Letter(s) to Patrice (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hello, my dear new friend Patrice!
Thank you for your interest to me.
I would like very much to start a correspondence with you for knowing each other and build up a wonderful relationship. I am so interesting in you!
but,I don't know what to start with, cause, i'm for the first time in the Internet.
Ok, I'll try...anyway I hope that something will come of it. As you might have already guessed I am in search of a kind,good,loving, respectable and generous man.
And I hope you match this criterion.
And I also hope that you will find in me everything you want =)

so I'll tell you a little about myself...
First of all, my name is Tatyana,but my friends call me Tanya!

I live in the east of Ukraine, in a little town called Alexandrovsk.
It's very small, and looks like a village, but it's nice!and I like it a lot!yes, there are no any places to go, like restaurants...and big shopping centers,but we have lots of different picturesque places!)))

As you understand, i live along, in a rent flat.
my parents live in another town, but it's only a half an hour from me by bus, so practically every weekend i go to visit them!
i decided to live along, cause I want to be separate from my parents, and try to build my own family...but i realized, that it's unimaginable in this town, and country, cause i have such sense no one man here don't even think about smth serious,they think only about a girl for the night...
Like women all are toys...but I hope you understand that it's not so...

as about my inside world,you can't see it on the photo =), so i'll try to tell you about it...
It's difficult to describe my own character... People, closed to me consider me reliable, loyal,trustworthy, honest, optimistic, tender,caring, sensual, affectionate and adventurous person. I am also and open-minded person,very romantic and have a good sense of humor.
but i hope soon when we'll know each other better, maybe you'll tell me your own oppinion!=)

As about my aims,so I intend to meet serious man for relation. Do you agree with me?
In relation with man, first of all, I appreciate love, loyalty, reliability, support and understanding to each other.
The main thing for me in my life is to create a strong, healthy family based on harmonious, warm and sincere relations.
I see an ideal future for me in devoting myself to the family.
that's why I decided to find a man from abroad.

I'm really very interested in you and I'm waiting impatiently for your letter and send me please more photos of you!

oh, and i forget to tell you that I can easily speak English!

Best regards
your new friend Tanya

Letter 2

Hello, my dear new friend Patrice!
Thank you for your interest to me.
I would like very much to start a correspondence with you for knowing each other and build up a wonderful relationship. I am so interesting in you!
but,I don't know what to start with, cause, i'm for the first time in the Internet.
Ok, I'll try...anyway I hope that something will come of it. As you might have already guessed I am in search of a kind,good,loving, respectable and generous man.
And I hope you match this criterion.
And I also hope that you will find in me everything you want =)

so I'll tell you a little about myself...
First of all, my name is Tatyana,but my friends call me Tanya!

I live in the east of Ukraine, in a little town called Alexandrovsk.
It's very small, and looks like a village, but it's nice!and I like it a lot!yes, there are no any places to go, like restaurants...and big shopping centers,but we have lots of different picturesque places!)))

As you understand, i live along, in a rent flat.
my parents live in another town, but it's only a half an hour from me by bus, so practically every weekend i go to visit them!
i decided to live along, cause I want to be separate from my parents, and try to build my own family...but i realized, that it's unimaginable in this town, and country, cause i have such sense no one man here don't even think about smth serious,they think only about a girl for the night...
Like women all are toys...but I hope you understand that it's not so...

as about my inside world,you can't see it on the photo =), so I'll try to tell you about it...
It's difficult to describe my own character... People, closed to me consider me reliable, loyal,trustworthy, honest, optimistic, tender,caring, sensual, affectionate and adventurous person. I am also and open-minded person,very romantic and have a good sense of humor.
but i hope soon when we'll know each other better, maybe you'll tell me your own opinion!=)

As about my aims,so I intend to meet serious man for relation. Do you agree with me?
In relation with man, first of all, I appreciate love, loyalty, reliability, support and understanding to each other.
The main thing for me in my life is to create a strong, healthy family based on harmonious, warm and sincere relations.
I see an ideal future for me in devoting myself to the family.
that's why I decided to find a man from abroad.

I'm really very interested in you and I'm waiting impatiently for your letter and send me please more photos of you!

oh, and i forget to tell you that I can easily speak English!

Best regards
your new friend Tanya

Letter 3

hello Patrice!
When I got your letter again I was very pleased. To get your letter means that you want to continue our correspondence and you also have some hopes and desires concerning me and I feel so good because of it:)
At first I'd like to say, that,I'm glad that you are older me since I like mature men. For me age doesn't matter but I didn't know if it problem to you?
Age shouldn't be important, so long as the maturity level is there and both people share common interests and enjoy each other’s company. I like independent men that know what they want.
I need the right man to fill the empty space in my life, a man who is searching for the right woman to help complete her.
I have never understood why I haven't been able to find my better-half. Probably not there searched???
I shall continue the story about me (In replacements, I want from you same).
so As I have already told you, I work as a cosmetologist in a local hospital.but i have a dream to have my own salon)))
so my day begins at 6 in the morning, cause I work from 8, and I need to prepare...
so i work from 8 to 6 in the evening,it's rather long day, but I like it!
when i come back home I usually relax in front of the tv set, or just read an interesting book!
I like to read novels...read and dream about the feature...about my second half...and i hope one day I'll not dream, just live my own story...let's see...
I think the dream and goal of everyone is to be happy. It is simple and difficult in the same way.
Another thing is for everyone idea of the happiness is different.
As for me it is very simply to be happy. It's being together with my beloved man! Also I have a quite common human dreams about the family ,love,health and wonderful relationship.
The main thing for me in my life is to create a relationship,based on true love, harmonious,warm and sincere relations.
I'd like to meet a reliable man, delicate, faithful and understanding, with whom we'll have a warm and kind relationship,understanding,love and kindness.
The age difference and financial status of my beloved man are not important for me.
I see an ideal future for me in devoting myself to my beloved man and to the family.
I am from very nice family. My mother works in a school, she is a teacher.
My father is an engineer in the plant. and they are very happy together for 25 years already, so they are like an example for me!
But I live alone, I rent my flat not far from my parents as I have already told you...

I have a lot of hobby and interests: sport, nature, animals, cooking, travelling, art, music, concerts, theatre and so on. I would like to have a lot of interests together with my future man. I like movies very much. From films I love comedies and melodramas.
Especially some foreign like American and French.
and what about you?
what movies do you like?
Also, i don't smoke, and drink very seldom, on different celebrations, but a little, maybe a glass of red vine, or champagne)))
and what about you?
Also,I like music very much, especially pop one, I adore Beyounce.
I enjoy arranging comfort in my home and I dream of spending in family circle many wonderful evenings. I like to tidy up our flat,to wash dishes. I like an order at home.
I adore flowers, I have many of them in my home and sometimes I have too many that I have to present them to my friends and relatives. I like to cook very much!
I collect different recipes of different food. I can cook everything.
But general I prefer to eat the healthy food,like salad ,vegetable ,fish.
and tell me about yours favorite dishes!

so...I think I'll finish now...and I'll tell you more in my next letter!

I am sending my another photo.
I am looking forward to your letter.
My best regards
Your friend Tanya.

Letter 4

Good day my dear Patrice!
I'm so happy to get your reply!
May be it's a destiny, that I have met you in the Internet...
How are you? I hope,fine.
Thank you very much for your wonderful letter . I really like it very much. It seems like we have a lot in common with you and search for the same. I hope that we will continue our relationship and become true friends or may be even more? Smile I would really like it.

Do you like to travel? I like to travel very much.but I have never been abroad...
Though I have not been to many places but every time I go to another city it is like holiday for me. You know it seems sometimes that when you come to another city where nobody knows you change and some new thoughts came to your mind.
I like this feeling of something new. It seems to me that the best way to cure depression it is to change the place and new impressions will fill you. My dream is to travel to Italy and Egypt. These countries are something special to my mind. There is some mystery in them for me. But I would never travel on my own. It would be great to do it together with my beloved.
and what about you?do you have any countries of your dream, where you have never been, but really want it?

Darling, What are your dreams and hopes? I dream to have a very beautiful family where love is the center of the family. I want to be in total love with my husband and I want him to love me with all his heart. I want to love him so much that when wake up I can't tear myself away from him. I want him to be my best friend, the person I laugh with, cry with, learn with, and experience life with. I don't believe in just being with someone because you don't want to be by yourself, that is an empty feeling. I am looking for the man that will capture my heart and invite me into his heart. I have a lot of love in my heart and I am ready to give it to someone, the right one. I am at the point in my life that a family is very important to me. I am not here to play games,cause, I'm quite adult for only correspondence and letters...
With true love, life has more meaning and the world becomes more beautiful.
But for is still rather strange to search in the interenet...but i believe in destiny!
I believe, that if smth need to happen in your life it'll happen not looking at anithing!
what do you think about it?
When 2 people "fall in Love" there are a lot of things going on emotionally, physically and hormonally and eventually this conditions settle down and reality
of real life sets in.
I want to be very open with my man ! I don't want to have any secrets from him.
I want to do my best for keep the fires of passion burning brightly and requires both parties participation to make it work !
There is nothing more rewarding or satisfying than when two people from their love for each other,make love and create love. There is nothing more beautiful than two hearts in love with one another, feeling the same feelings and beating as the one!
I would like to be with a man who is older,more mature and more experienced than me, it will always keep my feelings like love and passion to you with a strong respect.
Do you agree with my opinion about relationship between man and woman?

darling, i don't know what to tell you about more...so if you want you can ask me any questions about my life, to get know each other better!
so I'll wait for your next letter!
hope to see it soon!

kiss you
your Ukrainian "Friend" Tanya

Letter 5

hello my dear Patrice!
How are you?as about me ,so
today during the work, all time I thought about our correspondence and friendship.
Its very important for me to know that your letter waiting me in my mailbox.
Your letters makes my happy.
how was you day?
how is your work?I hope everything is ok!
I have wonderful day today!)))and yesterday was great too!
after work my best friend Yulia, and me went to the theater!
it was really great!
we watch the play of the famous Russian writer. and the name of the play is "Master and Margarite"
I always really was dreaming about see it, and at leats I had this chance yesterday!
so we really have a great time with Yulia...but it'll be better if you join us)))
and i send you here photos of me from the theater!
do you like theater?and when were you there for the last time?
After theater we went to the cafe, drink a cup of coffee, and speak...
and now I'm in the Internet cafe,l writing a letter to you!

Now may be I should tell you about my last attitudes. I told about these attitudes a little to whom. But I think that between us there should not be secrets.
My last attitude was the most awful. And now I don’t want to have the boyfriend from my country. My last relation was very sad for me.
We were together during 3 years. I think that this very long time.
The first year for us all was good, but then his feelings have grown cold to me. And he started to drink and that’s why very often he was angry.
He began to look other women for sex and once he even beat me. These two things I can forgive never.
Then I left him, and change my flat and now he does not know where I live.
I do not want to meet him again. I’m really afraid him very much.
Then I started thinking about my girlfriend, she is now married to a man in USA and she told me that she had found her husband on the Internet.
She is very happy now, and even don’t miss her motherland.
So, I thought about the Internet possibilities for a while before I started, I only joined this service about one week ago.
I like so much that I may share all my thoughts and feelings with you so easily. I like our communication and it's really pleasant so very pleasant to me. I know you more and more with each letter, it's amazing!
I value our communication so high.
You mean a lot for me. I want our relationship to be based on mutual and unconditional love and respect.I hope you feel the same!
baby, so I'll finish now, and I'll wait for your next letter!

kiss you

Tanya

Letter 6

Good day my dear Patrice!
How are you? How is your work?
It's really great pleasure for me to find your letter in my mail box today!
I start to think about that that I'm very happy that I met you...actually for all my life, I was thinking, about that People who try to find there second half are crazy people , and it'd unbelievable...I couldn't understand how is it possible to speak with person by letters not seen him before...
but Now I start to understand that it's really possible, and with every your letter, I don't know why, but I start to believe in destiny more and more!
what do you think about it?Do you believe in destiny, and It's rather interesting for me to know your opinion, about Internet, and do you think that people really can meet there their soul mate?
Actually, I have a friend - Karina, she met her feature husband in the Internet too(by the way it was Karina, who advised me to use Internet)
it was rather interesting story...they meet each other, and in 2 weeks they decided to meet!
I was shocked to here that she decided to come to him!but she told me that she want it, so she'll do...so now that are together for a year, and i never see the couple who are happier then they!

so let's see what will happen with us!

Sorry, may be my question for you will seems not too modest, but I would like to know what kind intentions do you have?
What kind of relation are you looking in the Internet?This is because I'm looking for a man for creating family, and I think serious about this. so can you answer them?
I know that you are decent man, and just hope that you have serious intentions and not correspondence with me just for fun. I'm tired to be lonely and I want to give my love, tenderness, warm and weasel kind and good man.
darling, I but I feel,that our communicating will lead to something serious!
tell me please your intention about it...

so I'll finish now cause I need to continue working, but baby, i hope to see your letter tomorrow!
oh, I forgot to tell you one thing...
you need to know that there is one person who always care about you, and whom you can tell any your problem and she tries to help you in any life situation!
I hope you understand who is it =)

I'll wait for your answer!

your princess
Tanya

Letter 7

Dearest Patrice!

Our life is not so long and we should enjoy it and share with the second part.
I hope that this communication will open me the new world where I can meet a person with whom I can live all my life. As you know, the life without love will be boring and not so colorful.
A thousand words cannot express the joy you bring to me every time I read your mail or just think of you!
I've just finished my work and now I'm going to my home.
As a usually after my working day I went to the Internet cafe to see if you send me e-mail, and how happy I am when I see there is a letter from you in my mail- box.
you know, I hate to come back empty lonely apartment, I wish you were waiting for me here.
My dear,I am glad,that we have the same ideas about life,relationship between man and woman and family values. I think the dream and goal of everyone is to be happy. It is simple and difficult in the same way. Another thing is for everyone idea of the happiness is different. As for me It is very simple to be happy now,it is to be together with you and to love you, my dear! I would like to have a very warm and beautiful relationship with you forever!

I dream to have a person near, who will accompany me during all my life.
Who will be with me in trouble and in happiness.
I think we bring each other real happiness. I know deep down that you feel the things I am beginning to feel that we can be a great loving couple who will bring joy to the family.

yesterday in the evening I was in the cafe with my friends, and we were speaking about me and you :)
I told them a lot of good things about you!)))
You know, when I'm going along the streets I look at the people, they have such sullen faces. They are in hurry, everybody thinks about his own problems. If only they could feel what I feel!
Although, I was told many times,that it's difficult to see my emotions on my face. I'm a kind of reserved person, and only my close people understand what I feel without asking me.
For example, my girl friends... When I saw them, I opened my mouth and wanted to tell them about you,and they stopped me and told, that knew everything. they told me,that I was brightening with happiness.

Also, yesterday when i come back home, I was lying in bed and was thinking about lots of things that happen in our lives. And one question came to my mind. I know that when building a family only one member of family, either man or a woman should build career. And the second one should support by all means. Sweet, I would love to tell you that since my childhood I was taught that it should be man to build career and woman should support, give all her love to the man and do everything necessary to help him morally and physically(you know how) !!!
And what do you think about it? Maybe you think that it should be woman to be on the leading positions or do you agree with the way I was taught ? Sweetheart, it’s important for me to know your point of view. Maybe it’s a bit weird that such kinds of questions come to my mind, but it seems to me that this is one of the best ways of knowing each other better.
I am looking for your reply,my darling!

I hope you'll answer all my questions!

Tanya

Letter 8

Good evening my angel Partice!
How are you ?I hope,you are fine and this will find you in good health .
My dear,I want you to know how is important our relationship for me.
The main things in my life now is to be with you! I believe in perfection of our hearts,souls and minds, It means when two people feel great together, that means their hearts, souls and minds match each others perfectly well.
With each new letter, I feel closer and closer to each other.
You are a man with whom I wanted to meet all my life! We have the same dreams, feelinfs and hopes.
Now I am thinking about you often.
I'm so happy to read your letters!
the destiny give us a good chance, and we should use it!
Let me tell you story. Once two women were sitting and talking.
Somebody knocked into the door twice. One of the woman rash to the door:
-Why are you running to open the door? - wondered one of them -maybe it's my chance, answered another.
-Chance doesn't knock twice!
So it's mean that it's difficult to meet your fate and difficult to keep it near, but as once we received such a chance we have to be patient and careful with those feelings. As only people who can wait receiving their chances.
my love,I want you to feel free to tell what you think and feel, as it's very important to be true and open from the very beginning.
Imagine the relationship as a house: the foundation is love and sexual attraction of the partners.
The walls are the mutual trust, sincerity, responsibility and understanding. And the roof?
May be the common interests, goals, intellectual unity?
Without love and sexual attraction... it is like trying to build a house without a foundation.
It will fall very quickly. But love and sexual attraction is also like a fire: to burn brightly, it needs a constant source of fuel. For love and attraction to remain as strong as the day it is triggered, the romance must be kept alive. And this is the fuel that love and attraction demands - constant romance.
For this to be reality, the man must be prepared to romance the one he loves until the day he dies.
Each and every romantic occasion he creates for his loved one must be truly memorable for her.
He is like a song writer: each song must differ from the last and be unique.
The walls of the house as you said: mutual trust, sincerity, responsibility and understanding are the bricks that make the walls. And these bricks need cement to keep them together. If just one brick is absent - like trust for instance - then the wall collapses. And so it is with all the other bricks that I agree with you upon.
What is the cement that binds these bricks together? Knowledge, maturity, patience and courage.
Knowledge that all relationships are in a constant process of evolvement. And at each stage of evolvement, the needs of your loved one will change. Their priorities may change. Their dreams and desires may change.
Maturity is required to understand that these changing needs are natural and must be fulfilled. Maturity is required to help your loved one fulfill these needs and desires - regardless if you do not understand.
And if you do not understand, then seek to understand through mature dialogue. Patience is the virtue that respects your loved one's need to maintain their identity at all times during the relationship so that they do not come to depend upon you emotionally. And a relationship without emotional dependence
is like a river free of pollution. Courage is the trademark that allows you to respect the boundaries your loved one has and the need to maintain them. People who compromise their boundaries in a relationship is like the man who defends his house armed only with a damp cloth against robbers armed with guns.
And the roof? Without common interests, goals, and intellectual unity, both will have different values and life views - which means this roof is ulnerable... and will provide little protection against the elements of the weather. Shared goals, shared interests and intellectual unity is the shelter that protects the relationship...
and keeps the walls and foundations safe and solid.
Am I ready to construct such a beautiful house?The materials to lay the foundation, build the walls and finally put on the roof are waiting to be put together by the both of us. Providing our vision for this house is the same...
then we will build not a house together - but a palace!
I believe that whatever we desire from life and this world is within our grasp.
We are the architects of our future.
And our actions today, determine our future months and years from now.
Like you I seek happiness. I also want to share my life. But I also know my happiness is totally dependent upon making the one I love happy today and every day for the rest of her life. If I can amaze you today... and continue to amaze you, then you will return to me a love unsurpassed or without equal.
Perhaps... you will turn out to be that person. I hope so.

P.S. and as you asked,so I will be your wife!!!!!!
but I think that we need to meet first?
don't you think so???

I'll wait for your answer darling.I hope I'll get it soon!

Tanya

Letter 9

hello my baby Patrice!

I'm really very glad to get a new letter from you!
I every day, more and more, I become closer to you and I understand that the world created for us...
And we are created to be together...
I am very happy because I know that far from me there is very fine person who need me...I hope you do)))
I need you and not hesitate to speak it to all world.but I really want it!
I want everybady know about us, and our relations!
Every day, I'm thinking abouit you...but we are not together and this is rather sad....
my love I ask the God to be together! My love I want it and you probably understand my feelings and my ideas.
It is very strange for me! I never saw you, but I feel that I cannot live without your letters.
It seems to me that my life only begins. Now I have you! I am ready to give you pleasure and love every day, all day !
Never before I am not feel such bright and joyful feeling!
I remember how I wrote to you the first letter, I very much worried.
And may be I spoke a lot of superfluous.And now I think that my dreams start to come true!
I am very happy! I am very pleased, because you answered my messages, I am pleased that between us such warm and clean relations have appeared.
I am grateful to all world because the world has presented me of you.I think that in the world all people are worthy happiness. The life gives to us an opportunity to be happy!
Only now I understand how changed my life.I can wake up in the morning and to be happy every beam of the sun, every birdy on a tree, every star in the sky!Because the angel of love lives in my heart now!
I very much want meet you, I would like to walk with you on an evening coast, to sit on warm sand and talk with you.

How can I miss you so much? And why I need to see you, to be with you?
Am I going crazy? I think I am...
And if so, going crazy over someone as special as you are is a sign of good taste, to say the least, for there must only be a few number of people in the world with so many special characteristics as you have.
How wonderful is to know that there is love in this world ...
How wonderful is to know than you arrived to my life, that on having done it you woke up in me the most beautiful feeling that is the Love.
A Love that is only for you ... because it is like the crystalline water of the sea, which is pure and where I can reflect my heart full of love for you...
Now, I’m not afraid to say you - I really love You, because it’s truth and these are not empty words.

And I imagine us often in romantic situation. It is very important that we found each other and I wish to meet with you in person more and more every day.
I belive in our relationship, based on BIG true love, also trust, respect,and in love without deceit, faith without betrayal, happiness without bitterness.
I belive it is possible. I hope we'll share the best moments of our life, we'll be the best friends and lovers. I am sure we'll feel great together, that means our hearts, souls and minds match each others perfectly well.
I think about you all day long. But, I miss you the most when I go to bed and turn the light out.
I have one pillow for my head and then, the other one, I hold close to me with both arms and dream that it is you.
May be you don't believe me, bur I even fall asleep with a picture of you holding me close to you in my mind. When the alarm clock rings in the morning,I am
always in the same position, holding "you" close. When I wake, I am still thinking of you.
I even want to kiss my pillow "good morning".
I feel my heart and my feelings are so strong for you!
I am looking forward to the day,when we'll see each other in real life!
I miss you so much and I'm thinking about you all the time.
I send you the most tender my kisses
Your Tanya.

Letter 10

hello my darling Patrice!
Well I have waited!!!!
At last I have received the long-awaited letter from you my sweet, my loved!
I fly, whether I do not know you can believe me, but at me such feeling, that I as though a small kitten who has found a warm place and was very good him, he lays and purrs nobody also can select at him this happiness.
I for a long time was not so is happy as now near to you.
It seems to me, I became absolutely other person.
I cannot live without you second, not dreaming about our meeting, about the first appointment, how I madly want to kiss you on the mouth and to nestle on your strong body.
I want to look you fool in the face and silently, whisper to tell to you about how I am strong you I like, and that you now for me mean!
I also want, that you too have told to me about love, looking in eyes.
It is very easy to take the first steps, and to write about our feelings, not seeing the friend - the friend.
I want, that all was on the present that we have together felt all that force of love, that us has connected and holds very strongly.
I do not know as you, but I should drink, is, even to breathe easy.
As soon as I come for work, and there I run overlooking about all on light.
As soon as I come into internet cafe, me is simple as a magnet pulls to a computer as soon as possible to receive a mail and to see the letter.
At me knees are shaked and hands shiver, when I write to you the letter.
I madly would like to see your eyes when you receive my letter as you read it and smile.
Each your letter is a lot of for me means, because you allow to me hope for that that I am necessary for the person who lives very far, but he trusts in our
feelings.
I always worked, achieved the purpose in a life, tried to make the way in this hard world.
My wonderful man the result of what we are now coming from the way that we have been thinking and my wonderful man what we say going to define our personality.
I am too much happy that I have a wonderful man like you in this life,I am happy that another day with my words I am too much connected with you.
My wonderful man I really hope that my words just one more time find you in a very nice mood and I really hope that these words when they reach your then you ever smile and life the most beautiful moment in your life.
You know, my colleague told me today an interesting story.
He was in love with one woman and he decided to go to a gypsy who could predict the destiny. He wanted to know their future with his girlfriend.
The gypsy predicted that they have no any future and its better not to continue relationship. But friend did not allow his - so now they are very happy and they are going to be married.
So, I can make a conclusion: it's necessary to do all by own efforts and you do not need to believe anybody.
We are the owners of our destiny, it on us that depends our happiness.
Do you agree, my darling?
I kiss you and I want, that you would feel my breath and is warm my lips.
I embrace you and I want, that you have felt heat of my hands.
I love you and miss you very much.
For ever only your

Tanya

Letter 11

good Afternoon my Honey Patrice!
I Have just read your letter as wonderful as always and I wonder how to describe with words each of these emotions that you make me feel?
After reading your letter I have come to the conclusion from that we both are crazy or both we love each other very much because both, from the beginning we have lived to flow and to go out our feelings and the most beautiful is that we haven't hidden them.
I would give any thing for hearing your voice to another side of the phone now,to arrange my silly life without you,I would give any thing for hearing your voice.I want that you know that to listen to your voice for me it would be like to touch the sky;
it would be a sweet and sour sensation, because I would feel you so nearby in these instants.
My dear you are my Angel also, my special angel in my dreams and thoughts, it is wonderful to know you have me in your dreams as I have you in mine.
When we are together, I could only want You. Yes honey we have hope and dreams and we want them that is positive and we can make our dreams a reality because we want them.
I love you more than words can say.My heart beats like a Vulcan when I read your letters.
You are my king I always searched for. I am the proudest woman on earth that a man like you wants to be with me.I want to be your woman and I promise you to support you in everything.
I want to make you happy every day.Showing you how much I love you and how much I adore you every minute in my life.Honey, you are the first thought in the morning and the last one at night.
And during the other time I think on you all the time.Everyday without you is like a day in hell.
Since I met you I know my treasure will waits for me. I want to be with you. I want to make you to the happiest man on earth.

We communicate with you some time. But I feel as if we are familiar long time.
I wrote to you in the last letter that I trust you. Yes, I trust you! And I trust you more every day!
I have told to you about my life. You know me well. We have begun relation. I know we are any more only friends. I think we have relation already. Because I like you very much!
And you are not indifferent to me. Therefore I would like to don't lose you. We have found common language.
I wrote to you I had fear when I have addressed to the Internet. Because I don't had Internet - relation never.
But I have understood now that it's perfectly! It's romantic! We don't did see each other real never. But we have relation! And my feelings become stronger to you! I wrote to you in the beginning of our correspondence I want to find my loved person. We will understand after we have strong feelings whether or not.
I don't did think never I will like the man if I don't did see it. Now I know that it's possible!
I like you and I don't did see you real never. You draw to yourself strongly.
You are the interesting person! I repeat it always. Because I meet seldom such interesting people.
What is your thought about our relation? I would like to know you think of our relation.
I hope you have feelings to me because I don't want to be disappointed in Internet.
Because I hoped a destiny will help me. And I hope a destiny has helped me. I want to know your thought. I think about you frequently. Therefore I think I have feelings to you.
If the person thinks constantly about other person I think it's not simply so.
It something means. I tell to my familiar I have found very interesting and fine person in the Internet.
And all are happy for me. Because many people are surprised, why such nice girl don't has boyfriend.
I answer all I search only true love. And I don't have beside this person.
Therefore I have addressed to the Internet. I know that you are the kind and remarkable person.Now I will go home.
And I will think of you.
Do you think of me frequently? I saw dreams some times with you. Do you saw dreams with me? I will try to come in Internet - cafe tomorrow and I will write to you the letter.
I will be glad to see your letter.

You will be in my thoughts my darling.
Have a wonderful day my love. Thinking of you!!!!
Always yours,
Tanya

Letter 12

Hi my dear and lovely Patrice!
I was so happy to hear from you today.
Thanks for writing it. Your letter always make me smile!
I can tell for sure that you are a sunray in my life. You always make me so happy and complete! Thanks for it, darling.
I could never feel it all, but for you! You are really very special.I only can thank to God that he sent me such a man as you are!Our relationship has become a great part of my life. I mean it.
Now i can;t imagine my life without our relations, our correspondence.
Now you are me!!! When i think of my future, when i try to imagine what my life would be in future and what it will look like, i think about you.
It means that i just can't imagine my future without you. You became so dear and close person to me.
I want you to be in my life forever! Honey, i promise that i will always be a person for you, whom you can count on, i will never leave you in need or let you down. That will never happen! I am honest and sincere with you, and i feel that you are open with me too!
I think it is very good for our relations. I have always dreamed of it before!Honey, i want to thank you for all you brought into my life. It is all thanks to you!I was happy to hear from you.
You can’t imagine how glad I am that our communicating goes on.Your letters are always a big joy for me.
Your sincerity, your pureness touches me deeply. You will not believe but I feel great warmth reading your letters and your words come deep to my heart.
I have feeling that we knew each other for long and I feel very close to you.
I wonder where our communicating will come to. I'm sure that one day we will meet each other in reality and that will be able to spend time together.....
I really believe I would be happy with to look at your eyes, to kiss your sweet lips softly and to whisper to your ears that I love you with madness ... during a romantic dinner ...
or under the moonlight in a desert beach ... but what I don't want that you think is that I don't worry our meeting ...
because it is what more I wish in this world...I want to age with you, to see to run the years between your arms, to see to fly the days and the nights and to feel with every second that you Love me.
I want to age to your side, we will walk together up to the end of this trip, and with every day more we love us.
We will see how everything changes, how everything transforms, but you will continue to my side. I want to age with you, to feel that you are only mine, I want to know that you Love me, already you know what I feel, I want that on you having looked at the eyes finds in them my reflex.I want to age with you;
I want that with to pass of the years of your lips even goes out one I Love you, because only I want to age with you.
Every night I go to bed thinking about you, thinking about what we are or we will be, the truth already I don't know.
I cannot what to do!Only I think in when it will be the day in which we will meet and love, I dream in our first days, those days in which we will not be able to be a moment without listening to our voice and which we will kiss each other when we were discussing without reason.
Now when I wake up in the mornings your face comes to me, I would like that you are to my side to the awakening, but it's impossible, when I walk along the streets and look at the sky brings your recollection, the breeze your sweet smile and flowers your pretty aroma and on having seen the moon I tell it my fondness, my eyes are closed and my heart sticks to you wanting only to you...

I kiss you,
I miss you,

Tanya

Letter 13

Hello my love Patrice!
I have received your letter, it is full of warm-heartedness and sympathies to me.
I think that for that time that we with you are copied we very much pulled together and between us The feeling has appeared, I think that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you, you has taken a place in my heart. You on always will stay in my heart. Now it is beaten so frequently and only for the sake of you. It was filled with love with each your letter. It shivers from each your warm word, from that love with which your letters are filled. My heart now belongs only to you, my love. I am very happy, that you at me are. I for a long time did not test such fine feelings as now and to this I am obliged only to you. Only with you I again might feel such fine feeling as love. And I have grown fond of you on always!!! I shall love you up to the end of my life!!!!
I thank the god for that that it has presented persons with such feeling as love. The love radically may change persons. And I feel it.
Representing you I can and cry and laugh at happiness. I can sit and think hours of us with you, my long-awaited!!!

I miss you and I think about you. I even got used already to you and your letters and I'm waiting for them impatiently.
Do you like to look at stars? You know each star it is one life?
In my country people say when the person dies that a star falls.Did you hear about this? When people find one another these stars make together.
I searched your and my stars. I think they're together in the sky instead of so it is far as I'm from you now.)))

If you would only know HOW MUCH I miss you already!I hope you keep our Love in your heart and when you are in your bed falling asleep you feel sweet kisses and tender caress's and hear me whispering into your ear" I Love YOU, I Want YOU, I Need YOU" Come snuggle close to feel my heart beating for you and to sleep in peace till morning in my hugs to wake up to the endless passion that I'm bringing to you!
And it would be the best miracle in the world to see your smile in the morning and kiss you for this smile it would be the best joy to be next to you and share every day with you with everything life will bring into our lives, I know that we keep our Love in our hearts and that until we are together nothing bad can happen with us. And we can overcome anything if we are together.
This week is crazy here. I'm very busy in my work and only thought about you help me relax a little.
The wetter is not so good this day, it is cold today, much wind and I feel very lonely because you are not with me.....
It's hard to explain but I don't want anything with anyone except the only one man in the world (this is YOU) he is so far away from me for now and this makes me so sad. But I hope everything changes and finally we'll be together forever in reality and that all our dreams come true...

My beautiful and only man! I love too much your words, I love too much to be only yours as you are only mine in this life, maybe life is not going to be easy from beginning when two person life together but believe me it is too much easy to make it to be the most beautiful one when we compromise and try to see the situations from a very wide perspective. My dearest, as I am lucky that found you I really want you to know that you are lucky too because when you read these words I want you to know that I miss you too much because I really want to have future with you and have family that I can love and support with all that I have in my life.

My love!I like you just too much, yes I really do it and when I say that then I mean it too because in this life nice people don't grow on the tree and it is not difficult to find a person but it is too much complicated to find such a wonderful person like you, so just read these words and enjoy them with a wonderful and wide smile.

Thank you that you have entered my life in the most beautiful way that can be, thank you that you patient and once again I can see it in your eyes and I really hope that I can see those eyes from 20 cm very soon and tell you all that I feel inside me.

My dear love has never had border, language and has never had color and I know that the distance between us is too much but believe me you ever life inside me and I feel too much close to my soul and my heart and believe me you never leave my mind one simple second.
My dear lady I know that we life in different countries but one day this distance going to be nothing when we can make a wonderful story in all of this and tell our children about it.))))

I hope you really feel the same!!!
and I'll wait for your answer!!!!

Kiss you
only yours,forever,Tanya

Letter 14

Hello, my darling Patrice!
Thank you very much for your letter. First of all I'd like to tell you I'm captured by your love,I find the real words by something magic inside of my heart, and this magic thing is only 'Love'. I'm in love with you Honey,and I'll offer you this special feeling I have inside of me and you can be sure,I don't want to lose this light emotions which is running in my veins,as I feel well in my head,I breath the air of time like a limpid water flows between my hands,to be in love is incredible, marvellous and without words!..
I believe the time of our meeting will come every soon and the time we'll have to wait is nothing comparing to the life when I didn't know you. But I have been always waited for you ! You`re the one and I feel it with every beat of my heart !
I really hope that everything will be the way we want to happen!..
But frankly speaking, today is a very bad day for me.
You know, yesterday my cousin asked me to look after her daughter, as she had immediately go to work and her husband is in hospital.
I agreed, besides, I had a day off and I like children very much, I adore playing with them.
But, honey, you even couldn't even imagine what happened!
The whole day, I was really enjoying playing with kid. My cousin's daughter name is Dasha, she's 3 years old. She's also my god-daughter.
We went for a walk in the park, then visited McDonalds and in the evening we were playing hide-and-seek. And suddenly, having been very exited, Dasha, running around the flat, accidentally pushed a television (it stayed on the little round table)and it was broken.
I was in shock! Of corse, I couldn't cry or scold a child, it's a baby,I remember, as I also was very a child and was fidget.
I called a TV master, but he told that I should buy a new one.
I don't know what to do! I don't want to tell everything Dasha's parents as they'll never allow me to look after her again, besides, I think it's my fault, as I have to look after her more attentively, I love my god-daughter very much.
I really don't know what to do, as you know I rent my flat so in any case I have to buy a new TV, as all the furniture belongs to the owner of my flat,but the new one costs at lest 600 dollars.
I really don't know what to do, sometimes, I even can't pay for the rent of my flat, besides my parents help me to pay for it, but to buy a new TV is really very expensive for them and for me too.
Honey, I was thinking about you.
I don't insist but I'd like to ask you, if you could help me.
I understand may be it's very expensive for you, I don't mind. If you can't help me, just tell me, I'll understand you.
I really love you and I don't want to loose you ever!
You're my love,my hope, my support.
I'm waiting for your reply impatiently.
Please, honey, I can rely only on you.
Your Tanya

Letter 15

Hello Patrice!
I was happy to hear from you. You can't imagine how glad I am that our communicating goes on.
Your letters are always a big joy for me.

darling, I'm so glad that you will help me!really...I need it so much now!And I see that you are really that person who I can rely on, in a difficult moment!!!
You asked where you can send the money. I have known that there is Western Union in the bank near my home. So you can send the money by bank system Western Union to my name. my mom told me, that You need my full name and address, so here it is:

my full name: Kovareva Tatyana

my address:

Ukraine
Alexandrovsk
street Kopernika 24\3

Your sincerity, your pureness touches me deeply. You will not believe but I feel great warmth reading your letters, your words come deep to my heart. I have feeling that we knew each other for long and I feel very close to you. I wonder where our communicating will come to. I'm sure that one day we will meet each other in reality and that will be able to spend life together.
I would be happy with to look at your eyes, to kiss your sweet lips softly and to whisper to your ears that I love you with madness, during a romantic dinner or under the moonlight in a desert beach.
I know you in Internet and while I was imagining you I take a pencil and a paper, imagining your beauty,more superficially that deep down,But when I began to read your words I remain dazzled and I can say that lover(in love,inspired love) when so many beauty sees not the superficial one, if not interior, And you must seen with What forces for you it was beating my heart; To enter to my soul your beauty, not the superficial one, if not interior. Your inner beauty; they are those your words, which to the absence of your look I have the moon and the Sun. I leave the superficial one to conscience;
And I remain with your interior.
You inspire me, and only you, I'm alive thanksful to you, you're my life, my world, my air, I'm breathing thanksful to you and my heart beats thanksful to you also!
I'm going for a walk with my best friend this evening and I'll tell her about you again, she knew already, but the last time we spend time together I was talking about you and about us the whole evening long!
She told that my eyes shining and I'm smiling with happiness all the time! Thank you, I'm happy!

Tanya

Letter 16

Hi my dear and sweet Patrice!
I was so happy to get your letter.

darling, sorry please for not writing you for a couple of days, but i caught a cold, and was at home..(((but now I feel better!!!
baby, I'm so glad to see your letter again!!!
and I'm so glad that you'll help me today, cause i really need it now my love!!!!

Thanks for it! I wish you knew how much i missed you!
Yesterday all night long i was thinking about us and our relations.
I couldn't sleep for a long, but i didn't feel tired at all, i was dreaming about you, about being together. I was feeling so excited!!! I really feel happy, darling. I can only imagine how would i feel when we are finally together, i think i would go crazy:)!!! I know that we will be very happy together, i will do my best for you to feel so, though i think that two people should be natural, especially from the very beginning, cause sometimes people want to seem better than they really are, and later appears their true face. That is why i want both of us to be who we are when we meet. I don't think it would be hard for us, cause now i am open and sincere with you and i feel that you also are open and sincere with me. That is very good beginning!!!

It makes me feel so excited when i think of you! You made me feel really very special, needed. I have never had such feelings before. I only can imagine how happy i would feel when we are really next to each other.
I think i will go crazy:)!!!

I wish you knew how much i missed you! This night we were together in my dream, i imagined as if you came to me when i was sleeping, touched my hair, my skin, kissed me and wispered: “have sweet dreams, my love...”
Honey, it was so good, i felt so complete that i didn't want to wake up at all! I wish you knew how much i look forward to the time when it is all for real and when we are together!!!
Honey, please, tell me how are you doing today? Hope everything is fine. What are your plans for today?
I hope you miss me, like I do!

today, after Internet cafe, I'll go to visit my parents!
we'll have a family dinner together!
I wish you can be there with me! ;)I'll introduce you to my Mom and Dad!
I'm sure that you'll like each other)))

but you are too far ;(but I'm waiting for that moment, when we'll be together!
You're miles away, but I'm not away from you at all. You're in my thoughts every day, in my mind always. When we're apart, we're not apart at all, because our souls are joined forever. Until we meet, I shall continue to punctuate my every sentence with a kiss. And I will continue to kiss you tenderly and gaze at your picture wish fully every night before I go to sleep. Soon, these lonesome nights will be over forever, and we'll happily share nights and monings!

darling,I need to finish now!
I hope to get answer from you soon!
kiss you
Tanya