Letter(s) to Charles (USA)

Letter 1

Chuck hello again,I do hope you are not tired of my lettters!!!
I think I should write you more things about me, I hope it will be interesting for you to know me better!
As I wrote I`m 25 years old, My birthday is July 30, I'm a Leo!!! Do you believe in horoscopes?
I'm 168 cm tall (5.6.) and 51 kg weight. I don't know exactly my bust-waist-hips measurements, I don't have a reason to measure it because I think it's OK and my body is proportionate, I take care of my body, for truth its very easy for me, because I like to dance a lot, so it helps me to keep feet!!! As for my family - I live with my mother. My mother is 46 years old, I love her very much, she works as a hairdresser in salon. I have a sister Marina, she is 24 years
ols, she is already married and has a dauther. They live poor enough, because her husband is is an alcoholic, he drinks too much..
For truth I don`t want to have the same life as my sister has...
My father was a great person, he was courageous and brave. He is an ideal man for me.
My father died 4 years ago in auto crash... My mum cried for several months but now she is ok, she will never meet another man because my father was the only man in her life .It was my mother's idea to try to work to another country.
She loves me very much and she thinks that its impossible to earn good money in russia working as a manicure master,espesially in small towns. She reads many stories about girls who found their happiness abroad and now she wants me to do the same.
As I wrote you I live in russia, the name of my city is Krasny Chikoy,it is small and very old town , it is situated in Chitinskaya Oblast (District). The nature is really beautiful here but I can`t tell any interesting facts about my city, because uit is very small.
Chuck it will be great if you will tell me some interesting facts about your city.
I don`t remeber if I told you or not but I graduated from Chitinsk University three years ago, Economy faculty but I don't work on my specialization because I can't find a good job here in economy sphere, my city is so small. I don`t use any translators and I can speak and write English well. I also have a certificate of manicure master, I have several diplomas! I write my emails from Internet cafe, we have a computer but no Internet at home. Yesterday I told my sister about you yesterday! She said I should be cautious because there are a lot of crazy men in internet! I hope you are not one of them!
Chuck today I'm going to tell my mother about you, I'm sure she will be happy I've met you.
It's a pity there is no messenger here, so we can talk only using e-mails..
My address here is Russia, Krasny Chikoy, Azina street 22.
So now you have a representation of who I am....
I just want to tell you I enjoy life and I try to live to the fullest, I like to try new things. I'm very tender, caring, artistic, faithful, decent person.wow ,it sounds too much for one person!!!!Sometimes I can be not well organized, I think everybody had it's own minuses and pluses.I don't look any special qualities in a man. I just hope he will be faithful and kind man and I will do everything to make him happy. I'm looking for a soulmate! sorry if I missed some of your questions but I am so excited !!!! Kseniya,kiss!!

Letter 2

Chuck hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have enough time to write a long email I'm in a hurry....
Please write me the name of the closest Airport to you (possibly International) and it's code (if you know)
For example the closest inter Airport to me is Chita airport and it's code is (HTA). I already started to pack my things and I want to start my trip so I will go to Moscow from Chita. I have so many worries and I'm so afraid to start everything but if I don't start it now I will never do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will write more tomorrow and will tell you all things you are interested about me!
and please don't worry if I will be not able to send my letter tomorrow I think I will be very busy and as soon as I can I will send new letter with all the news!I think in a day! I will go to airlines office now and will buy a tickets to Moscow, its very expensive, but I have some savings so I have money to pay for plane ticket to moscow and to pay for renting room in moscow. As soon as I will arrive to Moscow, I will finish my documents to travel, as work permission, medical insurance etc.
Chuck I`m waiting a confirmation of airport from you, so I will buy ticket to your airport. I know it won`t be cheap, but my mum will receive a salary for last 2 months (her work detained wages) and will send me money when I will find out the cost of tickets! By the way I made some special photos for you, I hope you will like it! For truth it was my sisters idea to make such photos for you but I liked it and I hope you will like photos also!!! My sister is a good photographer, I hope she will allow me to take a photo camera to moscow, I don`t know!
Chuck you see I asked my sister Marina to take a sexy photos of myself because I didn't have any sexy photos and I thought I will need because we can't meet me right now... you can't see me personally and I thought you will want to know how my body looks like... and I think good sex is quite important for successful relationship.
now I know you little more and I will cross my fingers I'm not wrong in doing this and I will make a show of trust and send you my sexy pics to you hoping it will be for your eyes only and you will not show it to someone. I don't want to chat about sex or something like that, I just wanted to show you how my body looks like... and that's all. Maybe I shouldn't do this but I will click "send" button and close my eyes! I hope you will be not mad on me because I sent such pics for you, I'm a good girl, really!!!!!!!!!! I just thought we can't meet right now and I have to show you my body..
Please don't show my pics to anyone and please don't ask for any naked pics or something like that. I'm a good girl and I'm not into taking such photos!
I really apologize if you think now I'm not a good girl... I hope you don't think so.
Please let me know and I will write you more if I'm forgiven for sending this pics!!! I'm impatiently waiting for your answer!
Talk to you later!
Kseniya with kisses for you !!!!

Letter 3

Chuck hello dear!! How are you? I'm ok!!! I just returned from my work.
It was my last day at work,they tell that there are so sorry that I leave them and they have great hope that I will return back one day soon I have told not any promises.
I told them about you and everybody said they will cross one's fingers for us and they hope you are a good man and we will like each other! We had some fun today and it was my last working day... but now I feel myself so sad... I will miss my work and girls from my beauty salon... I almost cry now... anyway I don't want to make any steps back and I want to continue my arrangements. Chuck I have some good news for you!
After sending this email I will go home to pack bags and tomorrow morning I will go to Chita! It is the nearest big city and there is international airport there. From there I will fly to Moscow! I`m really afraid to fly on a plane! I hope my plane will not fall down! I'm really afraid!
It is several hours from here to Moscow.When I come to Moscow and settle down I will write you an email. I hope tomorrow I will be able to write you. Chuck please don't worry about me if you don't hear from me tomorrow, that will mean I was not able to find a place to stay and I will write you the next day.
Chuck you see I don`t have a mobile phone, so you won`t be able to call me, but I know its very important to talk to each other before I will take a plane to you, so I will try to find a public phone in moscow to call you. I will find out what I should dial (international code, country code etc). So I hope we will be able to talk to each by phone on next week!
In Moscow I will spend some time, I have to make all final arrangements with my documents and after it I will come to you!
I've never been to Moscow before and I'm so nervous now... I've never went somewhere alone and now I should go alone to such big city!
But at the same time I`m so exited we will meet soon! I hope I will be able to find a work of manicure master as soon as I will arrive to you, so I hope I won`t have money problems. I took all my diplomas and instruments for manicure. You know I sent documents for visa to moscow about 1 month ago, so I hope when I will arrive to moscow my visa will be already ready!!
As soon as I arrive to Moscow I promise I will send the letter to let you know all the news.Chuck You know... I had such great desire to start my trip already.. and now I feel myself like a newborn kitten who has even didn't open it's eyes... I just want to hug my mommy and don't want to go anywhere...
but I know that's my dream to start a new life and I will try to turn in to reality! Soon you will hear some news from me from Moscow!!!!!!!!Kseniya!!!Kiss you !

PS: I decided to scan my ticket to moscow, maybe it will be interesting for you see how tickets look like in russia!!!! kisses!!!

Letter 4

Chuck dear I'm so excited to write you again!!!!!!!!!! I'm in Moscow! You can't imagine how happy I am because I already started my trip to you!
I still cannot believe I've done it! WoW! As I wrote you I was scared to fly on the plane but everything was OK and I'm still alive ))))
Sorry I didn't write you sooner, it was not easy to find a place to stay here... I couldn't find a cheap hotel, everything is so expensive in Moscow.Finally I found a place to stay, I rent a room from an old woman. She is about 70 years old. She said her husband died 2 years ago she feels alone now.
so she gives in rent rooms in her small 2rooms flat.She is very nice woman. She said I have to be very careful.
Chuck, you know... she said many girls from small cities come to big cities, they are looking for a better future and fortune but because they are from small cities they can`t imagine their way to find the happiness can be not so easy as they thought...She said I should be careful when I meet you!! But I don't worry about it! I feel with all my heart you are really nice man!
Sorry I wrote you about my worries.. I have nobody to write about it.My mother is worried enough about me and I don't want to make her worry any more. I think that's really good I've met you! I can write you about everything.By the way, one more thing about my trip. Travel agency will help me to rent a room to stay near my future work in your area. It will be very good, because I will be able to pay rent just in one month after my arrival, after my first salary. I was in travel agency today and they told that my visa is ready, it will be approved after I will buy plane tickets!
Oh, I`m so exited about it!!! Maybe it seems to be like I`m in a hurry, but you see all my documents are arranged on exact dates so I need to take a flight before 4th July Saturday. I can`t delay my flight on a later date.. As soon as travel agent book tickets for my flight my mum should receive her salary and send me money to moscow.
I hope she will be able to do it in time! Chuck you should know you won`t have any problems with me, I will rent a room over there and will start to work as soon as I will arrive. I`m sure I will find work as a manicure master in beauty salon with no problems.
Today I looked for prices on mobile phones in moscow, but it was too expensive for me, so I will try to find a public phone, I will try it on tuesday ok??
As you know I will stay there for several months and later if I want I will be able to prolong my visa there. I will arrive by my Work visa, so I won`t have any problems with law while I will be working.I miss my family... but I'm getting better with every hour.
Now I'm very hungry and I will go and eat something.
Chuck, please write me as soon as possible!See you soon!
Big kiss from moscow!!Kseniya!!I will write again tomorrow!!!

PS: By the way, my sister didn`t allow me to take her photo camera in moscow, so I can`t send you any moscow photo, its a pity..
So I`m sending you my old photos, ok? So you will look on me more!
I`m sending more pic... One of them from last summer, when I was in sochi (russian sea resort) with my sister. I also sending a photo of me and my sister on her wedding!

Letter 5

Chuck hello my dear,Kseniya here I have got info about my flight from travel agency` and resend to you.I am so happy to meet you just in a few days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just have not any words how happy I am and a little tired of so many troubles here.

>TRAVEL INFO : Livshits Kseniya.
>Travel Agency - "RUSSKIEPOLETYLTD."
>TRAVEL INFO : Livshits Kseniya - private tour.(work visa) Russian-English variants.ENGLISH SPEAKING GUIDE.
>Travel dates for: Ms.Livshits Kseniya.
>Please label the inside and outside of each piece of baggage to
>be checked in with your name and where possible your address.
>Suitable baggage labels and
>stickers are available free of charge. In advance of your journey.
>please note the current free baggage allowance included in your
>ticket price. You can find this information in the internet or via
>your Airline contact
>person. In case you booked a special fare please note that it can
>be subject to restrictions. Travel Abroad: When preparing to travel
>abroad for less than 5 months,
>it is important to ensure entry to another country . Depending on
>the country to be visited and the student's nationality, it may be
>necessary to apply for a
>visitor visa.The person must have: a valid passport or travel document, valid visa .
>No special permission is needed, but it is important to have a valid
>passport,valid visa and all travel documents.

>Thank you for your booking and have a pleasant journey. Kind
>regards.Travel Agency - "RUSSKIEPOLETYLTD." is a licensed and officially registered travel agency.
>Our goal is to provide quality services for group and individual travelers.
>Please use our service .Managers: Ms.Vyrteba Olga.
>The nearest possible flight is - Saturday 4,July 2009.Departure
>Saturday 4,July Moscow (SVO), Russia , Sheremetyevo International
>terminal 2.
>Price: foreign passport,visa,tax,consulate fee,ticket Eco.class.USD 1190.00+
>Rusian Federation.Ms.Livshits Kseniya. sex-F.
>This reservation will be automatically cancelled if the order is not
>purchased until Thursday 2,July 2009.

Chuck you see,I've got all the information about my flight and I'm resending it for you!! My flight was arranged on Saturday and I am so happy to say we will meet in few days!!!! I am really lucky girl to meet you!
But I have a little problem and I really hope you will be able to help me. You see I never expected I will ask you for such help but I have nothing else to do. You know my mum promised to send me money for tickets by western union as soon as I will find out prices but today she was told on her work that because of economic crisis she will receive salary just in one month.. So thats why she can`t send me money for tickets now and I can`t delay my flight because all my documents are arranged on exact dates..
Chuck I wanted to ask you to help me to pay for my tickets directly but I was told in travel agency I can't use your help or ask you about sending me tickets or ordering electronic ones because I have a permission to use the help of the travel agency only. Your see its business of travel agency to arrange all travel things for my trip, such is the law.
If I will but ticket by myself, I won`t be able to use my work visa.. so you can`t send me tickets..
I`m sure my mom will help me but just in one month and I can`t wait so long because I need to buy tickets till Thursday.
I was in the bank to try to ask them a loan but they said I need to have registration in Moscow to get a loan from their bank and I don't have it! I know I`m asking you for very big think but maybe it will be possible for you to help me. You are my last hope and I have nothing else to do. If I won`t buy tickets my visa will be canceled and it will be forbidden for me to apply for visa again for next 4 years..
Chuck I have only about 210 dollars that I expected to take with me for the first time so if you will help me with 980 I will have enough to buy tickets. The full cost of tickets is 1190 dollars.
I know its a big sum of money for you, but pls try to help me and I promise I will return you money back after my first salary or as soon as my mum will send it to us, as she promised.
I will cross my fingers hoping for your help because I want to meet you so much!!!!! I will be waiting for your answer!!!
Chuck pls make a transfer by western union, I never used it, but I find out about it while I was expecting my mums help.
You should know my rent address here is 116/79 Engelsa street, Moscow, Russia.
Remember my full name is Kseniya- (first name) .
Livshits-(last name). It is right writing in English, and you should put it on western union list and you can choose any bank in moscow,so I can pick up the money at any bank of moscow.
The address of the closest Western Union here is
VTB 24
Moscow, 123242
Managers said I can get only western union transfer because I don`t have bank account in moscow!
But it will be safe to use western union transfer because I need to have passport to receive it!
And please after you complete transfer write me the number of the transfer,

P.S. Chuck I`m so sorry I asked you for such help, but you see you are my last hope and now my only wish is to meet you. I want to start a new life and I`m sure we can spend so many happy days and probably nights together! Please try to help me with rest 980 and I will fly to you on Saturday and in one month I will return you money back!!
PPS: Before I started my flight I scanned my passport and also made a photo with passport while I was in my home town. I decided I may need it in some occasions. Anyway, I`m sending it to you, I think you need to have it!
I kiss your lips and starting to dream about our meeting!!!!

Letter 6

Chuck hello!!! How are you?
In Moscow its very warm weather, about +22 in celcium.
You know, I feel myself so lonely here, Everyone rush somewhere and I don`t know anybody here. Chuck I was in a travel agency, all my documents are ready, so now I only need to buy roundtrip tickets.They will check a possible flight to your airport.
They will give me all information (date and time of my arrival, terminal number.)on Monday. I think I will fly in a week or so, because all my documents are
arranged on exact dates and I won`t be able to delay my flight.
Chuck I try to learn as much information about your country and living there as I can. I find some information in internet and read it. Today I was reading about your traditions and holidays.
I like to read about your holidays and traditions, it's very interesting. I think you know such holiday as Saint Valentine's Day, it was on February 14.When my country was called Soviet Union (USSR) nobody celebrated it and nobody knew about this holiday.and maybe about 8 years ago many people here began to celebrate Saint Valentine's Day and now it's very popular holiday here!
Chuck I wish we could celebrate some holiday together!
I bought few pieces of souvenirs for you, all day I was looking Moscow sightseeings and visited some souvenir shops. I'm sure you will like them!
Sorry can't buy many. By the way, I took my family album with me so when we meet - I will show you all my family and you will see how I looked like when I was a little girl!
Ok, I send you a thousand of kisses and will wait for your message!!!!
Chuck I will write you more on Monday, after my visit to the travel agency!
Kisses to you!!! I'm sending you some funny pics and my old photos. Ok,
Kseniya with kisses.

Letter 7

Hello Chuck,I`m so dissapointed, I don`t know what to do.
I asked for help all my friends and family but their answer was "no".
I thought that I will never ask you for such help, but I don`t have another way...I do hope to get your letter with words that you will help me because if not I have to cancel all travel preparations and collect things to go home.I can't imagine I am at home again,without any result with canceled documents.. Oh I want to be with you so much..
Honey please take me from here,I will work hard to earn money and I am sure I will be able to return all your money and return your kindness because you are so kind to me.My poor english is problem to express all my feelings I only hope that you can read between words and I very much hope that we will meet each other on Saturday.
I`m not a ganster or a mafia, I`m a usual girl which just wants to be happy.
Pls answer me, I don`t know what to do.
Chuck if it was possible to send me tickets I would have asked you to do that. I checked all ways and that's not possible.
I applied for a work visa because it's more easy to receive this type of visa then for example tourist visa. You country has quite strict rules on receiving visas. Many people all over the world consider your country to be the best place in the world and many people want to go there, that's why the rules are so strict. I should pay for my tickets by myself and bring a check from the travel agency to the embassy to prove them I'm financially stable to make this trip and pay by myself.
If you buy tickets for me maybe the embassy will learn about it they will ask me many different questions as who is that man? why do you want to meet him? And if they learn you are my darling and I want to meet you and have a relationship with you they could not give me my work visa.
I know its difficult to believe a person who is so far away..
But I feel that its something special between us, I never met such man as you are.. Chuck I`m sure I`m the only girl who can make you happy and I can be happy only with you.. My heart is in your arms..
We just need to make the last step to each other and finally kiss....
Today I had a dream at night. I dreamed about our meeting, how I will look into your eyes, touch your skin and kiss your lips.Oh it was so realistik! We laught and we both were happy.
I never had such sexy dreams before I want it to happen in real life soon..
And I was so dissapointed when I woke up in the morning and understood that it was just a dream. But I hope it will happen in real life. We will spend all time together and we will kiss each other without stop!! I`m waiting for your answer in internet cafe.
Yours, Kseniya

Letter 8

Hi Chuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you sooooooooo much you are going to help me!!!!
You made me very excited and I will be very thankful to you!!!
Chuck I never lied to you and always told you truth! I promise I will never hurt you!!!!
If you will help me I will arrive to DTW airport on Saturday!!!!!
Please let me know the information about the transfer as soon as you help me! I can't wait to meet you! My heart beats so fast now!
Today I will go to see some more sightseeings, I'm having very good time here but I'm sure when I come to you we will have simply great time together!!!! I can't wait to get to know you better!!!
Do you like massage? I can make very good massage!!!!
I will make it for you if you want, let me know!!!!
You are the best man I've ever met (or almost met) and there are no such great man in Russia. You are so far away and so close to me...
You are in another country and right in my heart....
Oh... I became a little sad because you are not with me now...
I will try to smile for you!!! I know soon the day of our meeting will come and I will be able to hug you!!!!!!!!!! Isn't it great? I think so!
I have a good feeling we will like each other. I think it's just a voice of women's intuition inside me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please trust my voice!!!!!
I'm sending you a kiss by the wind and I hope you will receive it!

Letter 9

Hello My dear! Thank you again very much that youwill help me with my problem, I really appreciate it and it is very important for me. Oh, Honey, I so wish you were here, because it is so nice here, I`m really very exited. But I want to tell you I`m afraid a bit to walk on the streets alone, because it is very crowded city. Tomorrow I want to go to a Kremlin, maybe I will have no chance to do it. I read a lot about it and saw many pictures.
Oh, dear, I can`t believe that everything is true. I can`t wait to meet you. I will have a new life and it is really very exiting.
I found this beautiful poem in internet today. I found it for you! It reflects my feelings to you!! Sorry I can't write poems in English, I can write them only in Russian.

Until We Meet

Until we meet
My nights will be a little colder
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat a little less rapid
Until we meet
I know that my arms will be empty
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem to be hours
Hours will seem to be months
While months will seem like eternity
Until we meet
The stars in the sky will not affect me
with its gleaming sparkles of life

Until I am gazing at them in your arms
And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing
Until it is you that I share the my food with
And Until we meet
I will not feel whole
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderful day
When our eyes make first contact
And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind
The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song
"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

My sweetheart, my love... I want to scream about my feelings to you! I promise I will never hurt you and I promise I will fly to you on Saturday because I want to be with you only!!!
Yours Kseniya

Letter 10

Hello my dear Chuck, I've got your transfer! Thank you so much!
So I bought tickets today. I have known that you are kind and I am right I see that you want to help me and it makes me so happy, I am a lucky girl to meet you among so many people in the world.thank you again,I will do all the best to return it as soon as possible and I will do all the best you are not disapoined to meet me,I think I know how I can do it. Wow,can't wait to meet you.
you know that our meeting will be so important day!I have very hard day today because of my interview,I do hope everything will be all right !I will do my best and I am sure I will meet you in a few days!
Honey I will send next letter after my visit today evening and will give you all exact info.Exact time and number of terminal and so on.I have not so many words to express my feelings and I will just keep silence because I am afraid to scare my luck!
Well,I will close this letter,you should know that you are the best man I have ever met!and you should know that you are my Prince now because all the life I dream about it,Kiss you many times,with love
your Princess.

Letter 11

Dear Chuck, it's me again,honey I have few news one of them are nice and other are not so nice.At first I am so happy that we will be together in a few days and I will begin new life,it seems to me I live in any Hollywood film and I am the main hero.funny really ???I think you think that I am a silly girl but try to imagine it is the first time in my life I have so many impressions,so many nice dreams and so many plans,I do hope it will work well.well,about our business!you know that I have been at the Embassy today and had an interview there. We have talked alot, they asked me about my income and property of my parents,also I showed paper that I booked tickets with returning dates.The main thing is that too many young people want to live in your country and embassy make many barriers on this way!it seems to me that look at me they think that I want to stay forever and don't return home ,but one good thing they tell I have enough good english !well,bad news is that now my visa is ready but not approved , because I need to show to the custom service and to the visa passport service living minimum for this period of time ,it means that I have to have the money with me.the amount is $700 .It is law of passport visa service and they require it to make sure that person have enough money for living needs and will not stay illegally.
I have told them that I will work and earn money but they said that it is not their business and it is very strong rule for all persons who wants to leave Russia.
In other case if i don't have this amount with me visa process will be canceled.
Honey I know that it sounds ugly but again nice thing that all the money will be with me and I will only show it and save it with me and when you meet me in airport I will return all amount to you ,maybe I spend few dollars to bye any small gift for you,only 5 or 8 dollars!Honey my honey please try to send the money as soon as possible I need to approve my visa till tomorrow (my last interview ),do not worry This is our last step and we will be together. I'm not going to ask one more time for your help, this is the last time.
I will be waiting for your answer today. Remember I do not pay this amount just show that I have.
I will wait for your info and I do hope it is last problem on this way,I hate politicans , they imagined so many barriers and borders,why simple people can't just meet each other?
I can't understand it!They fly without any problems and we have to pay so much, I can't understand why? you know all info to transfer money!
Love you and counting days and minutes before our meeting.
Million Kisses, Your Kseniya!
I do hope to kiss you in real life in a few days and do hope it will be so warm and long kiss! maybe you will be tired of it????

Letter 12

Chuck I'm so sorry you are having only problems with me... I swear if I were with you now I would make everything to make you happy and I would do everything you wish.... but I can't do it... I'm so far away....
You've done so much to help me and you probably have regrets you've met this Russian girl online and you are having so many problems because of me.
Please don't hate me. If you will be not able to help me this time I will cancel my trip and send the money back to you, just don't worry about that.
Money is a fiction. Please put great importance on the money. But actually happiness cannot be bought for the money. Money do not make people more happy. But in our case due to money it is possible to reduce the distance between us...
This is not my fault the rules of getting visas in your country are so strict. I'm just a usual girl, I'm not a daughter of millionaire and I don't have any connections in the embassy and I have to listen to their rules and I can't overcome it.
You've done so much for me, believe me, nobody done so many good things to me and I'm very thankful to you. You've never met me and you care so much about me.... I don't want to miss this chance in my life to meet so good man as you... but I don't have an access to any more money, I'm not in my native city now, I'm lonely here in Moscow... I'm just a country girl who came to the big city...
Maybe it will be possible for you to find this money, remember I just need to show it and I will bring it back with me.
Please don't hate me. I love you so much. I know it's impossible to love someone you've never met but I just write how I feel.
I don't sleep at night well last days.....
I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you.
I know you are looking at the stars at another part of the world and I just want to kill myself because I can't be with you now and it's my best desire to be with you...

Letter 13

Chuck my love I have good news! I was able to change my flight for Sunday and delay my interview for tomorrow!!
Honey I need to finish changing documents so I need to hurry in travel agency! I will write you more tomorrow early morning ok?
I love you, Chuck!!!!!!!!!!!