Letter(s) to Gavin (Australia)

Letter 1

My lovely friend!!!! :-)

As any person I am dreaming about happiness and happiness for me is a strong union with the man who will become my second half, my defender, my friend and just my beloved man.
I am optimistic girl who loves life. I am caring, kind and my friends would say I always put others before myself. I have a great sense of humor, I am very passionate, very affectionate.
What else can I say... well, I think that is enough for now, hopefully you are interested and we can correspond more and see where we go from there!!
Write me here please: zolatka@mail.ru
Tanya

Letter 2

Hello my dear and sweet Gavin,

I am glad you wrote me this letter and... you know, it is something more than wonderful to have this possibility to know you more and more in each contact we do... I think that distance will not be a barrier to go on close and close and we have to give our best to maintain this fire open in each day inside our mind and heart... I want to start this adventure of romance with you...
I loved your photos very much and greatly appreciate that you sent them to me! You are very attractive man and you live in a beautiful house!
And your dog is cute! I love dogs!...
Let me tell you some more about me, I was born in 1983, so I am 24 years old girl... My native city is Debaltsevo where my parents live. But I live in Lugansk now. I graduated from University and now rent a flat here and live... I am a manager dealing with insurances, I consult people about the kinds of insurances they can make. I like my job.
I dedicate myself to all my customers and I am glad to do what I do because I feel myself useful to this people...Sometimes there are some troubles to resolve and when I arrive at the end of the day I feel tired. And then is the time when I want to have a man with whom I would feel comfortable and will forget about my tiredness, with whom I will just enjoy life...
I wish to be the candle to fire the heart of my beloved, to give him all my heart, love, passion and life... Sometimes I feel him here but this dream is rapidly cut by my reality when I look around and see no one near me...
I want to build a strong relation based in mutual knowledgement, respect, dignity, humanity... I want to love with all my forces and heart, to embrace my beloved so tight, to kiss so hot that sun seems weak, to look in each other's eyes and see our life, fidelity and love...
Well, forgive me for that lyrical digression, I just immersed into the world of my dreams... :-)
Sometimes I visit my parents. I wish that would happen more often but my work does not let me do that....
I grew up in the picturesque place and I love to come there with my memories...
You know, my spirit is romantic and, if I could, I really would like to take you to my birthplace to watch the impressive landscape and nature...
One day there will be only me and you there, hands in hands, and the immensity in front of us. I know this dream will come true one day :)
When I have free time (though that does not happen often), I like to read, listen to music depending of my spiritual state, to watch some TV.
I like going out, walking in the forest, along the beaches, sitting at the campfire, going to cinema.... I also like to invite friends to my home and have nice time there as well....
I would like to tell you how happy I am to write you and my desire is that we can go far and close because I really need you and want to know everything about you... So please feel free to tell me more about your life....
Sorry if I took so much of your time but at least you can understand me better :-)

sweet kisses
see you later,
Tanya

Letter 3

My lovely Gavin,

How are you today dear? I hope you had a nice weekend, my dear! Mine was nice, I just missed you a lot... We had a celebration of Independence day here yesterday and I went to the central square to see the fireworks... I wished you to be with me at that moment! By the way, were you still in Kiev at the moment of holiday?...
I really like you and think you are a very interesting and nice man, so I hope that we will continue our correspondence and hopefully it will end up in more than just friendship, that is what I dream of so let's see where this will bring us. :-)
By the way, did you watch the Olympics? I did and I watched the closing of it also. That was very nice and beautiful show, though took a lot of time...
My country took 11th place in Olympics... I think that is rather nice result...
It's your charm... The way you are behaving and expressing your self in the letters, I just like it :) Your parents lived for a long time together and I also would like to make a strong loving family with the man who is destined to me... Once again, thank you for another gorgeous picture of you. My heart beat twice as fast when I see you :)
I brought you the photo of me with my friend Natasha. It was taken when we studied in the University. Hope you guess where I am? ;-)
As for our age difference, I think that as some people are attracted to someone their own age... some may like an older companion... and than again at times age does not seem to matter it all depends on the chemistry between two people.. To me there is no age of love.
So let's continue our acquaintance... I will try to tell you more about myself.... Even don't know what to start with...
I hope I would not disappoint you saying that my English is not so good as I would like it to be as I studied it only at school... I use the help of the translator to be able to understand you...
You know, most men in this country are more concerned about their career, money, material goods, and themselves. It seems that they would rather be anywhere but at home with their family. I do not think men here marry with the intention of being married forever.
I want to be a woman for my man, a good woman in all that meanings and I want my man to be a man. I will treat my man with respect and love. I want tender,
love and warm feelings but I want also passion – in everyday doings also.
I find some things essential in life and that is, first of all, honesty and equality, I would not wish to take decisions alone, but together with my beloved....
I give you the number of the Internet Center where you can call me +380988501513.
I write a letter to you from here. They also will provide us a translator. But please tell in advance when you are going to call me for me to be there. OK?
By the way, I didn't tell you about my regular days... After work I go home, have dinner, sometimes I go and visit my neighbors. We usually get together for a couple of hours and talk about pretty much everything, we laugh and have a good time. Like yesterday I went to my friend and we watched a movie called 'Serendipity'.
That is not new one, I've seen it a couple of times. Did you watch it?
I like that movie as it makes me feel romantic....
I love summer as in the summer it is nice to go somewhere to the countryside and find a nice place, secluded and quiet, just to put a blanket on the ground in the shade of some trees and enjoy nature. Just the two of us with nature all around, it can be so romantic, some chilled wine and tasty home made food. Then to be able to relax in each others arms, and make love in the warm sunshine, under the shade of the trees...
How do you like that idea?
Well, I'm going stop writing right now, because as you know already I can't wait for your answer...

Tons of kisses from my heart,
Tanya

Letter 4

Hello my sweet heart Gavin,

Let me tell you that when I receive your letters it's like some sort of special happiness arrives to my heart, it is a strange feeling that I like a lot.. I love it!!!!
You write me such lovely letters and I can say you that have my whole heart in your pocket :-) The picture of you is beyond words I have in my vocabulary.
All I can say is your are exceeding great and sensuous looking! I would like to celebrate that holiday with you one day. Here we have something similar that is the Victory day on the 9th of May...
The picture of me with the horse was taken in the place I grew up! I loved to ride a horse, to think about nothing just listening to the voice of wind...
Did you ever ride a horse? If not you should try, that is quite nice experience..
I was impressed by your knowledge of the Crimea area! I was in Sudak once and I loved that place very much! Really very beautiful with a lot to see!
I hope that one day we will go there together and I am sure you'll like it...
I'm thinking about us and hopefully one day we will meet each other. But till than the letters is a fine way to learn about each other... Don't you agree?
My sweet, will you be able to call me tomorrow (Thursday) at 13:00 by Ukrainian time? I will come at that time and wait for your call...
I think the most important thing in relations, is that two people stayed the way, nature has created them, a woman stays a woman in the full sense of this word: loving, caring, considerate, she shouldn't try to be the Man in the relations, but be his second part, leaning on his shoulder and at the same time supporting this strong shoulder. And the man should be the leader in the family, strong, ready to move mountains for his family. The Man who the woman could feel secure, the man, who could inspire self confidence in her.
I think that husband will be everything to such woman, she will show to this man that he is the only one for her in this world....
All these values I got from my family...
I want to experience life with you. I need to be alive, and you are the one doing that to me right now. You have opened me up and I feel easy talking to you.
I know that our languages are different, but that is what is going to be the challenge to each other. I want to learn English and I hope that will not be a
problem for you. I'm sure I'll learn it one day because I see myself gazing into your eyes and dreaming about you all the time. I want you to be the man of my life.... I know its going to be a long process to get to know each other and there will be obstacles like language barrier, but I think that we will
overcome them all.. Honey, I use translator's help for my letters. I tried to use the electronic translators but I got the sentence structures all backwards and that was so difficult to understand. I guess I made a correct choice for my letters. And I hope I didn't disappoint you with my words....
I think this is really nice way of acquaintance. If we had to have met either abroad or locally that is not the fact that someone of us would take risk and come to the other. And here we can do everything, tell everything, just be ourselves..
Probably I wouldn't give myself a chance at happiness with you had I passed you in the street or saw you walk my way. We get a better chance to write to each other...
which is a better way to know one's heart... I am sincere.
That is now my dream, to have you in my life, to love and to hold, for richer and poorer...till death do us part... Yes it's a dream, but dreams have a way of coming true. I have the dream of getting to be with you...
Please don't hurt me. I will honor you for always and I have so much love to give.

I find myself thinking about you more and more
Eagerly awaiting your mail...
Bye for now... have a nice day
With lots of love and warm kisses,
Crazy about you
Your Tanya