Letter(s) to Robert (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, darling
What a wonderful feeling I have every time I see your letter.
I realized just now that I was smiling while opening your letter. However, poor those people who were in the cafe, too.
Probably my reaction was strange to them.
Well, I will explain what an internet cafe is here, because you may have not this thing in your country.
So here it is a place where different people, strangers to each other, come to use an internet access, because all of them have no their personal computers at home.
Some people come to find necessary information, other people- to write a letter to someone. This is my case.
You have a special payment – some sum of money per hour and you can use the line as long as you want.
You know, I understood today, that I have absolutely no problems with writing to you, it is like I have known you for ages.
It is like I can tell you everything openly, without being scared of being judged or scolded…
I can speak freely and honestly. Probably, that is because I can’t see you.
But in general I hate the people who lie; I think it is a disadvantage, because even the world could be better if there were less of these people.
By the word, what do you think about the betrayal? Would you forgive it?
I think I wouldn’t ‘cos it is awful.
Because of this I am sure I will never do this to anyone, it is better to say the truth, to stop the things happen, to finish up, but not to betray.
Are you interested in my city?
It is very beautiful, green and cozy. There are lots of parks and flowers blossoming all around in the spring.
I find it very romantic to walk there when there is a night the stars are shining all above my head.
By the way, are you a romantic person?
Do you like animals? I adore dogs. They are sensitive and faithful. They love their owners just because they are made like this.
So here I will finish my letter. I will just write one more thing – I am always looking forward to your replies.
Have a good day!
P.S. What do you think about my new pics? I will upload some new pics in next few days.
Hope you liked my small present to you...

Letter 2

Hi, darling... I am not in a mood today. Just somehow I feel tired and exhausted.
You know, actually, I am fed up with my work. I work for 9, sometimes even more hours a day.
My job requires me to be calm and patient, you know.
Being a waitress you should be polite with clients,
smile when they tell you some vulgar joke and be welcoming to those who are in the restaurant for the first time.
My salary is about 200 dollars a month which is not as high-high as I would like it to be.
I am not afraid of work, but I know that my work should be more paid.
To tell the truth, these 200 dollars are good enough just for bills-paying, no money is left, I would like to have a PC, but still, it costs a lot.
Just I imagine how it could be if I would have one. Write you every day, one two three letters...
I also cannot write you so often because of our stupid rules here – one should pay for every received and sent letter.
What a shame! We live in such a modern world! I am really sorry for complaining, just you are the only one I can do this.
I hope you will understand me. That is some kind of nervous breakdown.
Every single letter I get from you makes me feel better, much better. It raises my mood.
Please, tell me more about your country. Are there any stupid rules like here? I am interested in every single thing you are connected with.
Here in this country I feel unprotected, vulnerable, and poor sometimes. It is like you work and work every day, but earn nothing.
It is because of this the people here are unfriendly and rude. It is fantastic to have you in my life.
You are so patient and understanding.
I want to thank you for everything you have done for me! And thank you for being with me all this time. You are my only friend.
I already miss you...

P.S. Can you say me your full name and
the name of the city where you live

Mine is
Ekaterina Simonova
Saint-Petersburg, Russia

P.P.S. I am sending you my new pic, what do you think of it?...
--
Ekaterina Simonova
Saint-Petersburg, Russia
katmuh@gmail.com

Letter 3

hi my lovely
what did I say wrong?
why you did not write to me?
understand I am afraid loose you
I want to be with you and it is truth
You know if I something have said not so it
is not from evil and it is not specially
It is high-gravity here by one
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Hi, darling... I am not in a mood today. Just somehow I feel tired and exhausted.
You know, actually, I am fed up with my work. I work for 9, sometimes even more hours a day.
My job requires me to be calm and patient, you know.
Being a waitress you should be polite with clients,
smile when they tell you some vulgar joke and be welcoming to those who are in the restaurant for the first time.
My salary is about 200 dollars a month which is not as high-high as I would like it to be.
I am not afraid of work, but I know that my work should be more paid.
To tell the truth, these 200 dollars are good enough just for bills-paying, no money is left, I would like to have a PC, but still, it costs a lot.
Just I imagine how it could be if I would have one. Write you every day, one two three letters...
I also cannot write you so often because of our stupid rules here – one should pay for every received and sent letter.
What a shame! We live in such a modern world! I am really sorry for complaining, just you are the only one I can do this.
I hope you will understand me. That is some kind of nervous breakdown.
Every single letter I get from you makes me feel better, much better. It raises my mood.
Please, tell me more about your country. Are there any stupid rules like here? I am interested in every single thing you are connected with.
Here in this country I feel unprotected, vulnerable, and poor sometimes. It is like you work and work every day, but earn nothing.
It is because of this the people here are unfriendly and rude. It is fantastic to have you in my life.
You are so patient and understanding.
I want to thank you for everything you have done for me! And thank you for being with me all this time. You are my only friend.
I already miss you...

P.S. Can you say me your full name and
the name of the city where you live

Mine is
Ekaterina Simonova
Saint-Petersburg, Russia

P.P.S. I am sending you my new pic, what do you think of it?...
--
Ekaterina Simonova
Saint-Petersburg, Russia
katmuh@gmail.com

Letter 4

HHHHHHHEEEEEEELLLLLLOOOOOOO!!!!!
What happened? Are you busy?
Please write...
****

Hi, my precious!!!
I hope that nothing happened and you are in a good mood. Please, be careful, and take care of yourself. Reply me as soon as you can.
I will be waiting for you, I promise. I would very much like to ask you to send me some more photos of yours. Chose those best that you have.
I am planning to print them and set them in a framework. Than I will put the framework on my desk and will watch you from time to time.
It will make me feel closer to you.
Some mornings, when I wake up I just try to figure out if everything is real; I mean if you are real or was it just a dream.
These moments I just need something to prove that you exist. So your photo will help me.
You are the sun that shines and lets me see the way in a dark and dump world. Have no other words to describe my feelings.
I have a smile on my face when I wake up, because my first thought is about you!!!
Can I ask you for something?
Could you please send me some your best photo, so I could hang it on my wall and every morning before waking up see you again and again?
You know, I had an amazing dream last night. We both were on some unknown island; it was beautiful, isolated from all the rest of the world.
There were just two of us. You were holding my hands and you were silent. No words were needed. That was great. We were so close to each other.
I felt to be the happiest woman in the word because I knew you were so close. It was something special, the feeling, the passion I had and love.
Do you dream about me? Can you tell me of them if it is not too private for you?
You know, probably, it is too silly to say, but I feel like I could have created a strong family with you. Do you like children?
Would you like to have them? I think they should be given birth only after the decision of both father and mother, and then the family will be happy.
My husband will always be on the first place for me. If in case he will not want to have children, well than, I will do whatever he says me to do.
Take care, my dear, I am waiting fro your reply.

--
Ekaterina
katmuh@gmail.com

Letter 5

My beloved I don't know what is happening to me.
I can't stop thinking of you. I have been thinking of you all night and day long. I couldn't get asleep.
I am thinking too much, planning too much. I am like a child waiting for something special, you know that feeling?
When you believe that something special will happen, you count minutes, seconds. Too many thoughts in my head drive me crazy. I become mad with happiness.
I can't feel the reality anymore and I don't believe this is me.
You know it is a strange feeling, I would like to describe it to you, and I would like to know if you feel the same.
I become crazy if I don,t see your letter on my e-mail, the thoughts like. Does he abandon me?
Did I say something wrong?” appear in my mind and I become afraid of losing you.
When I don't see you letter on my e-mail I feel terrible, I feel like the time stops, I feel like I am dead.
I am sure now that I want top be with you, I don't care what other people think, I don't care if it is against the normal rules of finding your second half.
I feel that I want to be with you with every single part of my body.
I can't satisfy myself with your letters anymore, I cannot live without seeing your lips, I want to kiss them, want to see your eyes and hold your hands.
I want to realize everything I dreamt of with you. Hold your hands like I dreamt about it, look at you, and look in your eyes.
I want to live for you, want to be with you in happiness and misery. I want to go asleep with you, embracing you.
I want to see you when you wake up, make you breakfast, coffee, honey.
Say you good morning, my sweetheart.
It is a strange feeling, but I feel that I could have a strong family with you.
I don't want to be alone anymore, but feel that there is someone behind me, who can protect me.
What does this feeling mean? I think I am in love with you. I am afraid to scare you with what I am writing.
It is silly, I am not a girl. I should control myself. Yeah, I should
but I can't.
You have already figured out that I cannot pretend the things I don't have.
Yes I was hurt, but it seems that I haven't lost the ability of loving someone.
I want you to know about it, even if at the end you will hurt me, too.
I will forgive you, still, because my love is so profound that it will be enough for both of us.
Strange-strange feeling, I don't even remember when was the last time it was so strong. Probably, it was the very first time many years ago.
If only I could I would take a plane I would spend everything just to appear in your arms, strong and secure...
I have figured out that I really can receive a visa to reach you, probably that is the fact that doesn't let me calm down. Now I feel everything can be real.
Dear, believe me it is a question of time. Soon we will be together.
I will do all the paper work, get the visa, pay for it and take a plane; you will just need to get me at the airport.
As far as I figured out it will not be a problem, because I have no relatives in your country and no criminal cases in my life.
The only thing that can prevent them from giving me the visa is my salary. Damn.
It is not big enough. But I will try, nevertheless.
I hope you understand me.
It is a risk I have never been to your country, I am afraid a bit. But I know that I want to try our relationship, to prove them, to make them real.
Write me something on this account; I need to know your opinion.
Love you, love you, love you more than I love my life.
Miss you, love you!!!

P.S. I have made you some new pictures, check them up.
Are they good enough?
Mostly they were done by my girlfriend
--
Ekaterina Simonova
Saint-Petersburg, Russia
katmuh@gmail.com

Letter 6

My sweetheart !!!
I would like to start my letter by saying you that I apologize for what I have written you yesterday. I should not have complained.
It happened spontaneously… Probably that is because you are very close to me and I feel I can open my heart.
Here it is difficult to find an understanding person, first of all because he may just laugh at you, or envy you…
Sorry once again, I promise not to do this anymore. You have your own problems and just it is silly of me to give you mine.
Long time ago your letters, your thoughts became a part of my life. You yourself became a part of me.
I appreciate your kindness and composure very much. I appreciate your support which you demonstrate in every your letter.
You know, I have recently come to one thought – it became difficult for me to rely on someone.
I have lost the ability of trusting to the people. It is a cruel world, yes it is. I have not an easy life.
I should think on my own for my living, and definitely, it makes me stronger.
You know, I am not sure I told you, but I was betrayed once by a very close person.
It hurted and it still hurts sometimes, but not because I have lost him, just because the closest people hurt more than anything else.
My love story it not a complicated one, it is the most wide spread story in the world.
I was completely in love but he cheated, found someone else and left me.
And I saw that girl, I saw her with him and just could not figure out what was so special in her?
What was her goal? What had she that I didn’t have?
These are the questions that move on in everybody’s head when you know you are betrayed.
Still I don’t want to talk about it. Today is a present day, these things were in my past life.
We have letters only to contact with each other, but I still hope that you trust me as I trust you.
And I really do. I never thought that it is possible to find someone, to be in love with him, and find him on the Internet.
For me it is a device for information, for mailing, nothing more.
I am glad that my destiny has given me the chance to know you. You are a great person, good friend, nice and beautiful man.
I feel that I can trust you, I know you are honest with me.
It is silly because I have never met you in a real life, but I often imagine us holding hands, saying sweet words to each other, staying together.
I would very much like to visit you. I would like to see you, I want to know for sure who you are, feel that you are real.
If you don’t mind – I could come to your country, I could visit you.
I just believe that we can make it true. Just imagine, all the things I wrote you can be said…in person.
It is a serious step, and it can change a lot. Are you ready to know who am I?
Life is short to waste time so desperately like we do this.
If you are really interested in me, I will come to stay with you for 10-15 days.
Still, it depends on you, I don’t want persuade anybody. We know each other and we both should feel the same.
If you feel that you are not ready for anything serious right now, I will just come to see you, I will still want to be your friend!!!
It is our chance, let us not lose it. As for me I fell that it is the time I can be with somebody whom I can devote myself.
If you liked the things I said, let’s talk about it.
Missing you.......

P.S. I can send you some pics of me in bikini, what do you think about it???
--
Ekaterina Simonova
Saint-Petersburg, Russia
katmuh@gmail.com

Letter 7

So why you did not write to me...
Please do it...
Here are very hard to me without your letters
and without your support....
I need it every day every minute...
I want to be with you...
Understand me I am alone and I am afraid would be alone
****

My sweetheart !!!
I would like to start my letter by saying you that I apologize for what I have written you yesterday. I should not have complained.
It happened spontaneously… Probably that is because you are very close to me and I feel I can open my heart.
Here it is difficult to find an understanding person, first of all because he may just laugh at you, or envy you…
Sorry once again, I promise not to do this anymore. You have your own problems and just it is silly of me to give you mine.
Long time ago your letters, your thoughts became a part of my life. You yourself became a part of me.
I appreciate your kindness and composure very much. I appreciate your support which you demonstrate in every your letter.
You know, I have recently come to one thought – it became difficult for me to rely on someone.
I have lost the ability of trusting to the people. It is a cruel world, yes it is. I have not an easy life.
I should think on my own for my living, and definitely, it makes me stronger.
You know, I am not sure I told you, but I was betrayed once by a very close person.
It hurted and it still hurts sometimes, but not because I have lost him, just because the closest people hurt more than anything else.
My love story it not a complicated one, it is the most wide spread story in the world.
I was completely in love but he cheated, found someone else and left me.
And I saw that girl, I saw her with him and just could not figure out what was so special in her?
What was her goal? What had she that I didn’t have?
These are the questions that move on in everybody’s head when you know you are betrayed.
Still I don’t want to talk about it. Today is a present day, these things were in my past life.
We have letters only to contact with each other, but I still hope that you trust me as I trust you.
And I really do. I never thought that it is possible to find someone, to be in love with him, and find him on the Internet.
For me it is a device for information, for mailing, nothing more.
I am glad that my destiny has given me the chance to know you. You are a great person, good friend, nice and beautiful man.
I feel that I can trust you, I know you are honest with me.
It is silly because I have never met you in a real life, but I often imagine us holding hands, saying sweet words to each other, staying together.
I would very much like to visit you. I would like to see you, I want to know for sure who you are, feel that you are real.
If you don’t mind – I could come to your country, I could visit you.
I just believe that we can make it true. Just imagine, all the things I wrote you can be said…in person.
It is a serious step, and it can change a lot. Are you ready to know who am I?
Life is short to waste time so desperately like we do this.
If you are really interested in me, I will come to stay with you for 10-15 days.
Still, it depends on you, I don’t want persuade anybody. We know each other and we both should feel the same.
If you feel that you are not ready for anything serious right now, I will just come to see you, I will still want to be your friend!!!
It is our chance, let us not lose it. As for me I fell that it is the time I can be with somebody whom I can devote myself.
If you liked the things I said, let’s talk about it.
Missing you.......

P.S. I can send you some pics of me in bikini, what do you think about it???
--
Ekaterina Simonova
Saint-Petersburg, Russia
katmuh@gmail.com

Letter 8

what are doing this week end???
***

HHHHHHHEEEEEEELLLLLLOOOOOOO!!!!!
What happened? Are you busy?
Please write...
****

Hi, my precious!!!
I hope that nothing happened and you are in a good mood. Please, be careful, and take care of yourself. Reply me as soon as you can.
I will be waiting for you, I promise. I would very much like to ask you to send me some more photos of yours. Chose those best that you have.
I am planning to print them and set them in a framework. Than I will put the framework on my desk and will watch you from time to time.
It will make me feel closer to you.
Some mornings, when I wake up I just try to figure out if everything is real; I mean if you are real or was it just a dream.
These moments I just need something to prove that you exist. So your photo will help me.
You are the sun that shines and lets me see the way in a dark and dump world. Have no other words to describe my feelings.
I have a smile on my face when I wake up, because my first thought is about you!!!
Can I ask you for something?
Could you please send me some your best photo, so I could hang it on my wall and every morning before waking up see you again and again?
You know, I had an amazing dream last night. We both were on some unknown island; it was beautiful, isolated from all the rest of the world.
There were just two of us. You were holding my hands and you were silent. No words were needed. That was great. We were so close to each other.
I felt to be the happiest woman in the word because I knew you were so close. It was something special, the feeling, the passion I had and love.
Do you dream about me? Can you tell me of them if it is not too private for you?
You know, probably, it is too silly to say, but I feel like I could have created a strong family with you. Do you like children?
Would you like to have them? I think they should be given birth only after the decision of both father and mother, and then the family will be happy.
My husband will always be on the first place for me. If in case he will not want to have children, well than, I will do whatever he says me to do.
Take care, my dear, I am waiting fro your reply.

--
Ekaterina
katmuh@gmail.com

Letter 9

please write me! I need to see a letter from you....
***

what are doing this week end???
***

HHHHHHHEEEEEEELLLLLLOOOOOOO!!!!!
What happened? Are you busy?
Please write...

****

Hi, my precious!!!
I hope that nothing happened and you are in a good mood. Please, be careful, and take care of yourself. Reply me as soon as you can.
I will be waiting for you, I promise. I would very much like to ask you to send me some more photos of yours. Chose those best that you have.
I am planning to print them and set them in a framework. Than I will put the framework on my desk and will watch you from time to time.
It will make me feel closer to you.
Some mornings, when I wake up I just try to figure out if everything is real; I mean if you are real or was it just a dream.
These moments I just need something to prove that you exist. So your photo will help me.
You are the sun that shines and lets me see the way in a dark and dump world. Have no other words to describe my feelings.
I have a smile on my face when I wake up, because my first thought is about you!!!
Can I ask you for something?
Could you please send me some your best photo, so I could hang it on my wall and every morning before waking up see you again and again?
You know, I had an amazing dream last night. We both were on some unknown island; it was beautiful, isolated from all the rest of the world.
There were just two of us. You were holding my hands and you were silent. No words were needed. That was great. We were so close to each other.
I felt to be the happiest woman in the word because I knew you were so close. It was something special, the feeling, the passion I had and love.
Do you dream about me? Can you tell me of them if it is not too private for you?
You know, probably, it is too silly to say, but I feel like I could have created a strong family with you. Do you like children?
Would you like to have them? I think they should be given birth only after the decision of both father and mother, and then the family will be happy.
My husband will always be on the first place for me. If in case he will not want to have children, well than, I will do whatever he says me to do.
Take care, my dear, I am waiting fro your reply.

--
Ekaterina
katmuh@gmail.com