Letter(s) to Brian (USA)

Letter 1

Hello,

Thank you for a prompt reply to my message, I did not think, that the answer will come so quickly, and I am very glad, that you have not disregarded my letter.
I have already lost hope to find my soul mate, and I have decided to try to make it with the help of the Internet.
I have become interested in you very much and have decided to write to you. You at all do not represent as it was pleasant to receive your letter.

Well, I want tell you about itself. It is probable to describe itself, it would be easier for me, if I did not make it for the first time. My growth approximately 174 cm and weight 51 kg.
I like to look comedies. Music I listen to anyone. For fun I to like to read books, to play volleyball, to walk with my friends. I do not drink and do not smoke.
I live together from my mum and my brother. I work the manager in small cafe.
I have finished university where I studied at economic faculty. Though my specialty differs from my work a little. Because I have finished branch the finance and the credit.
My main vital principles it is honesty, kindness, decency under the attitude to all people, Tenderness and love and respect for loved to the man.
I do not like lie and to not love false people. In people I respect honesty, compassion to poor people, love and respect for associates.

Ok, my main hope and dream is a search loving men and creation with him families. I do not think that the age and appearance is so important though I am rather pretty. I do not know if you answer me or not. But why not to try?
I will regret if not to try. I think we should use every chance to find our happiness. Life is too short to use it only for thinking and dreaming.
I hope you to not get tired to read it With impatience I shall wait from you the letter.

If you have photo, send me please.
Sincerely
Elena.

Letter 2

Hello my friend Brian,

I am happy that you to write me the letter.
If to tell fairly I very much waited for it, because I very much want, that our relations developed and is farther. I very much like to find out more about you and about your interests. About that as has passed your day.
And I am glad, that I have found the friend on the Internet to which I can entrust the most secret and share with him the ideas and experiences.

I want to tell a little to you about my parents, and in general about that as I live. My mum now 51 year and her needed to work up to pension of 4 more years. She works in medical sister in a school medical aid station. I as studied at this school. Mum works there since that time as we have arrived to live in Paran'ga. Wash the priest works in building business.
We because of its work have moved to live in Paran'ga because it have directed to work. But I how many do not regret about it because very much here it is pleasant to me. My daddy the good expert in the business and consequently him very much respected on work. It gradually rose on-office a ladder. And even once it had to go to study further. Because to rise further, university formation was necessary. To my daddy now 55 years and they have got acquainted with mum in Sanchursk. Then mum have directed there to work in hospital, after the termination of medical school.. Now 19 years old he, my brother to study at university, it is Branch "the Moscow Academy of the Right And Management". He wishes to be the lawyer.
My parents support his choice. And my parents pay his study at university.
But now it is necessary for much to pay for it. I do not know what is the time it would be required what to go to Moscow. Probably 5-6 hours.
I was not in Moscow. I can tell nothing about the visa. I never went abroad.
You would want that I have arrived to you?

I hope, that to you was to learn interestingly a little about my family.
Certainly I cannot tell to you much about it because my time behind the computer is limited. But nevertheless it seems to me, that it is necessary for you to know about it. I want to find special half life and that we loved each other. I want, that he trusted me and respected my individuality. As I shall love him and to respect. That we helped each other in everything, both on kitchen and in domestic affairs. I hope, that it not is a lot that I ask.

I am glad, that we continue our correspondence and I hope, that we shall be and to develop our relations further. I wait for your letter. I would like to see more than your photos, I hope that you can send it to me.

Your friend Elena.

Letter 3

Hi my dear friend Brian,

Yes yes dear, because I am valid with impatience I wait for your letter.
I am very glad to read your letter again. I wish to tell to you, that your letters are very interesting to me. To me to like to learn more about you.
For example, you like to listen to what music? What do you think of various styles of music? What to you to like to read?
Everything is interesting to me, that is connected with your daily life.

Really to like me in what I am engaged. But sometimes I have days when I would not like to go for work at all. I do not know with what it is connected. It is difficult to me to rise from a bed in the morning (to tell difficultly more truly to distract from a dream). And to feel to vigorous me it is necessary to take a shower and drink a cup of black coffee. It helps me to wake up, but if on work there is not enough work again I feel any sleepy. At you happens such? Today about such working day. And something was not took the morning. I nearly have not overslept time, but I was woken by mum. And then in time a lunch break, I have faltered about something and have fallen. I felt somehow inconveniently during this moment and it seemed to me, that all passers-by laugh over me. But to all to it I have still broken a heel. I had instead of having dinner to go to a shoe workshop that to me have made it.

But not this main thing now. I wish to tell to you, that I often think of our meeting and I very much would like it. I understand, that thus we can is better and faster learn each other. But nevertheless reflecting on it I think, that still it is necessary for us to learn each other better. Because it is a serious step to our life and we are familiar very little. We know each other only under letters. It would be desirable something another.
On the other hand what it matters, as you feel the main thing about it. In general I while itself do not know, I have got confused in that that it will be better for us. Therefore I think, it is necessary for us to wait a little more. You agree with me?
It would be very interesting to me to learn your opinion on this question.

I am now compelled to say goodbye to you, but I would not like to do it.
Your letters occupy very important part in my life. I understand, that I miss your letters in a current of all day. I very much wish to learn, something new from your letter. I wish to learn, something new from your life. I very much wish to meet you. But I understand, that it still very much early for us.
Because all of us know each other more very few. It is very big and important step to our life. And consequently to make it both of us should be ready to it.

Your friend Elena.

Letter 4

Hi my dear friend Brian,

Yes yes dear, because I am valid with impatience I wait for your letter.
I am very glad to read your letter again. I wish to tell to you, that your letters are very interesting to me. To me to like to learn more about you.
For example, you like to listen to what music? What do you think of various styles of music? What to you to like to read?
Everything is interesting to me, that is connected with your daily life.

Really to like me in what I am engaged. But sometimes I have days when I would not like to go for work at all. I do not know with what it is connected. It is difficult to me to rise from a bed in the morning (to tell difficultly more truly to distract from a dream). And to feel to vigorous me it is necessary to take a shower and drink a cup of black coffee. It helps me to wake up, but if on work there is not enough work again I feel any sleepy. At you happens such? Today about such working day. And something was not took the morning. I nearly have not overslept time, but I was woken by mum. And then in time a lunch break, I have faltered about something and have fallen. I felt somehow inconveniently during this moment and it seemed to me, that all passers-by laugh over me. But to all to it I have still broken a heel. I had instead of having dinner to go to a shoe workshop that to me have made it.

But not this main thing now. I wish to tell to you, that I often think of our meeting and I very much would like it. I understand, that thus we can is better and faster learn each other. But nevertheless reflecting on it I think, that still it is necessary for us to learn each other better. Because it is a serious step to our life and we are familiar very little. We know each other only under letters. It would be desirable something another.
On the other hand what it matters, as you feel the main thing about it. In general I while itself do not know, I have got confused in that that it will be better for us. Therefore I think, it is necessary for us to wait a little more. You agree with me?
It would be very interesting to me to learn your opinion on this question.

I am now compelled to say goodbye to you, but I would not like to do it.
Your letters occupy very important part in my life. I understand, that I miss your letters in a current of all day. I very much wish to learn, something new from your letter. I wish to learn, something new from your life. I very much wish to meet you. But I understand, that it still very much early for us.
Because all of us know each other more very few. It is very big and important step to our life. And consequently to make it both of us should be ready to it.

Your friend Elena.

Letter 5

Hi my dear Brian,

Today was really very good. I have risen a wound in the morning, have put into myself the order. When I have left on street I have sighed a full breast. Because air was really very fresh and clean. Which gently blew in my person. Though it also was cool, but it was valid very pleasantly.

I in general very much like to write to you of the letter and it seems to me very romantic.
I want to tell to you, that very much like relations between the man and the woman in 19 century (on extremely measure how to us it is presented by writers of 19 centuries).
19 century in general the Golden Age of education. And as in Russia name it the Golden Age of the Russian literature. Sometimes I would like, that the man has made for me something unusual.
Something to surprise me and my heart is possible to strike it.......
I read, that in that century honor was above all. In Russia even it was not necessary to sign any papers or contracts, was one word enough. And any person respecting would not break the given word because then he would lose the honor.

I want to tell to you, that I have thought of those questions which I have set for you.
I would like, that between us all was fair and consequently I want to answer these questions for you. To inform you what I think on this account.

1. On this question I did not think, but when I have received the letter from you, in my heart something happened... I was Very happy, that you have written to me. And all this because of the Internet...
2. This question which I shall change about the person of whom I shall care. Yes, it is the most pleasant for me, it is possible just as for all the woman. For me the man of means much, is especial if I shall love him. He will be my beloved! I shall make for him all: I shall prepare the most tasty food, I shall care of his things and to solve problems together with him, I shall be him the partner and to support all difficult kinds of all activity, I shall be the most loving and kind wife ONLY for him one. And only therefore... That I SHALL LOVE HIM!
3. Yes of course I want to create healthy family!
4. A photo of the man of love I shall always bear with independent. It will be kept reliably and eternally. But the most important that the image of mine of the man of love will be always in my heart. It present female fidelity and fidelity. It is love.
5. For me a word LOVE feel only when in embraces the favorite person it is made the man silently to me. And my love has no borders if I feel that the man loves me, I shall give all directly without the others.
6. For advantage of love I am ready on the biggest feat. I am ready to cause the child for my loved the man and to represent his all love and fidelity up to the end of days of a life. It is my life, my heart and oppressing together.

I hope to you my answers to questions have liked. But here, again it is time to me to finish my letter because my time in the Internet of cafe comes to an end.
And here again I with impatience shall wait for your letter. I hope, that it will come to me quickly.
I shall write to you tomorrow.

With the best regards,
yours Elena.

Letter 6

My dear and loved Brian!

I am so much happy listening to your words again and again. I want to say your letters become a big part of me and my life. Your e-mails help me keep living and being in high spirits. After reading your correspondence I feel light and warm in my heart.
My Brian, I wish to tell to you, that at us is cold enough in the mornings and to evenings.
Today only ideas about you and warmed my dreams of you my soul. At these moments my heart flared and wanted to jump out outside. To fly to you, and to be with you forever.

So it happens always when I look in the electronic box and I see in it your letter. I always look in it with hope to find your letter and during these moments I was not capable more about what to think, except for you. At this time in me the hope burns, the hope to receive a news from you, the hope to know about that that with you all well, and you are happy. I want to tell to you my darling, that I even was afraid of the feelings a little, I was afraid, that when I shall tell to you about it you will not believe me and will refuse me. I probably a silly woman if I so even assumed because I know, that you the good person and you when would not make so. But I want to tell once again to you, that my love to what you does not oblige. And if you will not want to have continuation with me when we once shall meet I shall not insist on it. I shall take part it. Probably it will be hard for me, but I shall understand all. I want to tell to you, that I shall be to true you, all this time. Even while we is far from each other because all between us should be fair as it was fair before.
I and earlier had no whom, now especially it will not be. Because I have a person whom I love also this person you my Brian. I completely trust you as because I think what to love means to trust, probably it is difficult on such distance, but I always trusted you and always trusted you.
I did not have any men, already long time is closer to me than you.
With which I could share all most secret to which I would speak about the ideas or a vital position on this or that question. I know that you never to stop and to support me always a difficult minute for me…
My love I all to think and think about you and I cannot without you my Brian. My love everyday comes for me difficultly because you are not present beside.
You my support in a life which will always intercede for me in a difficult situation. And the truth very much and very much does not suffice me you my love. My love the truth does not suffice me you and it is very hard for me to live in a distance from you my love.
My Brian these days would be desirable me more love and understanding from you. And I want it my love. Each time I to enter into the ideas and to argue about us. Yes, without loved man it is very hard to live, because you are far from you, but I want to be with you and when I shall be with you I there WILL BE THE HAPPIEST IN ALL THE WORLD AND ON ALL OUR PLANET A GROUND.
My love as soon as comes morning I all to think and think of you and I can not wait more. Because I would like caress from you and love. As well as all girls dream of love and I dream of the big and light love only near to you my love.
My love I to write to you this letter and this letter speaks you that I CANNOT WITHOUT YOU AND IT IS HARD FOR ME WITHOUT YOU MY LOVE.
My love I very impressionable girl who dreams day and night of you and cannot without you my love.
With love, yours Elena!

Letter 7

Hi my darling Brian,

I am happy to receive your letter again. To me it is always very difficult, when I have no possibility to read your letters. Because your letters became the basic part of my life. My boring life. My life was really very boring without you my Brian. But now I have you my Brian.

And anybody is not necessary to me anymore except you my love. But if to tell it was not fair at me whom except you. Whom to whom I could entrust the most secret, that is at me. Because you-this dear, that are at me and at me when there were no secrets from you. You always were for me support when to me it was heavy, you always helped me, the gentle letters. I wish to tell to you about the day. I do not know why, because today that has not happened interesting or significant, except your letter. But I think, that it would be interesting to you to learn about it, is simple because it is my usual day.

Today my day as always has begun early in the morning and it was one more difficult working day. Probably it of that at us weather has sharply exchanged.
To reach work to me usually it is necessary to go 20 minutes by a trolley bus. It very much is not convenient because at this time in a trolley bus many the people here again do not have even thought on-sit. Because all is frequent sitting are occupied. And in salon not where even to rise. I begin work at 8 o'clock am. At 12 o'clock I have 30 minutes that a few to have a bite. And then again work till the evening.
After work you come home sometimes hardly live.
Sometimes there are no forces even to watch TV. Certainly I have the days off and I try to use them. But not always it takes place as it would be desirable, because always there is a lot of work on the house. Here such my day my love.
I certainly do not complain of the life. I consider, that it is necessary to rejoice to each lived day. Because them actually not so much as it seems at first sight. After all when you will be 80 years old and you having turned back for the lived years will think. You will think that as all and the life is short.

My love I wish to tell to you, that I very much very much love you. And very much I miss under your letters. I wish to be with you and to wait for you from work.
I want that you embraced me and I wish to kiss you gently. Because I very much miss you my love.
But here again it is time to me to finish my letter. So quickly 30 minutes also have not considerably flown by.

But I know, that I love you and you always in my heart.
Yours forever Elena.

Letter 8

Hi my darling Brian,

Thanks for your letter, I am happy, that we with you love each other and always when I read your letters on my face again shining a smile.
I know, that to you it is good. And this my unique desire that you were happy.

I spoke to you and I will tell to you it still, only yours and you only my.
Any man all over the world, except you is not necessary to me. Because you my knight who has taken away forever my heart to itself. And I not against it, I only am happy from it.
I know, that only with you my heart in safety, as in the strongest safe. But I promise to you, that it who and when will not steal at you. Because I will not allow it. Because I the most reliable safe which you and only you can open.

But there is one code word without which you will not open it. You know it a word?
And still it is necessary, that I saw your eyes and felt your hands on myself.
And one more important thing to open this safe-it your gentle and disarming smile.
Only when all it will be present, only then my safe will open. And who except you has no it.
Has no your smile, has no your eyes, has no your gentle hands and this code word as you to me it will tell will not tell to me. So, that only you will open my safe, in which keep my heart which belongs to you and only to you.

I wish to be with you wash Brian and only with you. I wake up every day and I fall asleep with thoughts on you. And every day I pray for you and that day of our meeting was closer as it is possible more close. Because I miss you. And it simply awful to be such distance from you.
I dream, that this distance was reduced, reduced to kiss distance.
I want, that from your face when your smile and your eyes always did not descend shone pleasure. Because only then will I be happy.

Thanks destiny, that at me are you my kitten, my knight. The knight of my heart.
I love you a kitten. And very much on you I miss. But I only for you and only yours.
And consequently we should and we will be together my love.

With love,
Yours forever Elena.

Letter 9

Hi my Brian,

I want to tell to you, that until as at me you have appeared in my heart there was an emptiness. And you have filled in it. And now I when shall not be former.
Now I do not present the life without you. And in my heart more never will be emptiness. Because you have closed it and in it there is no more place for anybody except for you my love. I do not know, that will be now....
I all time think of you, I think of us with you. And as soon as I think that you refuse me and I do not like you my heart it hurt and is poured by blood.
It starts so to prick, that it seems to me as if it wants to leave my body and to be in your hands. To be near to you.

I love all types of music.
Certainly I eat meat.
I can receive the visa, but money is for this purpose necessary.

I believe, that when love every day this birth. A birth something new.
Can be and a birth you as persons.
I believe, that each our day lived together will be as a birth of our happiness.
And this birth will be infinite.
I think, that there where are born there is no place of death.
And consequently our love will not die when.
And even when we will not be in this guilty world our love will live.
And our love will fly by through time as the life flies through him.
And similarly to a life our love when also nobody will forget.
What do you think of it?

My love in Russia now not clear weather.
That shines the sun suddenly it disappears behind clouds. The wind similar to hurricane, seems that a little more and it will throw all trees. And it is cloudy and sometimes it is raining.. And from it so it is not cosy. I so do not have not enough you. I dream of having an opportunity to be heated having embraced you my love. And I dream of you. I dream of that as we walk on a summer garden. I want to fly up with you and to touch clouds. And during this moment of a star will shine us with it is high. And every night we will be together.

My Brian I want that we were together always and only we enjoyed all world. And the wind will whisper to us and only the wind will store our feelings our memory. My Brian I love you very strongly and to gush over me again the inspiration and I to write to you these romantic words about love. And morning will be full and there will be a lot of dew. And the sun will find us the beams. And the sun will heat our flesh. And I cannot without it my love. My love and I shall think and dream and out each time new and new and then all this becomes a reality for us. I cannot without you, really it is very a pity to me, that we are divided with such distance.
I only hope, that soon all of us shall together, together not looking on what.
I LOVE YOU AND IT WILL BE GOOD TO ME ONLY WITH YOU MY BEAR CUB. I SEND YOU IT IS A LOT OF AND MANY HOT KISSES DIRECTLY IN YOUR MAN'S AND SWEET LIPS.
I SHALL BE SAVE MYSELF FOR YOU AND ONLY FOR YOU.

WITH LOVE
YOURS Elena.

Letter 10

Hi my kitten,
Hi my prince,
Hi my sun,
Hi my Brian,

I am happy, that we together my love. Certainly are divided huge distance and we cannot embrace us each other, we cannot kiss each other. But nevertheless we together.
Together in ours thoughts and ideas. Together in our dreams. Together in our hearts.
And in them there lives love. The love, which unites us.

I wish to tell to you my Brian, that I love you. I love above all. I love more sun which shines to us which heats us. Because you my sun. I wish to tell to you, that I looked last night a film. I have absolutely casually got on it and in the beginning, that I thought, that it is a usual film which it is a lot of today. But I have appeared is not right. This film is called "A walk to Remember". This film about young men. And action is a film begins that they meet in any open-cast my to play a trick on the schoolmate. Which thinks, that if he there will take place test him will accept in the company of these people. And he will be their friend. But they wished to play a trick only over him. They have asked him to jump off from any construction in water. And he has made about what him asked. But all has gone not as they wanted. Because the guy has hit about any pipe which was in water. Also has lost consciousness.
He one of young men has rescued. But here they have noticed and have caused police.
All have run away from this place, except two guys, that who has fallen in water and the one who him has rescued. And this guy him had to carry out any tasks of school to rehabilitate itself.
And here he has been compelled to ask the help from the girl from their class.
She there was a girl who helped much. But her schoolmates always played a trick over her.
And so it has turned out, that they have fallen in love in each other, have fallen in love really. They were happy with each other. But the girl was sick of a cancer. And when the guy has learnt about it he could not find to itself a place.

He rushed about here and there in hope to find a way to help her, but it was not possible.
And knowing, that than cannot help her, he tried to make everything, that from him depends, that his the beloved was happy. It is happy at least that time which her remains for a life.
And at him it has turned out. And doing her happy, he and was happy. It is happy from her a radiant smile, it is happy that they together. But it is all has ended, because the girl has died.
And when it has happened on my eyes there were tears as. I was really glad when they were together. And till last moment hoped, that there will be a miracle and the girl remains is live.
But it has not happened, unfortunately has not happened. And I cried as because I really worried about heroes of this film…
And I have thought, that I would make if you did not become. And I could not present it at all.
My heart was ill from it. And in my soul, something has turned over. I very much was frightened my Brian, was frightened for you.

I have understood, that it is necessary to rejoice lives, to rejoice such what it is. With all it troubles and complexities. Because all is a trifle when with you there is loved a person. Which will help you and will always support you when to you it is heavy and sick. Only for the sake of love it is necessary to live. Only for the sake of love. Because this really surprising and with what not comparable feeling. Feeling when you are ready to make everything, that only you can for the sake of the loved. And I am happy, that I have you.
Which person I love.
The person whom I want in the life..
The person with which I wish to be near.

With love,
Yours and only yours, Elena.

Letter 11

Hello my Brian.

My love I only at once to come in both again and again to see from you letters. My love your letters so are necessary for me also you it know. I want to speak only with you and you mine the big happiness. I want always care of you and to help you on the house. Because you’re my big love and I cannot live without you.

My love, do you sometime look at stars? You see the sky? I want to tell you that if you see the moon and you look right now at the moon. Because I think that if the moon is a symbol of grief. I as the moon look with am high and to observe set of people. And you as stars which always turn near me and I cannot resist and I want only you my love. It is very boring to me to live without you and I cannot go without you. My love I want to tell that I as the moon am very tired to be without you. And it is very hard for me to see and look when your star will come nearer to me. And your star will enter me.

My love I want that we always were together and when I shall be with you.
I shall feel like as the sun both I shall be happy also I shall shine from happiness. I want to turn to the sun from the moon. And consequently I love only you my love. And I think and so I shall decide that I with you and nothing will stop me this difficult way for me. My love when on the ground yesterday fell a star.
I saw small fire in the sky. And I think of desire. My love, I saw yesterday in the sky a star because I looked yesterday in the sky and observed stars and I was so bored without you both without your love and without a kiss.

My love I see it and I think that: I want to be with you. My desire was only to be with you. I think of this desire and I think that it will be executed and then I shall be happy. My love look today at the sky and tell to me that you feel when you see stars and the moon? To me very much will be desirable know that you feel these minutes. But I feel big mountain because to me it was very boring without you and it is very hurt, because I want to be with you.

My love, I thought about us much and many ideas were at me in my head.
And I again and again dreamed. And my dream was to be with you and to love you and to enjoy our life. When I see the moon, I want to present one half of it to you, and the other of it I. Because I think that you also miss me. And when there will be a full moon in the sky, it means our hearts and our love merge together.

And I think in this occasion and to reflect. My love these days probably all to have a rest and it is a lot of people to have a rest together with the loved person.
But I sit in it to an apartment and think of you my love. Because to me I also was very hard think that you understand me. Because I too think that to you it’s hard to be so far apart.. But I know that is fast our hearts join and then we shall be together and we shall be happy. My love to me anywhere would not be desirable to go because to me boring and hurt.
You understand me and you understand as me poorly without you my love.
My love and my hope for all that in me.
I LOVE YOU!!!

Letter 12

Hi Brian,

I all this time to think of you and to count days up to our meeting. And then we shall be together and only we. My love I very much also am very happy that we shall be together. I look at your letters and I would like more and more attention from you. I would like to be at last with you…
And I wait for the moment of our meeting. And I my heart tremble, because is fast my dream will come true.

I have been born in Russia. I was born in Cheboksary. My mum, now 51-year-old. She works in medical sister in medical station of the help. My daddy to be on pension. To my daddy now 55 years. They have acquainted with mum in Sanchursk. And he studies with my brother of 19 years at university, it is the Branch "the Moscow Academy of the Right And Management".
He wishes to be the lawyer.

My Brian I will give you all love which is in me. My love to not know borders and I love you. My love as the universe is infinite, because I LOVE YOU. I love your letters, I love your eyes, I love your man's shoulders, I love yours kindness, and I love ONLY YOU. My love I will give you all love and it is very fine, because my love very much and very much and is very strong to you.
I LOVE YOU my LOVE. I cannot be without you, but I know that soon we shall be together and then I will present you all my love and all my soul.

You’re my love and I want to be only with you and to feel your touch. My Brian, I love only you my big and light love. You’re my present and romantic love. I shall not cease to speak about love because you very much and very much like me also all this time passes through me. And I shall precisely know that I with you my love. My love I understand you. You good and you such lovely and careful. You my prince which to want me is kind. And together we SHALL be VERY HAPPY.

I UNDERSTAND YOU my LOVE. MY BIG LOVE I SHALL BE THE SAFE ONLY FOR YOU.
AND WHEN I SHALL BE WITH YOU AND THEN YOU TO FILL IN MY SAFE COMPLETELY.
MY LOVE I LOVE ONLY YOU AND YOU MY BIG LOVE. I CANNOT be WITHOUT YOU MY LOVE AND I KNOW THAT I SHALL BE WITH YOU. MY LOVE I SHALL WAIT AGAIN AND AGAIN YOUR LETTERS AND TO ME TO BECOME SO WELL BECAUSE YOU TO SPEAK ME THE TRUTH AND ONLY THE TRUTH. I UNDERSTAND YOU MY LOVE.
I AGAIN SEND YOU A LOT OF AND MANY HOT passionate KISSES. YOU MY LIGHT LOVE.
I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU.

WITH THE BIG LOVE
YOURS FOREVER
Elena.

Letter 13

Hi my Brian,

As at you an affair today, I hope, that at you all is good. I am very glad to receive your letter.
The letter which I wait with impatience. It is a pity to me, that all of us yet together.
Because I dream of it. It is a pity to me, that all this still dreams. I very much would like to embrace you and to kiss you. But instead of it, I see letters. It is a pity, that only letters.

Loved, tell to me when we shall be together. Because I am very tired also to me a bit too without you. I very much miss and my love wants to be with you. I so long wait for that moment when we shall be together, but this day nevertheless does not come. I am tired, tired my love. It is tired without your gentle kisses, it is tired without your eyes, it is tired without you.
You are really very necessary for me. You and only you. Because I love only you and only you in my heart. You have grasped it and now it belongs only to you.
And I am glad to this, it is a pity only, that we till now not together. I wait for it everyday and with each letter I hope to find your answer to a question which so much time does not give me rest.

The question which has filled in my ideas both my dreams. And this question when we shall be together? If I only could be with you immediately I would throw everything, only for the sake of a minute with you, only for the sake of one opportunity to touch your sweet lips the lips.
Only for the sake of one opportunity to feel your gentle touches to me. I am ready to offer the sun, I am ready to live in an eternal gloom because for me there is only one sun and this sun you my love. And I dream to bathe in beams of our love and to be heated in them. You are very necessary for me my love. It is necessary for me to feel you as a near.
I probably crazy, but you am very necessary for me.
I very much miss on you my love.

With love,
Yours forever
Elena.

Letter 14

Hi my Brian,

I am glad to receive your letter again. But I want to receive you my bear cub my gentle kitten.
I want you. I know, that soon we shall together and this happiness for me.

When I think of our meeting my heart becomes transfixed pending and in an impulse of happiness. And then suddenly it starts to beat with the big speed. And during this moment on me as though the wave runs, I do not know as it to name, but it brings to me such happiness pleasure. It is a wave begins with heart and quickly spreads on all body. I even am afraid, am afraid that a little when we really shall meet, my heart will not sustain and will become torn with happiness. But I want our meeting, I want it above all. And it is not important for me what will be then because my dream will come true. It is dream to be with you my gentle and loved Brian.

I LOVE YOU MORE LIVES I LOVE YOU I LOVE. AND I WANT TO BE YOU MY BEAR CUB.
I always think of you and I frequently recollect the childhood. Because it was carefree time, time when there were no problems and I was happy. It is happy just as now. Up to that the moment as I have met you and you took away my heart, I was happy only in the childhood and in a youth. For this reason I frequently recollect this period from my life. For this reason I so frequently speak you about it. The person always recollects that time when he was happy. Here I recollect the childhood. But now I am happier than then because I have you. And I shall be with my loved my gentle kitten. I shall be with you my love.

I somewhere heard, that after death the person (is more true him oppressing) is sent in that place where he was happy. And if it is the truth then even after my death my soul to go to you my Brian. Because I really will be happy only with you. Because you’re my happiness. Because I love you my kitten.
Today I too thought of you and dreamed that I am able to fly. And I flew to you in my dreams.
And during this moment I have recollected one episode from the childhood. I recall my childhood I looked at the clouds & dreamed to fly, & I flew similar to clouds. I shall give better tell to you this history. It was fine summer day. Some days before I & my brothers have arrived to my grandmother. We had vacation and we have decided to stay for a while a little with the grandmother. This day the sun and the sky brightly shined was blue. It seemed to me, that the sky shines similarly to the sun, but as against the sun its light of blue color. And on the sky clouds slowly were floating. They were big and white. It seemed to me, that they were from any soft and air material. I very much would like to appear on these clouds, to lie down on them and to feel their gentle and easy material. We with my brothers walked in the street and have decided to look at clouds. We laid on a grass and looked at these heavenly ships. We enjoyed them. And clouds accepted various freakish forms. Each of us represented the when we looked at clouds. We loudly discussed on what these clouds were similar. And to us it was very cheerful. We were pleased and probably during this moment on the ground was not happier than the child than I.

Now I already adult and it is necessary to recollect only these moments from my life. And they always will be with me. In my memoirs. You my present and my future. And when we shall be together on earth will not be happier the woman than I. And I shall keep it in my heart. I shall keep our love for all our life. I shall keep myself only for you.. Also I shall be save myself only for you. Because I love you and on earth there is no person more dearly loved than you.
I LOVE YOU MY GENTLE Brian. YOU ARE NECESSARY FOR ME.
YOU ARE NECESSARY FOR ME MORE THAN AIR WHICH I BREATHE,
MORE THAN WATER WHICH I DRINK.
I SEND YOU WITH THIS LETTER BILLION GENTLE AND HOT KISSES FROM LOVE.
THEY ONLY FOR YOU.
WITH LOVE, YOURS ELENA.

Letter 15

My Brian

I want to tell that only you my big love. My love I love only you and each time all I think only of you and each my sigh and each drink of air all reminds me you and only you. My Brian I am happy because I love you and you love me. I cannot without you.

In your letters I to be dipped as into the big ocean and only in you I find the happiness. And only you my big both strong and strong love. My love I strongly love only you and I cannot without you. My big love I wait everything when I can feel you and when I shall be with you at the moment of our love. My Brian I all wants to transfer you the love and the big happiness. And I want that you always loved me.

My Brian I know that you will love me always and forever. And I am happy on the present because my words sound to you and it is love in me. My love I am strong love only you and it in me love and my big happiness. My Brian know always, that I think of you always and forever.

I think when I to look at the sky, I think when I to see stars. I think of you when there comes morning. I think of you when there comes night and when I sleep in a bed. But I so would like that the bed was filled with the big heat and happiness. I so strongly wait for it because I am valid love you my Brian. And this happiness to appear with you and to love only you. Only you my present and big love and only you my big happiness.

I cannot without you and these words of love which sound to you ask that you were with me and loved me. I am open before you as the book. And you may read all that I to think of you.
And you may know all that I to feel to you. In what my love. My Brian is in me and is beaten so strongly that I want to tell you always about the love and about the happiness.

My Brian I to finish to write to you this letter, but I think only of you always and forever.
I think only of you and only you with me always and in my heart burning from love. I AGAIN SPEAK ONLY IN YOUR LIPS ABOUT THE LOVE AND THAT I SHALL BE SAFE FOR YOU. AND I SHALL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND I SHALL STAY WITH YOU IN YOUR EMBRACES ONCE AND FOR ALL. I SEND YOU MUCH And MANY HOT AND PASSIONATE KISSES AND ONLY I LOVE YOU. WITH BIG AND STRONG AS THE STONE LOVE

YOURS ALWAYS
ELENA.

Letter 16

Hi my Brian,

Thanks that you do not forget me and write to me. Your letters warm my soul and my heart here in cold winter Russia. My love you know, that each day passes also time not Stops.
Time all goes and goes forward. The globe all leaves from me all forward.
And me as soon as possible would like to be with you. Because go to year, and behind it there is time.
Each hour passes through me and it seems to me that time goes faster. Because I all think of you as about the prince who will Brian me always. And it will be the big happiness for me to be with you and to Brian you. My Brian I too as time does not want to stop, because I want to go forward to you. I want to overcome a way and the most important to come nearer to you. I want to become closer to you. And for this purpose I need to arrive to you to become closer always and forever. Only together with you time to stop and then I shall feel all aroma of love both all heat and tenderness which will caress me each day and each night. My Brian to think that you will understand from my the letter as I would like to be with you. And you will make utmost that I to be with you.

My love I want to kiss you and only with you I shall be happy on the present. And only with you I shall test to you all heat and tenderness in soul and in heart. Only with you I shall understand as me it will be good. And only with you I shall be happy in a reality. My love as perfectly words a reality because it is sense in life, is life in the present near to you. It is life with which we shall be pleased with our love. It is life in which we shall understand as we are strongly necessary each other. It is all that I to ask. The main thing that you was with me and loved me. The main thing for me to be with you in a reality. I would not like to be from you in distances. I so would like that you caressed me and always spoke me about love and happiness which is at you in heart. My Brian I love you my big love and only with you I shall be happy on the present. Only you, my prince, who loves me and waits for me.

My Brian I to show you all love and all happiness which is in me. And as it will be good me only with you. I always understand you my Brian, and each yours words for me it and is love for me. Each your sigh so is necessary for me also each minute of love will bring to us with you happiness and love. My Brian I love you and this big happiness to love you always and to understand your words. My Brian I love you and I think, that when you to read my letter you will understand as you to me are necessary. These are my words which sounded for you that you have understood as strongly I I love you all heart. And as I would like to love you always and for ever. My Brian I love you and I want to be with you always and forever.

Only you my unique person who too loves me and wait for me. And only you unique love which trusts me and love me. I love you and to trust only you and each my drink of air to remind me you. And only you my Brian and happiness. My Brian I love you and I wait for yours the letter with the big impatience. Only you understand as me difficultly to live without you, and only you understand as me it would be desirable to plunge into your heat and to be only with you. My Brian only you my love which so is strongly necessary for me. My Brian I grieve on you. And I think that you understand me. Because I so to speak you because I grieve on you my love. My melancholy about you is very great, and I cannot live without you and I always want to be with you and to not leave any more to you for one minute.
My love I love only you and you my love and my big pleasure in this life.
I FINISH TO WRITE the LETTER, BUT I THINK Of YOU ALWAYS. I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU the UNIQUE PERSON WHO LOVES ME And I LOVE YOU.
AGAIN I SEND YOU it IS a lot OF And VERY HOT And PASSIONATE KISSES to YOURS and ONLY YOUR PASSIONATE LIPS.
WITH LOVE, YOURS FOREVER ELENA.

Letter 17

Hi my loved Brian,

I am happy to receive your letter again. The letter which is very necessary for me and so it is necessary. Your gentle words are very necessary for me. Which always heat up my heart a heat of love and tenderness. I like to listen to classical music. I sometimes stand on a balcony and I look in a distance and again I dream of you my knight. About your tender kisses from which would break a head.
I want to fall asleep and wake up only in your strong, but during too time in gentle and favorite hands.

My heart is torn to pieces and being poured by blood, I am filled with inexplicable melancholy, that not with you. I dream of your smile which would light a fire in me.
I dream of shine in your eyes, it seems such mysterious and full of desires! I want to understand, about what your ideas. Can to you too it very bad also something does not suffice. So call me, wake from a severe reality. And I shall present you one with huge heat and love!!! I want, that me would throw in the big temperature from your gentle hands. I cannot without your lovely, an eye! They as if two ponds covered with a gloom in which I so would like to sink. I would like to run fingers thru your hair, to twist with their female love and heat. I do not want and cannot look at someone except for you!!!

You are very necessary for me!!! My heart will beat in a mad rhythm only near to you. I want to blow to you in eyes, and only from it they will be closed, and you will open again them for me and will present me the smile with which my heart will tremble. You will come to me in a dream, will be long and to stick monstrously gently into my lips and to speak, that there is not enough time us in this night.
I want to die in your sweet embraces that on your back my concerned hands slipped, my neck was covered with your easy kisses. That also your hands moved down on my gentle back, somewhere, that only is allowed to you my love. I constantly want to hear your voice and hours to look in your eyes.
I want to tenderly kiss your hot lips, to whisper in your lovely ears of a word from which you was mad and is confused smiled. I want, that you were happy, instead of if you necessarily suffered!!!

Believe, I have got used to a pain, but not second I do not want, that you were tormented!!! I want to be your angel, the keeper or simply favorite kid. That, when to me it was bad, you sang something to me in my ear, and I embraced strong in the answer. I want, that our hands communicated in a single whole, hearts breathed in a uniform impulse of passion; was always near, not coming off to merge lips and to be dissolved in caress of a kiss. Here I dream, but suddenly to you during this moment lonely or awfully hurt. Or on the contrary, when all this would be desirable me and on eyes; tears will run, that you my love so are far from me, and I am afraid that my heart will become torn, because fragile.
I love you. My gentle bear cub, Brian.

With love,
Yours forever Elena.

Letter 18

Hi my the gentle bear cub Brian,

Here, at last I can read your letter. Which I wait every day because your words it is similar to balm on my soul. Sometimes I would like to cry, but to cry with happiness, because we love each other. You are very necessary for me. But sometimes I become very sad because I want that we were together. And I very much would want to hear your gentle words and to feel yours caress.
I would like to feel your gentle touches to my body and your gentle kisses.

Unfortunately, at us to become all is colder and colder. And I think, that any more there will be no warm weather. Certainly the sun sometimes brightly shines, but it does not give on much heat anymore. Now many people begin to be ill because in apartments have become rather cold,
but the cold season still did not begin. Therefore people are compelled to sit in cold apartments.

Yes I am able to prepare Borsch.
I do not know that wants Vladimir Putin.
I am not interested in a policy. Besides I’m not the President. I do not love war.

My Brian, I want to tell to you, that I today saw wedding. It was very beautiful and romantic.
I thought, that I wanted the same on my wedding. The bride was so the remarkable woman.
And when I looked at the bride I started to dream of our wedding, it was so romantic.
I have imagined me being the bride! It was so beautiful dreams. I have imagined myself in a long white wedding dress and you - my future husband, in a black tuxedo.
Flowers, wedding automobiles, it is a lot of people, church - about, my God, it is wonderful!

I know, that I shall be married only to love and it will be only once in my life and this love, it is you my darling. I wanted to meet the main love in my life, and I am happy, that I have met it.
I have met the person with whom I want to divide the life. And it you my gentle bear cub.
I want, that our wedding was such, that we when did not forget this moment.
I even have imagined, as I answer a question of the priest YES.
I shall be the wife to my Brian and that happened, I promise always to be near and to help what I can. To help that from me is required.

Dreams, dreams, dreams. I do not know, it is good or bad for me, but I frequently to dream.
I want to believe that very soon, our dreams will be executed. I really believe in it.

Now I am in the Internet Cafe, and I wonder what you doing right now?
Where can you be, asleep...... Or work, supervision T.V., reading the book, magazine,
the newspaper or thinking of me. I do not know.
But it would be very interesting to me, that to learn about it.
If you want to know, all these days, that I think of you Brian. Everyday I miss on you.
My love, I should finish. To me really very sadly to tell you up to appointment.
But it only in the letter, because in my ideas you always with me.
I shall look forward to hearing from you very much! I LOVE YOU!!!

With love,
Yours forever,
Elena.

Letter 19

Hi my the gentle bear cub Brian,

I today again most am happiest woman in the world. And this happiness you have presented me, in the letter. I know, that who except for you cannot make it because in my heart there lives love to one person. To the person who has grasped my heart & my dreams. And this person you my Brian. My strongest desires in this world to embrace you… To create a reality all your and my desires. To love each other, to kiss, embrace you. To admire your in love sight. To feel your gentle caress. Which you my lovely knight will give in our bedroom. To sit by the fire, glasses of easy wine in our hands. But we understand that we get drunk not from fault, but with ours love.

As I love you my Brian I cannot express this feeling. But if I shall begin that to us there will be no also three lives. You are created for me my Brian and I for you. Two in love hearts are beating in one mad rhythm. We love each other, and our love’s eternal. I know our love will not go out when we fill each other. We cannot live the friend without the friend. I’m a fish but you ocean, without which I cannot live. You a gentle rain, but I’m the ground; which you will always give to drink the love. I’m a bird but you’re the blue sky without which I cannot live. Also I fly in this sky, in a pure sky of our love. You the sun, but I’m a flower, which you heat.

I love you Brian. You give to me life. I live for you my lovely. My heart is beating.
Means we belong together. All means with us it will be good. And we shall be happy together.
I finish this letter because today was a difficult day and I am tired.
But you always in my dreams and on another also cannot be, because we love each other.

With love,
Yours forever
Elena.

Letter 20

Hi my gentle bear cub,

I want to tell to you, that I am glad to receive your letter.
It always holds me warm inside, warm in my heart.
I regret, but today my letter will be short because I am very tired.
Also I want to have a rest.

Today I had really very heavy working day. I only want to tell to you, that I love you.
And I miss very much. I do not have enough you and every day all is stronger and stronger.
Sometimes even it seems to me, that I do not know when it to end.
And we and shall far from each other, but nevertheless I hope for it.
I hope, that we can enjoy each other and we shall have many happy days together.
But we already are familiar to time also we so much know, that we love each other and we know, that we want to be together. But all of us still far and still we can dream of it only.

Yes, we together, in our dreams. Everyday with me only dreams. But I have enough of it. I as well as any woman want the attention of my loved man. I want to spend a lot of time with him.
I want, simply to feel him near to myself. But it is not present. And from it, it is very difficult for me. I love you and I shall always love you. But I want to be with you. Mum name Galina, & name of father Sergey. I have the best girlfriend her name Amy.

Mine love Brian I very much wish to be near to you. You want it. I consider that we should meet.
I cannot live without you Brian. Tomorrow I to go to travel agency, I hope that you not against. That you think of it.

With love,
Yours forever
Elena.

Letter 21

Hi my gentle bear cub,

I want to tell to you, that I am glad to receive your letter.
It always holds me warm inside, warm in my heart.
I regret, but today my letter will be short because I am very tired.
Also I want to have a rest.

Today I had really very heavy working day. I only want to tell to you, that I love you.
And I miss very much. I do not have enough you and every day all is stronger and stronger.
Sometimes even it seems to me, that I do not know when it to end.
And we and shall far from each other, but nevertheless I hope for it.
I hope, that we can enjoy each other and we shall have many happy days together.
But we already are familiar to time also we so much know, that we love each other and we know, that we want to be together. But all of us still far and still we can dream of it only.

Yes, we together, in our dreams. Everyday with me only dreams. But I have enough of it. I as well as any woman want the attention of my loved man. I want to spend a lot of time with him.
I want, simply to feel him near to myself. But it is not present. And from it, it is very difficult for me. I love you and I shall always love you. But I want to be with you. Mum name Galina, & name of father Sergey. I have the best girlfriend her name Amy.

Mine love Brian I very much wish to be near to you. You want it. I consider that we should meet.
I cannot live without you Brian. Tomorrow I to go to travel agency, I hope that you not against. That you think of it.

With love,
Yours forever
Elena.

Letter 22

Hello my love Brian.

How are you? I'm fine. I am very glad to your letter.
My dear I do not understand you. You are afraid of Russian laws. Nothing will stop us.
Our destiny will not solve Vladimir Putin. I very much love you me will stop nobody.
I’m allowed to leave from Russia if I have passport and the visa.
I used to know all it in travel agency quickly and conveniently. We have nothing to be afraid.
You understand me?
For official registration of papers 650 dollars are necessary for me.
If you help me, we will together soon. I very much miss you.
I wish to be with you nearby, I simply wish to look in your eyes.
When I will arrive to you we will get married. Unless you do not want it?
I will wait for your answer.
Yours Elena.

Letter 23

Hello my love.

How are you? I am very glad to receive your letter. I already spoke you a fast and accessible method of official registration of papers. This travel agency.
To me have told that it is the fastest way of arrival me to you.
Whether I need to know you are ready to help me? I know cost of documents.
650 dollars for official registration of papers are necessary for me.
Tomorrow I go in bank and I learn all necessary.
I very much love you and I wish to be with you nearby. I wish to embrace you, to kiss.
I think every minute of you. I will press your answer.

Yours Elena.