Letter(s) to Steven (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Steven,
Good day and how are things with you.. ,I am really interested in talking with you and i Hope this Communication will Continue and Lead us to the Next Level? how are things going over there, i want to be sure if you wont be scared about the Distance Between us.. About myself..My Name is Kimberly Gonzales, i was born in Albuquerque,NM and later relocate to New Jersey I am 5..9ft,Brown Hair,Black Eye, my Dad is from the state but my Mom is from Nigeria cos of this my friends call me half cast, I'm just out of states now. I'm in Nigeria now , I'm the only child of my Parents. I was young when my Dad passed away ,i am now am in Nigeria to visit my Mum, i was Staying with My Uncle in Elizabeth, New jersey but my Uncle Treated me so Bad and at time try to rape me when he is Tipsy and this is one of the reason why i left State for Nigeria So a little more about me I have a kind sense of humor,Outgoing type,Laid Back, Communicative and love to laugh and to make that special someone laugh also. I am very sincere in finding true love for a life time and am a very loyal Lady . I do not drink or do any drugs. I am very easy going,Down to Earth and have a great sense of humor. I am also a very deeply passionately romantic Lady but can be with only that one in which I will share all life with, I am 28yrs old Got no kid ...... I love to listen to music. I love children and believe they are like precious flowers of the world. I also like animals too and music. I like so much to list all.What I am seeking in long term is marriage based on Love, mutual respect, and understanding. That is how I see the future. My goal in life is to be married and have a happy family in a home filled with love. Also for you to be my best friend, to share everything with,as well as passionate lover. I know that not everything in life can be perfect all the time, but I am willing to always do my best for my future Man. He will always be my first priority. I am very, very sincere in finding my partner in life and i Hope the Distance wont Scare you away. My Mom use to say one word..(Measure my Love and Not the Distance). i believe in that Word and i can also relocate for my Love, i will stop here and please do tell me More about yourself..Hope to hear from you soon
Warm Hugs to you
Kimberly

Letter 2

Hello Steven,
Thanks for the heart warming reply,i am willing to know more about you and would love to continue this connection . I love your e-mail and what you have illustrated about yourself. I want you to know that Connecting on all levels is what I look for in a special relationship with potential. (In spirit, heart, mind, body and as friends ) How we resonate energetically, loving life, level of consciousness, living with passion, choosing joy, having a heart for people, being present, and emotionally available are also important to me. I look forward to sharing in realizing dreams, exploring potential, traveling the world,and the full power of love..My best friends describe me as good company, encouraging, easy going, loyal, big hearted and a gifted communicator. I'm also known as being warm, thoughtful, humorous, affectionate, articulate, romantic, passionate, eclectic and loving. I enjoy sharing live music, performing arts, movies, travel, sports, big cities, the countryside, gardening and special time at home. I like to stay active, value staying in shape and I currently participate in Swimming, hiking, bike riding, being in nature and I also write poetry. I have positive expectancy for sharing in a healthy, balanced, fun, inspired and mutually rewarding relationship…yet I also focus on the joy and blessings of life each day.I respect Men alot, diversity and I am sensitive to equality and fairness. I am a lifter of people and not a game player. i am always feeling grateful for what I have and bring fun to most things I do. I am commitment to being of integrity, life long learning, self-actualization, I am looking to get to know a Man who is Sincere, Kind Hearted Caring, loves life, dares to dream, lives with passion and has an open in heart and mind. I value an inspired connection, a wonderful friendship, great communication and exciting chemistry. I would like to match with someone who is on the grow, warm, fun, affectionate, kind, strong, easy going, energetic, intelligent, active, loving and full of life. I am open and flexible to where a relationship may lead. I am interested in sharing meaningful communication, companionship, joyful moments and exploring a loving rewarding relationship. I will stop here and hope to hear from you soon.Please send me some more pics of you... Do you have a yahoo messenger?
Warm Hugs To You.
Kimberly

Letter 3

I am online now... I want you to know that you have been in my Thought all day and i want you to know that i cant wait until we finally get to know each other better and get more closer to each other.. I cant wait for us to meet face to face.. Dear, I asked a Question about the Airfare.. I thought i told you that i cant afford the Airfare.. Well i want you to know that i want to really get to learn more about you and get more closer to you.. I hope the Airfare thing wont scare you away,, I will want you to email me real soon.
Warm Hugs to you
Kimberly

Letter 4

Hello Dear,
I want you to know that i have been trying to communicate with you over there on IM but it wont allow me.. Anyway ,I will like to let you know that we can talk here....I have decided to email you because thinking about you and wondering what you really want from me? tell me again now what you really looking for in life? date, relationship, friend, business partner, i really need to know your mind before going further with you.I am still on my knees begging for love, not to a stranger but to one I wanna know. No games,but something serious and that will last for the rest of my life. I have been searching for a true love for a long time and i hope it works out this time.
Since you did reply me back.I've been in love with and know it's not a fun.Each night and day I hope and pray that i found the rightful man that will be mine forever.I know it's hard to fine man and trust a man - giving your heart,body and soul,but know it's me that's on my knees swallowing my pride,begging you,please.once again I say please,If you really serious about me because am badly in pain in the pass and i want it to go away.I really need to be loved and not to be disappointed,I hope you understand were am coming from and were am going.I just want you to know how i feel now and sincerely i have been feeling some connections between us.I Will still be waiting for you to come back online.. Please lets try and chatt soon.. Buzz me when you are already there.
Warm Hugs to you....
Kimberly

Letter 5

Hello Sweetheart, How are you doing and How was your day at home and a work.. I will want you to know that i have been thinking so much about you and I believe that the most important 'key' to a successful relationship would have to be 'trust'. I believe that with trust, love will follow. However, what I have noticed is that many people think trust, or expect that trust is to be earned by the other person, when in all actuality it is something that comes from within yourself. All too many times people will say they don't trust due to past experiences. What they don't realize is that they have built up those proverbial walls to protect them from the very thing they are searching for... yes, there is a risk in trusting someone, but when you finally find that 'right' person, it makes all the past experiences and lessons learned very much worth the risk. All of life's little lessons do not have to be painful... even when they seem so at the time. You just have to chalk it up to experience and move on. Nothing is worth closing your heart. Nothing is worth living in a world of fearing what bad 'may' come to you. Without trust, you close your heart to the happiness and joy that true love brings. It's only my experience... and it's what I believe has given me the wonderful gift of 'true' love. It's a hard thing to do, a scary thing, but very much worth it. This is not to go without saying that some people may betray your trust... that's the risk... but why allow past betrayals to prolong the pain by building a fortress around your heart that not only protects you from pain/betrayal, but also denies you the ability to experience happiness and joy? Most have been hurt enough by one person, why allow them and their actions to stop us from finding what we search for? I say open your hearts to trust and bask in the beauty, happiness, and joy, of the true love that will follow. For everyone there IS a someone, you just can't find them if you hide away all your life.
I want you to put the past life away and only learn from the past but dont let the past affect your present and the future.. We have a life to live with each other and i believe we will both live happily.
I will want you to email me as soon as possible to let me know what you think,
Warm Hugs to you
Kimberly

Letter 6

I want you to know that you have got me thinking throughout today and i cant just stop thinking about you, about those words of yours.. I want you to know that al my Life i have been looking for Happiness and i believe i am getting it in you.. Please let me know what you think about this.. I will love to read from you soon.
Warm Hugs to you
Kimberly

Letter 7

Hello Dear,
Thanks for getting back to me, I must let you know that i am ready and willing to work this together with you if only we can both Trust each other and ready to make each other happy.. I have been looking for my Right man all my Life, someone who will be my King and who will Treat me like a Queen for the rest of my Life.. I want to live my whole life with my True Love..I dont want to make another mistakes for i had heartbrake in my last relationship and i am scared to have another now.. I Hope you are the Man for me and we will both live happily if we both work things together.
Warm Husg to you
Kimberly