Letter(s) to Raderek (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Babe,
Its always nice reading from you... Here is to a man I thought I'd never know. The one who stole my heart so innocently, but with care and grace and perfect love. The perfect thought is us together forever. The sweetest word is your name. And the greatest thing is your being caring. Every silent prayer that has left my mind, all the empty words that have left my mouth and chased my lips, and all the lonely tears that have escaped my eyes have made me who I am, one to lcare for you more. All the times I felt I've found the one, and all the times I've mourned over a bleeding heart, all the times I've given it all I've got is are as many as I have found my face in the mud. All the guys who just wanted my body, all the pieces of myself I've given away, all the things I've wished I've done, and all the things I wished I hadn't helps me care for you with purity and certainty. All the times we fight feels like we're gambling our lives. I hope we never lose. I love you so much, those five words I tell you so much can't have more meaning than anything else ever possibly could. I care for you with all my faults and all my achievements. I care with all that I am. I like you for who you are. I hope in the quietest of the night when I whisper out to you you know just what to do. You listen to hear my voice echoing how much I care...

Esther Halliburton...

Letter 2

Hear what God says: If I answer your prayer at once, it is because am testing your faith. If I did not answer your prayer at once, it is because am testing your patience. If I did not answer your prayer at all it is because I have a better plan for you. Remember God's promises are yes and Amen! He is God not man, which explains why He can never fail, hold on, don't be discouraged, your miracle is knocking at the door of your heart. A little more faith is what you need to see all your needs met. The Prayer Answering God is saying He has met all your needs. Send this to all your friend out there, and you'll see how God will respond speedily to your needs. Thanks for continuing this circle of prayer and word of encouragement may God richly bless u.

Yes I do feel the same way. Thats why I cant wait until we meet. Your my little honey dip, my sunshine, my flower, my angel, I know your the one that Ive been lookin for. U have no idea. Its like the Lord sent me angel from above. Your like a diamond to me, so valueable and so damn precious to me its unbelievable. When I talk to my boys here Im always talkin about u. Thats how much your on my mind and in my heart.But PLEASE tell me this: That your being for real and your not just leadin me on. Cause I know this right on how much I feel. Its weird though cause I got on Personnals looking to find the perfect man for me and I know I did with u....

I just wanted to write you and let you know how much I do love you and how close we have became in such a short period of time. We may not have known each other long but our love is strong and it means everything to me. You are the one who always makes me feel better about myself and makes me good when ever i read your email. I'm glad I found you and I hope we spend a lot more happy times together in the future. Thanks just for being here for me I love you more than words I could say.

Esther Halliburton....