Letter(s) to Sean (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Sean
I have read your letter, and to notice, that you too self-confident person. What such person, how you in acquaintances on the Internet searches? You "educated, affectionate and considerate, Financially secure". What to you prevents to find the good girl? I am assured, that you are sympathised with many, looking on yours "Financially secure". I do not wish to be and there will be no one of many. To me that is absolutely not important, how much at the man of money. If I wanted money I would find for a short time to myself the rich husband. But I do not wish to be a beautiful doll for the rich man, to be his next beautiful purchase. The love is necessary to me. The man who will see not only my beauty is necessary, but also to feel my internal inner world. I do not know, you will understand me or not, but I have said, that I wanted.
Tatyana

Letter 2

Hello Sean
You constantly to speak to me: "if you are real". Know, it is a little unpleasant for me. And at all I do not want and I will not prove to you it. In it there is no sense. Probably, when you find out me hardly better, you to understand it. For now I to decide, that I will not pay attention to your mistrust as in what that degrees I understand you. I understand, that on the Internet it is a lot of lie, and you have the right not to trust while to me. Ok, we will see that will occur in the future. Now I very much would like to find out about you about your opinion in more details. Please tell about the job more in detail, about the city, about the family. Also it would be desirable me to know your opinion on some questions. What do you think of Russia? You have friends from Russia? How long you search for the half on the Internet? It is interesting to me to know about you all. I hope, as you also would like to find out a little and about me. With what to begin??? I always lived in Russia, never left limits of the native land. I work in cosmetic shop the manager-secretary. What for I have chosen this job? Simply very much to like me dialogue with different people. Certainly, people come across different, captious and sympathetic, rich and poor. But each person is in own way interesting, and my problem at job is to find common language with everyone. It is sometimes difficult, but nevertheless to like me my job. But this job allows to communicate only with another's people unfamiliar to me, and I always would like to find the unique soul mate. For this reason I nevertheless have dared to address in service of acquaintances. My girlfriends already spoke for a long time to me, that I as that should arrange the life that I already could have the family, children. It is now my purpose: to find the soul mate with whom I can create a happy family. I live one in two-room apartment. My parents were lost 5 years ago in car accident. To me it is very sick about it to recollect, and consequently I would not like to tell about it in detail. And sisters at me are not present brothers. I have no Bad habits. Even, on the contrary, I do not like people which abuse alcohol or tobacco, I appreciate in all moderation. But in our country the good man with such qualities to meet very difficult. Certainly, in the good company the glass of good wine still has hurt to nobody, but the soul of Russian person is wide and always to it of a glass of wine a little. There can be for this reason I yet married, could not find worthy nominees. I hope, that this problem will dare in the near future. On it I will dare to finish the letter, and I will hope, that I will soon read your answer.
Tatyana
PS has almost forgotten. I have only one photo. If you have a possibility to send me still some.

Letter 3

Hello Sean
Are you interwsted in moving or visiting the the united states? What do I think? Fairly, I very much would like to visit your country because I understand that would be much easier for our relations if we had personal meeting. But I am confident, that the trip to you costs expensively enough. And I cannot independently pay a trip to you. It would be better, if you have arrived to me. Know, I heard that the Russian girls come on sites of acquaintances only for the sake of money much. And I at all do not want, that you suspected me that I one of them. Believe, money is not necessary to me. The man who can grow fond of me is necessary to me and to be with me for the rest of the life with whom I can have children. And to eliminate all suspicions and doubts, it is better to you most to visit at first me in my country. I simply to want, that you have understood me completely, have understood my purposes and, the main thing, trusted me. And then we could go to your country together. What do you think of it?
Tatyana

Letter 4

Hello Sean
I am sorry for the long answer. A situation that my girlfriend Nastya to get in car accident. Also it was necessary to search urgently for the large sum of money for her operation. And now operation is made, and Nastya should be that's all right. I to give almost all money for her operation. I hope, that you will understand my situation. I do not know, when we can chatter with you in on-line and consequently I to send you a photo which I promised you on yours e-mail adress. Inform me when you awake in yahoo.
Tatyana

Letter 5

Hello Sean
I waited for you in Yahoo yesterday the whole evening, and even then to fall asleep. Really, you can with me chatter only since September, 18th when you will return to the USA.
Tatyana

Letter 6

Hello Sean
You say to me, what I have disappeared? I wait for you every day in Yahoo. But you do not happen in on-line. And you dare to say, what I have disappeared? Why you so are not adequate? Also will suffice to try to make out in me something, what to convince you, that I am not real. It all the same does not happen. And you know why it does not happen. To suffice to scoff over me.. I to you not a toy. I the live person.
Tatyana

Letter 7

Hello Sean
I should ask from you pardon for that conversation in Yahoo. More precisely how it has ended. A situation that to me was urgently necessary to go on the instructions of my boss. It is a situation demanded immediate my intervention. And I at all did not have time to you to explain that I should leave. I hope, that you will understand me and excuse. I would like for you to tell, that I now think of you and our relations much. And as though I would like, that you have appeared now about me. I understand, that you could find to yourselves any girl. But you the wise man and understand, that many girls now judge the man only on the size of his purse. When I have met you, I had no concept, that you so rich. And you have liked me already then. I do not know, how it has turned out. But earlier I such did not allow myself. If the man did not trust me I simply stopped with him dialogue. But with you differ from all men with whom I got acquainted on the Internet. I some times thought of also to stop with you dialogue. But I simply cannot make it. I wish to be with you, and simply I can not break off our relations. Even the thought on it delivers me a pain in my heart.. And I at all do not know, that to me to make now. I would like, that you lived in Russia. Then it was much easier to us to build relations. But the destiny has disposed so, that we live in the different countries. This test can be sent us to strengthen our relations. Can be having passed through it, we will find in each other that person whom searched for all life, second half. I know, that as a unique obstacle for us your mistrust to me serves. You wish to have confidence and not to remain silly. I fine understand it. Believe, I not the silly woman, and know what to be created in the world, and including on the Internet. And I simply hate now those people who a deceit try to earn money. And only because of them, all of us yet together. The trust is also very important for me. But this problem stands between us an insuperable wall. And I cannot do anything with it at all. I do not know, I simply do not know how to solve this problem. And this desperate situation torments me already enough long time. Say to me Sean, what to me to make now? How to me to realise the dream? How to me to be with you?
Tatyana