Letter(s) to Anastas (Bulgaria)

Letter 1

Hello my Simeon! I am very glad to receive your letter!! Excuse, that I to not write it is fast. I work in hospital in maternity branch. At me was a lot of work with women who are going to give birth to children. Behind them constant supervision and the help is necessary.
Yesterday I had night watch in hospital. I to look after patients and to help them at night. It is the big expenditure of forces. But I love the work and I like to help to people. It makes me happy. Certainly mum wanted, that I would be the dentist, but I have chosen work of the doctor maternity branch. I have in more detail found out about international working program. If I agree, it will be necessary for me to pay the organizations which is engaged international working program 2100$. These are the big money, but to me the working visa on 1 year, the insurance, purchase of tickets (and it does not depend on the country in which I to fly to work) and a package of documents and an information necessary for work will be made. On a place of arrival I shall be provided with habitation and a constant meal. I think, that it is normal for this money. I want to consult to my mum. As I want to hear your opinion. It is important for me. If I shall agree, I can choose your country and arrive to you or to city close to you. If I agree and I shall sign the contract I shall be compelled to pay 2100$.
I and my mum should take the credit in bank or to search for other place where we can take money. In anyone cases I can return this money in 2-3 months. All right I shall not speak more about it as it is my difficulties. Me my apartment more worries. It is not privatized. I thought you heard about it. When I privatize an apartment it becomes my private possession. I can sell it for the big money 40-50000$. I can remain in your country and with me or at us will be this money. I should think of it. I want to provide the life and it is possible to buy an apartment in your city? Please write to me the ideas about everything, that I to you to tell above in the letter. Most of all,
I'm sure, that you city is worth seeing. Next week there will arrive my girlfriend who lives in America. At first she will be borrowed with work in Moscow some days, and then will arrive to Kazan and some weeks will live here. Probably she can prompt or help me something. It seems to me, that I too to load you with the problems. But I want, that my beloved would help me about all problems and we overcome all difficulties together. The love should overcome all difficulties together. Unless it not so? I would like to get acquainted with you closer and to know about you if not everything, then much. It is interesting to me to find out more about you and your hobbies? For me I will be very interesting to find out more about the person with which probably to create family. Unfortunately I finish the letter. I shall wait for your letter. I hope, that you will soon answer me.
Kiss. Sincerely your Tatyana.
PS: I shall try to ask my girlfriend from America when she will arrive her cellular telephone. Then we can speak with you.

Letter 2

Hello my love Simon! I hope you not against, what I to speak you my love? I feel, that I am drawn to you by all more strongly and more strongly. My heart at each reading your letter starts to beat more strongly and fastly. How you? What do you do? First of all today I have gone to look if the letter from you has come. And I was delighted with your letter. I have a feeling, like I have received a charge of energy for all day. My mum feels like well. She knows, that operation is necessary and understands, that it is very dangerous. I shall make all from me possible what to help her. She is the unique person close to me. If she will not be, I shall stay one in this world. I to ask the god, that he would give her force and long years of life. Today I to go in church what to pray. I on a regular basis to visit church.
The belief in the god gives to me of force to live and like in this world. Whether I do not know could live without belief. Probably is not present. I the Christian also visit orthodox church. As I already to speak it gives me force. I am quiet for the soul. In fact it is preserved by the god. Now so it is a lot of people to not trust in the god or deny him. I not against such people. Each person has option of religion or to not trust at all in the god. Probably these people find calm oppress in the friend? In the world many different creeds and I respect each belief. I believe in the god, but I am not the fanatic of the belief. All should be in a measure. How you concern to religion?
It will be very interesting to me to hear your opinion. I can travel to you at any time as soon as I shall make all necessary documents and I shall buy tickets. I can make all this through local travel agency to Kazan. To me only will are necessary money which I have no. In one of the last letters I sent you cost of all services. It will be necessary for me of 736 euro. YOU can send me this money? The maximum my preparations before trip to you will borrow 10 days. If I have arrived to you we first some days could find out each other, to be always together. You could show me the house in which you live, to tell and show your city. I think it it will be interesting to me. We could walk together, have rest in parks. An overall objective of my visit to you this our direct acquaintance face to face. I think this most important. Only at direct dialogue we can understand our feelings. I am very grateful to you because you trust me. Through the Internet it is not naturally, we should take each other in hands and look into each other eyes and speak about our love and us. I want to know all. You are very important to me. When I began to correspond with you I had a hope that everything with you and me all will be great. With each your letter I understood that I have found that man which is necessary for me. I know, that in the world many people play on feelings of people for the sake of money. But I really am not such.
I shall try in every way to try to make so, that you would trust me. I understand what to send letters through the Internet not an exit from a situation and they give not the most part of belief. I want to develop our relations more and to rise on a new step of dialogue.
Vainly speak, that the love is blind; true in that fond is indifferent to those or other lacks, which it perfectly sees, if only it seemed,
that it finds in the man that is most important for him. And it is in you. As I would like to see us together, evenings, in a room. We would start with you long conversation, one that I love; we would discuss people, things seen during the day. I consider what exactly creation of a spiritual emotional basis of the man and there is a purpose sense of family. I want to tell you that my feelings and the words in our relations always were sincere and I always understood that we put a lot of trust, that helps our union to become real. I hope you want the same? Who does not dream of family happiness and I like close people?
It is a pity to me, but it is time to me to finish the letter. It is necessary for me to go for work. I hope for our fast meeting, even while only on the Internet. With impatience I wait for your letter. I hope. That it will be fast. Kiss. Yours Tatyana

Letter 3

Hello my love! I am very glad to receive news from you again. I see that you are very courageous and honour man. I see that we are necessary to each other. I've visited church and I've asked for you and ours meeting. I hope that we would meet in near future. We need to speak about it. I have a little read about that as I can receive time registration in Bulgaria. It is very difficult for me to receive residence permit or to begin the citizen of Bulgaria. I read, that I can receive is visible a residence in Bulgaria if I Investment in economy 50000 euro of Bulgaria or I shall open the firm. Theoretically it is possible, as I have an apartment which can be privatized, and then to sell 40-50000$. But it to be necessary for this purpose to me 8200$. In anyone cases it will be necessary for us to privatize and sell an apartment. So we can have money what to arrange our future. We as can conclude a marriage but if it will be possible under the law. I read, that I can be under the tourist visa till 90 days. It is possible. For this time we can solve our problems. You should think seriously of my offer to privatize my apartment, and then to sell it.
Please write to me about it the ideas in the following letter. I as have the certificated diploma of the doctor, whether but I do not know it operates in Bulgaria. I as can pass this certification in Bulgaria if it will be necessary. I seriously concern to my arrival to you as.
I still has one serious question in Russia. It is my apartment. If we to privatize it and to sell. That at me will appear more chances in Bulgaria to receive residence permit.Today my mum to arrive home from hospital. While she feels like well, but all this can change at any moment. It is necessary for us to hasten if we want to help her. We should not waste time. I hope for your help what to arrive to you. I to return to you all money when I shall work. I did not want to ask you about money, but I am compelled to make it. Please understand my situation. If my mum I will not remain one and only you can protect me. I very much hope for you. I was very much pulled together to you.
You to me bring pleasure and love. I to think and very much to want what to have our love together. I to search specially for such the man as you. I am very glad, that my heart me to not deceive. Why, from all I to want to choose you. I to think, that it is destiny. I do not want, what me to deceive. I to open to you the heart and soul and to not want, that it would be humiliated and is offended. I want to love and be loved in it probably and there is a happiness of the woman. I want to have the good family, the favourite and careful husband. I to make all from me it is possible what to make you happy. I really to want it. I hope you to feel too most to me? You will be in my ideas all the day long and all the night long. I shall finish the letter. I hope for sincerity of your feelings to me. With love yours Tatyana