat, that I shall wait from you for letters. I shall think of you and your kiss. I love you and I am very glad, that the destiny of us has connected strings of love so strong, that we may not live the friend without the friend any more. I send you many hot kisses. I very much wait for that moment when I can kiss you in your sweet lips.
I miss, very much I miss!
Your Dana

Letter 15

Hello My dear Jaen-Michel.
I am very glad to receive your letters.
It is very a pity, that I can not send them you in the same quantity, as well as you to me, as I do not have house of the computer. But the our meeting is very speed is held and at us with you will be more dialogue.
I informed to the mum our meeting, she is very glad concerning the our relations and from the bottom of the heart wishes to me happiness.
Jaen-Michel, if you against I have arrived to you on the plane, and it is for you the large sum, I agree to arriving to you by train, though it and requires a lot of time and changes and in Russia very dangerously to go by train on the large distances.
There can be very many troubles, there are people, which can cause harm to the people.
The railway service in Russia not enough attention gives safety of the passengers.
Jaen-Michel Only for the sake of you I am ready to go on all this,
because I very much like you and I want our speed meeting.
When I shall arrive to you I shall not have with itself a lot of luggage, I shall take all things, necessary for me, I shall bring to you souvenirs from Russia.
I have learned about cost of the visa, about which you asked me.
To do this visa to me it is necessary 412 Euro.
Into this cost enters:
1. Cost of the visa = 102 Euro 2. Medical inspection, and reception of the medical information = 60 Euro 3. The ticket up to Moscow and back = 80 Euro (I shall do by the cheapest way - by train.)
4. Residing in Moscow, meal = 170 Euro (I shall be is in Moscow within 5-7 days, in agency I asked that they gave me the cheapest hotel in Moscow.)
Jaen-Michel Know, that I do not want you to deceive, on behalf of you I have found the man, with which I want to lead about all life, to be always near to you.
On it I shall finish the letter to you.
Kiss You Dana

Letter 16

Hello my dear Jean-Michel
I am very glad to receive your letter.
How are you doing?
How weather at you today?
Having read your letter I have understood, how you want, that I should have arrived to you. I am very glad to that a lot of time to go by train is not necessary so to me. And I do not need to transfer all these difficulties.
I want to inform you, that I can not send you now copy of the passport,
about which you now ask me.
But I can write address of a registration. Which is written at me in the passport.
I am registered in city Cheboksary.
My home address.
Street Lenina.
The house 69.
Apartment 22.
Now I live in city Kazan, I take off an apartment, but is not registered on this address.
I fine have understood that I should plan trip for earlier. I can arrive to you in July. What you think of it?
It is convenient for you?
I can not understand why you can not send me money, not having mine.
There are many various ways of transfer of money from one country in another, for example western union.
Me have informed, is what is it very fast and it is convenient.
If you can send me tymub shortly, I can go in Moscow for registration of the visa, and then therefrom arrive in Paris, and then by train I shall arrive to you in city.
I think, that we should not lose time and to begin to prepare our meeting.
I wait from you of the answer to these questions.
Dana