Letter(s) to Hugh (USA)

Letter 1

Hello King! I am Ruslana, nice to meet you!!! So, how are you? Thanks for writing me i am very glad that i catched your attention ; ) Well,would you like to know something about me? Actually i don't like to talk about me, no i am open and friendly and not very shy : ) I think that it's really important to tell you about myself, so here we go. I am 24 years old, i live in Ukraine, Ternopil town it's not that big city but it's my hometown and i love it : ) So, i live with my sister, we live separate from our parents because they are divorced and both of them have other families but they still love us and care about us and we also care about them!!! In the morning I study at the university and in the evening i work in the supermarket as a cashier, at the university i study make up and beauty skill. My dream is to open my own beauty saloon and i hope that one day I'll come true. I am hard working girl and i have so many aim in my life and i am doing everything to get it. If you ask me what i am waiting from the Internet relations I'll answer you i want to find that person who i am looking for. You know, I've been burned a lot of times and i don't want to be brokenhearted over and over again that is why i am very attentive to all my friends and to all people who wants to storm into my heart. So, i really want to find loving and caring man, and of course i need a man who can accept me the way i am, i am really flexible and i am ready for any kinds of changes for my man, but it should be in a reason. So, and what are you looking for? What are you waiting from woman? How do you see your future wife? King, it's really interesting to know and i need to know that.

Well, what about English, don't worry about that i know English, I've been studying it at the university, but actually it was mostly my self education,i i tried to read original English books and to watch English movies and here is the result. Well, if you want to know more about me keep writing and keep in touch, we can become good friends, ain't we ; ) So, it was really nice to meet you! thanks for your letter and peace of information about yourself, I'll be happy to have a conversation with you, ok? I'll be waiting for your next letter! You King, take care!

Bye-bye!!!

Your Ruslana : )

Letter 2

Hi King, how are you today? King is it your name or nick name? Thank you very much for your letter it was so nice to get it from you! I am happy that you are interested in my personality. So, let's continue our acquaintance, ok? Well, King, i've got some questions to you like about your hobbies and your lifestyle. But first of all i'd love to tell you about mine, cause i think that you don't mind to know that about me, right? As you know my passion is work on beauty i mean i like to make different kinds of make up, hairstyles and all that stuff but also i like to sew, so that's it. I don't have that many hobbies, i think that it would be better to find yourself in the one sphere of activity and to be good in it than to do many things haphazardly and without any object. Have you got my idea? Well, also i can say that i like to watch some good movie some comedies or love stories or something... What about you? What kind of movies do you prefer? May be one day we will watch it together so i should know what movie i have to find for watching ; ))) If you want to know i prefer to stay at home with my beloved man, to make our house comfortable, to light some candles and to watch some good movie than to go somewhere for parting or something. I don't like too noise places. I don't wanna say that i'm stay-at-home girl, if i had the opportunity to travel i would rather go somewhere to look at some new and amazing places, but i don't that is why my days are so casual, university- work- home and that's all. But i don't think that my life is boring, i'm always busy i always have something to do and i always wake up in the morning with a hope that something gonna happen, something unusual, for example today i'll meet somebody... may be my love : ) I'm sorry sometimes i can be really sentimental but that is just the way i am : ) Well, ok i have to go now, ok? I'll wait for your response impatiently!!! Have a good day!

Your Ruslana

Letter 3

Hi dear! how are you doing? I hope everything is ok? Right? I am so happy to start this correspondence with you, i find you very interesting and intelligent man. You wanted to know my last name and address, well here it is Botvenko, Ternopil town, Vinogradova street 16/57. You are very romantic man, it's so good but you know sometimes our mail works not very well and it happens that letters or something just don't come to us, so if i don't get it, i am sorry. So, I'm also really glad that you are interested in me and that you want to know more about me. I told you about my hobbies but of course it's not everything what i can tell you about myself. I am a good cook, i don't like to eat so much cause i have to keep myself in a good shape that is important for my profession, i have to be a good looking girl, i like some kind of diets and sport but i love to cook for somebody. For example my dad really likes to eat, of course he is a real man, so he likes the way i cook some cakes or meat with a garnish, or some fruit salads and so on, also i know how to cook pizza : ) So, what about drinks i prefer white wine, unfortunately i can't prepare it : ) i wish i could, but i like to drink it but i can prepare a nice coffee ; ) What dishes and drinks do you prefer? Do you like sweet or salty food? I do like sweeties but i don't let myself to eat a lot of it.

Oh, i completely forgot to tell you that one of my friends is going to get married, that is so amazing, but i'm still lonely i'm still in my searchings. She looks so happy, of course she does so she can make a family and to give a birth to child, it all that i want, i really want to get married but... ok, i don't want to be sad, i need to be cheerful and happy. She promised me to take me like a God mother of her kids, isn't it sweet? I'd love to, cause i love her and i love kids, they are so nice couple with her boy friend. So right now i have to be ready for their wedding party, it will be very soon and i even don't know which wedding present to chose for them, may be you can give me any suggestion? You are much experienced than me, so i'll be waiting your answer, ok? So dear, i have to go now, ok King? I gonna miss you! I'll be waiting for your next letter impatiently!!!

Your Ruslana

Letter 4

Hi there! It's me again! How are you dear? Oh, i'm so happy to get your letters, and i don't even wanna hide it from you, i adore your letters, you are so adorable! Well, i am great as usual, you know how positive i am, don't you ; ) Today i have much time to sit in the Internet club and to write a letter for you, i don't know why but today i was running here i was so exited to see your letter again : ) Just i like to get it and you know it. Interesting what are you doing at the moment? You know, i really don't know why but the last time i think about it too often... Oh, well who know may be you don't : ). King, i bet you remember about wedding party of my friends, so it will be like in a week, i am so exited. I wish i went there not alone. It would be like all women are with their men and so on, i think i gonna miss somebody ; )

My dear, i told you i don't like noise partied and so on, but any way wedding ceremony is absolutely different thing, it's usually so touching and romantic. Are you romantic person King? What kind of wedding ceremony is typical for your country? I really want to know everything about your country, i like to know more i like to know some news and since i have an opportunity to know everything from the reliable source i should catch the chance : ))

So, you know i decided to find a job that would be connected with my speciality, may be i'll go to work in the beauty saloon or something, i have to start with something, i want to be good in it, what do you think about it, am i right? Unfortunately it's not gonna be well paid for the first time but then it should be better, probably.Well, Tell me please, you think it's a good idea? I ask you because i belive you, you are smart and you are much experienced in life than me, well i guess i'll se your answer in the next letter : )So, dear i am very soory but i have to go, it was nice to hear from you, hopefully i'll make me happy with your letter very soon, i'll be glad to get it, ok? So, darling i miss you and kiss you ; )

Your Ruslana

Letter 5

Hi darling, I am happy to know that you are ok If you are ok I'm also ok! So, honey i should say that I've been thinking you for all this time, just wanted to know if you are good or bad and i really wanted to see your letter, i don't know why, but ok never mind. King, did you miss me? Just i want to know,can i ; ) ? You know i just really curious for you and that's why i ask you everything, i like to ask your suggestion and i like to know your thoughts and your point of view, everything and everything!!! I just want you to know that, ok? I like you and i think you already guessed about that ; ) i don't think it was really hard, just every time i think about you i feel sadness. Every time i see your letter in my mail box, i feel myself so happy, i am glad that i catch our attention and that you like me and that you are so sweet to me, i happy to have this correspondence with you!!!! I think that you are so nice. I never get bored reading your letters,so it means that you are very cheerful and optimistic person, which is really good and you are know how to look after the women, so you are real man!!! Oh, my God i am telling this and i'm like trembling, what a hell is going on with me? Well, i have to calm down, i have to control the situation : )

You know i really envy to my friend, she is so happy with her boy friend, they deserve this happiness. So, i was thinking about me, don't i deserve on it, i've never hurt nobody, i study well and i'm doing my job well, i knew that life is unfair. I could be so good wife and so good mother, i think i am ready to be, i am ready to forget about me freedom and independence just to be with my beloved man, but where he is, i think he is just far away and he is waiting for me just like i do, we both are waiting for each other and i think one day we will meet and it's gonna be the best day of my life!!! Well, dream dream, i like to dream : ) In my dreams everything is perfect but unfortunately in the real life is not the same. But i know that i have to know the difference between the real life and dreams, i do cause i am not a child any more. So darling, i'm gonna be so sad if i don't stop to think about it : ) Well, i have to go now, i don't want to but i have to : ) So, i will miss you and i will wait for your letter impatiently, ok? Kiss you darling!

Your Ruslana

Letter 6

Hi darling, I am happy to know that you are ok If you are ok I'm also ok! So, honey i should say that I've been thinking you for all this time, just wanted to know if you are good or bad and i really wanted to see your letter, i don't know why, but ok never mind. King, did you miss me? Just i want to know,can i ; ) ? You know i just really curious for you and that's why i ask you everything, i like to ask your suggestion and i like to know your thoughts and your point of view, everything and everything!!! I just want you to know that, ok? I like you and i think you already guessed about that ; ) i don't think it was really hard, just every time i think about you i feel sadness. Every time i see your letter in my mail box, i feel myself so happy, i am glad that i catch our attention and that you like me and that you are so sweet to me, i happy to have this correspondence with you!!!! I think that you are so nice. I never get bored reading your letters,so it means that you are very cheerful and optimistic person, which is really good and you are know how to look after the women, so you are real man!!! Oh, my God i am telling this and i'm like trembling, what a hell is going on with me? Well, i have to calm down, i have to control the situation : )

You know i really envy to my friend, she is so happy with her boy friend, they deserve this happiness. So, i was thinking about me, don't i deserve on it, i've never hurt nobody, i study well and i'm doing my job well, i knew that life is unfair. I could be so good wife and so good mother, i think i am ready to be, i am ready to forget about me freedom and independence just to be with my beloved man, but where he is, i think he is just far away and he is waiting for me just like i do, we both are waiting for each other and i think one day we will meet and it's gonna be the best day of my life!!! Well, dream dream, i like to dream : ) In my dreams everything is perfect but unfortunately in the real life is not the same. But i know that i have to know the difference between the real life and dreams, i do cause i am not a child any more. So darling, i'm gonna be so sad if i don't stop to think about it : ) Well, i have to go now, i don't want to but i have to : ) So, i will miss you and i will wait for your letter impatiently, ok? Kiss you darling!

Your Ruslana

Letter 7

Hello honey, how are you today? Sweetie i've got a message about failing in object of my letter and that's why i decided to resend it. But i am writing my letter to you again, i really miss you and i can't do anything with this strange and absolutely new feeling, no i think i know what this feeling means. I always think about you and i can't forget you even for a moment, why? Tell me, why? I think an answer is very easy... Honey i am happy that you feel the same that i do, i know that it's very important to have mutual feelings, i love you and you know it, i am happy that i've met you. When i came here i and decided to use the Internet like the way of my searchings, and here we go i found you my love!!! On the one hand i feel so good, cause now i see that i've got you and i don't need nobody else, so all my dreams about family can become the truth but on the other... you are so far, and all my dreams about kissing you and embracing, they are all for nothing and it sucks : ( You know, i'd better to tell you how much i love you just looking into your eyes then typing but, i hate life because in all situations it has this weird word 'but' ... I need you so much. I feel so exited getting and reading your letters, you are so wonderful and i don't wanna live realizing that you are not by my side that you are so far away from me, i want you!!! I want to be yours, do you know that, i bet you do, i bet you feel it. Honey i love you and i am ready to tell you it and i am ready to prove it, i am ready for everything for you and for US!!!! I believe that we are belong together, don't you think so? Sweetheart, do you feel the same??? I think you do, tell me, don't you, oh my God it drives me crazy i wanna shout, i want to kiss you and i want just to stay with you for the whole night and then for the whole life!!! I need you by my side, just you!!! I am glad that i found you. By the way right now i am listening to the song of Jennifer Lopez ' i'm glad', have you ever heard it? i think that it's all about me. I am glad that i found you sweetie, i don't know how to express all that i feel, actually i do know how to do that, i wish i could but you are not by my side at the moment... ohhh, so bad. Sweetie, i'll be waiting for your letter impatiently, i love you, love you, love you!!! Kiss your lips!!!

Your Ruslana

Letter 8

Hi my angel, how are you doing? Oh my Gosh i miss you so much!!! Thank you very much for your letter, you are so sweet, i just wanna kiss you so much my love!!! I need you in my life so much!!! Honey, you know I've been thinking about us over and over again, you know it's almost impossible to stop to think about you because i'm madly in love with you, and so sweetie, i know you want the same as i do, i am sure that you are my soul mate and i am so happy that i've found you!!! Honey everyday i hear the questions like, "why are you so blue or why are you so sad, where are you flying come back to the earth" but i can't cause my soul is flying to you and my body is here, so i feel weird... I need you so much sweetie : ) I'm very exited to meet you one day, honey, you know what, I've been thinking a lot about that and i want to ask you one question, for me it's like i've known you for all my life, so we love each other and we don't want to lose each other, i wanted to ask you, are you ready for the date? Are you ready to meet me? Just tell me yes or no, cause I'd love to know that for sure, i am ready to do everything, i am ready to meet you in the reality cause i am so sure that i need you and only you, i am so sure that you are my destiny and i am so sure that we belong together, so honey let's figure it out. You know we are not teenagers any more and that's why we have to look at some problems not like kids but like grown ups, as i right? So, sweetie you have to think about it and tell me the answer in your next letter, i really love you and i hope that you love me too, i feel that even you are so far i still can feel your heart just reading your letters i can intrude into your mind and into your heart. I love you sweetie, I'll wait for your answer, yap? Kiss you hon!!! By the way i think we should talk to you on the phone and i will answer all your question, so i can hear you and it's even much better than letters, but the problem is right now my phone is broken and it's under repair but i'm using my sister's phone, we both use her phone, so i can give you the number and you don't be shy to call me, i really want to talk to you and to hear your voice, ok? So here it is +380995649912, you are very welcome!!!

Your Ruslana

Letter 9

Hellooooooooo my dear King!!!! How are you my angel? Honey i was so exited to get your letter and i am so happy that you wrote me an answer, sweetie you are the best, i love you so much and i am so happy that you are really responsible and smart man you letter was so beautiful , honey what about the number that i gave you it's cell phone number that' why there is no matter about the code it just starts like that and why is it so amazing for you? We both understand that the Internet will never take the place of the reality. We love each other so we have to do something, we have to meet and to be happy because for me it's impassible to be really happy without you. All my smiles to friends and family are fake, cause i don't feel myself like smiling , i am nervous all the time, i've fallen in love and i don't know what to do with my love...Just i need you by my side and now i see that you want the same, oh my God I gonna die!!!!!!!!! Sweetie i love you and you are the dearest person for me, just you can understand me very well, i told you that i am sure you are my destiny, so honey very soon we will meet and all our dreams will come true, can you imagine that? My lovely, i can't wait any more. I want to wake you up every morning with my tender kisses and i want to prepare a coffee for you and to make a massage for you at the evening, i want to make love with you i just want to be your beloved woman!!! Honey, that is all that i want!!! I don't need to much, just you by my side!!! So, angel, we have to go ahead, we have to find out all the necessary information about travelling abroad, you know i've never been to other countries and you can imagine how happy and how much exited i am!!! My love, if you'll find out any information about that you have to write me, i wish i had wings to fly to you right now : (( But i don't have them and we have to act as a human beings : ) Of course i'll try to find out some information as well. Actually the university where i study in has international relationships with some countries, so i just need to ask what can i do if i want to go somewhere abroad, ok? I love you hon and i'll be waiting for your next letter impatiently!!! Kiss you and miss you my lovely angel ; )

Letter 10

Hello my darling thanks for the poem, you are so romantic and i like it so much!!! How are you sweetie? Hope everything is fine? I'm good but i still miss you and i still don't wanna wake you in the morning without you by my side ; ) Honey, i can't wait to tell you something, i can't wait to chare my news with you, i hope they will make you happy!!! I've got some information as for my travel, so as i told you before our university has some international relations and that is why it would be much easier for all students to go abroad. There are some programs for it like 'Work and travel' ' Au pari' and so on, there are a lot of them so you can go any where, it's realized by means of travel companies and the university all that we need to do it's to pay for that. Sweetie, I am so glad that we can do that!!! Honey very soon i can meet you and very soon we can be together. Wooooow, do you believe that? I can't even believe, it feels like a dream, but it's so nice and so sweet that i don't want to wake up. Also i was told that i have to make the international passport, i don't have it that's why i have to go to the office of passport registration and to apply for a it. Also i need to know about other document that i have to do, so sweetie as soon as i get all this stuff i'll write you, ok? Honey gonna go now, i will wait for your reply, i love you and i can't wait to meet you!

Your Ruslana

Letter 11

Hi my love! Oh, honey i am sorry i didn't write you. My mail box was broken and i couldn't get the letters, i am so sorry. i was worried that you can't write me. May be you heard about the extreme conditions of the weather on the east of Ukraine, so it could be a reason of the broken Ukrainian mail box, so maid one on the yahoo, here it is DreamsRyslana@yahoo.com , so you should write me here, ok? Honey how are you doing? I miss you so much! I need your letter i was nervous that i couldn't get it. I love you and i'll be waiting for your letters. Kiss you!

Your Ruslana

Letter 12

Hello sweetie! How are you doing? I hope you are ok, you know i miss you so much. So, honey i found out some information about my travel to you, you know i feel so happy, i don't even belive that it's reality, woooooooow, honey, my mom's friend travels a lot and she told me about one travel company that will help me in my travel, so i gonna go there to find out what kind of documents i have to do. So, first of all she told me that i have to make an international ID, i don't have it but it's absolutely necessary to make it. And then the next step will be visa, it's much complicated but i am sure that nothing will stop me to get it cause i am so exited to come to you and to see you and to kiss you, i am so impatient to do that, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, Oh honey, i can't wait to be yours!!!

You know hon, i can't stop to think about you. Honey, as soon as possible i'll go to that company and i will find out all the information, ok? And then i will write it to you, but the way if you want to write them and to find out everything by yourself here is their e-mail address vsesvit@li.ru so if you would like to write them and to find out everything you are welcome. Just write them your name, country and your questions, ok honey? Well, i love you sweetie and i will wait for your response..

Your Ruslana

Letter 13

Hello my love!!!!! I miss you, miss you, miss you!!! So, how are you my sweetheart? Is everything ok? Do you know what i've been thinking about for all this time? I've been thinking about our date, of course i can't think about anything else!!! I love you so much! Even all my friends keep asking what's up with me and why i look so weird all the time, like i am not on this earth but on the heaven, and you know what i answer?Of course i am flying cause very soon i will be with my man and he is waiting for me and he loves me and i love him!!!

Honey i have to start to make a passport, i went to OVIR (the place where you have to make the international passport), well, and there i was told about the process of its making. So, usually i have to wait for the passport for 3 month or even longer, because i have to make a scanning, it's like the take a picture of me and then at the same time put it in the passport, so there are so long tern and that's why i have to wait even for this scanning like for 1 month, oh honey it's so long and that's why i asked about the urgent one, it cost 230 dollars but it will be done in a two weeks, sweetie i'm so exited to come to you and i can't wait to be with you. Honey, but it's such a big sum for me, hope you'll help me, you are my man and i really hope on your support. I love you sweetie and i want to be with you! So, honey i think that we should start with something, and i think that making a passport it's the first step, so then everything will be much easier, right? I don't wanna lose you, if we find each other, we shouldn't lose each other! I love you and you love me, i am sure we will be happy together!

Kiss you my love,

Your Ruslana !!!