Letter(s) to Rusty (USA)

Letter 1

Hello dear
well,how are you doing right now overthere,how was ur day ?how have u been doing and how is life treating you now,i guess u are doing pretty nice overthere today,well its so nice to share alot of feelings with you ,well i have imagined u as a nice person and as a caring person too,and i am so much liking what i get to read from you everyday,cause u really know what you want in a relationship,i know life hasnt been easy in the past for any one cause we just want to struggle from the buttom to the top cause no one wants to remain below his demands,well i get to see some things in your words which made me write u and ur personality speaks alot about you,cause u realy know how to describe urself and the things u want inlife,well nice try,you really know who u really are and thats what i mean by self personality,its just all about you knowing who u realy are and the things u do to make u a happy man,ur words are short but meaninfull cause at least u cud wright something about yourself,and i know u cud say more in person or write more with the aid of u wanting to express yourselfs,what really do u think of yourself and who do u see urself as,and what are ur dreams and what kind of things do u do to urself that makes u think u cud a special person,or do u have to share ur personality with somone b4 u can really can know how special u are to poeple,i assume u are the gift of God and God has blessed you with alot in life all u just need is to focus on things around you and the poeple around you to know what God has in stock for you,well,how do u go about making a life meaning full for you and how do u try to make others smile by u considering how special you are.b4 a person cud think of caring for someone u have to know how special u are to poeple and how caring u cud be,its doesnt matter by you really knowing that person,God might send you to that person for an help and u will be willing to help but it just take time cause the world is never a safe place anymore and there is alot to learn about poeple,i my self i have learn alot from my environment,the things i do and the things i try not to do,i just sit and listen to music read books and make my life meaningfull to me and try to be honest about the whole thing i do,cause honesty is only the key to human succes and it makes life meaningfull if u can apply all the principles of been a special person to poeple,every day people die and everyday a new one is been born,so we all want to be in a safe place but we dont really know how to go about been there, cause we havent really leanred about the principles of life,life is full of joy if u can discover the joy inside of you,life doesnt begin from your environment,it begins from inside of you,cause life begins if u can began it with a very first step and a very first chance.
If life goes on with one thing there will be another thing that might destroy it,so we just try not to fall a victim of circumstances,i have been through alot of things in life but that didnt make me to do any silly things inlife,it only makeS me stronger in alot of things cause i learn not to put my problems in my head cause if u do it will just weigh u down and it wont allow u think of better things to make ur life meaninfull,so i just want to make my life meaningfull and use it in helping others and its all about me taking a chance to do what i have to do to make the world a lovin place and to make poeple know that there is so much love inside OF them to use in helping change the world,life goes on if u began with something real and sincere and u learn to focus about it,and learn to see the principles that quides it,life is been guide with alot of principles leading to the truth of life and love,the earth alone is filled with so much love but we humans made it hidden cause of the bad things that we thought is good,if we only can learn tobring out the love of life and the life of love and get to make the world a place to live then every one dont have to get scared of each other,cause i have been into alot of things i have tried alot of things and iT didtn really work out for me cause i cant really cheat on my feelings or judge myself for the things i do,i just want to make alot of things come to reality by me focusing on them and wanting it to come to reality,i just want to make people happy with my kind of personality and the wisdom God has given me and i want to make others smile while i make myself smile to as well,there are more things we Still need to learn about ourself,if only u can have a time to relax and focus on ur thought and have a deep imagination about the whole thing happening in the world,if only u can do that,u will get to see the Good and Bad things on earth and that will surelly keep u out of trouble,cause u decided to focus on building urself in way that cud help you and help others,the reason why we are in the world is to be here for one and other and to help when we are in need,but this generation that i have seen has turned to something else,there is alot of hatered,crime,greed,jealousy,self centerned and fornication,all this didnt creat or started in one day it all started from individials cause they just wanted to make life meaningless for them self and satisfy there immidiate needs,life begans inside of us and we need to learn about the way of life to make it meaningfull for us ,My words might sound too prophetic but my life is all about the turth and i mean all i say and do and i really want to start a family i can grow older with and with a man i will do love with all my heart,i do sincerelly know wat love means to me and others and i go about building it in the right way if only my parthner is ready to start a strong and fullfilled relationship..i really feel the music of your words and my heart sings the same rythem and i know we will both be happy someday and i do have alot of faith in your words cause they are words of truth and u are completlly honest about it..i am not here to judge your past but i am here to build the present and show u the personalities love has and the realy person inside of you..if u find it so hard discovering the real person in you i am here filled with so much music for you which you cud dance to...i know someday i will be great and will be so special to alot of people but i wanna take life the way i see and meet it..but i can only change situations..no situaion is permanent.we both can change it..forget about the present and think of the beauty of the presnt and build on it and u will surelly see the music in you...I will tell you more about life and marriage if u want to listen to it and u will be so happy to read my emails cause my words come deep down from my heart and i speak them ang put them to words cuase iam cofident of my self and i am not afriad of who i amwith time u will learn alot about who u really are cause i am just like an angel on to you and i know ur life will be so wonderfull been with me..marriage is a life time commitment to me and we will build on that someday sometime
Have a nice and lovelly day and take good care of your family and tell them someone real and special is coming into your word soon