Letter(s) to Hakan (Sweden)

Letter 1

Hello my Friend! wow! I in delight!!!! thank's for your reply so much!!!
can I call you - MY TIGER? :cat: or is better by NAME?
...about age! have you heard a saying The older the violin the sweeter the music?!
I hope soon I will be able to come to your area and we will meet each other!
this time I will write you more about myself. I think you should know more about my life and my hobbies so you will know if we have any common interests. I'm 25 years old, not too young I think? My birthday is 1983 08 May. I'm 167 cm tall (5.5) and 55 kg weight..
I don't know exactly my bust-waist-hips measurements, I don't have a reason to measure it because I think it's OK and my body is proportionate ))
I take care of my body, I do aerobics three times a week and I go to the swimming pool twice a week.
I have sister her name is Lana (the majority of photos is made by her). I live with the father and mother.
We all live in two-rooms flat.
As I wrote you I live in Russia. The name of my city is Shelehov, it's near Irkutsk city. Shelehov is very small and Irkutsk is a large city, the main city in our district.
I graduated from Irkutsk Humanitarian University two years ago.
As I wrote you I`m a menager of the big shop, my city is small but we have a big shop here. Sometimes I attend courses in Irkutsk so I have several diplomas, but you know in russia we don`t have good work opportunities. But this work help me to take care about myself. When I come to your city I think it won`t be a problem to find work on my specialization (I shall work as the simple seller).
my father is 58 years old now, my mom is 46. You see my mom is much younger then my father and they are very happy together. My mother is a teacher of music in the school. I also could play a piano a little. I like classic music, jazz, rock, lounge. I like all kinds of music!
A little about my father: he is in a good shape because we usually make exercises together, he doesn`t work now, because he is retired already.
I love both my parents and I'm happy my parents will be not alone when I leave them and will go to another country. Of course I will miss everybody but I want to have my own happiness!

do you have an International Airport in your city? please write me it's name an code.
or write me the name of the nearest INTERNATIONAL Airport to you.

I write you my emails from Internet cafe, I don't have my own computer.
If you want I can call you when I will be in Moscow, it would be nice to talk to you. We don't have international calls here. I suppose in few days I will fly to Moscow and start my trip! Today I will tell my parents about you, I'm sure they will be happy that someone is waiting for me over there!
There is no any messenger in this Cafe so we can only keep emailing each other. I hope you are not getting bored to read my emails?
My address here is Russia, Shelehov, Repina st. 5, flat 16, post code(zip) - 666032.
So now you have a representation of who I am....
I just can tell you that I enjoy life and I try to live to the fullest, I like to try new things. I'm not that smart.. I was not that good in mathematics, physics, biology and so on! I don't like to be smart! But I'm very tender, caring, artistic, faithful, decent person.
Sometimes I can be not well organized, I think everybody had it's own minuses and pluses. I don't look any special qualities in a man. I just hope he will be faithful to me and ready to create a happy family with me and I will do everything to make him happy. I'm looking for a soulmate!

ok... it's time to finish my email. I'm sending a kiss by the wind to you and if I sent it to the right destination you should receive it by evening )))) I hope you will catch my kiss somehow )))
do you like my photos?

bye!

Svetlana ...pussycat :-)

Letter 2

hello again..!!I just want to add few things...
I think last time I wrote you not all my thoughts...
My mind is always in a mess when I write you because it's hard to write everything to somebody who is so far away. I don't remember if I wrote last time I've never been married, don't have kids but I love them and they love me! I And I want to tell you that I always wanted to find an older man.
Why? I have two answers..
Firstly, I think older men are much more serious and they can take care of me, they are more experienced in life and can teach me many things. Have you heard a saying "The older the violin, the sweeter the music"? I believe in it... I think I'm not that young already but I don't have much experience in life and I want to have someone who has more experience in life then me.
Secondly... maybe I'm not right about it... but I want to be honest I've always had such worry... if I marry a man nearly my age...
and after some years I will become not that young and beautiful... I think it's more hard for a woman to be attractive then for a man...
and he will find a younger mistress and I will become very miserable.
I don't want my man to be unfaithful. I know I can be faithful to my man and I will never cheat on him.
But this is just my worries. This is not my goal. Please tell me if you think you will love your woman at any age and not find a younger one? Can you be faithful?
Also I want to tell you that I learned english in university, so I don`t use any translators, and I can speak english as good as I write on it.
I hope we will have no problems in communications. I feel that you are very nice man I really want to meet you. If you will not like me or something else we can be just friends.
I hope I will get my work visa soon in Moscow and all documents and I come to you! I don't have any area limits with this visa so I can work where I want. I don`t know exact day of my arrival, but as soon as I will know I will write it to you.
You know, I'm just trying to be honest with you and write you all my thoughts on different issues. Please be always honest with me also....
I am sending you two naked photos. I am sorry for my strange attitude.
My thought are so contradictive about us. These pictures was taken by my girlfriend after our dancing lessons.
I want you to see all of my body so you know how I look and don't get too much surprised after we meet.
I understand that it is important to all men and you're not the exception. I respect men's attitude.
Once again, I am sorry and I hope you don't get me wrong for sending these photos to you.
I don't have anymore naked pictures, ah actually I have one more, but .....I don't really like it. It shows my naked breast. If you want I will show it to you.
I will write you later, I will look if I have more nice photos to send you.
Have a good day!

kiss you, Svetlana

Letter 3

Hello Tiger! thank you! it's good to write you again! excuse me for previous letter....
I think I'm a lucky girl to meet such good man as you in Internet! I hope I will be lucky enough to meet you in the real life!!! yesterday I told my parents about you.
they said that now they don`tworry about me as before because now they know you are a kind man and can help me if I will need your help. You can show me your city and tell me about the life over there! I think I didn't write you I like cooking.
I will cook Russian cuisine for you! Pelmeni, vareniki, blini, borsch, okroshka!
You will like it! Besides Russian cuisine I like Italian and Mexican. I love spaghetti and pizzza!!!!! mmmmmmm ! I can't live without it! I like Mexican food because it's very spicy, although I don't cook Mexican dishes too often. I've been told my cooking is very tasty!
I like to cook cakes. my favorite is cheese-cake with raspberry! You know... when I talk about food I'm getting hungry ))) I eat everything and I'm not on any diets but usually I don't eat after 7 pm. This helps me not to be fat! I can cook many tasty things for you when we will meet! You know..
almost all Russian men are like bears! They are so rude, they can't be nice and polite, they don't want to have a family. I think you are not like them.
I like to go to the cinema! I really like to watch a good movie with my friends. 50 percents of movies in our cinemas are Russian and about 50 American. actually my favorite actor is Keanu Reeves and I like all movies with him. I've watched "The Day the Earth Stood Still" Have you seen it?
could you recommend me any American movie so I can watch it?
What is your favorite movie and actor? Soooooooooooooooo......... what else could I say?
I have a driver's licence but I don't have a car. My father has a russian car and he gives me his car sometimes.
I don`t like only cinema! I like theatre and opera too, I like ballet.
Unfortunately there is only one small theatre in my city and there is nothing interesting. If I want to go to ballet, for example, I should go to Irkutsk, there sometimes can come famous Russian actors and dancers but I can't go there often because it's quite expensive.
By, the way, one thing else about my trip. Agency will help me to rent a room to stay near my future work. I will share this room with a few girls yet, it is usual procedure and it helps to pay the rent (it will be cheaper).
And I have a question, is it normal if we will like each other may be it is possible to live together?of course if you or somebody doesn't mind.
As you know I will stay there for three months but If I will like there I will be able to prolong my trip. I think I will be able to improve my english and you can learn Russian and I think it will help us to learn each other better,who knows.Do you have a big wide bed?(joke). And now I have some good news for you! After sending this email I will go home, take my packed bags and go to Irkutsk! From there I will fly to Moscow! I`m really afraid to fly on a plane! I hope my plane will not fall down! I'm really afraid!
It is several hours from Irkutsk to Moscow.
when I come to Moscow and settle down I will write you an email. I hope today I will be able to write you. Please don't worry about me if you don't hear from me today, that will mean I was not able to find a place to stay and I will write you tomorrow.
In Moscow I will spend a week or maybe even more, I should make all final arrangements with my documents and after it I will come to you!
I've never been to Moscow before and I'm so nervous now... I've never went somewhere alone and now I should go alone to such big city!
I really want to talk to you by phone, but as I don`t have a mobile phone, I will find a public phone in Moscow with international calls.
you know... I had such great desire to start my trip already.. and now I feel myself like a newborn kitten who has even didn't open it's eyes... I just want to hug my mommy and don't want to go anywhere...
but I know that's my dream to start a new life and I will try to turn in to reality! Soon you will hear some news from me from Moscow!!!!!!!!

hope I'm only for you! love you and kisses!

I send you some photos it is pelmeni and okroshka, and I! your Svetlana

Letter 4

Hello!!! I'm so excited to write you again!!!!!!!!!! I'm in Moscow! You can't imagine how happy I am because I already started my trip to you!
I still cannot believe I've done it! WoW! As I wrote you I was scared to fly on the plane but everything was OK and I'm still alive ))))
Moscow is a really big city! I've been told the population of Moscow is about 10 million of people! From the Airport I went by bus... it was so long way... about 1 hour and 30 minutes. I've seen so many nice places in Moscow while going by bus!
When I got off the plane in the Moscow Airport policeman asked me about passport and he looked at me like I am an enemy )))
I think all people here are a little crazy because of fear terrorists.
Everything here is very expensive, not like in my city... and everywhere are big crowds of people! Everywhere is so many people! I feel uncomfortable because of it but I hope I will be OK soon.
I found a place to stay, I rent a room from an old policeman. He is about 70 years old. He said his wife died 2 years ago and he doesn`t have money to live, so he give in rent rooms in her apartment.
He is very nice man. He said I have to be very careful.
You know... he said many girls from small cities come to big cities, they are looking for a better future and fortune but because they are from small cities they can`t imagine that their way to find the happiness can be not so easy as they thought... and some of them can end up as prostitutes or something like that. He said I should be careful when I will meet you!! But I don't worry about you! I feel with all my heart you are really nice man!
Sorry I wrote you about my worries.. I have nobody to write about it.
My parents are worried enough about me and I don't want to make them to worry more. I think that's really good I've met you! I can write you about everything. I miss my parents... but I'm getting better with every hour ))
I was in a travel agency, all my documents are ready.
Now they are checking a possible flight to your airport.
They will give me all information (date and time of my arrival, etc.) tomorrow I think. Now I will continue to see Moscow, like a tourist. In Moscow there are so many different museums!
In Moscow its rather cold weather, about -5`C, and I feel myself so alone.
Everyone rush somewhere and I don`t know anybody here.
I will go to The State Tretyakov Gallery (The National Museum of Russian Fine Art).
It is not far from the Kremlin, there should be a lot of tourists from all over the world. I read about this gallery before, its collection contains near 130 000 works of painting, sculpture and graphics.
There there are pictures in cost 250 million dollars!!!!!
It should be really amazing!!! Ok, I send you a thousand kisses and will wait for your message!!!!

P.S
I`m sending for you some photos of Moscow that I found in internet.
Please confirm the name of international airport (and his code) and be sure you wrote it right.
I am afraid to make any mistake... I hope everything will be fine.
please write me as soon as possible!See you soon! Great kiss from Moscow!!
......now I'm very hungry and I will go and eat something.

Yours Svetlana

Letter 5

Hakan hello! Excuse me that I could not write to you earlier.....
I'm writing to you as soon as I can!!!!!! I was busy with many arrangements!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also I had to repeat some words for my English test and I finally passed my test today morning!!!
Today I was in the travel agency and I received an information about my trip!
I will be very thankful to you if you can meet me at the Airport!

>>>>!!!!!I will arrive to you on , Sunday, 25, January !!!!!!<<<<

I hope so much it's a good day for you to meet me!
Please look at my flight schedule!
Here is the info, about my flight, that I was given in agency:

Information for Svetlana Makhroushina .

"SUPER-TOUR", 111024, Moscow, Enthusiasts of highway, 9

Price: USD 1285.00+ Round trip tickets.Eco.class.

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Aeroflot
SU 219 Sheremetyevo (SVO), Moscow, Russian Federation
Terminal 2 14:25
Arlanda (ARN), Stockholm, Sweden
Terminal 5 14:50

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This reservation will be automatically cancelled if the order is not purchased until Saturday, 24, January 2009.

Please use our service . Best regards.

Manager: Diana

I am so glad to see that we are almost near our goal,and our meeting wait for us. I think I will call you from airport before my flight.
You know I booked tickets flight and I will buy them before my intervew. People from embassy must be sure that I am not going to stay illegally, so I need to buy roundtrip tickets (with returning date).
I wanted to ask you about electronic tickets but they tell that I can't use because it is their businees to arrange all travel details and they have some extra money from all the things, you see it is just business.I think that you will be able to help me because I don't know anybody here and only you are my hope now, I think everything in your hands and I believe that you will not leave me here alone.please borrow some money. I am sure I will be able to return all your money back after a few weeks, I will get salary and I will collect the sum I own from you.
To be fair I am not sure I know what to say because I hate to ask but now I have no different way, you see.Please help me it is only money and much more important if we will meet in person I will do my best, you won`t be disappoined. I see that it sounds a little crazy but I can't believe that in the worst case I have to return home,they all will laugh at me.I think it rests with you to decide and I feel that you will help me because you are kind. I have about 300 US dollars yet and I think I need about 980 US dollars from your side with all travel needs and living here till my flight! (I had 1180 dollars, but flight from Irkutsk, opening visa, medical insurance and all travel needs costed about 800 dollars).
For truth I didn`t expect I will need to buy roundtrip tickets, but now I see that its a very strict rule.

Please send it today by Western Union or Money Gram
I will write you details:

>> !!! <<

Send it to Russia, Svetlana Makhroushina !!!!This is my full name!

Also I've got an advice to send you a scan copy of my passport in case you need to confirm my details.

This is my full name used in all official documents. They said this is all info you need.
But please for any case write down more info. The address where I'm staying: Aviamotornaya 6 - 115, post code (zip) 111116.
I rent a small room In an apartment of an old policeman here, it's cheaper then hotel.The address of the closest Western Union (or MoneyGram) here is:

"ROSENERGOBANK "
111116, Moscow, Henergeticheskaya st., 14, a structure 1

I have some money but it's not enough to complete my trip.
Please send me 980 US dollars and I will complete my trip!
After it please write me all details about the transfer - your FULL NAME and Money Transfer Control Number!!

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I will call you as soon as I receive it.
When I receive the money I will pay for my trip and only then the embassy will put all final stamps on my documents.
I've bought you few souvenirs with Russian attributes!!! I'm sure you will like them! If you need something more please let me know, they are not expensive. Also I bought two boxes of Russian chocolate! I hope so much when I come to you we will like each other!
You are already very special to me!
Please when I come to you tell me more about you and your country!
I will listen to everything you tell me and I will do everything you tell me! I trust you really much!
I hope you will not do something to hurt my feelings.... I think you are really good man. I will never do anything to hurt yours!!!
By statistics Moscow is the second most expensive city in the world after Tokyo... everything is so expensive here... and I have to pay for my rent and food and buy tickets.. please help me..
Sorry if I missed something or didn't comment please let me know I was so busy with with all preparations!!!!

Your Girlfriend, Svetlana

Letter 6

Dear, I do not wish to give you a words of good bye!
I am sorry about all the problems with the money!
But without your help I will not be able to fly to you.
My relatives will no longer be able to help me out.
Mama gave me almost all the money that she had to help me out with this journey.
If you can not help me, I will be returning to home.
But I do not want to be lonely again.
I do not want to return home.
I do not want to stay in Moscow either.
I do not want anyone but you.
More than anything else, I would like to continue the trip!
I want you! I want you to surround me with your tenderness, warmth and care.
I certainly think about the future. I want us to be together.
I go to sleep and I wake up together with the thoughts about you.
They are not leaving my head.
More to that, I’d like to wake up in your arms every day.
I’d like to be sure that you really need me now and in the future.
I just want to look into your eyes.
I want to feel your warm breath.
I want to see your smile and know that this smile is for me.
I want to be waken up by you rather than some kind of alarm clock.
I want to be your sunshine.
I want you to warm your hands up in the back pockets of my jeans.
I want you to pay me with your kisses for the rental of my jeans pockets.
I want to belong to you and. I am yours and you’re mine.
I want to believe you and never question anything you say.
I want to hear your voice. I want to get to your inner thoughts.
I want to be everything you need. I want you to know all these things.
I want you to love me.
Can’t wait for the moment I board the plane and start my final journey to you.
I am sick without you. I am looking forward to hearing some good news from you.

I will wait money transfer control number and your full name...
Hope you can help me out and give me your support.
My request for help from one hand is the opportunity to come to you, and from other hand is the approval of seriousness of your plans.
I’m sorry that my confidence in our victory against the problems differs a bit from yours.
Because you are a man and I am a woman.
If everything were on contrary, the world would go upside down.
I will back all money to the last cent without doubt, and if everything will be ok, I will stand for you forever.
That’s why I ask you a question: are you serious in your intensions?
If yes, write me soon. I hope very much that I provoked sympathy in you.

thank you, Svetlana

my date:
Svetlana Makhroushina
Russia
adress: Aviamotornaya 6 - 115, post code (zip) 111116..
The address of the closest Western Union (or MoneyGram) here is:
"ROSENERGOBANK ", 111116, Moscow, Henergeticheskaya st., 14, a structure 1

P.S. I send you my naked photo, hope you find out me :-))

Letter 7

hello my Tiger! i am understand...thanks..
I’m very glad that you replied me so fast.
I thought that telling about money, I have lost you.
In Russia it’s often occurs with men.
I suggest it is for hard economic situation in our country.
Men don’t need women with their love.
I don’t want to believe that the quantity of real men diminishes.
I have good news: my mother sent me 90 dollars (my mom has sold jewelry)
now ***** I need 890 ******. I do my best to our meeting occurs as soon as possible!!!
I can not receive money without "money transfer control number".
they have told me about it in bank. This categorical rule!
tomorrow I will get "money transfer control number" from mom and will go to bank.
Unfortunately the time goes very slowly.
I would like to pack my luggage right now to get on plane to go to you.
I want to see you. I want to find peace in your arms.
When I close my eyes I imagine our meeting.
Do you imagine our meeting?
My heart is going to jump out of my chest when I think about it.
I feel I always want such man. I’m dying without you.
I have never been such in love before.
When I arrive I won’t have any white flag in my hands.
I’ll submit to you completely. I’ll be yours forever.
Kiss you and embrace you.
I want to say that I can hardly bear to stay in Moscow.
When will I be able to touch you?
Tell me the day when I will be able to get on plane and to fly to you?
I finish my letter. I’m waiting for good news from you!
Can I still hope? Will you help me???? ....I need $890