Letter(s) to Jeff (USA)

Letter 1

Hi !!!
My name is Irina. I use this kind of dialogue for the first time.
For this reason I want to apologize beforehand, if I will write something not correctly. I sincerely hope that my letter will be the pleasant message for you. I am not sure if you search for the same as I search, but in any case I will hope that my letter do not remain without the answer. I search for the partner of a life, who would fill my heart. I search for the soulmate of my destiny to go by way of a life together, to share simple pleasures, rejoice in a rain together and together wait for arrival of a golden autumn, together get rid of a cargo of loneliness, which so quickly takes away forces and fills a life with grief and disappointment. I do not know as far as really to find soulmate in such way. I heard so many awful things about the Internet. But at the same time I heard also, that many people who not been able to find happiness in the usual life, have found happiness through Internet. I have decided to make this step, courageous for me step in a way to possible happiness because I always gave chance to my destiny. If there is even one chance from thousand that the road will lead to happiness, I am always ready to take this chance and to get through this way. Anyhow, I think that life experience is formed by exactly such ways. And, to understand meaning of the life, is necessary to get through all roads proposed by the destiny. I really believe in it and I beg you, if you haven't the same serious intention to search someone special, please do not answer me, because I tell you with all sincerity and I'm serious in my search. But in any case I will wait for your reply and if you are really interested, you may write me. My personal email address is:
irinka_1111girl@bk.ru I with pleasure will answer you, and I will share with you my picture. I apologize if my message has found you in bad mood.
Hope to get your reply soon. With the best regards,
Irina.
P.S: Write me with its personal box since this will be on much other me.

Letter 2

Hi,Jeff!
As You? As your mood? I hope in You all - well.
You have very beautiful and expressive eyes.
I understand your request to call you from phone. I should tell that never so did not worry about presence of phone, as now. I never thought that the serious moments in our life can depend on presence of phone. But now I understand that the fact that I have no phone can deprive me an opportunity to learn a man who could become my friend. And this really afflicts me. But not all in this life depends on me.
Today this was particularly pleasing for me to read your mail and also to be written You. Now You will understand why. Today I have a fine mood. I have today caused to itself main physician of the hospital. And he has reported me that beside me on worker graph will soon be a furlough. He has said that if I shall not take the furlough presently that I not get receive furlough already this year. I did not think that beside me furlough will so soon. But I have afterwards thought but why me not to use the furlough for our meeting. This - really big chance for us and our meeting. And after functioning I quicker will go to get your mail and report you this news. Beside me furlough will last 24 days. But there is other problem however. I have a passport for journey abroad but I have no American visa. For receiving the visa at time USA and if I to be going to on You me necessary must be necessary to prepare to visa already. I have solved to not to postpone this and will solve to apply to agency of the journey.I am a faith and I hope that I have not furious and not offend You. I am a faith and I hope that You want to meet me. Can be outlined beforehand fate. I sincerely hope that its letter has brought the pleasure on You. And I sincerely hope that You want to meet me to spend certain time together. And I sincerely hope that You will be lucky to meet me.
Your Irina.
P.S:I want tell that I cannot to write to you till May, 4 as at us in Russia I shall be holidays and I will not have access to a computer. I very much regret that I can not answer your letter. I shall wait for your letter and that day when I can write to you.

Letter 3

Hi my Jeff!!!
As your mood? Any your mood today, which I want to try to do even better. I always dreamed to visit your country. I wanted always to look statue liberties. Stay In USA although vapour week. But I never left for limits of the Russia and I was afraid to go where that for border. Since unacquainted city not familiar people. And in the same way me not to whom go and I have no nor familiar nor friends in your country. I never was outside the Russia. Since beside me was not a reasons to abandon the limits to Russia. Though I dreamed and dream to go somewhere to look at the other city to visit in different cultural and history places of the world.
I would like to ask you. As in could help me with purchase of the visa. Today I have addressed the agency of the visas. I whip as vastly, this will cost for me to do the American visa. They have reported me that consideration of exhibit on receiving the visa costs 104 dollars. This amount does not do to return even in this case if my exhibit will not is approved. And to get a visa, necessary to go in Moscow where there is American consulate. Necessary must wait the long-term queue. This - an usual way receiving visa and procedure of the acceptance can be delayed for some week or even months. Except if my exhibit will not is approved, this excludes, which I squander the money in vain. I have said that I can not expect so long. On I have reported that possible to avoid the set of the problems and to do all during more quick conditions if to use the full package a facilities. The Full package facilities includes the after-pays for category of the visa, consular services, preparation for Interview with commission, interview. The Full package facilities costs 339 dollars, but agency of the visas deletes all problems and thereby enlarges the chance receiving visa without overweening delay. I have asked how much time will take to get a visa If to use the full package a facilities. They have answered, which he will take about one week. Can be 2 weeks if find some problems. I have reported that this variant satisfies me and I agree. I have asked, independently find the problems with visa since there were terrible terrorist actions in USA and conflict with Iraq. I was answer that they will request information for me in police bodies. And if in police bodies, they will be answer that I legal-constant person, I get a visa. I never outraged the law. And I never did anything unlawful. I will have preparation for interview. This will help me to get a visa. And I have really registered exhibit of the visa with big belief and with big to hope that You will pleased meet me, with belief and with hope that You want to meet me. I really want to give You grant - our meeting. I understand that our relations not long while. I know that You did not expect that I report inform tell say all this. But possible must be expected always. But practically nobody does not know that waits us tomorrow. Can be such possibility does not introduce more. I have opened You its heart and showers. I am a dialect that, that I feel. I am not matted their own feeling. I am a dialect direct and openly. The Solitude was made by me brave. You may think that I hurry events.
Your Irina.

Letter 4

Hi, my Jeff.
Excuse that I did not write to you these two days. I went with the girlfriend in its garden. To help it with a garden. Because of it I did not have access to a computer. I very much regret that I could not write to you. I hope you do not become angry.
There is a finest news for me and for you - I got the visa!!! I am so happy!!!! I will get vacation May, 18, 2005.
I went to the company which reserves airway tickets. I asked them how I can reach Baltimore (BWI) and how much it costs. They answered me that the ticket costs $1,823.33 USD. I asked them to find cheaper tickets, because this price is expensive for me. They answered that they had a cheaper ticket and the beginning of the flight 22-May, 2005. It costs $1,029.85 USD. I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused, because they have a lot of clients at this time and they can't reserve my ticket without advance payment. I spoke with them for a long time and asked to reserve the ticket for me without advance payment but they didn't agree. Then I wondered if it is possible to pay a part of the money now and the other part later. They didn't agree. I spoke with them for a long time and I managed to persuade them. They agreed but provided that if I will not pay the remaining sum, I will lose already nested money. We agreed that I would pay a part of the price today and the other part later. I paid $ 291 USD. But it was little for an initial payment. Then I went to the pawnshop and pawned my and Anna's gold jewelry for $ 115 USD. It was my last money.
The number of the flight on which I will get the ticket is Delta 31.
The time of departure from Moscow is 1:15 pm.
The time of arrival in Baltimore (BWI)is 6:45 pm.
I will change a plan in New York (JFK).
After this I will fly to Baltimore (BWI), to you.
It is very difficult for me to tell you about it. But I have done everything what I could. I paid visa. I paid a part of the ticket. But this money is not enough. I didn't want to burden you. I wanted to reach you with my own money but unfortunately I failed. And now I feel so guilty. I thought that nothing can prevent our meeting. But I have to pay the remaining part. It is only $ 623,50 USD. I have to pay this money before May, 17, 2005 evening. Otherwise I will lose my money and our jewelry will be sold out simply in vain. Now I have extremely unpleasant feeling because I could not fulfill my promise to make all by myself, independently. I remember that I promised it and I always do all what in my forces to fulfill my promise. I am very ashamed to address to you. But I couldn't get money which I expected on my work. It so-called vacation money. It would solve my problems and I really was sure that I can get it. When we get a vacation, we get vacation money besides salary. But unfortunately this money pays to us after ending of a vacation and sometimes even in some months. I have addressed with request to get this money now because I very much need in it. But unfortunately my inquiry has been rejected. They have told that they can give out vacation money before terms only in case of serious illness or death of close relatives. Probably I simply must tell to you that I can't meet with you in this vacation because at present I cannot provide completely my travel. I understand that I should not asked you. But at the same time I can't simply say that I will not arrive to you. I too much have made and have passed to achieve our meeting. If I have simply refused our meeting, all my diligence would be spent in vain. I have made so much to meet you, and I can't now just say that I cannot arrive to you. I address to you and I think in it there is nothing shameful. I understand that probably you are not interested in me too strongly and you have no very strong feelings towards me. And I understand that it is a big money. I know it and for me twice difficult to address to you. But also comprehension of my position convinces me, that any person could get in such situation. And only one thing that I should make now - I must say that I can't meet with you. But I can't say so, because I want to meet you and therefore I say sincerely that I need your help. I understand that I put you in inconvenient position. But I am simple person, I am the simple woman. I am ashamed to ask the help but in the life there are various situations. I am not the wizard. Any person could get in a similar situation. Of course you are not obliged to help me. It is bad but not fatal. I will lose my money. It is bad too but not fatal too. And these $ 339 that I have given for the visa, and these $ 406 that I have given for the ticket is the huge money for me. But I don't regret that I have made and have given all what I had for our meeting. Actually it simply money and our jewelry it simply metal. Sense of the life not in money and not in this metal. That's why I was the first who took the first step. I do not want this all to be wasted. If you really want to meet me, If you can help me to make our meeting, please, send money to the help before May, 17, 2005 evening. I don't want you to doubt my honesty and that's why I send you the view of my visa.
If you can help me I send you my coordinates. Anna said that you can help me with the help of some system. I have addressed in the nearest bank. I have been told that they have system of ''Western Union''. They have told that it is very convenient office for me. There is other remittance system, but at present unfortunately it works not always because at present there is made some renovation and upgrade of the equipment and signalizing system. But they have told that system - ''Western Union'' works always and reliably. I give you necessary elements for sending money with the help of ''Western Union''.
www.westernunion.com CHEBOKSARY , 428022 KALININA, 113 for Sirenko Irina In bank I have been told that to get the money, I must tell to employee of bank your full name, full address, exact sum which I should receive and some confidential numbers (Reference Number). This number will give to you in your bank if you will send your help. Only at presence of all this information I can get your help.
Please forgive me all my words. I say so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when only one step is separated us, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will have no use. I need you and I want to be with you and the word of honor, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. I understand that it is a very big money for you. I did not want to ask you. I thought that I can make all myself. The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without help, and to rely only on myself. I ask somebody for help very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. And of course I will give back all your money at the earliest opportunity. Probably I have offended you. But I need you. I do not know if my letter have brought to you a pleasure or only frustration, but I have written to you honestly and sincerely. I am waiting for your reply.
Kiss you.
Your Irina

Letter 5

Hi my Jeff.
I want to tell to you that I know where do you live. But when I have addressed in the airport that they to me have told that they do not have free tickets in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. And me have suggested to fly in Baltimor and then to you they have told to me that it not far. I have believed them. As I was silly that have not consulted to you. I do not know America. I wanted to make to you a surprise. But now it to fail. Today I went and have learned that they have flight up to Pittsburgh. And they to me have told that we to give you other ticket up to Pittsburgh on the same conditions. I have asked how many it will cost also they to me have answered that it will cost for me in $1,024.33 USD.Auean from Moscow at 7:05 am. Arrival in Pittsburgh (PIT) 7:26 pm. I shall change in Frankfurt. Now I need to pay in addition 615 dollars tonight. To me have told that the ticket should be bought by me in Russia as the visa my tourist. Excuse me that I so has acted{arrived} but I wanted to make a surprise and it was not possible to me. I wanted you to please but now it already in the past. I very much love you and I want to be with you. Now I need your help.
I shall wait for your letter and our fast meeting.
Your love Irina.

Letter 6

My nice why you do not write? You do not want that I have arrived to you. Now I think that so much for in vain and you did not love me. You simply played my feeling. I thought that you love me and want that we were together but I mistakenned in you. This not worthy action with your sides. I disillusionment in you.
Irina.