Letter(s) to Jon (USA)

Letter 1

Dear Jon,
Perhaps that was not right from my side to be so sincere with you. But I don’t want us to have any secrets from each other. We shouldn’t hide our feelings. I understand it is difficult to believe in this. But this happened and I can’t change anything. I like this feeling and I want you to feel it also.
I know some people who have found each other through the Internet and they are very happy now and they have their own families. This is what I also want.
If we also want to be happy we should make some attempts. I could come to you at any time and spend with you for about a month ( or stay forever if it is in our destiny ). If it doesn’t work for us I will go back home.
Of course, I can’t do everything alone and I need your help also. We should decide it together. Please, let me know what you think about it.
I went to the tourist agency and they gave me all the information about visa.
And also they told me how much I should pay. It will cost 196 dollars.
It is the cost for the passport for going abroad, for the medical exam and for all the paperwork.
But I need your help, sweetheart. Hope you can do this for us, for our possible family.
At the agency they told me that the best way to send money is Western Union or Money gram. I visited the local office of WU and they gave me this information:
Money transfer: 196 dollars.
Money amount should be send in words or figures.
You should write the full name of the receiver and receiver's full address.
You will need my full name for this:
Lilya Podkopaeva.
I need the full name of the sender and full address ( I will need it ).
It is also necessary to know MTCN ( Money Transfer Control Number ), it consists from 10 digits and Expected amount.
Dear, I hope we will be able to manage with all this. Be sure, I will do everything for us.
Hope to hear you very soon.
Miss you.
P.S. You can send money to any Western Union of my city.