Letter(s) to Chris (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Chris!
I am very glad, that we continue with you dialogue. I very for a long time thought, whether you will answer me my letter. I would like, that you would write about yourselves more, only so we with you can find out each other closer. With each letter I find out you all better. I would like find out about you everything, that you could tell to me about yourselves. You have hobby? I am engaged in knitting and an embroidery. I very much like to embroider. This very laborious occupation. And in general calms and weakens after difficult working day of work. I know, that Russian and western people very different. At you all in another way. All way of life. Since the childhood you were brought up not as we. I in general have grown in Soviet Union. And to get used by capitalism after socialism it was very difficult. And very much many, even the majority of poor citizens and could not find themselves in new democratic Russia. In capitalism. In fact earlier all was in another way. I have finished the Nizhniy Novgorod technical university in 2002 when to me was 21 year. It has come back home and employed at a mechanical factory in a department of the documentation. I cannot tell that made this factory. I allowed a subscription about nondisclosure of the state secret. To us did not pay wages for seven months! But I have worked there not for a long time. Only one year. The factory died from absence of financing. Even now it practically does not work. But I have got acquainted with the young engineer, my boyfriend. I left from a factory and could be arranged with the manager in a business concern. The firm is engaged in connection and installation of a cable television. And with Aleksandr I met, after work. he all continued to work at a factory and hoped, that, all will change. I have been madly in love with him, and he only pretended, that loves me. Actually he scoffed at my feelings. Was such, that he appointed to me meetings, promised to come to me, I waited for him, and he did not appear. I sometimes cried, because he did not come in the evening, at us in city in the evening not so easy, and I worried for him. And he, the bad person, came in day or through two and spoke, that he had affairs and that he loves me. And then I have found out through his friends, that at this time he had a good time with what that girls. He did not like to work, he frequently borrowed from me money, promised to give, but never repaid. And I forgave him because liked. I even hid it from mum. Has passed some time, and I have seen him in the street with other woman. They kissed. I did not remember, how have come home. I cried all the night long. I had depression very for a long time. I began to work much, and began to forget this villain. But now I understand, that all already in the past. Also it is necessary to live further. Forgive for such sad letter. But I have told all and now it is easier to me to communicate with you. It is difficult for me to write in English, too for a long time I learned it. If what that words are not clear to you, you do not take offence, well? It is necessary for me to continue work. I shall write next time. Write, I shall wait, well.
Tanya.

Letter 2

Hello my friend Chris!
How your affairs, how at you mood? At me all is remarkable. Today since morning at us bad weather, blows a strong wind, the mood was bad and only thought that I will see your letter, warms me this day. Since morning of a fur-tree has got up has not slept at all, even thought not to go for work, but from work anywhere you will not get to and at the same time the letter to you to write it would be desirable. Last night to me my girlfriend Masha on a visit came. We with her so long said, that I have laid down to sleep late. We drank with her tea and stirred about today. I to her have told that have got acquainted with you, she was very glad to it, she was happy that I have found to myself the friend and sends you regards. Then we with her have gone to buy to her a dress. We, probably, have bypassed all shops, but all the same have found a magnificent dress. Home we have returned very got tired, but cheerful. It is very interesting to me as you have spent the day? Tell to me it will be very interesting to hear about it. And in general, write Chris as you spend time, write to me about weather in your country.Chris, big to you thanks, that you show to me care and want, that I spent time for translation of your letter less. I very well know the English language and I can itself is free write and speak in English. Chris, I am very glad also. That you want to see me and to develop our relations. I also would like it, but to me it seems, that to us while early to think of a meeting, in fact still know each other more few. I would like find out you well enough to understand what exactly that the man with which I would like to develop relations and to plan for the further life. And you unless disagree with me or you meet each unfamiliar girl? I in the last letter spoke you, as I travelled to Moscow with the girlfriend. I would like to show you a photo of this trip. On a photo I with girlfriend Masha. And also I have sent you a photo of city Cheboksary.
Write to me somewhat quicker than Chris and send to me the photo.
I kiss you!
Tanya.

Letter 3

Hello Chris!!!!
How at you affairs? I hope, that at you all is remarkable. I very much would like that at you all was normal. If is not present, tell to me, share with me. I can listen and support you a difficult minute. Well all right not we will about sad. At me as usually all is good. By the way I nearly have not forgotten I to you promised to show the new jacket. You like it? It very much is pleasant to me. Send me too any photo. Tonight with the girlfriend have gathered go to a cinema. Will show today the Russian comedy. You like comedies? I very much like comedies. And you would would like to go with me cinema? I was not for a long time already at a cinema, and it would be desirable to have a rest from work. Last days we had many clients and all of them should be served, what even the head goes around. Here yesterday I so am strongly tired, that I did not have forces something to do. I have come after work and at once have laid down to sleep. And you as are going to spend evening today? You will go to a pub or you will invite home the girl? If so I will take offence at you.Chris, dear came to me the phone number. I very much want to hear your voice and to speak with you. I shall wait your phone number in your following letter. Only do not overlook to send me the phone number, it is very important for me. Well all while, still is necessary to me go to perform the work. Write somewhat quicker, well.
Yours Tanya.

Letter 4

Hello my love Chris!!!
I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I waited for it with impatience, and now I am happy, to read it. How at you an affair? How your mood? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time. My girlfriend transfers you huge greetings. She is glad for us with you. I'm fine, weather at us today fine. Chris, lovely I has understood, that you today went to the Western Union and to you have not allowed to send me money. It is very a pity to me, that from - for what that of swindlers we now suffer and we can not meet with each other. Lovely, what we shall do now? I understand, that the police the USA very much cares for the citizens and does not want to allow, that nobody has been deceived by bad people. But now we should suffer because of those bad people and because of that muzhik about whom you to me told. Chris, it certainly bad experience at the Western Union, but I think, that we should not from postpone for it our meeting. Or you think, that I such the swindler, as well as that the man about which you to me have told in the letter. If you so think, it will be very strong impact on my heart. We in fact so dreamed much and so strongly wanted our meeting, and now all this can remain only in our dreams. Chris, lovely I has understood, that you want to do the visa of the bride. When I went to travel agency and found out about my travel they to me told about many variants of arrival to you, including about the visa of the bride much, but the tourist visa appeared most simply a variant to arrive to you. Lovely to make the visa of the bride many documents are necessary and on it there will leave a lot of time, and also I was spoken to receive the visa of the bride we should have a meeting though once. If we all over again shall not meet though once I cannot simply receive the visa of the bride. Lovely, what we shall do now? Since first our acquaintance I realize how I am strong you more and more love, with what tenderness and care you concern to me as you store, closing the back from only. And in fact I dreamed of it all life. Yes, it is dream of any girl. That there was a love that there was a mutual understanding that there was a honesty that he carried you on hands!!!!! And all this is at me!!! And I the happiest person on light, only because you beside, only because you with me and I am ready to give all on light to you, is exact as well as you give all to me. I madly love you, now it seems to me, that if you will not be, the life will stop, in eyes will darken for ever, and heart will die of a cold. But I hope, that it never happen. I madly strongly love you. With you each my day, at all the most successful is filled with sense, there is for the sake of what it is necessary to live!!! There is YOU!!! And YOU unique and unique, in YOU are those qualities which are inherent only in the present to the man. YOU the most remarkable person on the ground and I love you!!!! Be always same. I always shall be with you, I love you. You constantly are in my dreams, and I would not like to wake up at all. When I went to bed I thought of you, I dreamed of us with you as we with you are engaged in love as we with you live together. And dream has dreamed me. In this dream I saw the airport, I flied to you, and you met me at the airport. It was fine dream, I so would not like to wake up. I very strongly want to see you, to be with you, and as soon as possible. You are necessary for me as air. I do not have not enough you, I want to be with you, and only with you. More nobody is necessary for me, you are necessary for me, and only you. I want to be with you, to be yours. I am ready to be given you completely, I am ready to be yours from legs up to a head. I want to be yours, and only yours. I very strongly love you, I cannot live without you. Since I have found out you, I have very much grown fond of you. I earlier also had no representation about such strong love. I do not have not enough you, your tenderness, care, love. And I hope, that we can soon meet you, and for ever to be together, and to us nobody will prevent to love each other. On it I finish the letter, I with impatience shall wait from you for the letter. Write to me.
I like, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you.
Yours Tanya.

Letter 5

Hello my love Chris!
How - you today? How - all? I hope, that you are fine. My day was fine, I have gone for work today and when I have come home, I could not wait till the moment when I shall be capable to check up my e-mail and to read the letter from you. I thought of you all the day. I have got used to your letters, I like to look at your photos. Day after day we find new things about each other, I think, that we have been intended to be together, we can be you - the person of my dreams!:) I - know, that it is a little early to plan our future, but I think seriously of creation of family, and I imagine our future happy family. When I go to sleep, I always think of you, other men do not interest me more, I need, only you Chris. my heart and my soul are open for you! Chris, my lovely I has understood. Why you do not want to help me through the Western Union. I tomorrow shall go in bank and I shall open the bank account that you could send me of money for my bank account. Yes, it would be valid on much more convenient and not necessary to you to spend superfluous money to help me. As soon as I shall make the bank account I at once I shall write to you it. Chris, my lovely I is very grateful to you for your care and support. I have understood. That you want to give a gift. I already spoke you, an apartment in which I now live is in process of privatization. And because of it your sending can not reach my apartment. But if you very much want to give me a gift you could send it on the address of my parents. Chris, the lovely address of my parents on which you can send a gift. zip-code 424000, Russia, Yoshkar-Ola, street Zarubina 57-53. Chris,Yesterday, when I went to bed, I dreamed of you, I looked at a window and looked at stars which were in the sky, and I thought of you and me, I have imagined us together and very happy. I think, that you- those, I searched for all my life, you are so sensitive, kind also care. You have remarkable soul. I am very happy, that you are in my life now! You force me to smile:) me pleasure and that the special novel and care which were absent in my life also bring before I have met you. I need in you so, and I want, that you were about me, I cannot wait, while the moment when we meet, I know that it will be fast!!!! It will be the best day in my life, I am sure!
Yours Tanya.

Letter 6

My honey Chris!!!
Thanks for very pleasant letter. I very much miss you as. Every day I enter into the Internet of cafe with One desire to see your letter. I move ahead street, and I dream of you. I want to look in your eyes and to feel your strong shoulder close To mine. You have changed all life for me. I long time of veins without a definite purpose. All the days long, mixed together and All was very monotonous. I lived since one day up to another. It did not satisfy on me to whom. Now I know, that it were you I am very grateful to you for this purpose. You have seized my heart, my opinion, mine Soul. When we shall be together my life, my love will be devoted to you. Chris, my lovely I is very happy, that could phone up to you and we could speak with each other. I very much like your gentle voice. I during our conversation represented, as though we sit opposite each other and we talk. It would be very wonderful, but I am sure, that our meeting will be absolutely fast. At reading your letter I have a joyful smile, and is very happy, it We have met each other. Now I am precisely confident, that I not one, though we far apart yours Letters bring the big high temperature and pleasure in my life, that I feel yours Presence at my life is constant. Honey, I constantly think of you where I would not be and that I shall not do. You always with me in my heart. Chris, my lovely I today went to bank and has signed the contract about opening of the bank account. To me have told, that my bank account will be ready in 2 weeks. We should wait this time while my account will be done. Chris,My lovely I yesterday was not absent in such later time. I at 1.30 o'clock I sleep at home. I lie down to sleep at 22.30 o'clock because I need to rise early for work. I do not understand, why you have decided. What was I absent in such we tell lies later? To me it is not clear? The last days I think of us and about our future life very much. I Understand, which is left with our life, also we do not notice it my love. We feel similarly to young, and we do not notice, that we already have. It can Good, what the life goes so quickly? It flows far as water in The river and back it will not come back. Me very much it is pleasant, That I have you, my second half, my heart. The favourite person on On which I can depend. I want, which you knew, it, only your letters support me and my advantage Mood. I am very lonely without you and your letters. I live ideas My honey concerning you. I very much have yours tenderness, care, Embraces and gentle kisses. But I do not despond. I precisely know, which we shall be together, and I very much wait on This time my love. I shall write to you tomorrow to my prince. Your Tanya.