Letter(s) to Edmond (New Zealand)

Letter 1

Hello ED,
Thank for getting back to me,How are you doing today? i hope you are doing good? I want you to know first before anything that i am a very God fearing Christian but i don't criticize other people's believe or religion and i have tried as much as possible never to allow my relationship with God to affect my romance life in any way whatsoever. I was born in Chelsea and my mum is from the New Zealand while dad is from West London area in the u.k. we relocated to Gisborne specially Te Ha para and North Island. But i am not thinking of settling down when i get back that's the reason i am contemplating relocating. I am sure that God willing if we will meet at all, These are some other things i still think you need to know about me. I like going to beaches in my Bikini,movies shows,musical concerts and sometime go for dinner and taste a little coffee or wine from a small window and attend church services. i am also the kind of woman that will be waiting at your door whenever you are back either from work or anywhere, and i also love cuddling on the couch with the man i love watching tv. i want you to know that when i am set i am set and nothing can change me so i don't beat about the bush i allow my feelings and mind to be known fast because its very awful when someone hurt another good feelings.don't be surprise that i am in very far away Africa at the moment, i have come here to do a two months clothing modeling for a new bikini producing company here and the two months is even over by now. i am thinking of coming back to NZ anytime from now probably in a couple of days, I don't know if you care to meet me in person all in the hands of God tho. I am single since i had caught my X red handed in my room sleeping with my best friend this was shortly before i met God but it was this bad experience that brought me closer to God and since then he has not fail me... he helped me to erase the path we took to meet in my life i mean my X and my friend. Now,i looking for a new love,relationship (Mr Right) that's the reason you saw my profile on the dating site it was exactly this site that my friend who we attend church together met her husband and thank God they are now happily married.But the kind of man am looking for must be very well responsible,honest,caring,lovely,open minded.As for the type of companion I desire. It is rather simple.
Race,ethnicity,religious believe and physical appearance in general is not problem. My interest is in a good personality and sense of humor for I need someone to lift my spirits. I generally prefer men in the age range of 25-50 because i believe age its just a number, but am open to any depending upon them i will love to share the intimate side of myself with someone willing to do the same. I hope to find a man that I could possibly have a new life and beginning with when i get back... Am still single Still searching for a man who will make me happy till the end of my life and the man i can spend the rest of my life with. Meanwhile i am in no hurry but i will rather wait for Gods time....I am so sorry that I get back to you late... Hope to hear from you soonest take good care of yourself.
Yours Alyssa

Letter 2

Hello ED,
Thanks for getting back to me,How are you and work? i hope everything is going on fine with you? i am alright here and like i have told you before,i want you to know that its not as if i am in a hurry to get married now but that very day i read your profile, my instinct agreed with me to get to you and i did because i believe that God always lead me right. I am planning to quit this model job when i get back home in fact that's one of the reason my promoter went to UK to find another model that will work for him in his new job in Spain. but i decided to quit because of two reasons ..1, it gives me no chance to get closer to God as i ever wanted. 2, it has been my dream to settle down and have my won family healthy and happy in love. And i am sure that if i continue to do this, i may ever not be chanced to get my self settled. so i am planning to established a beauty salon for ladies when i get back from the little money i realize from this trip. I am a professional hair stylist for ladies and i also no more about costuming so i am sure i am going to excel in that field. I am just praying to God to lead me right to the best location because i think a very good location is one of the most important thing to make a business boom rightly.When you will reply my mail, i want you to tell me more about your family background because my dad always tell me before he died that 'its one thing to have a good wife and its another thing to have bad in laws' and that its the good in laws he's got with my mum's family that helped them most in there marriage.Have you date anyone on the internet before and if yes how does it feel when you meet the person? what do you like in a lady ? ..do you have kids and if yes, will you still want to have more? .can you deleted your profile from match so that i will know you truly want to meet me.what you do for a living? ..tell me about your family background? You should be able to ask me any question you think you wanna know about me and will answer you with all sincerity. I have to run along from here, stay blessed and bye.
Yours Alyssa

Letter 3

Hello ED,
I am very happy since we have started talking on line . i have been very busy trying to finalize some business i have come to Africa for.Send me some of your pictures, you will never understand how much i want to be loved again in my life, you will never understand how much i want to see my husband happy and see my children playing in the garden and i and my love looking at them and thanking God for what he has done for us.But i am always afraid that i may never find a man that i can live this kind of a life with.i have passed threw a lot in my life that i alway ask God the reason i have this kind of a heart and still living a very lonely life.I am not in a hurry to marry thou but i am very open minded and i have to tell you exactly i am feeling.i want love and be dedicated, i want love and want to be faithful to my husband till death like my mother did.i was born in Chelsea U.K like i have told you before we moved to North Island NZ. i happen to be the only child of the family but things started getting worse when i lost both of my parents. I moved to stay with my aunt in Te Ha para NZ and this my aunt introduce me to modeling because she is a model costumer.Her daughter was a very good friend of mine and the only person i ever love in my life she is more pretty than i am and we are very close.Along the line i met Keith and we started going out.i have never felt this way in my life and i love him so much he was everything to me and i started to think this is the will of God for me. After 1 year of our relationship,i went to North Island for a job and i stayed with a friend whom we both model together but she stays there in Island.the job never went as i wanted so i got to come home to Te Ha para earlier than expected.On getting home i caught my Man red handed with Faith the daughter of my sister who was my best friend then.I almost went mad and attempted suicide. But thank God that when i jumped i did not die.that was how i met God and after some months he gave me hope for life and i went to stay with this my friend in north Island.Not long when i got to Island that my friend was offered the job to come model in Africa.she could not make it because she was about getting married then.So she introduce me to the agent and i was brought down to Africa here.Now she introduce me to on line dating because its the place she met her husband.I am not sure if this is right although i have since allowed my past to go behind me forever but you must understand that i am still afraid and never want what has happened to me before to happen again.i am pulling the wall i have built around me down for the first time because of you and i think God willing this will lead us into somewhere great.I have to go for now and i hope we have time to talk better later. I will love to be your friend
Bye and God bless. Alyssa

Letter 4

Hello ED,
Hope all is well with you? its my very great pleasure to hear from you back,it really makes my days with the lovely email you sent to me and i like the way you answer my questions.I also like all those pictures you sent to me...One thing that i just want to also tell you is we can achieve everything together if we have faith and trust with each other.Sometime i do go for dinner and taste a little coffee..i don't have time for playing games around,its very awful when someone hurts another good feelings.Well, relationship can mean two things.it can mean that we have a connection, which I think is something good in relationship.It also means to be romantically and sexually involved and I think we aren't at that level. So, I think at this point, given the amount of time we have e-mail one another, we definitely have a friendship forming based on some external and internal similarities that are developing into a relationship that will bring us a little closer with good intentions, and the potential exists for the relationship to evolve into something more significant.I've been in some rapport where I was not fully appreciated. In fact, many times I felt I was taken advantage of and that hurts.I will like to meet someone who recognizes the little things I do for him and knows how to be appreciative. For instance, if I were to make breakfast in bed or draw a bath for my man,he could thank me by giving me a hug or a kiss. Or perhaps sending me a card for no particular occasion just to tell me 'thank you.I'm very appreciative of what people do for me and Ill reward them in my own little ways.To me, it is the little things that mean a great deal to me.That was the way my parents taught me.What does it really mean to be passionate? I love a man who can display his passions for me anytime and anywhere without having to be shy. And a person who knows how to be affectionate is a big plus. I love being affectionate.This may be an odd one, but I have learned that there are many man out there that are set in their ways. They have one way of doing things and are never open to suggestions or advices.Obstinate men are a major turn off for me. I like a man who is open to ideas, thoughts, and basically open minded. I think being receptive brings about sensitivity as well. A man who is ignorant, mean, and just plain insensitive is difficult to get along with.I would say that I'm not afraid to display my emotions and that is why i am being open minded with you. I would like someone who is sensitive and caring. If I'm sad, I'd like for him to be able to comfort me and cheer me up. He doesn't has to do much, but just knowing that he's there solacing me is more than good enough.Have you ever had someone not stand up for you? I was deeply hurt when someone I once knew wouldn't not stand up for me, even after he told me he loved me. I would never allow someone to hurt my boyfriend or my husband, and I would always stand up for him. One thing I will always do for my man is to protect him.The kind of family that i am gonna have largely depends on how passionate my husband is.Here are all what i feel and i hope you also tell me what you feel.
Stay blessed and cool. Alyssa

Letter 5

Hello ED,
How are you doing today? i am sure you are feeling good and happy always remember that you should put God first in everything you do..I will come to you directly when i left Africa so that we will be able to meet and know each other more..Please try and read it and keep it personally..... i just wanna seize this opportunity to tell you about my dreams for the future and to tell you past of my innermost secret because i think so far i should be able to trust you and also if things go another way at least i will know i have tell you all in me but i believe i should be able to trust you because you sound nice....... I have so many dreams and hope for the future and according to Myles Munroe in one of his books, he said and i quote''dreams are not what can determination to achieve them. If i get out of here as soon as possible if i am gonna practice what is on my mind will depend on my husband but my number one goal now is to have a settled home with a loving and caring husband and with healthy children 1 or 2 . tho as you know that its not an easy thing for a girl who has all what it takes to dine with the powerful and influential people, but i have experienced that and discovered that they can just buy you the best meal at the best restaurant and take you to many places but they can never give you the happiness one really needed because sooner or later they will be tired of you and dump you for another new girl because they' ve got all it takes to get any type of lady they want. but when one is determined to strike and suffer with a man one love so much and things get better, it will be difficult for that type of man not to make one happy. so Dear i have determined to settle down with a man that will make me happy and if we are happy and comfortable , everything other things will be added by God. And i am sure i have found the man in you.Now i just want you to give me sometime to get thing settled here ok. i will soon leave this Africa in a couple of days.Stay blessed and if you know you can be the man for me, we can start something henceforth.i hope i can trust you...I don't know how you wish to meet me on my arrival back home.

Letter 6

Hello Love,
The first day we were introduced over the computer, I knew you were the one for me. The first hello and the first goodbye we both knew. It has been a little over some days now... and we are still fondly in each others minds, souls, and hearts. Before I met you I had no idea what love really was until my heart truly started aching for you. Every minute that we did not mail each other, and each day we re apart, tears ran down my face unconditionally for the longing of you near me. I never knew a man could have stolen my heart and made it truly his. I never knew I could love a man more then my own life. I long for the day I can finally look into your beautiful soft kind eyes and tell you how much I love you, and need you. The true beginning of my life is when am going to meet you in person. These long days we have both waited, and all my dreams are finally coming true. I don't know about all of yours? Seeing you every day is going to be the biggest blessing to my heart knowing you are in touching reach of me, which does scare me, however in a wonderful way. You are my every heartbeat, my every gasping breathe of life. What I need to survive and make it through this lonely world can only be conquered with you by my side. I do not think there are any words that could describe the way I actually feel about you. All I know, is you, Dear, are the only man that is in my mind, the only man that is in my soul, the only man who truly and unconditionally has my heart for my lifetime and many more lifetimes the world has to offer us. When I think about you, my eyes start to water because I know you are somewhere else and not in my arms. But the thought of you keeps me going and going for another breathe of fresh air to keep my longing for you in my life going. I will never leave, and I will truly never hurt you. I admire you. You are my inspiration for anything, and everything on this cold damp earth. I never thought my time would come to love, and then it came and I was hit with so much emotion and power I did not know where to put it all. I have stacked it piece by piece in my heart for you. I truly believe you are my soul mate, and you are the only man I will only give all I have to offer forever. I know you never let go of me because I love you, and I know you love me too as much as I love you. Just the thought of you brightens my day completely, and sometimes I do bring you there on purpose to make myself happy when I am down. Picturing your smile makes me smile, and I cannot wait to actually see that adoring man I know with the unforgettable smile I know so soon. I treasure you locked in the big steel safe of my heart.. I love you, sweetheart, and that is the only thing that is never going to change in my life. Always, and truly yours forever.I like surprise, Don't tell your family about me,Let me get to you and I know they will totally be surprise..I love you..
Yours In Love,Alyssa

Letter 7

Hello Honey,
How are you doing today?..Hope you hard a great day?...I Never did imagine that I would ever meet you, especially not in the form of a chat friend.Since when i meet you I have been leading my life with you as your real lover which I could never thought of this very time last week.God has got his own reasons for us to meet and come this far. But I hope our feelings will flourish beyond what it is right now. Distance maybe just a part of the reason why sometimes we think we can't handle this whole relationship, but I am sure our hope for each other is way far stronger then any oceans can come across.I am writing you this letter to tell you that my feeling for you is so real that I can't find any words to describe my feelings for you. At the same time I would like to thank you for all your patience while our relationship had to go through high waves and hard rocks.Because I know that am so far away from you... My feelings for you has grown so strong that I can never imagine a life without you now.I will always be yours no matter what the world turns out to be. My heart will always yearning for your love and care forever. I feeling for you will always be there.I will mail you later tomorrow after i get back from the embassy,I have something to do at our embassy here...i hope you get back to me soon.
Missing you. Alyssa

Letter 8

Hello Honey,
How are you doing today? hope everything is going rightly for you? I must confess that i did not really know how to start this mail because i am not sure how you will take this but i will be more than glad if you will understand me very well and trust me. But before anything let me tell you again that i am a very God fearing lady and i will never hurt a good feeling because i am not sure i can live with a conscience that does not judge me well.Something is happening to me here that i would have told you before now, but i am not sure if its the best thing to tell you or not but as things are going for me here now, i think it will be the best for me to let you know my mind. but first i will be very hurt if you doubt me in whatever way and i have all the necessary documents here and even my traveling document to prove to you that everything i tell you in this mail is the truth at least if you are a bit curious i will understand because of things that are happening in our world now.I came down to Africa here for two most important things, 1, i need some money to start my life all over again after all i have passed threw after the death of my parent, i want to get enough money to establish myself based on my other professional line because even then i have been thinking of quitting modeling. So when the opportunity comes around to come down here and the cut of the money is good i decided to come down.2, after the death of my parents,things have not been the same for the family and to worsen the issue my mum's health has been very bad since then and her inability to get over the shock of dad's death did nothing to make things better.So she dead after some months of the death of my father.So i need capital to take care of my self,When i arrived here with the promoter, we arrived at the capital city here in Nigeria by the name ABUJA. we got to the hotel and it was a great surprise for me when my promoter told me that we will have to organize hotel for ourself and that we will have to register for one apartment hotel room because he cant afford to get two different room for both of us. It was then that i have started suspecting that something is wrong. He told me that by the time the company we have come to work for here pay us that the hotel charges will be included. I strongly declined and told him to get a different room for me that i am gonna need my privacy . it was then that i was taken to meet the manager of the hotel i am staying now and it was agreed between i and the promoter and the manager that i will have my own personal hotel room and i will pay for it after we are paid by the clothing company here.
Today, its 2 months and 2 weeks that i have been here in Africa the job has been over for the past two weeks now and it was the night the job ended that my promoter traveled down to U.K with an excuse that he wanna go get another model that will work for him in his other jobs in Spain because i have told him that i will be quitting the job. He told me that he will pay me my entitlement after he is back that he is yet to have the Exchequer from the clothing company.
Its over two weeks now and i am yet to see him . I went yesterday to the embassy and after telling them my story , the consular really blamed me for being so foolish , he told me that they have really warned young models about what the Italian promoters were doing to models everywhere in Africa and that they have placed it on publication threw almost all available media everywhere. But at the end of the day, they agreed to put me on a plane back home anytime i am ready.
Now, i am all ready in fact i am all alone here and lonely and i am always afraid but i just always believe that God is my strength. the main reason i am telling you all these is that when i got back to my hotel from the airline, i told the manager of this hotel that i will be leaving by Thursday and that i need to have my bills. when the bill was brought to me, the money i am having with me could not complete the payment and i will still need like $630 to make the balance..i do have $1550 and i was suppose to pay $2180..............
If you tell me to fuck off and never mail you again, i will surely understand you but i want you to know that all i have told you is nothing but the truth and i will pay you back immediately i am back home if you will accept me i can come first to you so that you will know i am not gonna run away with your money .I hope to hear some good news from you very soon as i am all ready to live here. immediately i make the payment at the hotel here, i will go down to the traveling agency and they will put me on a plane to wherever i wanna go.Till i hear from you cause i am praying that God touched your heart and you make me happy. Stay blessed and safe. bye for now.
Yours Alyssa

Letter 9

Hello Honey,
Am so glad to see your mail and i have talk to the hotel manager here,he told me that you will have to send me the money through Western Union Money Transfer,he told me that you will have to go to post office and find a place that have Western Union Money Transfer there or store that have western Union and you will use my name with the hotel address so that i will be the one that will get the money here and pay them as soon as i get it honey.I have collected the hotel address honey.As soon as i get the money here i will go to the traveling agency and change my flight info to you there honey.I will come to you directly honey and i will need the nearest airport to you so that i will be able to change my flight info to you there.Here is the information that you will use to send me the money through Western Union honey:

Name: Alyssa Clouston
City: Abeokuta
State: Ogun State
Country: Nigeria
Zip Code: 23439

I was told that i will need the name and address you will use to send me the money,the MTCN number you will get from Western Union,the question and answer that you will use for security too.I promise you that i will pay the money back honey and i cant wait to be there with you.I will be expecting your mail.Love you forever. Alyssa

Letter 10

Hello Honey,
Am very glad again to see your reply darling,i need $630US to complete the hotel bills over here so that i will be able to leave here and be there with you,honey you can cash that money from your credit card,they only accepted cash at the hotel over here darling,when you cash that money from your credit card,you will go to any post office or store that have Western Union Money Transfer and send it from there,that is the only way i can get the money over here darling,i promise you that i will pay it back as soon as i get there with you,i need you so much now and please darling for God sake do it like this so that i will be able to leave here and be there with you,i told you all what i will need to get the money over here darling,i will also need your nearest airport so that i will be able to change my flight details to you there,i think about you all the time and i love you so much,i cant wait to share my everything with you,you are my dream come true

Letter 11

Hello Honey,
Am very glad to see your mail darling,i do blame myself to involve in this kind of thing,i promise you that i will never get involved in this kind of thing again,all i want is be there with you and start my life all over again with you,i see my future spending with you in happiness,i love you so much and i miss you darling,thanks so much for all what you wanted to do for me darling,i promise you that i will pay it back as soon as i get there with you,i also promise you that i will never leave you darling,i will forever be yours,i wish am there with you now darling,when you send me mail send me the nearest airport to you there so that i will be able to change my flight details to you when i get the remaining hotel bills paid.love you forever

Letter 12

I only need $630US,what is the MTCN number you get from Western Union,the first name and the last name you used to send me the money,the question and answer you used as security,the address you used too so that i will be able to get the money here,i will be waiting for your mail.i miss you