Letter(s) to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hello My love,
How are you doing?Have been thinking about you all day long and I will like to know how is your health over there and what is new with you?I do trust you with my heart and I will never let you down.. I cant wait to meet you and be with you for real,The first day we were introduced over the computer, I knew you were the one for me. The first hello and the first goodbye we both knew. It has been a little over some days, and we are still fondly in each other's minds, souls, and hearts. Before I met you I had no idea what love really was until my heart truly started aching for you. Every day we did not chat, and each day we are apart, tears ran down my face unconditionally for the longing of you near me. I never knew a man could have stolen my heart and made it truly his. I never knew I could love a man more then my own life. I long for the day I can finally look into your beautiful soft kind eyes and tell you how much I love you, and need you. The true beginning of my life is when I am going to be there with you. These long we have both waited, and all my dreams are finally coming true. I don't know about all of yours? Seeing you every day is going to be the biggest blessing to my heart knowing you are in touching reach of me, which does scare me, however in a wonderful way. You are my every heartbeat, my every gasping breathe of life. What I need to survive and make it through this lonely world can only be conquered with you by my side. I do not think there are any words that could describe the way I actually feel about you. All I know, is you, dear , are the only man that is in my mind, the only man that is in my soul, the only man who truly and unconditionally has my heart for my lifetime and many more lifetimes the world has to offer us. When I think about you, my eyes start to water because I know you are somewhere else and not in my arms. But the thought of you keeps me going and going for another breathe of fresh air to keep my longing for you in my life going.. I will never leave, and I will truly never hurt you. I admire you. You are my inspiration for anything, and everything on this cold damp earth. I never thought my time would come to love, and then it came and I was hit with so much emotion and power I did not know where to put it all. I have stacked it piece by piece in my heart for you. I truly believe you are my soul mate, and you are the only man I will only give all I have to offer forever. I hope you never let go of me because I love you, and I know you love me too as much as I love you. Just the thought of you brightens my day completely, and sometimes I do bring you there on purpose to make myself happy when I am down. Picturing your smile makes me smile, and I cannot wait to actually see that adoring man I know with the unforgettable smile I know so soon. I treasure you locked in the big steel safe of my heart. I love you, sweetheart, and that is the only thing that is never going to change in my life. Always, and truly yours forever.I can't wait to miss to you my darling. I am so excited I cannot sleep knowing we will soon be together. it will be the best day yet in my life to kiss and hold you and every day will be better than the last my love. I love you so much and want you to be with me at this very instant baby, you are so wonderful Loving you comes to me Passionate and full Loving you is not hard For it is pure and true Loving you with each beat of my heart Even when i feel blue Loving you with all my heart Is something that I'll do No matter where I am I will always love you ..... I cant wait to meet you and Hold you tight in my arms,I am ready to get back to the state and meet you,But all I need is the Airfare and I can afford some amount with me, but I will need some Amount to Complete it and I don't know if you can assist with the Funds,In other to let this dream come true.. I will like you to tell me the Nearest Airport close to you??? And tell me if you can afford some Little Amount to complete the Flight.....

I wait to hear from you

Tracy

Letter 2

Every morning I wake up
Knowing that you are in my heart
Every night I drift off to sleep
Hoping that we'll never part

I had your picture in me
You're always in my mind
I care for you for so many reasons
I'll be fulfilled if your care is mine

Everyday I pray for you John
Knowing God is looking down on us
With us, I don't want anything wrong
And I'll work to make this occur

Though it's not easy to visualize
In my heart, your name's boldly written
Your tattoo is inside of me
And forever it will remain the same

You've taken half of my life
Which should be meant for a wife
And now I plan to become your husband
I want us to be together

You may be unawares now
That I have to trace your heart
Even if darkness be the pathway to it
I'll keep close to my guides

I'll not let you go
Because I care for you so... much
To ever let you go
You are too precious to be eschewed

...... My Heart

Tracy