Letter(s) to Jorge (Portugal)

Letter 1

Hi my new friend!
I have seen your profile on a website .
Your structure has very much liked me. Please tell me more about yourself, your interests. My name is Anastasiya. My age of 28 years. I am the serious girl, I want to get acquainted with the good person who will concern carefully to me and will love me up to the end of life! For me main is heart of the person! I hope you do not reject me, and will write back. If you liked my structure write on E-mail charm_nastya@yahoo.com and I will send my photo. I shall hope that my letter was not vain and you write to me the return letter and a photo.
Anastasiya

Letter 2

Hello, my friend Jorge,
I saw your profile a site of acquaintances. I very badly understand the Internet. I was helped by the manager in the Internet-cafe. Therefore I cannot precisely recollect on what website I you saw. You have very much liked me! Now I'm here to write you. I want to tell you more about myself. I live in Russia! I like sport. I like various kinds of sport: volleyball, swimming, aerobics and dancing. Also I adore traveling with friends around my country. Sometimes we take the tents, make there a fire, sing songs, fool, tell terrifying stories and cook the food. I like cooking very much: usually fish soup, millet porridge, and toasts. Generally we have a goodtime. I adore flowers in all their displays. I think that they make our life beautiful everywhere: at home, in the streets, at work. As for me I think there is no woman who doesn't like flowers at all. I prefer bloody red roses, delicate lilies, and noble irises. When there is a vase of flowers in the livingroom or on the bed-table it means that you will be elated all the day, have a desire to do the best for everybody. I'm fond of dancing very much. I attended dancing classes. Most of all I like Latin-American dances, because they are so passionate, rhythmical and active. So I think that's all for now.
Bye, kisses from Anastasiya.

Letter 3

Hi Jorge,
I was very pleased to receive your letter! I did not expect, that you will answer so quickly! I want to learn more about you. What would you like to know about me? Please, do not hesitate to ask me I will answer you with pleasure. A few words about myself: As you might already know I'm 28 years old girl from Russian small town called Prosek (Nizhegorodskaya Oblast). It is approximately 900 km from Moscow. I have never been married but feel ready to make the family with the good and honest person. I dont have children! I want to find the person who will love me and take care of me. I hope that our relations which are so fragile yet will grow day by day. Happiness in the Family is everything which is necessary for the lonely girl such as I am! This's all I need. I am already an adult girl and I need my own family! As I already said I work as an accountant. I worked at many other places before my girlfriend has helped me with this one. It is very nice, I like it very much. Also I like cooking! I can make a big variety of dishes! My mother used to say that it's very important to cook tasty and delicious food to become a good wife. My favourite is the Russian cuisine! My mother says I do it very good however I don't eat that much: only salads 2 times a day. What kind of food do you like? I think I know English well enough for us to understand each other I studied English at school then at the University. The English language was my favourite lesson. Of course I don't speak English as good as you but I'm trying to improve it. Now I live with my mother. I was born when my mum was 30. My parents wanted children so much and they were waiting girl for so long so that when I was born they were so happy and tried to give me all their love and care. My father died natural death when I was young but he is still in my heart and in my mind. Unfortunately I have neither sisters nor brothers. I feel lonely and it is so difficult to live without man's support without strong man's shoulder on which I would lean. Fortunately I have some good friends who always are with me and help me. I am very much interested in you and our relations. Will you please send me your pictures! It's all for now. I think what to write you tomorrow.
Your Anastasiya.

Letter 4

Hi Jorge,
I was very pleased to receive your letter! I did not expect, that you will answer so quickly! I want to learn more about you. What would you like to know about me? Please, do not hesitate to ask me I will answer you with pleasure. A few words about myself: As you might already know I'm 28 years old girl from Russian small town called Prosek (Nizhegorodskaya Oblast). It is approximately 900 km from Moscow. I have never been married but feel ready to make the family with the good and honest person. I dont have children! I want to find the person who will love me and take care of me. I hope that our relations which are so fragile yet will grow day by day. Happiness in the Family is everything which is necessary for the lonely girl such as I am! This's all I need. I am already an adult girl and I need my own family! As I already said I work as an accountant. I worked at many other places before my girlfriend has helped me with this one. It is very nice, I like it very much. Also I like cooking! I can make a big variety of dishes! My mother used to say that it's very important to cook tasty and delicious food to become a good wife. My favourite is the Russian cuisine! My mother says I do it very good however I don't eat that much: only salads 2 times a day. What kind of food do you like? I think I know English well enough for us to understand each other I studied English at school then at the University. The English language was my favourite lesson. Of course I don't speak English as good as you but I'm trying to improve it. Now I live with my mother. I was born when my mum was 30. My parents wanted children so much and they were waiting girl for so long so that when I was born they were so happy and tried to give me all their love and care. My father died natural death when I was young but he is still in my heart and in my mind. Unfortunately I have neither sisters nor brothers. I feel lonely and it is so difficult to live without man's support without strong man's shoulder on which I would lean. Fortunately I have some good friends who always are with me and help me. I am very much interested in you and our relations. Will you please send me your pictures! It's all for now. I think what to write you tomorrow.
Your Anastasiya.

Letter 5

Hello dear Jorge,
I am very pleased that you answered me. Thank you for your interesting letter! Your letters always bring me a lot of pleasure and happiness. When I read your letter I feel, that you are the kind and good person, and you will never hurt me! My heart starts to beat more often when I read your letter, and I think, that you are that person whom I waited for so long. I am pleased, that we are so similar and it is wonderful to feel that you are interested in me! I promise you, that I will be sincere in my letters! Last night I talked to my mother about us. After my dad has died, she became closer to me and I decided to tell her, that I correspond with you. I said that you are not from Russia and she encouraged me. My mother was glad to hear that I met a good person (that's what I told her about you, as you are really very nice) but warned to be careful because she remembers how I suffered with the previous boyfriend. But I ensured her that you are not that kind of man who will make me suffer. I told her how interesting and important you are for me and she gave me her blessing and said she would pray for us! She said that if my dad were alive he would be happy for me. Yesterday evening I had good time thinking with my mother, what to write you about me in this following letter. I hope, that it is pleasant for you! They say I have good character, and I'm not interested in married men because to destroy their family is very bad! I want to tell you that if we shall be together one day I will try to be a good wife for you and will never deceive you with another man! I think to betray the husband it is the biggest sin and I am not capable to do this as many other women! I want to be the best wife I even read the book in which key rules of the good wife were written. My life target is not the money but the happiness in family. I don't want to say, that if everything is ok with us I will sit at home and keep the house, I would like to find the job if you don't mind. As for my education I have good knowledge! I studied for the accountant approximately for 6 years and I'm good at it. I have good job, but salary is so small so I need to save money all the time (it is $95 per month). I don't have my own phone and computer so I write you from the Internet-cafe. I think it's even better that I do not have much money as they make people worse and do not make them happy! Of course I earn more than many people here but it is enough only for meal and some clothes. I think that we should not speak about the incomes because it's not the main thing. Well, it's time to go for work now because the lunch break will finish soon and I can't afford my own phone and computer to write you from home and sometimes to call you, it is very expensive here.
I'm looking forward to hearing from you!
Your Anastasiya.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Jorge, It is so pleasant to receive your letter again!
You filled up my life with a new feeling which I forgot for quite a while. It is so wonderful! I would like to come more often to the Internet-cafe to receive your letters, but the job takes a lot of time and energy. Recently I have told my girlfriends about you. They were very surprised, that I have found the man of my life through the Internet. They heard, that lots of Russian women get acquainted through the Internet and come to live in the foreign country with the husband, and they wish us good luck! They wanted to know all the details concerning our correspondence but I said that it's very private and told them just a few general things about us (for them not to feel jealous that such a wonderful man correspond with me not with them)! All my girlfriends are married and their husbands are Russian. Unfortunately most of them are unhappy in family and there are many reasons for that and they even envy me that everything is ok with us! I am very pleased that our relations do the right way! I would like to ask you about the happiest day in your life What was it like, what did you feel at that moment? I will think of you this evening. Give me your phone number. I shall try to call to you soon! Take care. Your Anastasiya.

Letter 7

Hello my love Jorge!
I am so happy! You're in my mind all the time. I like to reread your letters, they cheer me up. I want to tell you, that my heart starts beating more often when I think of you!!!
How are things with you? I hope everything is fine. I want to ask you send me some more of your pictures, I will look on them and feel as if you are here with me. I want so much to watch your smile, to feel your breath, to be in your arms. All I want is to love you and to be loved by you. My feelings to you are clean and virgin. Now everything around me is beautiful, kind, gentle and romantic!!! I want to have the family and loving husband to feel his care and support in difficult situation. I was very close to my dream in the past, but my trustfulness made me suffer. This is the main thing for me - to trust the person with whom I am. To trust each word, gesture, sigh or smile. In the world now there is so much meanness and deceit, that it is necessary to make sure that you trust people whom you call friends. I'm not saying about you, I know you not for so long but feel that you are honest with me and that makes me believe that I can love and be loved with you!!!
My mother used to tell me that I should be opened to friends.
She asked about us and I said that everything is ok. I told my mother a lot about you. She hopes that I will be happy at last.
Mother told me how she had met my dad. How they fell in love at first sight, were dating then and after all married.
I am so upset that I don't have the phone to call you. I want so much to hear your voice and to look at your eyes, to hold your hands. I want to make you happy. Please, give me the chance to do it!
Give me the chance to feel love again.
I will wait for your letter.
Your Anastasiya!!!

Letter 8

Hello my Jorge! I am happy to receive your letter again. When I've read it I understood that you are very important to me, that you are the person who can understand me and support in difficult situation. Like any other woman I dream to have my own family, honest, loyal and reliable husband with whom we will take care of our pretty children in our wonderful house. I am happy that I met you and written to you instead of somebody else! That day was the happiest in my life. I know that the main things between two people are trust and understanding any relations without it can not exist. Without trust and understanding we can not be that close to each other. I hope that we are in such close and sensual relations. It seems to me there was a spark between us since the very beginning. Now I know I always dreamed about you. You are my fate I want to be with you, to embrace you, to see and love you only. I cann't stop thinking of you. I wake up and fell asleep with the thoughts about you. Each letter from you makes my heart warmer. I dream of that day when I will see you personally, hear your magic voice and feel the warmth of your body. Today is good weather it's warm and sunny outside. I like to walk in such perfect days or to leave the city for the picnic with friends. It is so wonderful. I think I'm probably too romantic but I like the nature very much. Yesterday I dreamed about us walking in the forest together, holding hands and picking up flowers. When I think of you, my darling, I become so happy and it is so pleasant and joyfully in my heart that I want to fly far away in the sky. Now I know that I can not live without you, without your words, without your embraces and kisses. You are the person whom I was looking for the whole my life and I don't want to lose you. You are my sense of life. I have nothing but you in this world. I will wait for your letter with impatience. A lot of kisses to my darling. I think, that to us still early to speak about a meeting. We still badly know each other. We all over again need to learn more about each other! I think you me understand! Your loving Anastasiya.

Letter 9

Dear Jorge!
Darling I was thinking a lot about us and I am sure, if we decide to be together, I will never leave you till the end of my life. I wrote you about myself, about my interests and my situation. I am looking only for serious relationship, not for a short adventure. I'm not that kind of girl who wants to take advantage of men. If I was looking for a man just for one night I would find him here in Russia, it's not so difficult. But I'm looking for something different, something serious. I need the long-term relationship, very serious and fulfilled with deep feelings towards each other, satisfaction in every moment of being together, not only physically, but also spiritually. This is my desire about long lasting relations. I hope you want the same thing. I would be glad to have a man like you in my life. I am a woman for only one man and really reliable. I have never had short relations and I don't want it. I think great feelings to each other need time to grow. Be sure I will wait for it.
Your Anastasiya.

Letter 10

Dearest Jorge! I am sure it's a miracle. We're writing each other for few weeks only but it seems to me I know you for the whole my life. I think there is some magics between us. I hope you will agree with me that we have found something special in each other. You've made my life so bright and interesting, you made me love the whole world! It is so wonderful! Thank you my darling!!! I'm very happy that you're confident with me and when I think of you my heart is full of love and joy! I trust you. But you know, when we started to write each other I had some doubts at the beginning. But I decided not to give up because I felt you were very close to me and seemed to be so special, so lovely. Each letter from you confirms that I've made the right choice. Without you, my life would be so empty. I don't know how to explain why my feelings to you are so strong, I just feel it inside of me in my heart! My dear Jorge, I think about you all the time and I know no one is so important to me on the whole world as you are! I will never love somebody more than I love you! I can give you my post full address. But if you wish to send for me some gift, it will be useless. As in Russia mail works very badly, your departure can not reach me simply. At us many such cases when from other country sends gifts in are nude city, but they are lost somewhere on a way. So I advise you to not do it! I always dream of you! Anastasiya!

Letter 11

Dearest Jorge!
You make me happy! Each letter from you is like a present for me! Thank you, my honey! YOU ARE THE BEST!!! I close my eyes and I see you in my arms. I would like to spend the whole my life with you, and I'm sure one day it will happen. This night I couldn't sleep, you were in my dream and in my thoughts. In my dream I embraced you so hard that could feel the beatings of your heart and you know what, our hearts beat in one rhythm does that mean something? Without you my life will be impossible! The darkness will cover my life without you! When I don't hear from you I feel impatience in my soul, in my skin, in my mind. when I dream about you I can't sleep. I'm waiting for our meeting with impatience, you appeared in my life like a bright gleam in the end of a dark tunnel. You gave me the hope that one day my life becomes a fairy dream. I see the light and I want to run torwards it. I don't want you to be just my fancy I need you real. I want to share my life with you, my laugh and tears, to share all my emotions and feelings, my joy and pain. Would you like to share your life with me? Will you let me love you, kiss you, take care of you and make you happy? Please, let me give you all my tenderness and my all my heart. When I look at your pictures or read your letters I then close my eyes and give freedom to my imagination: I always see you flying to me, taking my hand, kissing me and saying that you will never let me go and we are flying under the stars, through the continents, around the Earth, around our own world, in love, only in love. You're so great, so... I can't find the right word to say how important you are to me, I can't find the words to express my thoughts. I dream of you days and nights. Yours forever!
Anastasiya!

Letter 12

My sweetest Jorge!
I read your letters, and I don't know what to say. I feel like I have found a treasure and that is you!!! I really didn't expect to find such a wonderful man like you. Today I was thinking about you only, I want you to know, that makes me happy! Now I know that if one day I hold you in my arms I will never let you go. Believe me, I will never let you leave me.
But sometimes I ask myself: is that true or I'm only dreaming? Is this an eternal love, or just a beautiful illusion? If it is just a dream I don't want to wake up! Sweety, when you close your eyes do you see me? I do and I don't want to lose this ability to see you when I think of you or read your letters. You see how easy is to fall in love when there are two willing hearts, with only the best intentions. My dear Prince, I am willing to travel thousands of kilometers, because I believe that you can show me what the love is. I believe you can change my lonely life. I want to show you how wonderful life is when you are in love.
Honey, I believe in the power of love! It is the light that shines in your eyes, it is the warmth that fills your heart.
It is the beautiful song of two hearts beating together!
I love you!!!
Anastasiya.

Letter 13

My dearest Jorge!
Thanks for your letter! I am thinking of you very much. You are a man from another country, so far away, but I feel very close to you now. It is very nice to write you my letter and to know that soon I will get the letter from you again. And I will know more about you and I will live with hope that I will meet you, and I will be able to talk to you, it is very good to know that I may find the man who will be the main part of my life. I received your message and it warms my heart and now I believe that it is a beginning of something interesting and special. I am waiting for this. I always wanted something special from my life and it is hard to understand what it is, it is hard for me and I think that I didn't find this, because I have to feel when I will find. You are the man of my dreams because you are special inside, open-minded and warm-hearted. I dream about a man like you, attentive to me and who will love me with all his heart and will have the thoughts only about me, every minute, and I will have a great feeling to you too. I dream about you with love and care, I know you are a man whom I can trust, you are sincere, honest, transparent, with good sense of humor, romantic, with a lot of dreams. My dreams are becoming reality thanks to you. I am thinking of you always, Yours Anastasiya!

Letter 14

My sweetest Jorge! First I want to say that I thought a lot about you, about us, and the distance between us,you are so natural and full of love that I want to be there right now with you. Closer then close, body to body, I want to feel you,smell you, touch you, hear you, and it's not possible for this moment, that hurts right know. This makes me suffer!! I am dreaming to be happy in my life, happy to meet you, I want to make you happy, that you feel comfortable with me without fears, that you can trust me,I want to love you like you have never felt this before, doing things together and having fun, I have so many ideas in my mind that you will never be bored, life is a serious thing but it must be surprising at the same time,you only live once. I want to surprise you, I am your surprise!! I must feel passion, so much that it hurts, only then I can give myself and talk about my feelings. I know you can give this feeling because I get excited of you only of your words. Passion is a chemistry that you can not explain, it's spiritual, it's understanding without speaking. Love means for me a deep mutual feeling of understanding and respect, I can't live without knowing that somebody loves me, I grew up without much love,and maybe what I missed in my childhood you could give me to fill it, the emptiness and pain I had. I am sure I could love still, because I know it exists,I can give it, I want to give, but not to everybody, only for a special person who has the same feelings for me. Then I can say with no doubts you are all I need. Accept the defects of the partner when living together. My last thought before I go to sleep is You I have a bear in my bed and it sound a little childish but I keep it close to me and i think that the bear is you. But in my thought you are with me, close to me, and I look in your eyes, I kiss your lips, and hold your hands, again I look at you, and give you my smile, I hold you, I kiss every piece of your body softly and in the morning I think the same. I very much wish to be near to you. I wish to be at you in hands. I today shall go to travel agency to learn all that that to me it is necessary will arrive to you. That I learn all, I shall write to you! I like you so much, I can't explain, you are so sweet, please, be like this for ever and I will love you for ever. Your Anastasiya.

Letter 15

Hi my dear Jorge!!!
I am glad to receive your letter! I thought today of you and your letter all the day long! Excuse that I for a long time to not answer you your letter! I went and found out in travel agency what to me documents to arrive to you are necessary! I find out for myself! I have gone to travel agency with hope and pleasure that I can buy itself to myself the visa and international passport ! But when I to see the prices for the visa and the international passport I very strongly to be upset and I think that I cannot pay one my charges! I even now in in the place to not know that to me to do ? Because my wages are equal 95 $ in a month! And the visa and the international passport for travel abroad and costs all together 368 euro ! For me it is simply big money! I even cry a little that I cannot to find such money if I shall work on 5 to work at once! You probably should understand that at us in Russia very much to pay small wages! What to me to do ? I know there is an exit from this situation, but I think that you to perceive very seriously! I think that if you to me will help to pay to me the visa and the international passport I shall be very glad and with the big pleasure I shall make to myself the visa and to fly to you! What you to think? I think that we with you together should struggle and think as us with you together faster to meet? I want our meeting with you! As it was not strange! But you strongly to sit in my heart and I to burn with the desire to see you in alive and to arrive to you! I have found out preparation of the visa in travel agency will borrow approximately 10 - 12 days. My visa will be valid during 2 months.I think that it is very good idea to be at you houses 2 months! For 2 big months we can find out each other very well and we can understand with you to become the husband and the wife! I very much would like to arrive to you more likely! I think that our meeting will be better than which we to write 100 letters each other!Ok? You with me agree? And if at us with you all will be good to go that my visa will be at me on hands approximately in 2 weeks. And then I can fly to you! I to speak with my relatives and they agree that I to fly to you! I will need to leave only your full home address and phone! You agree??? I shall wait for your letter with impatience!
Forever Anastasiya!

Letter 16

Hi my dear Jorge!!!
I am glad to receive your letter! I thought today of you and your letter all the day long! Excuse that I for a long time to not answer you your letter! I went and found out in travel agency what to me documents to arrive to you are necessary! I find out for myself! I have gone to travel agency with hope and pleasure that I can buy itself to myself the visa and international passport ! But when I to see the prices for the visa and the international passport I very strongly to be upset and I think that I cannot pay one my charges! I even now in in the place to not know that to me to do ? Because my wages are equal 95 $ in a month! And the visa and the international passport for travel abroad and costs all together 368 euro ! For me it is simply big money! I even cry a little that I cannot to find such money if I shall work on 5 to work at once! You probably should understand that at us in Russia very much to pay small wages! What to me to do ? I know there is an exit from this situation, but I think that you to perceive very seriously! I think that if you to me will help to pay to me the visa and the international passport I shall be very glad and with the big pleasure I shall make to myself the visa and to fly to you! What you to think? I think that we with you together should struggle and think as us with you together faster to meet? I want our meeting with you! As it was not strange! But you strongly to sit in my heart and I to burn with the desire to see you in alive and to arrive to you! I have found out preparation of the visa in travel agency will borrow approximately 10 - 12 days. My visa will be valid during 2 months.I think that it is very good idea to be at you houses 2 months! For 2 big months we can find out each other very well and we can understand with you to become the husband and the wife! I very much would like to arrive to you more likely! I think that our meeting will be better than which we to write 100 letters each other!Ok? You with me agree? And if at us with you all will be good to go that my visa will be at me on hands approximately in 2 weeks. And then I can fly to you! I to speak with my relatives and they agree that I to fly to you! I will need to leave only your full home address and phone! You agree??? I shall wait for your letter with impatience!
Forever Anastasiya!

Letter 17

My sweetest Jorge! I very much love you! I understand your fears, I and itself heard about any frauds, but it us does not concern, at us the present love! I the ticket do not know will cost how many, in agency have told that all over again it is necessary to order the visa and the passport! Thanks for a nice letter again. You are so sweet as a diamond. I feel that you come closer to me every day. I hope so much, that one day you and me become to be a strong beautiful family with beautiful kids and have a wonderful home. I just want to be a part of your life. I also want something special in my life: YOU. I'll never had dream about to find somebody like you. You are so good, openhearted, with warm and real feelings, it means so much to me. Thank you my love, my Prince forever. My feelings to you are so big that you don't know. Sometimes the love and feelings are painful for me. What if i don't get you? I don't want to think of it. You are only that man in the world i will have, you have all the things that I'm looking for and want to have. Also my dreams are becoming to reality because of you. THANKS!!! If i could live you one thing, i would give you the ability to see yourself as other people do,then you would have seen what a dear an special person you are... I asked God for a flower, he gave me a garden, I asked for a tree, he gave me a forest, I asked for a river, he gave me an ocean. asked for a frien and he gave me YOU. Sometimes my eyes are full of tears when i think of you my love. You are my only Love, and will always stay in my heart. I will always love you, today, tomorrow and forever. I will never do something that could hurt you, never. I love you! Your Anastasiya!

Letter 18

My darling, Jorge!!! For that that you have sent many thanks to you of money! As soon as I shall remove money at once I shall go to agency then I at once shall write to you! As always I am so excited to get a letter from you. I have seen the movie Pretty woman. I am sure you have seen it too. I like this movie and I have seen it several times already. After it I went to sleep and I was dreaming about us. I believe that you are my second half and the destiny helped us to meet. It is our chance to be happy and we can't miss it. It would be unfair. I understand that we don't know each another for long time and we haven't met but I don't care. I just know what I feel inside and my heart tells me everything. I would never believe that I could fall in love with the person I have never met in the real life. But now I have experienced it and I believe in it. Everything could happen in this life. And there is nothing strange in it. I need to tell you one thing. It is really very important for me. But I need to know that you trust me. You shouldn't have any concerns about me. I don't deserve it. I have only serious intentions about you. Just write me that you trust me and I will be not scared to tell you this. I need to tell you this, because it is very hard to feel it inside and not be able to tell you. Please, dear tell me, that you trust me and that you don't think that I am weird. It is not so, I am just very sensitive and sensual person. And you mean everything for me in my life. I just can't imagine my life without you anymore. I will better die than lose you. My life will be empty without you, it will have no meaning. I will think about it tonight and will write you about my feelings tomorrow. Please, be honest with me and write me your thoughts. Do you trust me? Take care, honey. You are in my heart. Thousands kisses.
Yours forever, Anastasiya.

Letter 19

Hi my love Jorge, I yet have not removed money as there was a problem with a name and a surname! Today I again shall go to bank and I shall check up translation! My fairy tale, my life, my installed. As am strong I grieve on you and under your letters, I miss without you and I do not find to myself a place, I can not without you more live, I want to be near to you, I want to be a number as soon as possible!!! That to me to do how to live further, my desires, all my dreams and all my ideas only about you, most likely I to leave from mind, if in a near future the god will not connect us!!! I am very strong you I love and is ready to wait, but I not stone at me is heart and soul, and they can not without you exist, help me please, take away me to itself. I write you the letter, and my tears flow down by the river on a desk, I so want that you have understood me, to help me ask!!! You know: I any more do not remember when I last time slept strong and quietly, I do not remember when I last time well ate, certainly I blame you in what, I only want to you to tell and to prove as far as strongly I you I love and I dream of our meeting, one nothing it is interesting in this life, I live only for you and for the sake of you. I became very nervous and quickly we shall excite, I am afraid to remain without work, because I nothing have time, it is a lot of work, and I think only of you and nothing I can with it make, my love to you very strong and large!!!! Yes, of course I want to be your wife and only by yours, and I want to be the mother of your children,and only I dream of it day from behind day, I am asked to the God that all this was carried out!!!! My mum certainly support me, and calm,but I can not so more live, I die from love to you, and I need only in you.To me nobody is necessary except for you, I do not want other man in my life, I want only you, I already for a long time do not look on other men,because I live only by you. You should it feel and trust me. I wrote to you already one thousand time and I shall write to you again and again, that you have changed all my life, you completely to turn her after acquaintance to you all time seems to me, that I live completely in the other world,because such strong passionate feelings, both such huge happiness and love I still never tested,I have learnt it only after our acquaintance, as much you mean in my life,I am tormented without you and nobody can help me, you know as it terribly,I shall not learn to do yourselves, love mine how to me to live further, what to us??? I want you, I want to have with you sex, to have my child only from you, it so means for much mother, to have children from favourite the man, my heart is broken off from a pain, because we not together, and with happiness because you to love me! Yes, my English is not so good, but the love will help me, and I always shall do for you all! Sweet mine, native mine, I can not more without you live, my life nothing means without you, you should understand me. I need in you, your care and caress is necessary to me, the understanding, love and respect is kind also!!!!! I am very strong you I love. Write to me, as soon as you can. Gently whole, your princess Anastasiya.

Letter 20

My dear and precious Jorge,
My prince, my world,how you today? I hope, that at you all is perfect, I am always asked for you, and your family. I thank for the warm, frank letters. I re-read them many times, and has received a lot of pleasures from your words. You speak me so sincerely and about the large love, I feel it and it very much is pleasant to me!!! I truly love, trust and believe in you!!!!! My entire world revolves around you and I am seriously blissed to have you in my life. You are seriously my heaven on earth and without you, I totally would become a basket case emotionally!! I should inform you that you control my heart, the air that I breath and the life itself that keeps my spirits intact. No one has ever touched me the way you have and to be honest, no one ever will. you are the heart and soul of everything I ever wanted in to the man. Your inspiring and loving words assures me constantly that I have nothing to fear and that you will never leave me!! You as should trust to my words, trust in me, I definitely to know, fact, that I am true I love you. My words, my letters should prove to you, that I shall not betray your feelings and hopes concerning the future with you!!! I should speak a thank you for being you and know, that from my prince for us the magic fairy tale soon comes true! That will be speed time for me to prove to you that I who I say I am and remove any distant thoughts you may encounter as obstacles of how I really feel about you. You really have a pure and kind heart, you've made me the happiest individual in the world today! No I take that back, the second happiest person! Strength, courage and the will to surpass any andall obsticals is clearly persent in all your remarkable letters. You're always positive and so full of life and you are never selfish! The love we've developed for each other will never end. You know, we are learning from and teaching each other how to be better a better person for us, two as one in all that we do. it is necessary completely not long to wait and the god will connect us. I love you, very much I love.
Gently whole, your princess Anastasiya.

Letter 21

Has forgotten to write, yesterday I have not had time to descend in bank, there was a lot of work! Today and tomorrow in bank the day off, but on Monday I shall necessarily go to bank and I shall remove money!

Letter 22

Hi my loved Jorge! I wish to tell that today I shall go to bank and I shall remove money! I'm very glad to see your letter and I think you will glad to see my too. I think about you , that you are very good person for me. I read your letters and you like more and more to me, with every new day I understand it more. I don't know the future but I think all people have chance earlier on later but sometimes people don't take this chance. I thought very much about me and you and it will be so great to meet you personally. I don't know how to do it, but I'm sure it's real. When I was in school I had a girl friend her name was Irina and I has learned that she was begin to correspond with foreign man from America and she was go there. I don't know where she lives, who is her husband. But it's not important now. I understand now that it's real and we can meet in the future if we will want it of course. I think that I would like to meet you . I feel that you are become closer to me. I tell you all about my life and I will tell if you will ask more. I feel you became more than friend to me and I want to tell you three words of love but I know it's earlie now but you must know I want to tell you it now. I had a dreams about our meeting I really want to know you, speak with you, take your hand and see your eyes. Maybe it's very frankly now but it's true and I don't want to hide it. I always say the true and don't like when the people are lie. I hate it. My girlfriends and my mother says me that I must tell it to you if it's true. They will be happy if I find my love. I think we have chance with you .I want to try to use this chance. Maybe it's a destiny, I'll wait for your answer with impatience, You must now I think about you now... Love, Anastasiya. Now I shall answer you your questions My birthday absolutely soon, and I hope for that that we shall celebrate it together! I love classical music, I prefer to look melodramas!

Letter 23

Hello my love Jorge. Excuse that so long did not write, the Internet of cafe did not work! I have removed money on Monday, thanks big! On Tuesday I descended in agency and have given them of money for registration of the visa and the passport, they have told that documents The more I correspond with you, the more I understand that can not be without you. You became my air, my dream. Now my purpose of life became a meeting with you. I can not live without idea about you and my life is filled with you. To me few your letters, are necessary for me you. I want to see you to hold you for a hand and to become transfixed in your embraces. You feel the same? You want to be with me and to dream of our future. I do not present my life without you, you gave me a string of hope for happy life and have rescued me from loneliness. I am grateful to you for love and letters, they help not difficult minutes, and I want, that all my life you were with me beside. I understand, that it is difficult for you to understand my feelings to you still. But all my words it is sincere also these words go from most my heart. I already understand, that I am not lonely in this world, now I have you. I would be glad, if you agreed to divide with me life. Perhaps, my words will seem to you naive, but I want to be your wife and the friend all our life. I am ready to divide with you all pleasures and griefs of this life. I want to make our life happy and provided. I know,that we are waited ahead with love and happiness. How you represent ours the future meeting? I would like, that we have lead our first evening under silent, slow music, burned candles and we did not notice as time runs. Only you and I... Our hearts knocked from love and from passion, and our hands caressed each other under a rhythm of love. I want to be with you, to breathe with you one air and to wake up every morning in one bed. I want to look every day in your fine eyes and to receive huge pleasure from employment by love with you. I want to feel you all my body, each cell of my body. I want to cover you with kisses and to feel your kisses on me. If we shall not meet soon I cannot live more. I want to come running to you and never to let out from my embraces. Only tenderness and our love... I present us with you and I dream of you in the long evenings and my heart is beaten pending our first meeting... Your future Anastasiya!!!

Letter 24

Dearst Jorge! Thank you for taking the time to write me, If you only knew how happy your letters make me. Thank you for being so sweet. Every day I find myself spending more time thinking of you. My dear Prince, your letters are pure inspiration to me. I want to see you and tell you that I miss you more and more as the days pass. I want you to be my happiness for ever. A lot of time has passed, I feel nervous, because I think that love has finally found me, can this be Love ???? Perhaps, I want it to be, only time will tell, but I don't need to wait for time to tell me if it is or not, somehow I know it is. I think of the future, many years from now and I see you and me, together, married,with a boy and a girl, our family, I know it may sound a kind of silly but it is my dream, you are my dream, a life by your side. My dear Jorge, I wonder how will it feel to have you in my arms, to kiss you, to love you. Dearest prince! i am sure we will fall in love and we will overcome all the difficulties if we have a goal to reach. and our goal is to make each other happy, isn't it? I went to agency on Tuesday and they to me have told that documents will be ready in 10 days! I love you, Your Anastasiya!