Letter(s) to Jeroen (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Good morning babe,
Sorry i couldn't write back yesterday.
and i couldn't get online equally, something happened on my way back from the union office..
My self and the hotel driver were attacked by some gun men.
We had no idea where they came from.. all i remember was waking up to see a gun pointed on my head. I fell asleep in the traffic.
They searched me, and found the money.. in my purse..
i begged they should please not hurt myself or the driver, and that i needed that money so much.. but one of them shouted at me, saying to the others "let's have her"!.
i didn't understand what they meant actually, not untill right there on the road, he began to unzip his trousers, and i screamed. onlookers couldn't do anything about it. because the men were armed with guns.. i wondered whether there's a police force in the country..
I had to give up the money rather than loose my virginity to unknown evil men.
My virginty is for the one i love, and that's you. and i am not ready to trade it to any other person. i was hit on my shoulder by the same guy that wanted to have me. before they scrambled and left. it hurts me so much. i just came in from the hospistal this morning, and i decided i must write you to let you know what happened.

Am sorry for keeping you uninformed all this while.Please forgive me.

love you.

Angie