Letter(s) to Stanely (United Kingdom)

Letter 1

Hi, my new friend Sam! Friendly speaking I feel a bit confused, because I have never wrote the man through the internet and I even don't know what to start with... Well, I will start from the very beginning. My name is Olga and I live in a big Russian city which is called Kazan.It's actually the so-called 3rd capital of the Russian Federation. I was born on the 01/01/80. I am 29 years old, and I think that this is very nice age to start new life! I work in hospital, and I am a children doctor by profession. I love children and this is very pleasant to deal with them. My work is rather interesting, but it is not easy, because very often I am responsible for a kid's life and this is hard to be responsible for such a serious matter! but I am in my place and I think that I would never change my work even if I was offered a million dollars! and what about you? tell me what you are and what are your ambitions in life! I live together with my Mother, my Father died when I was 15. he was crossing the street at the criss-cross, but unfortunately the driver was drunk and he didn't notice my Dad... and it so happened that I lost my wonderful Dad, whom I loved immensely... it was a hard time for me and Mum but we were together and overcame everything. Right after finishing school I entered the medical University, which is located in my city (I didn't want to leave Mum alone) and after graduating from it ( I am not showing off, but I am proud to tell you that I graduated with honors!) Right after I graduated I was offered a vacancy in our Hospital. I agreed without thinking it over, because I thought that this is my choice and I was not mistaken, because i never felt pity about my choice since. No much changed from that time, but one day I realised that I am tired of life here, tired of being alone and tired of the same faces. I don't know what it will lead me to, but at the moment I feel very interested in you! please, write me more about yourself and don't forget to send me your photo! I will look forward to your answer and will come here tomorrow again! with my best regards, Olga

Letter 2

Hi again, my friend Sam! To tell you the truth I am very pleased that you answered me back so quickly, because I waited your answer with impatiens! I still can't get used that that quick internet letters! It seems unbelievable that only a few years ago people wrote letters in hand and waited the answer for weeks! By the way in Russia the internet post is still not very widely spread and I myself write letters to some of me old friends by usual mail. But this is great that I can get the answer from you in no time. and I hope that if we will go on like that we will manage to know each other very good! :) In this letter I will try to tell you a bit more about myself. So what are the usual things the unknown people ask each other? probably about the hobby... well, I can't tell that I have some particular hobby, the ocupation to which I would devote all my free time... I am pretty busy at work and to tell the truth I am so tired after it that I have no time on something but to go to bed and preapare something to eat and to read a nice book. Oh, and I like to cook very much! My Mother is very fussy about foods we eat and she teached me cook very well. My Mother is a teacher, she works in primary school and deals with small children as well we me. we have something in common in the professions :) about my favorite films and books... I can strongly recommend you to watch my favorite film "Lilja 4-ever" with Oksana Akinshina in the main role. this is the film by the Swedish director Loukas Moudisson and as far as I know you will find it in English as well. This is a real tragedy of the teen-age Russian girl. well, I won't retell you the plot, you can watch it yourself if you want! I like to read very much, I prefer rather classical writers then modern ones, for example I appreciate Russain writer Bulgakov. and from modern foreign book I liked very much "Da Vincy Code" by John Brown(I am not sure in the spelling, it is surely wrong, because I am not very good at English, but I hope that I express myself quite clearly????) Well and on this I will finish this letter and I will start witing your answer! please, write me as much as you can about you because I am interested in every detail of your life! of course if you want to! will come here tomorrow and hope to see your reply! bye bye for now, Olga

Letter 3

Hi, Sam! here I am again in the internet cafe reading your letter... during this day this is the only pleasant moment for me... because this day was not a very happy one and I feel sad. this day is 14 years since my Father's death. and we had the small day of memory. Yes, it changed very much since he is not with us... everything was very different when dad was alive. We never had such difficult time as we have now, he was the real man and could find the way of any situation. and now, when we are alone, I feel sometimes that I can't find the right dicisioun... the first years after his death we were running the greatest moral and financial difficulties, because I was a student and Mum was keeping the house while he was alive. But after that she had to go back to work and with the misarable salaries in your schools were were having very hard times. I don't know how we managed to survive, but now the situation is a bit better, at least I am not a student any more and I can earn a bit for our living but since that I never felt safe. This is very hard to lose people to who you love. Darling, I wish you had such terrible occasions not often... better never. ok, I will go back home now, because when I went here my Mum was crying and I am afraid that she will fall into deep depression again, so it will be better if i am with her all the day round. but she says herself that it is necessary to start new life and she want me to do it for her. she want s me to be happier then she is. she is a great WOMAN, my Mum. ok, and I am sorry for the sad letter, I hope that I haven't made you sad... to make it a bit better I will send you a nice smiling picture of me, to let you know that I am not that pessimistic creature. I will come here tomorrow and I hope to find your answer. bye bye, Olga

Letter 4

Hi, my darling Sam! I was very glad to find the letter from you with your kind words of support. It touched my heart and I feel that you became much closer to me then you were before... at least, I feel now that I can trust you on the whole and that you are a very reliable man. I don't know why but it seems to me that i would feel very easy with you if we could talk face to face... because through the letters I realise that we have much to talk about and the subjects are ennumerouse. I think that this is very good when people have much to talk about with each other! and I also see that you are very caring and that you can make happy any woman! oh, I would envy that lucky girl! :) please, send me more pictures of you, because I want to have as many as possible, to show my friend and probably Mum... ok? I will wait very much! and write me please about your profession, ok? is it good? are you satisfied? as for me, i told you already i there is nothing better for me then my profession, the only shortcoming of it that it is not very good paid. For example my salary is $300 per month (in rubles it is about 7000), and sometimes it is even not regularly paid, but I am optimistic and I think that probably future will change and out government will understand that its people are worth paying them. ok, I will finish the letter on this, and i will start waiting your answer, hope it will arrive soon!!!!!!! oh, God, why am I so much dependent on your letters?! is it good, do you think? ;) bye bye for now, Olga

Letter 5

Hi, my sweet Sam! May I call you my sweet? it sounds so nice... I like all those tender pet-names, and when I feel sympathy to the person, I like to display my affection. as soon as I can display my affection to you only in words I want to tell you as many tender things as i will manage to compose! is it ok? By the way, I had a serious talk with my Mum about you. And I told her that we are communicating with you through the internet. At first she was very surprised because she can't imagine how it is possible to communicate through the computer. She can hardly imagine what the internet is and how it works. oh, my Mum is so kind, but she is so naive and she is the person of older generation and it is difficult for her to belive that the word has changed so much! and that there are so many unknown events and electronics! but somehow I managed to persuade her that I am not joking and I showed her some of your letters (only a small part of the 1st one, don't worry, she didn't read it, my Mum never read the letters which are adressed not to her). She asked where you are from and how old you are and where you work and if you are a good man. In a word, all the sorts of questions Mothers always asks! It seems that she was satisfied with my answers and you know, she even said that you are very attractive and you have the air of self-confidence! so, I think you passed the test! and only after I talked with Mum, a sudden thought occured me... I asked myself: "probably I should have asked YOU..." probably you don't want me to talk about you with my Mum... probably for you I am just an internet toy... I know that nowadays the internet is full of bad people who are cheating each other. and all of a sudden you can realize that the person you are writing to is not that you think of him... I am so much afraid that this is going on with me... But I taking away this thought, because my heart is prompting me that I am wrong, that you are the man, that I have always wanted to meet. and that your intentions about me are absolutely pure... I hope I am right? please, tell me that I am... this is the last doubt that I have about you, all the rest is absolutely clear for me, darling... oh, I don't know what to do with my heard because it seems to think only of you every day... My God, this is increadible, that we are more then 1000000000 km apart from each other and we are connected somehow in our minds... if someone told me a month ago that I would be losing my head because of it, I would never belive! but it is going on with ME!!! and I have always considered myself being not that light-minded! but things happen, as the English proverb says, right? :) ok, on this idea I will finish the letter, and as usual will wait your quick reply. Hope that you will like the picture that I am sending you this time! this is my Mum, because she know you and you should know her as well! ;) bye bye, YOUR Olga

Letter 6

Hi, my sweet man Sam! honey, do you know that you are the best man in the world? the women in your country must be blind or absolutely silly to let you search for love in the internet!!!! every time I see the letter from you, I think "why do we understand each other so well?" how can it be the the two people from the different sides of the earth have found each other? this is increadible, but my heart is singing and I thank God for every day for the perfect chanse that he gave me to be with you and to share life with you. let it be only the life in the internet but I am sure that the day come and we will see each other in real life! do you think it is possible? yes, I appreciate the great communication power of the internet, that brings people together but I can't but confess that it doesn't fulfill the function of the real communication. and even though I feel that the internet helps us very much, this is not enough... please, tell me your ideas on this matter, ok? honey, I want to tell you that I am increadibly greatful to you for the happy moments in my life! you even can't imagine how much you mean for me... for me this is not just letters... in my letters I open my soul, I am giving you the part of my heart and I hope that it is safe and sound with you... I have never been so much open with any man in my life.... I lost the faith in them, but you, you alone made all my ideas go to ruin... and now I again realise that the world is full of happiness, full of wonderful moments, simple things which you do not appreciate when you are gloomy and unsatisfied... oh, I am increadibly happy now and all this is because of you. How can it be possible, honey????! and by the way returning to the matter I want to ask you for your home adress. my postal adress, it is
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Russia ( country)
420141 ( zip or postal code)
Tatarstan ( name of
the republic)
Kazan ( name of the city)
Fuchika ulitsa ( street
itself) House number 72
a/ya 296
Semenova Olga

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oh, again the manager said that the time is off... :( oh, and I was going to tell you so much in this letter, but unfortunately I am limited and I can't spend by the computer as much time as i want writing you... this is the greatest disadvantage of those internet cafes. you pay them increadible money, but still you can't write as much as you want... this is sad, but I have nothing to do but to wish you have nice day and to send you my passionate kiss which i hope to get back in return from your side in the next letter, which I am waiting for immensely! I am thinking of you all the time, bye bye for now, YOUR Olga.

Letter 7

Hi, my darling Sam! darling, I am so happy that you wrote me because you can't imagine how strongly I wanted to know how you are doing! Sam, i really can't wait when we will communicate without the computer screen... darling, I know that you are very busy and that probably you don't have the place for me in your life... but you have become the most important part of myself and I even don't know how to tell you that I want something more then letters. of cause I realize that you are sure to have thousands of women running after you in your own country and you even probably don't feel the same as I do... but I can really do nothing with my heart... I am so happy that I have you and at the same time I am at a terrible loss because I don't know what I should wait from you, my darling. you would like us to go on? Honey, please, answer me very honestly because this is very important for me. and if you like me as much as i like you, it should be a hint for you, darling. oh, and please, tell me at once, don't try to soft your words of you see just a friend in me, though it will be a real crash... I don't know what happened with me, but I can't imagine my life without you any more. probably I am making you an ideal man, probably I exaugerate, but I don't think that I do. because if I feel so much to you just writing letters, what I will feel when we meet (if you consider it as possible, of cause). I will simply faint when i see you face to face!!!!!!! :)I will faint from happiness! darling, I know that I am putting the dilema for you, and my heart is now with you. it is for you to deside what to do with it. to send it back to me or to accept. I am in expectation. it was hard for me to write you all that, because according to all the laws, the man must be the first... but ok, the mankind rushes forward and I think that if the woman makes the first step to the relation, it isn't as terrible any more then it used to be. and anyway I am very excited and even tremble a bit. don't make me wait, please, because you are the man of my life and I will accept any answer from you. Tell me when and where can we meet in reality???bye bye for now, my darling, I hope to get your answser soon, Olga

Letter 8

Hello, my dear and sweet love Sam...oh...I am so lazy and sleepy today...The weather is changing all the time...and it's so changeable that I just can't simply stand it. During this period of season it's very dangerous for people who have heart disease...Because the weather is changing and not everyone can stand it so far. I am feeling just very sleepy. I am very sorry to tell you that this letter won't be very long, because what I really need now is to get a cup of fresh coffee. With a bun or with biscuit... And I will be alive again. Today the first half of the day seemed to me so long and pretty busy. Our hospital is the partner of Community Against hepatitis, so during the rest of the week we will have free vaccines for everyone. Can you imagine what is going on with our poor hospital??? It's all stuffed with people. I am glad that people can realize the danger, which can be caused by this homicidal disease, and they decided to be safe and sound... It's great for me( like a doctor-))
What else...Nothing is going at all...My mom is feeling ok and says HI all the time! Nothing much is going on anyway...besides of the fact that my feeling to you are growing day by day...I can't do anything about that. The more letters I read, the more I am getting convinced that you are my second half and the man, that I was looking for the life. And I am glad that during the time of our acquaintance I didn't have any men in my life...I didn't have to chose one, but I know exactly that my choice will be YOU!!!by the way, I called to the travel agency and asked what I will need to do to come to you. they said that I will need visa, the best way for us now is tourist one (with the staying for about 3months), and the international passport. it can be done in 12 days and will cost 145 euro. I mean to do all the documents. and I also asked the cheapest air-ticket to you (could you tell me the nearest airport to you?), they say that it is 389 euro. what do you think of it?
I love you very much! I am going home now...I will be working the whole day tomorrow day&night shift.
I hope you are alright, prince! I am waiting news from you...and you know, how much I am in love...I am addicted to you and our relations...
Kiss kiss kiss
Your princess Olga

Letter 9

My sweet and only angel Sam...my darling...you are like beam of sunshine and sunlight among darkness and low spirit. You are man and you are the only person in my life...
If you just simply could ever imagine how faithful is my attitude towards you and our relations you wouldn't ever let me go I am sure. Because this love lives in peoples' hearts very seldom now and pure sincere feelings are rare like world's wonders nowadays when everything is based on lies, betrays and money. I really hate money- that's what I realize more and more day by day. I usually look at the bills and understand that people lead wrong way of their lives...paying bills once a month...they live until the other day of the next month when you have to pay bills. May be because of my family and my precious father whom I lost long years ago I was brought up with the rule that money is not everything...you can't imagine my sweetheart how much I would love to return these days back when my father was alive...I know that we wouldn't ever suffer from money lack and even at the age of 30 and even 40 years my father would always help me. Now I understand that I am a big girl and I have to overcome all the difficulties myself. This world is very cruel...and if you help a poor man in the streets or feed a street dog, it doesn't matter that you will get the same. During this disease I started to realise it more precisely... Being a doctor I always treated myself in a proper way...I am not sure what happened to me this summer when I lost control over my health. Now I have a kidney sore and I have to keep to special diet, take in vitamins, make vaccines every single day. And I really don't even have any extra money for new shoes which cost at least 100-120 dollars here...i have never had good leather shoes which could save my feet. Today I feel very weak about that I feel so much sympathy towards my health and realise that most of the ladies of my age have caring husbands now and even children. I don't blame fate- I have you...and I am ready to live with the thoughts about you forever. But I am tired to feel sympthy towards myself. I have to buy special medicine, I have to buy shoes and new clothes because I am a lady and I need that. So darling you have to help me a little bit. I know that it's hard now but I think if you will help me with 150 dollars it won't change anything but it will change a lot in my life. Darling, I want to live like a lady...I swear that when we meet you will never regret your choice. If I could make more money here honey I would work days and nights...but this country doesn't give me any opportunity to live better. So please help me...I implore you.
I am tired of thinking how to sort out my spendings because I need also help my mother to pay bills.
Please give me your answer.
I love you,Olga

Letter 10

My sweet angel Sam! It's Sunday here and to tell the truth I couldn't stand this loneliness and disability of writing you a letter and despite my illness I decided to go to the I-Cafe and write at least something for you. Frankly speaking I can't stay calm while I know that you haven't got any news from me...May be it's anxiety which is part of my character- I am always worried about people I purely love...but on the other side I think that it's a strange feeling that lives in my heart almost since the time of our meeting...this feeling is called fear. To be honest I am very scared to lose you. I am so much afraid to come to the I-Cafe one day and find no letter from you. I think after several days of your absence I will definitely go crazy because I am so much attached to you and our relations that I simply can't imagine my life without you. You became such an important person in my life...It seems my sweet darling that I still have to work despite my illness. My whole condition is ok now, I don't have influenza and angina anymore but as a result of this hard disease I have kidney infection. Being a doctor I know that I have to take in special antibiotics every day.you know, I decided to consult about how it is better to send and recieve the money from abroad to russia, and in my bank they told me that there are two ways. the first one is with the help of the bank account, it will take about 14-28 days to recieve the money here. and the second way is with the help of the special transfer systems, such as MoneyGrum or WesternUnion. the secon way is better, the woman in the bank told me that if you are sending money with the help of those transfer systems I can get it the very minute you sent it, all i need to know is some money transfer code that you will be given in the office where you will make the transfer. the bank-woman also told me that you will need the follows information from me, and I am greatly surprised that even my pasport details are not required for you. but I will need it only when I collect the money. Russia is a very hard country to live in...This country doesn't give its inhabitants even time to be sick...at least once a year. everyone knows that it's necessary to pay bills and buy food. Anyway I am not the one who complains all the time. I just want to let you know that I love you very much and it doesn't matter that we are not together yet.
We will be together very soon, and I think nothing would stop us from being together if we both desire that. I wish you all the best for your weekend.
Kisses and hugs, your Olga

Letter 11

Good afternoon to the sweetest man from the whole world. I couldn't ever imagine even in my childish dreams that I would have such a wonderful husband like you...It doesn't matter that we are not married officially yet. I consider you to be my husband and the only man in my life. Because all the other men would seem so miserable and grey in comparison with you...) I am much better today but it's a pity that infection is inside of my body...I don't have coughing anymore...but I know that kidney infection is much worse than a simple influenza. Now I have to pay more and more attention to my health.And it seems that I will have to face many obstacles again. This disease is the result of the stress that I had to overcome during last time. My sweet, I really hope that everything will be ok and we can meet as soon as possible...It seems that it's the only way out for me...it seems it's the only thing I desire so deeply...I would love to touch your hand...I know that we are bound mentally but I want to be a part of yours concerning physical relations. I want to feel your soft lips...to feel your touch...to fly away...because my feelings are so strong. but I know I have to be strong to reach my goal as I wish.
Here are details for Western Union

Russia country
Kazan city
Olga Ivanovna name ( that's 2 names in one field)
Semenova last name
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all the rest is from your side :)
Don't forget to send me special:

MTCN CODE
EXACT AMOUNT
YOUR FULL NAME YOU USED WHEN YOU SENT MONEY
CITY FROM WHICH YOU SENT MONEY( NAME)
Kisses and hugs, your sweet Olga

p.s. about finding a new house...I think it's better to do when we can be finally settled somewhere...I have to treat myself first...I am sorry but I am very concerned about that at the moment...

Letter 12

Good afternoon, the sweetest man of my life, my sunshine, my bright deam Sam!!!
How are you today? I am fine and my mood is much better today after your letter.
My darling, I am waiting for the moment when we will be able to start our life together. Will it be easy to get used to habbits and principals of each other? I know that some people say that marriage can be destroyed by daily routine but I personally think that our life will be filled with warm feelings, love and understanding because that's what I dream about now and I will do my best to keep this state permanently. I mean I will try to do my best to be flexible and to control our conflicts. I will try to live with my heart but not with my emotions. My sweety, tell me, will you do the same? I guess perfect family life includes love, mutual understanding, respect and passion...because without passion people can't live too long...they always need burning feelings and lovely environment.Sam, just 5 min ago I called to the travel agency and asked them if it's true that I can obtain the UK visa within 3 days- it's true! I can make an urgent visa and it will be a little expensive. the only problem that because of my disease and hard financial sutiation I don't have too much money saved at the moment((( I am not sure if you can help me? Oh, I am too chatty today, I guess...I should turn to the point directly. How is your mood? My mood is fine especially now taking into account the fact that the weekend is coming up and I will have some time for rest and sleep. I promise though to think about you all the time even in my sleep. I will be expecting your letter with the greatest impatience because your letters are like raindrops in the desert...like snow which is never expected in Africa, like sunlight in dull London...It's everything for me and there's no sense to argue about that. I am in love. And nothing can destroy it.
I love you with all my heart. Olga