Letter(s) to Gene (USA)

Letter 1

Hello, it again I !
Now I have a free time and I can tell to you about myself!
Our dialogue should proceed now that we could learn each other better.
I'm 28 years old, 168 (5 ' 6 ") height and 55 kg weight. I have a harmonous figure, the green eyes, the black hair. You can see it in my photos.? I work as the chief accountant in a publicity agent. As to my life I live one, in small apartment in city Yoshkar-Ola, Russia.
My life here had the sizes. I had, very heavy life. My parents have left me when I was the minor. For our family there were very much hard times and my father has left on the North to work on mines. There promised the big money. I am more never saw my father. It has left, and nobody is more than him saw.. It happens, when I was 13 years old. In 3 years, I have lost my mum. She has died of a blood cancer. This illness is called "white blood". It was the big shock for me. I was 16 years old, and I already understood all gravity of a situation. Me could give to a shelter, but I had native elder sister. It was more senior me for 2,5 years and at that time, it was already full age. And me have left in the house, on responsibility of my sister. We remained together with sister in apartment which remained to us from parents. My sister has got a job and could provide us with meal. You probably interests why I search for the man of my life abroad, instead of my country. I gave the structure in internet with I not to want to concern with the man from Russia, which they not to respect the woman and not to know as let's him evade. I concerned the person from Russia then he has deceived me, and I heard that he has other girl. I am significant suffering, but subsequently all is good. Most of all in a life I do not love treachery of the favourite person. Probably it that I had in the last trouble with it. A question - which I loved one man in the past, but he has deceived my dreams. And when I have learnt about it, could not arrive in myself very long time. After that I for a long time could not trust men. I have told to you about this case because I want to trust you to all secrets, and I hope, that you will not have secrets from me, you see only so we can be very good friends who have no secrets from each other.
I would characterise style of my life according to one offer: "do not wish the person whom you do not wish yourselves. "Such value of a life to me very much to similar, and I would like, that all people on a planet lived precisely as.
Now I should finish some work. I shall write later!!

Letter 2

I have finished work and I shall continue the letter!
I have absolutely overlooked to write that I never was for the husband, and that I never had children. I hope, that you understand, my letters because I am not absolutely well capable to write in English though I completely understand it, and I can speak. To speak, in English, I have learnt at school then I studied at university, and I had the highest estimations. I always very well wanted to speak English. I very good and sympathising.
Inform me, that you think, about all it.
I think, for the first letter it will be enough information on me. If you want to learn more about me you can write to me on mine e-mail. I have written the first letter to you not simply so, I have written it because I see, that you the good man. I want, learn about you in the greatest possible degree, and directly I shall tell to you about me directly. Also I think that our friendship will not lose sense, and becomes stronger every day.
It would be desirable to see your letter shortly
To be cautious.
Your Katya!!

Letter 3

Hi my new friend Gene !
I very much liked your photo. You the beautiful man and I would like to see more than your photos.
I as would like to explain to you why my profile has been registered from the USA, is simple during registration a site of acquaintances did not accept some my data and consequently I have decided to make so.
I am so pleased, that you have answered my letter which I have written to you. If it is fair, I did not hope at all, that such the man as you will answer me. To me the it is very pleasant for the truth from it. I already said to you before, that I never searched for the man through the Internet, and you my first man with whom I have the correspondence.
I have overlooked to tell that I have a computer of a house.
But now I write to you from work.
I spoke you I work as the chief accountant in a publicity agent.
To me do not allow to use a computer to write to you of the letter. I shall write to you later as soon as here will be nobody!

Letter 4

Now, I would like to tell about the interests and hobbies more. I like to make many things in a life.
My favourite colour is colour of red roses. I very much similarly to these colours. I very much like to read novels of love.
I like to listen to various music. For me there are no distinctions in that what music, the main thing that music was is beautiful. Classical music, it is similar Beethoven (I very similar "a lunar sonata"). From modern music that is similar to group Roxette (their song: " Failure, boom, impact "," I think of you "and also a song from film "the beautiful woman", where plays Richard Geer and Julia Roberts). Also to me similar Celin Dion, Madonna. Group Scorpions to me also very similar. Their song of "the Wind of change" very beautiful also has deep value. In general it is more to similar than me music of the tool, I very much like to go to theatres and to look actions and plays.
I love romantic films and comedies. The film "Beautiful woman" such remarkable history. From romantic film which I also love films where there is an existing love, this love always wins. I also love films about gallantry, about residual friendship ("We were the soldier"," the Blade "," the Brotherhood of the wolf "," Gladiator "). From a comedy I love comedies where plays Jim Carry his irresistible "Mask", "Silly and still Silly", also love film of "Criminal literary dust "and film with Al Pachino" Aroma of women ". You looked these films? I also that it is similar Robert De Niro. His films "the Driver of a taxi "," Mad bulls "," Once in America "and is considerably others. As to my sports hobbies. At a leisure I like to be engaged in sports meets. It helps me to remain in the excellent sports form. I love tennis, badminton. I like to go to unit. I am weakened there, and I receive considerably energy when I swim.
I like to dance too. It gives me considerably energy too. I receive pleasure and the dream who should dance with the person I loves slow dance. I should take pleasure in this moment and will not be forgotten. We should distribute all our dreams while we danced also conversation.
I think that I the usual woman. I also want to love and that me loved.
I I hope has not bothered you the letters?? I simply wanted to write to you more about the interests.
Now I finish work. I shall write to you the letter from a house.
It is not a pity that you can so quickly to answer my letters. I understand that you do not have such opportunity.
But I with impatience shall wait for your answer!

Letter 5

Hello, it again I! I now houses also write to you the letter before dream.
I probably have bothered you the letters?? If it is the truth tell to me. I shall write less letters.
Never simply I corresponded with men from abroad. So it is interesting to me.
I would like to tell to you of that I want from a life:
I want to receive care and attention from the person whom I love. I shall give him all my tenderness, and love. I shall admire with him and our love.
I want to distribute a remarkable life with beloved and my unique thing. I would like to distribute all my private secrets with him. I search for the fair and true person, which loving me and will estimate me. I shall be about him every second when he requires me.
And I would like to have deep fidelity each other both the ready arrangement, and the relation to each other I think with these conditions which we shall hold our relations and love. I want to have steady family and children. I shall be the good wife, and I shall care of my family. I think, that the family will be for me the most important thing on the Earth. I search for the person who will be my beloved, my friend, my husband, and father of my children. And I would like, that my dreams were carried out. Dear I really dream from the future steady family. I shall be the happy woman with such family. But I should add here which I research, that children, very important and they are very dear, but, first of all my attention will be devoted to my husband as children become the adult, and, they will work independently, and the husband - a unique thing of the person with which I shall stay for the whole my life.
I would like to establish on you some questions: what is your dream, what to you to estimate most of all in your life? What to you to think the basic thing in your life? How your family and you care of your parents? And how to you to imagine your wife and your life of a marriage? To have you ever, to be included in the serious relation? You think, the husband and the wife have the certain roles in a marriage? What is some your favourite activity? You love kinds of sports meets? You frequently go to cinema, or museums? What your favourite type of music? You like to dance? What your favourite holiday? Tell to me more about city in which you live. I shall be pleased to learn more about you.
I hope, that I did not make to place many questions, and you will write down me your answers. I hope, that my letter not such big, and that you will not be tired with perusal of my letter to you.
Please, send to me more photos!
I research, that we only still should hear each other, but we become fast our relations, more serious and warmer with you. You very good and good person and I want to try to touch you.
Sincerely. Katya!!

Letter 6

Hello my Gene . It seems to me, we are very similar to each of us, and I am valid to want serious relations with you. I re-read your letters again and again, therefore I print out Them and I take them home to read them in quiet conditions and to penetrate into them with soul and understanding. Dear, I see, that we learn each other better in each letter. And I wish to be completely fair with you. I did not tell to you about my elder sister, but I think, that now I can tell to you about her. After death of mum, there was very much a hard time for us because it is difficult to find money for two girls. We did not know anything about our relatives. We even never saw ours the grandmother and the grandfather. Mum told, that we have relatives, but did not speak where they live. She has died suddenly and has not had time to tell to us about them. Therefore it was necessary to us hard in this life. My sister has found work, but never spoke to me about her work. She did not live almost at home. She only sometimes came and brought to me money. I do not know, where she took it. Now I sometimes reflect, that probably it traded in the body or has been connected with criminality, but at that time I was very small and did not think of it. I have left school, have received higher education of the bookkeeper and have got a job. I studied very well and could receive free higher education. I also have started to get one more education. It was paid correspondence education of the manager on advertising, but I had to leave it........ Time flew very quickly. My sister began to change on eyes. I have understood, that she has started to use drugs. She has ceased to carry money home and began to ask from me money. Later at us a steel constant quarrels with her, she has started to steal things from the house. I had to replace locks on doors and I did not begin to start up my sister home. To me it is very sick that to me was necessary so severely to arrive with my sister, but I could not have other way. Now I see my sister very seldom. I still have some problems with her, but I hope, that it to dare to the best. Now I have no secrets from you. I completely trust you and is fair with you.
I to you also have told about the family! I hope you to me also will tell more about the family??
Today at me so it is a lot of work. I shall try to write after work!
BYE!

Letter 7

It would be desirable to ask to you one not a modest question, I hope you will not be against.
I very much want you to ask what relations you search? =
I set to you this question owing to That on the Internet many such people which pursue not so good purposes.
Sorry, certainly I'm not such opinion on you, but it simply safety measures. Probably you think, that it is too sharp, but it is very important for me. You think It is correct? I think, that in me there is a new feeling, I remember this feeling when I for the first time have been in love. When to me there were 12 years, I have fallen in love with one boy when it is investigated at school, but now when he became the man, he to drink alcoholic drinks and very perversity now. In general in the Russian drink of alcohol is what very to involve people and to this. I to not understand it. I not the supporter of use of alcohol, and in a life I that do not use it, also, as not the supporter of smoking. I also the person who would be desirable to find sincere love, I believe, that in our big world to be the person for you and me, we are simple - to risk from our destiny and to start to hear each other. Dear, I very romantic girl. I trust in the true big love. You probably know, that much Russian girls meet men from other countries. To me told history, that one man so strongly loved the girl from Russia, that he even has given up the work to meet the beloved. He had very good work, but to him did not allow to take a vacation and then he has left the work, for the sake of love. It is very big step. It is really big love. Dear, on what you would be ready, if you have been strongly enamoured? You could make a mad act also? Really it is very pleasant for me to have friendship with you, I start to be pleased lives, and this pleasure is connected, which we have found each other in all this mad world.
everything, that I to want to tell you now - you the remarkable person and me very much to want to have serious relations with you. I have printed from the person who makes a choice only once and very seriously. I think, that you understand, that I want to tell. As you I should agree to lead all life with such person, I know, to that, probably, it is necessary to trust on you, I completely believe, that you and I know, that such person as you never to deceive me and be capable to estimate and respect.
A deceit - the most bad symbolical attribute of the person, it at all does not decorate the person! Today on work I have gone home with the girlfriend and have paid attention on pair, the guy and the girl were happy, they have captured each other, and their people were really happy. During this moment I thought of you, about which as we should go together, and we should be happy. Those people, will look at us, and everyone should admire with us. I very much estimate in ability of the person to love, up to the end of days. In heart I also very romantic, I very much like to observe from stars at night, sometimes I would like to fly and concern their hands. I would be, so is happy, if with me about the man which could care of me, was. Unfortunately, now I have no any anyone the man during long time. But recently I have met the girlfriend, and she advised me to exploit service of acquaintances to the help of the Internet, and has chosen you from thousand other men. You can judge my appearance from a picture which I to you send, please, tell, that you think of it.
You really like my pictures??? These pictures were made by my girlfriend this year.
These are the newest pictures. I shall try to send you more than the pictures next time.
I think, that then our relations can become really serious and who knows, probably, for ever. I shall wait for your prompt reply with impatience.
Now I should go to sleep. I wish good night and sweet dreams!
Sincerely Katya!

Letter 8

Hello my Gene !!
Thanks for the letter back and for the shown interest to me.
I have been amazed reading your letter. So much sad histories concerning your aunt.
I really very much regret that you and your mother had such troubles with your relatives. It is really awful. But I wish to tell to you, that a life in Russia and in America are very various. Here as it is a lot of crimes and lie around. I as have got tired of it as well as you. Aching it is glad that has met you and I can talk about all to you. Yes, certainly I know transfer Spokoinoi Noch Malyshei, it is valid very popular children's transfer. When I was the little girl often looked it.
So it is pleasant for me from it, that you do not forget me. I think, that we become good friends. I feel, that our friendship becomes stronger every day. I am pleased, which was not mistaken in you, and I shall try to not disappoint you.
You know, during the small period of the correspondence to you has already understood, that you have begun a part with my life. Without your letter in me there is no day of pleasure within day but as I, to receive your letter, mine, the life is filled with pleasure.
I sometimes do by such children's action, I am simple very trustful, I was easy, to be deceived. For example, I never go to buy things in market. As I always should sell things to estimate, than it cost actually. Or will sell the spoiled things so I take with me directly the girlfriend.
At leisure, which I like to transfer a little to begin, to cool air or I sit, simply I sit, and I think, I dream from the future (you probably to laugh when it is read), but very thoughtful person, I belief in well, I expect from a life only well, and, however, it not always can be so.
I want also, that you have written down me about you directly, than anxiety at leisure. My friend, what feelings and intentions in you to me? I to think, that Internet which this big achievement as people from two other ends of a planet can inform with each other freely, that I have acquainted with such the person as you already because of it only I should inform in the Internet of the big gratitude.
please, tell to me to all about you how you live? Than you are occupied within all day. I to have an essential regret as I to not have phone of a house, in Russia it - the whole problem but if such opportunity will be for me, I was necessary, should call to you and communicate in understanding about your beautiful voice. I should tell to you, that when I in work or rest, I always to think of you. And still, I would like to tell about the ideas a little. Children - flowers of a life, they give us pleasure every day and bring happiness in our hearts. I think, that we should care of children, study their kindness, legality, care of a line, we should show them good moral qualities.
Concerning my dream. I dream to find the true partner in a life which will be my loving husband, father of my children with which we shall be happy. I want that my future family was in kindness and love. My fine , I have told to you about the most kept my dream, I have shared dream with you. And with each your letter it seems to me, that I have found the man of my dream and all my life. I want to admit you, that it is the man you my fine . I all time to expect the moment when I after work should receive yours the fine letter and write to you.

It gives me huge pleasure.
Your answer is necessary for me!
I will do new pics and I will send it tomorrow.
Sincerely yours, Katya!!! XOXOXOX

P.S. I so wished to tell to you, that I as work both on holidays and in target, it depends not on me.
Last year I worked on December, 31st and have met approach of New Year to work. You do not know as people live In Russia as you can so is assured to confirm about all. Interestingly you always consider yourselves right?? You could recognise that that you are mistaken, if it was valid so??

Letter 9

Hello Gene .I am so happy, to receive from you the letter again. When I receive your letters, for me at once to become easy and joyful on heart. I feel, that every day all of us become closer and more friend close to the friend. I am confident, that you do not forget me within one minute. I always think of you. I very much love walks by the nature. I in general very much love the nature and animals.
I was very glad to see your photo, you the beautiful and solid man.
To me like such as you. I hope to see more than your photos.
I was very glad to read how you established the conditioner.
At us in Russia the man should be able to make much on the house and I am glad, that you as can make anything you like houses itself, and not call extraneous people.
And you love the nature? And what trees grow at you? At us grow: a birch, a linden, a maple, a tree of fur, a pine, a cedar and - much of another. I have gone on a visit to my very good girlfriend. She lives in village. I have told to my girlfriend about you. Then she has called me to itself and wished success in my life on it. She was pleased, that I the person who, at last, has found, it is interesting to me. It you my dear, you seem to me, very interesting person to meet to you delivers me great pleasure. In village at my girlfriend we have come in a bath. Russian bath in the country is very popular in us, it - our pride. And you heard about the Russian bath? If not is present, I shall tell to you about it. A bath - such small house which is made of logs of a tree. In this house there is a room in which it is necessary for bake. Temperature in this room 80 degrees Celsey are very high approximately. It so is fine, when from such hot room to plunge into cool water. By the way, my girlfriend sends the regards you.
I have told to girlfriends on work that have got acquainted with you.
They are very glad for me. I have told that you very good.
Now I on work. All my girlfriends transfer you the best regards.
I shall write to you tonight from a house. BYE-BYE!! Yours Katya!!

Letter 10

I now sit and I think of you. You now are so far from me.
We are connected only with a computer. It is surprising.
We never saw each other. But between us already there are such relations.
I like to travel very much. I never was abroad before. I dream to find love and to be happy together. It has no any value for me where my love - from, the basic thing, should love, interest, meet each other and to be happy together. Not you think so? I the one woman for one man, and I have real strong belief about a marriage. Certainly, I want beautiful, but, it - simply the answer to introduction, initial to everyone. The first appeal - occurrence. But beauty, fleeting also that really a material, - in which person. I want, that the person was intellectual and strong with value of humour. I like to speak, it - is a lot of from and to want whom - with what I can conduct intellectual conversation a whole hour. Now I shall finish the letter.
Tomorrow difficult day and me it is necessary to have a rest well!
Write to me, and I would like to receive your letters more often. With impatience I wait your letter. Tenderness, Katya!

Letter 11

Hello my kitten Gene !
I as always am expected your letter, and I am happy to that that you write to me. I think, that you not against what I to name you a kitten? My girlfriends on work speak, that I became now absent-minded, to speak it, I have fallen in love, I to not know what to answer them as I, to not understand, what to take place to me and me all time, to think of you. you now have begun really a part my life and I only to think of you, and I am valid to have to you only sensitive feelings and me very much, to want it our, relations became really very serious and strong and soon a meeting with you. Each time when I receive your letters, I feel more happily, than before. In your letters which I can find something, I never met in other men. You - so kind, noble, romantic, intellectual, I can remain to describe to you with a congratulation, but in letters all could not express a word, I start to be felt about you. I spoke with my girlfriends on work and one of them asked me if I visit in agency of a marriage. She wanted, that the agency has found for me the man. And then I have told to her about you. She thinks, that you - the noble and reliable person, and she informed me, that sometime I could be happy with you. I already spoke it, I have learnt people in which the Internet searched, whether also this person you .
Whether tell to me please fairly, probably that our feelings are reciprocity? I very much to want it was so because I very, to want to have serious relations with you my fine and to hope for it. Now I have changed in the best side, and mine heart to beat not in correct intervals. Probably I to be mad, but I to want to tell you, that you be my part a life now and I, to not present me it without you. It is very important for me to study your feelings to me, and I am simple now in alarm for this purpose!
I became similar to the mad girl, raving love. First I was afraid to admit you it, thought, that when you will hear at once these words, you will laugh at my feelings. You see, that I then did not know you so well as now. But during our dialogue I did not hold feeling inside me, and they have escaped outside. Now I am not confused to admit you it. I am in love with you, very urgently also want to leave for you in a marriage.!! I for ever yours.
I have absolutely overlooked to tell that you have written to me the phone number!!
I shall try to call to you and to speak by with you to phone.
I so would like to hear your voice.
Write to me correct number with a code of the country. I to you shall call!!!
I tried to call, but at me have failed. I never called abroad. But I shall try to call to you if you will write to me a correct phone number
I hope, you, you will not break my
dreams concerning you.

With tenderness yours Katya!!XOXOXOXO

Letter 12

Hello my dear and lovely !
I hope, that my previous letter has not forced you an attack of confusion. You, probably, ask me, " why is so fast? " I shall hasten to answer you, that I simply could not hold in me directly these feelings more, and they have escaped outside. I simply did not know, how to you to tell about it at once, you see, then, that you would not understand me. I never checked such feelings to anyone to another. I think, that you are created especially for me, and I want to be created only for you my love. Your letters always bring high temperature and a cosiness in my heart though we and far apart, all the same I feel you as though you - with me in one room. I so want to convenient and feeling to you high temperature of your breath, I feel, which with you to me will be always warm, even in the coldest weather. I believe, that you, the man which I searched for all life. I am very lonely here without you. I hold all your letters in me directly and when me, to begin one I read them again and me to become little bit happier. Sometimes I think, and that if we would meet and have remained one even within several minutes then it would be the happiest day in my life. Interestingly, also there is any way for our meeting? I so would like, that it was possible. Tomorrow I shall go for the sake of my interest to any travel agency, and I shall ask them concerning an opportunity of travel to abroad. I hope, what you not against it?
Love all age are obedient! I completely to understand your character traits, and it I make very simple for me to open my major principles also. That I am really similar, was yours three Sources of love. It - understanding, Mutual trust, honesty. It - loyalty during good times. The love is pleased, existing, it hopes during the future, and it does not make, reflect the past. It - the chronicle " to the day from " irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, the big victories and the Full purposes. If you have love in your soul, can be filled in it. I Pleased, that you can trust me, and you I can name me Love. I hope, that I and you we support that path.
If there is any time where you doubt concerning me or if I speak something, that you, please, inform infringements to me. I think what very simply to be fair when we speak concerning trust, and honesty. And I should emphasize, I have no any reason to doubt concerning you. Your letters have been filled so with the big soul and the basis which it forces me to feel like really well. It was long time as I felt a warm feeling of love to you.
I would like to learn all your emotions and feelings, and I shall wait for your letter with impatience!
With tenderness, Yours Katya xoxo

Letter 13

It was valid to me to read very unpleasantly your letter which you have written me before I have called.
I was very glad to hear your voice and is happy, that we well could understand each other but after I read your letter, I do not know what to tell. Why you constantly try to find in me that that bad??? Who so has strongly offended you, what you with such rage concern me??? I am valid you I do not understand??? You already second time ask me concerning program Spokoinoi Noch Malyshei, I wrote to you, that it is very popular program in my country and many children look it before a dream.
Probably simply you do not read my letters and you concern, to me and my words is not serious. If it so. That tell to me about it now is better.
I am very pleased to see your letter, and I think, that you will be pleased to see also. In me all is fine, though work takes almost all my time, but I even love it as, in another way I should feel like boring. I was very pleased to receive your letter, I regret, that I cannot write to you so frequently as you, but I want it, I want to have all contact of time to you, and I want to tell, that you thank you for your relation to me, I love this, you feel to me, and I feel the same to you also. I love the report you and visitings of agency as each time, I check a box of the letter. In me - your expectation of the letter for me. I had dreams of you , I really want to study you to speak with you, to take your hand and to see your eyes.
There can be it - very sincerely now, but it - true, and I do not want to hide it. I like to dream very much. I do not know well if it - good or it is bad. But I am a dreamer. Since the childhood, I dreamed very much. I remember, that the teacher in a kindergarten informed us: " to be forgotten about your dreams! " She has told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has told which dreams bring only pains and to disappointment. There can be she there were rights. Actually dreams are not always carried out. It happens, which you have placed all forces and all aspiration to reach the purposes. But frequently it - is insufficiently. Not all in this life depend on us. There is still a Destiny! Strong and invisible hands easily rearrange lives and hearts of people. And then the stop of dream to be a desirable star when it - was not possible long time. But anyhow, I think, that is necessary to live to have dream and hopes. When you have dream, the life is filled with value. When there is a dream, the life becomes more interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, and to choose and, to make the decision. And each small victory, each destroyed obstacle in some respects in your dream, everyone after a step in your dream brings to you great pleasure. Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And to you inspire with the fact that waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of victories and destroyed the purposes which it is better than a pain of losses and disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, however dreams are executed very seldom. I am surprised, that I write all from you it. I never had people with which I could allocate ideas. But now I have learned you, and I am very pleased. You - a part of my life now. And I estimate it very much, you became very important for me.
And it is frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive to me for my frankness. If I would offend you anyhow or have forced inconveniences to forgive me please. Do not stop to enter into the name to me. The report on me of each day. Even if I cannot answer every day. Your letters betray on me of forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, you will not make it to become angry. I shall wait your letter with impatience. I think of you every day. I want to meet you soon, and I learn, how I can make my documents to arrive to you. I shall wait yours the answer. My dear I love all kinds of a product. I do not have what preference that one kind. Lovely certainly it is pleasant to me that you want that I was your wife but you seem to me that still early me so name. I want to be your wife but it yet so lovely. Dear I think that you speak by absolutely correct things and I completely with you agree. I think precisely as my dear.
And now I want to start you of some questions: you trust in love? Love at first sight? With tenderness, Yours Katya! xoxoxo

Letter 14

Hello my dear and pleasant Gene, how affairs today?
It was very interesting to me to read yours of the story about the childhood and at you very various dialogue was valid and you went on the country much. It was valid very interestingly. I consider, that all people in love small lunatics. The love is such poisoning of a drug which does to do by lunatics, but sometimes strange actions.
Only the person in love may fill in the whole bath champagne, only the person in love may present one million scarlet roses or establish whole night under a balcony of the loved woman to sing song. I would like to visit yours country and to try to have really relation with you. Your letters became such relatives to my heart which I am glad it is similar baby. You write such beautiful letters, I never heard such a word in Russia. I think, that Russian men do not know such a word absolutely. Yours a word such pleasant, that I feel myself in the sky. Sometimes I feel very alone during week-end, one houses. I have some friends. But now I have found out you, Gene! I am very glad also I should consider you. For my life which I search for the person who may begin for me of the husband, the friend, the lover and protection. It is necessary for me on the person who will fill in emptiness in my soul, and I shall fill emptiness in his soul. I want, that he supported me in difficult minute and I can support him. To inform true, the person needs some things to become happy. Probably the basic thing, what not sufficient to me now - love. Without love of persons which it may not be happy. But when near there is a closed person who you like, life becomes the fine irrespective of where you live and, that you have. I try am not afflicted never. But the loneliness is frequently forced on sad. I have tried to find love and happiness here, but I have tested roughness of the person and disrespect. It has wounded me. But now I find the partner in life, together, to enjoy life and, to enter into the future, this is you. I find person with whom we should create the world of love, kindness and honesty, this is you. On the guy whom I want to see honesty and kindness. This basic thing as the lie and fury spoil any relations. I find the guy who in reply to the love will present me his love. Heart of the person - the most important. I want to be fair and frank with you, that is why I ask, you not to deceive me. There is a proverb in Russia: Bitter true the best than pleasant lie. I am sure, that you are a fair person and you may not lie. - I am right? I want to tell you that I was speak with manager of my agency today and he has told me, that my agency organize my travel to you and he has told me that tomorrow he will explain me everything about my trip. I hope to sign my travel contract tommorow.

If love is a rain, I'm looking for Thunder,
If soul is a ray. I'm searching for the sun,
If heart is...faith I'm looking for you...
I want to be the one for you and to make you
Feel the one near me...To know, that there is
The person in the world, who will dare to
Do everything for me.. Will you?

It is a lot of kisses and the relation. Yours Katya:))))

Letter 15

Hello my dear .
I have very bad news. My sister very meanly has arrived with me. She had the full right to apartment and she has moved me through court. Just to me came judicial the police officer and they have told, that I should leave this apartment. I have 20 days to collect things and to leave this apartment. If it is fair, I almost have no personal things, except personal clothes and still some things for kitchen. My sister threatened me about one year back, that will take away from me apartment, but I did not think, that she will have enough conscience to make it. Dear, now I think, that we should meet now and learn each other. If all is good also we will love each other, I will think of remaining in your country for ever. If we are not interesting each other I will return to Russia. If it is fair, I am not afflicted about apartment. But I worry, that she can sell apartment and spend money for alcohol or drugs. But I of nothing to a smog to do with it. I think the God sees it and he will make, that there was a justice. Dear, I understand, that you are shocked from what things occur in Russia. Yes, here it is very hard to live. Dear, but I any more do not wish to recollect these troubles. We should think now only of our meeting. And I will have very heavy situation if I can not arrive to you in 20 days. But tomorrow I learn all in travel agency and I hope, that all will go well. I wish to be in your embraces and to kiss your gentle lips. I will write you the letter tomorrow, right after how I will go in agency. Bye my lovely

Letter 16

Hello my Gene!! How are you?
Certainly I very much worry from - for this situation with my sister and I really do not know that will be further, is possible it has simply frightened me, but possibly me could to subpoena soon. You became for me really the loved one and only therefore I share with you my experiences. You cannot see my emotions through letters and in what condition I wrote you the letter. You cannot see it through the computer, simply for that moment I needed to tell to you about it and to me it became little bit easier. Whether I as would like to learn from you you consider, what if we will meet that we much faster and more close could learn each other??? Why you try to delay ours meetings if both of us want it??? For what to wait?? I think of you all my time and missing you much. I feel that you are necessary for me and it is very difficult for me without you. If you might know as strongly I be pleased when come in agency and receive your letter and you will laugh but I wake up morning and to expect evening when I shall come in agency and received yours letter. I think that I probably fall in love. I want arrive to you at first and kiss you!!! I want to be yours lady.... My I very much want what at us all will good and that we have good relation. For the first time for many years I to feel that I find the person close to me. I very much love all in you, I very much to like your care about me, your words about me and your character. I am very serious in our relations and I really to want to spend the rest my life with such person as you. I to have very good feelings for you and I very much to be afraid to be deceived. You are very dear for me. I never to meet such person as you earlier. I need real love, honesty, trusting and care. My feelings to you are real. I very much to want meet you and learn each other more better and I hope that we will have real love to each other and when we will see. May be we will want to create new family and will together all live.....

I was speak with my manager today, after that I sign my travel contract, I them paid first part of money, for visa and other documents for Travels. It was in some times more, than I thought. I planned, that visa will cost for me about 200 $, but because of difficulties for its reception is was for me 400$. Dear, it is possible, that to me yours will be required The help for payment of other part of cost of travel. It will be known after the agent will develop a route. The second part of cost I should pay under the contract,, how to take away the visa. I shall inform you , if it to be necessary to me the help. Hope, what is it will not be problem for You and I can not worry about it. I have informed you all news about progress of our meeting.

All that I need to it is giving to my manager yours full information(your full name, yours address and call number, and also city with the nearest airport for you). He said that agency has the responsibility for the girl which use agency for trip to other country and sending information in Embassy of your country embassy in Russia and in Russia Embassy in Embassy of your country After I shall give for the manager the information on you, he will give me total price of travel.
Manager will give me more detail information, when I will need have your information.
And for me will be necessary your help with payment.
Yours Katya.

I sending to you my adress:
_______________________________________
The country - Russia
The city - Yoshkar-Ola
Street: Sovetskaiya.
house 54-27
First name -Ekaterina
Last name - Domracheva

Ekaterina this my full name, but all my friends always call me Katya.

kiss you!!!
I will wait your letter.

Letter 17

Hi my little kitten Gene!
How are you doing? I hope that all penalty with.
I am glad to read your message and to study, that I can hope for yours The help in payment agency. Road, I feel a little inconveniently. As I should address to you behind the help. I always considered me as The independent person who can solve all problems. I could not all Take into consideration and was mistaken, that I can is independent to pay all Travel. But I am happy, that now in me there are you, - the person, which Can arrive to me to the help and help me with a life. After ours Acquaintances, in me changes sensations independently. Earlier I considered Independently as the strong and independent person, also it was pleasant to feel, That I can care of me directly. And now I feel simply the woman, which Demands support. But it is pleasant for me, to feel about the strong The person who protects me from all excitements of a life!, I have Informed a place of arrival in you the agent and it expected The remained raises for me. The manager to consider a total cost of official registration of papers, it 890$, in this price include:

Insurance: 250$.
The international passport: 240$.
The visa and consular gathering: 400$.

I still had money, after payment of the first part of my travel
The contract. It - approximately 200$. And now for me it is necessary, to 3-5
Days approximately 290$ to pay in agency the second part. I hope road, that this money not difficulty for you and you
Can help to pay to me, in 3-5 days.

After I will begin to cry for the contract of travel, then in 14-16 days, agency
Will give me the visa, the international passport, insurance and other necessary documents.
It is remarkable..., that you do me happy, I cannot lose you, I do all
Things to be happy you, I wish to be happy at last, and I feel
It at last I find the happiness. I wish to be with you, you very much
The special person for me.

I very much am absent on you, I all time to think of us and about it
We will have what life together. I very much to wish to have a life
Together with you.
I also ask the manager, about which as you can transfer the finance on
The account of agency and it to answer me which does not do agency
Work with clients through system of transfers of bank also that
The best by it, that you to send me the finance with a remittance
The help of systems. He has told to me, that in our city he knows 2 remittances
Systems which you can use, are the Western Gram of the Union and Money.
My visa can me stay in you the country 2 months, and I want, you ask: as you
Reflexion how long time I will remain there? I think all 2 months
And then we can come back in Russia together..., how you think?
I wait for your messages!
One thousand kisses. Yours Katya!!

Letter 18

Hi dear Gene!!!
I have written you the letter yesterday, you are possible have not received it. I so have much told to you concerning that that your help with payment of my documents, but you that has not told to me about it is necessary for me. I hope that you can send to me 290$ that I could finish ofo\rmlenie my documents and arrive to you. YOU agency to me have told, that there is such company as the Western Union to send money.
Yours Katya.

Letter 19

I have been amazed by today's our phone conversation. And I am not ready to such reference to me.
Therefore after all it I any more do not wish to see your letters and you. BEY