Letter(s) to Roy (Germany)

Letter 1

Hello, my dear, my precious, my sugar... I can go on to show you how my heart is filling with joy and happiness when I see your letters!!! Today I decided to spend more time to formulate my thoughts and feelings better!!! Because every time I had a minute to write I tried to tell you so much in such a short period of time! Sometimes it was more important to express all the joy of receiving your letter than to care about mistakes or something…But than I decided to take pains and be more careful with the language because I want it to be pleasant for you to read my letters. I thought that my broken grammar makes a poor impression on you…so I began to learn it a bit )) (besides, a friend of mine helped me with it!...)))
You know, I felt like you share my feelings when I read through your letters…I noticed through my life experience that men are not in the habit of expressing their feelings…though it’s my deepest desire that you feel the same. To tell you the truth, it takes courage from me to tell you all I feel so blankly!! My only reason is that I believe in you and in your feelings!
Look... Well, I’m still day-dreaming and you may say that it’s not really good for everyday life…but today I caught myself that I was humming an old song of Whitney Houston. I found the lyrics on the internet and I realized that it speaks right to my mood and I would like to sing it to you! Of course it’s not possible, but I want to you to see the words, because that’s what I want to tell you! By the way my friends say I sing very nice, though my voice becomes a bit deep when I sing )). So my poem to you )):

Like a candle burning bright
Love is glowing in your eyes
A flame to light our way
That burns brighter everyday
But now I have you
Nobody loves me like you do

Like a leaf upon the wind
I could find no place to land
I dreamed the hours away
And wondered everyday
Do dreams come true
Nobody loves me like you do

What if I'd never met you
Where would I be right now
Funny how life just falls in place somehow
You've touched my heart in places that I never even knew
Cause nobody loves me like you do

I was words without a tune
I was a song still unsung

A poem with know rhyme
A dancer out of time
But now there's you
Baby, nobody loves me like you do

Bye, my dear

Your Olga

Letter 2

Hello my dear Roy! At last I can read your long-awaited letter!
How are you???
The first impression which I have received from your e-mail - that you beautiful the man, then in later e-mail, I have received impression, that you have very beautiful heart which is more brighter and glory, I am valid similarly to such kind of the person which has strong ambitions and ideas and to want to reach some thing in the world, and I love feelings of you and I admire with your individuality, you behaves itself very well.
I begin my day 6:00 in the morning, all over again I have taken souls and then have made my breakfast and to read, and then have gone for work in 8:00 in the morning where I worked till the evening, so worked hard in the daily routine to reach some thing and then after the shop has come back to capable. Where I have made my dinner, observing TV, some time has left with friends, differently go to sleep, thats my normal routine in a daily life, but me, expectation a life the partner with whom I can divide my all throughts is valid and enjoy a life, I - the soft colloquial person, and want to help everyone, I have strong ambitions in my life which I want to reach some thing and to want to give happiness to my family and greetings to children, I love children very much, I frequently think of a life of family as they spent it happily.
To me so I would be desirable to walk on night city with you together, I so want it, that the sky and stars were between us, and I so would like that you embraced me very passionately and spoke me very silent voice closer to my ear the most magic words " love you "!!! I so would like to feel you of the present to me very much it would be desirable to see you, and to look in your eyes. I'm simply sure on 100000 they such beautiful! I would like that you lifted me in air and bore up to the sky! I want to live a life together with you!
My dear I want to ask you!
My dear I madly want to see you in the present, I'm afraid to speak you about it but it is valid so! I very much want to see you in the present!
Dear Roy can you learn for me the price of the ticket of the plane to fly to you to your country???
I think that if we'll spend this spring together that it will be most best time in our life.
What do you think about it???
Ardent kiss for you! Yours and only your small princess Olga!!!!!

Letter 3

Hello my love Roy!!!
I am very glad to receive from you the letter my love.
It was the long-awaited letter my love.
You would know my love Roy as I am glad receiving your letter, at me at once is cheered up, but you are a pity me at this moment do not see.
I very much like to receive your beautiful letters, they fill to me in soul your love, and I at once present as though we together.
Reading your beautiful letters love mine I at once present you as though you sit on against me, hold the soft gentle hands my hands and look me in the face, and then you start to caress me, it occurs as in reality but when I come in a condition, I understand that it there were only dreams, and to me becomes very sad without you, I very much want to be with you.
My love answer me please a question: you want that I have arrived to you????
My love I can not live without you any more, I very much miss on you, it seems to me that the God has sent me an angel with whom I now should be up to the end of life, it you my love Roy!!!
You for me as if air without which I can not exist.
You my unique and unique ANGEL Roy.
I very much love you both not when I shall not offend and not to a deceit, I hope that you also will not harm me, I know that you my love very good person, at which not only beautiful appearance but also beautiful soul.
My love tomorrow I shall go to travel agency and embassy so to study and learn already travel to you, I hope that all will be very remarkable.
If you really want that we were together my love I soon I shall start to move to you my love Roy.
Write to me my love that you all think of it!!!!
My love Roy I wait with impatience of your answer.
And now it is time to me to finish my letter to you my love, but I so do not want to do it as when I write you my love to me you seem that near to me, and I at once become happy.
I wait with impatience the letter from my for loved Roy.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.
Kiss you in your gentle soft lips, and strong I embrace you my love.
Yours forever Olga.
P.s Certainly I have the Russian passport.
I live in Saint Petersburg and always there a vein!
My full name Lobankova Olga 1980, full name of my mum Lobankova Anna 1953.
There is no I have no driving licence!
I want to marry in Germany because I do not like Russia!
There is no I not have brothers sisters!

Letter 4

Hi my love Roy,
Now I can tell to you with the big confidence, I love you, and only you mine Roy. I am ready to shout these words of happiness for the whole world my love.
My love at me is very good news to you, I hope that you will be very glad.
My love today I went to travel agency, and spoke concerning trip to you, they have told that I can arrive to you, and receive necessary documents, without special problems as I not when did not leave Russia, and for people which not when did not go abroad have very big privileges.
My love the travel agency has asked me that I have concluded with them the contract on granting of their services as now at them very good discounts, and now they have already started to make to me the visa and the passport, my love they have told that it will be ready approximately in one and a half weeks.
My love to me also informed how many it will cost, my love my visa and the passport will cost to me of 365$ dollars, my love when I has heard it I has been upset and afflicted, as I have no such big money.
Then I at once have hastened to my mum, and spoke with her about this sum of money, my love my mum has told to me that she has savings which make only 30 dollars, and she can give it to me.
My love I is now very strongly upset, as I have no completely all money so to pay my visa and the passport, my travel agency has told to me that to me will be already necessary to pay all this on following weeks, my love I very strongly worry, and I do not know that to me now to do.
My love also you should inform me the also the information, similarly to a full name and a place where do you live and then I without problems can receive this money.
My love I very much hope for you that you will help me and then I shall arrive to you as soon as possible my love somewhat quicker.
I very much want to be in your hands, I have very big dream, it when I for the first time shall see you at the airport, I shall throw all things, I shall run up to you and there will be the longest kiss in the world, I for a long time shall not release you from the embraces, it will be the beginning of a modern history of love, we shall be so happy.
My love now I shall wait for your letters with impatience, and to pray concerning ours with you of a meeting, I very much hope for you that you will help me and will not leave me in a trouble.
Write to me somewhat quicker, I wait for your letters.
Your love forever, Olga

Letter 5

Hello again.
I'm glad to see your letter again. I'm grateful to you, that you understand me.
I want to tell you a little more about myself. I hope that it's interestingly for you.
My name is Olga. I have been named so in memory of my great-grandmother. She was very clever and wise woman. I never saw her, but heard many good memoirs. And what about your name??? Why you have received such name?
I live in Saint Petersburg. It is the big and beautiful city. I have been birth here. I live with mum and the grandmother. (It's mother's mum) my father has thrown family when to me there were 4 years. I remember him a little. I don't know where is my father now. But if it's fair, I do not want to know him.
I like to dance and listen to cheerful music. I believe that music helps to be cheerful.
And what type of music do you like? It will help me to understand your character.
I never had experience of acquaintance to the man from other country. But I think that it really interestingly. I heard much that outside of Russia men are more gallant and more polite. Is it valid so???
I saw one vital example. My girlfriend, has married and has left in Europe to her husband. Recently she again arrived to Russia already with the husband. I looked at them and was pleased to their happiness. It's really fine pair.
I saw how they love each other.
By the way, their names Vlada and Derrick.
Vlada advised me to follow her example. I'm for a long time could not be solved on it. But having thought, I was solved. I had attitudes with men in Russia earlier. I have many admirers till now. But I understand that it will not bring anything serious. I'm enough adult, also do not want attitudes for some weeks.
I have decided that I'll try to fasten acquaintance through internet. I have internet cafe near to work. Therefore I can frequently write to you.
And what you seek in internet? You search for serious attitudes or all this only for the sake of an entertainment? Please answer my question sincerely. I appreciate kindness and sincerity in people. I don't like liars and egoists.
oh if it's fair, I do not know what I can tell about myself more. I hope that you can ask me about something. I'll answer you with pleasure.
And wait your comment about it. well?
I should go now. I'll wait your letter.
bay for now.
Olga.

Letter 6

Hi again Roy.
It's pleasant for me to see your letter again.
It's really interesting to me to find out you more with each letter. It so grasps.
Roy, I would like to know about you more. You have a hobby?
I want to tell about myself more. It's interesting to you?) I ask to forgive that my ideas jump in the different parties sometimes a little. (it is peculiar for girls.)
It because I want to write about much for you. But I do not know from what to start.)))
Probably I'll tell about my work. I work in shop of female linen. I'm the seller - adviser.
I help girls to pick up suitable linen. I like my work, it's very interesting and funny sometimes.
Yesterday to shop has come the man which wanted to buy a gift for his wife.
He wanted to buy bra. But he doubted of the size.) we had to call the manager of shop, her name is Larisa.
She has the size of a breast same as at the wife of this man. It was so ridiculously. The man hesitated and reddened.
But all of us have picked up to him a suitable gift. He was very grateful to us for the help. I like to help people.
I think that people should help each other. Roy, you agree with me?
So, I work every day for 8 hours. I try spent free time with advantage for health. I visit pool 3 times a week.
Sometimes we go with girlfriends to cinema or a night club. I like to dance and be in the focus of attention. (I think each girl like it)
I'm 29 years old. I have green eyes.
Now about my education. I have finished university. My speciality is economist. But I don't work on a speciality. I studied english also.
But I do some mistakes when I write. I speak little bit better than I write.))))
But I think that you are understand my english???
Roy, you know other languages? I think that I can sometimes give to you lessons of russian.))) it will be interesting. What you think?)
I hope that my letter was interesting to you. I never wrote to men from other country. Therefore I worry a little. Please speak me if I'll tell nonsense.))))
It can turn out because of distinction of our cultures. I understand that in the different countries there is a different culture of dialogue.
I'll learn your culture and you my with each letter more. You agree?
Oh, Roy, my time has already come. I should go now. ((
I hope that I'll see your letter again. Well?
Bye. I'll wait your letter soon.
Olga!!!

Letter 7

Hello again Roy.
I'm glad that again see your letter. It already become my habit. I like it!)))
How has passed your weekend??? I hope that it was good.
Roy, you have good weather?
I wanted to tell you that my day begins more interestingly when I receive your letter.
I have already got used to receive your letters Roy. and do you waiting for my letter???
Roy I hope that we'll find out each other better every day. I would like to see more your pics.
It is rather difficult to find out the person when you so far from him. It would be much easier if we could carry out evening in nice cafe behind a cup of hot chocolate. You like hot chocolate?! I like it!!!
I'm often think about Vlada. If it's fair, I envy her a little. She searched her happiness for a long time and at last has found it. It's so fine. Now she is far from family, I think that it's a little sadly.
But I'm sure that Derrick will not give sad moments to her. They love each other and this is most important.
Roy, I want to know what you think about me?!. I think that you already know me a little.
I really want to know what you wait from our acquaintance? It only game for you whether or not?
I hope that not game. I adult enough girl also know much that the man wants.
And what about your former attitudes? I think you can tell to me about it. In Russia speak that on mistakes study. You agree with it? If we want to find out each other more, we should be fair and open for us.
Roy, you can ask any question to me. And I too want to know about you all.))
Oh, my time has already come. I should go now. I hope to see your letter when I'll come again.
By the way, may i named you " my dear "??? I like it!)))
bye.
Olga.

Letter 8

HELLO AGAIN MY DEAR ROY!!!
I'M GLAD TO SEE YOUR LETTER AGAIN. IT ALREADY BECAME MY HABIT. I WAIT YOUR LETTER AND MY DAY RECEIVES OTHER PAINTS. YOU MAKE MY DAY MORE BRIGHTLY.
IT IS PLEASANT FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND THAT SOMEONE WAITS MY LETTER ON OTHER SIDE OF THE PLANET TOO. THIS IS SUCH FINE FEELING.
TODAY I READ ALL YOUR LETTERS. AND WITH SURPRISE I HAVE UNDERSTOOD THAT IT BECAME THE PART OF MY DAY.
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I THINK ABOUT YOU? CERTAINLY I DO NOT KNOW YOU MUCH. BUT I ALREADY HAVE THE FIRST IMPRESSION ABOUT YOU. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU ARE SERIOUS AND RESPONSIBLE MAN. YOU ARE SURE IN YOURSELVES AND IN YOUR ACTIONS. I'M RIGHT? I HOPE THAT YOU ARE FAIR WITH ME. I APPRECIATE THIS QUALITY IN PEOPLE. YOU ARE THE PLEASANT INTERLOCUTOR. I THINK THAT WE CAN DISCUSS MANY DIFFERENT THEMES. I DO NOT HESITATE TO WRITE TO YOU ANY MORE AS IT WAS ALL OVER AGAIN.)))
IT IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT YOU. I THINK THAT WAS NOT MISTAKEN???!!!)
ROY, I HAVE REALLY GOT USED TO RECEIVE YOUR LETTERS. AND I WANT THAT YOU SPOKE ME ABOUT ALL THAT OCCURS IN YOUR LIFE. IT IS REALLY INTERESTING TO ME. ALSO I WANT TO SPEAK YOU ABOUT ALL THAT OCCURS TO ME HERE.
ROY, I WANT TO TELL ABOUT YOU TO MY MUM. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT IT? HOW I CAN PRESENT YOU FOR HER??? MAYBE IT'S TOO EARLY NEVERTHELESS? I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT! WELL?!
MAYBE I HURRY EVENTS A LITTLE. BUT I WANT TO SHARE WITH MUM MY EXPERIENCES AND FEELINGS.
I'LL NOT SPEAK TO HER ABOUT YOU WHILE. I WANT THAT YOU HAVE ALLOWED ME TO MAKE IT. I THINK THAT IT WILL BE CORRECT. YOU ARE THE MAN. I THINK THAT THE WOMAN SHOULD LISTEN TO THE MAN. WHAT DO YOU THINK? I'M RIGHT???
NOW YOU PROBABLY THINK THAT I WAS LOST IN DAY-DREAMS.)))) GIRLS FREQUENTLY LIVE ILLUSIONS.))) IT'S NOT CHANGE. IT WAS MADE WITH THE NATURE AND WE SHOULD UNDERSTAND IT.
OH, ROY, I SHOULD GO NOW. BUT IF FAIRLY I WOULD CARRY OUT HERE MANY TIME.. BUT I SHOULD TO WORK.
I WOULD LIKE TO SEE YOUR ANSWER FASTER. BECAUSE MY ILLUSIONS CAN INCREASE.))))))))
BAY, MY DEAR ROY. HOPE THAT YOU'LL UNDERSTAND ME RIGHT!!!
A LITLLE KISS TO YOU!
YOUR OLGA

Letter 9

Hello again my dearest Roy.
I don't know how to begin this letter. You became for me the close friend. I think about you constantly. I dream about our meeting almost every evening. I want to hear your voice, to feel your touch. It is really important for me.
I cannot tell my feelings in words. Several weeks ago I could not dream about such man as you, my dear Roy.
I want to speak you only the truth. I'm really happy that have met you.
My dear, I'm afraid to admit to you my feelings. I do not know how you will answer me on it. I wanted to tell to you about it in my last letter but was not solved.
I think about you constantly. I think about you when I eat and even when I go to sleep. In the morning I think about you too, my dear Roy. You thought anytime what such love??? I many time fell in love in the life, but I think that I has not found out true, great love!
I feel love in relation to you. Because I think about you constantly!
I want to tell to you about my feelings to you, and I would like to know all what you think about me because they only ours and only we can speak these feelings about it! In my heart constantly your name! I wake up in the morning and I speak " good morning my Roy " you do not hear these words because we are shared with you very big distance but probably you can feel it now when you know it! I go for work and I see your person see it everywhere see your person at bus station, I frequently look at the man and it seems to me that it's you and you so beside but I understand that it not you! Probably you will think that I am mad, but simply it seems to me that I love you! I WAS NEVER FAMILIAR WITH THIS FEELING EARLIER and I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO! IN MY SOUL VERY BIG ASPIRATION TO MAKE ANYTHING VERY IMPORTANT,
I very much would like to kiss you, I very much would like to embrace you my Roy. I simply want to sleep simply on your soft and strong shoulder! I want to smile to you and want to make you happy in all! I would like to have dinner with you, I would like to do all things in my life with you! Because now you are the most important part of my life Roy!
Even on work it happens that the buyer asks me about anything and I simply look to him in eyes and I do not hear his question, the buyer asks again and again and probably he thinks that I simply do not hear him, but I live completely in the other world! I live in the world of love and my love only for you!
My girlfriend is dared above me because when she asks me or simply speaks with me, I cannot speak with her about anything except about you! All my conversations with the girlfriend only about you! I feel a lunatic because you constantly in my ideas! I remember each your word which you write to me, I feel sometimes your mood and I see when you are well and when you are have bad mood when I read your letters! Roy you know that I read your letters some times in day? Yesterday i read your letter 13 times and I trembled! I think that I love you, but I cannot understand what occurs with me, Roy help me to understand it, tell to me what you think about it! It is very important for me to know your ideas also!
It's a pity that you would be not present now near to me I so wanted to speak with you about it right now, it is a pity but I need to wait only your answer right now!
I hope that sometime soon we can see each other, whether we are so far also i do not know how we can see each other, but I think if it is the true love that we can overcome all and we'll be together! I'm so long time want to send you together with the letter my hottest and most passionate air kiss for your lips! I hope you feel it and it is very pleasant to you! I wait your answer now completely yours Olga !
P.s My love it that you will wonderfully arrive to Saint Petersburg.