Letter(s) to S. H. (USA)

Letter 1

I am sincerely glad that I can get acquainted with such a good person as you. It seems to me that you are an intelligent person. Simply I did not think that I could find such a man here as I thought it is site only for fun. But now I speak with you and as it seems to me that you have serious relations.
It is difficult to say, but I should tell you .. but really I am from Russia and I write to you from there. I understand that it can plunge you into a shock, but I feel I should tell you this in the first letter. Because I am a fair and real girl.
In this letter I want tell you about me. My name is Natalya. I was born in Russia where there are a lot of bears and Russian vodka. My age is 25 years, my sign on the zodiac is scorpion. I am a woman who is tired od being lonely. I want family happiness with my beloved man. My height is 5 ' 7 (171cm) My weight is 128 (60,5kg). The color of my eyes and hair you can see in the pictures. I work as the manager on sales of home appliances (DVD's, LCD-tv, teapots, microwaves, washing machines, etc.) I fill many papers, I advise buyers, and I make out orders. It is a lot of papers concerning purchases on credit and the installments. I get tired as work like a dog. This work is paid not very well, the money I get I spend only for the basic expenses. I learned English at school. I had lessons of English for 5 years. Then also during 3-4 years I had lessons of English at the university, and also I was engaged at specialized school a little.
I am a young woman now, and I have much potential of power and energy whichnexists in me and my body, and I want and I dream of meeting my true love and to give my beloved this energy. I love children, different animals, music and dances. I appreciate true nobleness and kindness in men. I am a romantic and fairly clever woman who does not like to play different games with feelings of other people. I am a woman who appreciates gravity highly, confidence and purposefulness of men. I wish to see the good and interesting guy beside me which can subdue and fascinate me for ever. The guy who will appreciate me and true warm feelings. I wish to have long and serious relations, therefore I wish to correspond and develop relations only with serious men who are interested by search of true love.
I want to tell you, that I do not smoke, I do not drink (only socially), I do not accept drugs. I support a healthy way of life. I hate lie, treachery, terrorism, silly people, mosquitoes, cockroaches, illness. I hope, that you are not bored with my story)). If you wish to know about something else about me please feel free to ask anything you want to know about me. Do not hesitate!
My friend, it would be very pleasant for me if you could answer some of my questions. Ok? I want to ask you. Would you not be against if your other half in life was the woman from Russia? What should be your happy family?
I hope, that my questions do not seem to you uninteresting and you will answer them. I hope, that our acquaintance will be more cognitive in the following letters. It is better give to learn each other. Probably it is destiny, that I have got acquainted with you. Now I should close this letter, but I shall expect very much your following letter as it is possible soon. I shall wait for your letter and pictures!
Please take care!
With the best regards
Yours Natalya.

Letter 2

Hello. I have received your letter and I am very glad to read it! I was afraid sincerely, that you would not answer my letter, but you have written a letter to me, and I am going to write to you back now)) I like your attention very much! I am glad also, that you are not afraid, that I from Russia. I do not know how it would work between us but I hope that we will develop our relations. My family is a unique happiness in my life now for which I continue to live and I aspire to something in this life. My family is my mom and my younger sister. My mom’s name is Marina, she is 53 years young)), and she is retired. She is very good mother, and I love her very much. The name of my sister is Anna, age is 21 , and she studies final year at university on a speciality the economist. My sister is my best girlfriend who always understands me . My father left us many years ago when I was 18. He lives far from us now, he visits me and my sister sometimes. Mom and dad are divorced, I guess because of many disputes and misunderstanding. I think that was correct, rather than torture each other and spoil nerves. I have serious intentions to find my happiness. I hope, that you understand me, don't you?
I already told to you, that I am a very romantic woman, therefore I like to dream very much. My imaginations about the future that waits for me and my relatives in the future. My daydream is to meet my prince who has pure soul and the big knightly nobleness who will love and respect me with whom I can create happy family. My ideas on true love are a little bit childish, probably, but that is the way I think and feel. I am a sincere woman, therefore my imaginations about love seem naive, probably. But I want you know it, because you are very interesting to me really. You are sincere and kind man (at least I see you this way now), therefore I wish to see your letters in my mailbox pretty often)). I am a lonely woman now, therefore I try to find my love in Internet because to write and wait for the warm letter. it is very interesting and romantic, especially if feelings start to develop between you through these letters (probably, love)... Does it make any sense to you? I am a romantic woman, therefore I like to read love novels, both modern, and classics. I like to listen to classical music, sometimes POP and Rock-n-Roll. I like to dance under good slow music, and I like to go to cinema very much….especially melodramas (I the sentimental woman). My most favorite film is "Ghost", with Patric Sweizi and Demi Moor. You know this film huh?
With this I would like to end my letter and I ask to answer you my new questions: do you have a girlfriend? What is the woman of your dream? please, answer my questions because it is very important for me. Tell me please about you and your life a bit more. I send you my new photo, and I hope to see your new photos in your following letter. I wait for your reply with impatience...

Very loving dreams Natalya.

Letter 3

Hello. I am very glad to receive your letter! Your attention for the lonely woman is a gift. I thank you for this gift. I have understood from your letter, that you are a romantic man because only romantic people can speak about the romantic dreams using such beautiful gentle words as you do. Therefore I am sure, that you can appreciate a woman’s beauty, the beauty of tender feelings and surprising beauty of love. It is not bad, that your search of love was not successful in the past because it means, that the destiny will present to you the best in love in the future, the main thing is to trust your fate and to aspire to it. I thank you for your sincere letters. I appreciate it very much. I hope also, that you do not say lies in your letters and it is pleasant to me what I learn more about you with every letter of yours. Please, do not say lies to me…I am interested in you seriously. I have understood you and your thoughts. You are a gentle and kind man really with who I would be glad to communicate more and get to know each other better. Therefore I ask you, to write your letters to me often because I am always very glad to receive them! Please, do it for me!!! I think, that we are similar very much and it would be interesting for us to find out more things in which we are common, or maybe something on what we could argue))... What you think about it? I wish to know about you more and I wish to continue our conversations through our letters. I ask you not to stop writing me if you are interested in me really because the destiny has given us this chance, and we should use it, do you agree? dear to me, too deception disgusting thing I hate the lies in all its manifestations, I read your relationship with the Romanian girls are very sorry that it happened!! dear you asked me about Yahoo, I have it but I rarely stop in it because they do not have the time, so I'm writing a letter, my dear friend as I would have much free time we will talk to Yahoo)))) You asked me about camera I have it too is, but it is too early to speak on camera because we need to know each other better, I do not want to deceive! Understand I am looking for nice relationship with you very seriously and think about the serious life of children of a husband who loves me! I need it! Why did you rush things?? Know one thing I want with you to develop a serious relationship, and in the future of the family!!
I would like to tell to you, about me something else. It will sound for you surprisingly, but I have no close relations with men in a current of 1 year. I think, that the reason of my failure with men is that I am afraid to be hurt badly again. It wasvery insulting when the BELOVED left me. Have you ever been so insulted to understand my feelings? Sex was the only thing necessary and important to all my last boyfriends from me, and feelings were not important for them. I am very tired of such relations and attitude, that is why I have no close relations with men for 1 year and I reject all men. It seems bad (probably), but I am afraid to be deceived again. I wish to love and be the BELOVED hope you understand it! I have told to you it that you could understand my fear to make the wrong choice again. It painful to have your soul tortured really! It is the following reason on which I have chosen Internet to find the good man because I can learn and understand the man better in the beginning, having not met with him in a reality and not spending my free time on meetings with improper men. I hope you understand me? Therefore know, that the main thing now is that I wish to find my TRUE LOVE in the future. The TRUE LOVE who will not cheat on me, who can support me and protect me, be a strong shoulder I could lean…. during any difficult moment for me. I have understood still, that if I meet TRUE LOVE really then I will entrust to make a choice about my future only to my BELOVED (if I is assured, that my BELOVED loves and appreciates me really)!!! It may sound strange for you, probably, but understand, Russia - the conservative country in the belief about the FAMILY. Therefore the main person in a family in Russia is a man. I am conservative and naive in my belief in LOVE and the FAMILY and I should change my belief about the FAMILY and LOVE, but I am who I am, and my father has given such education to me. Forgive me for my openness in this letter please, but I wish to tell this to you, and I wish to be fair with you that you have understood me better (I hope, that you are fair in your letters too). Therefore it is your turn now! I ask to tell you in your following letter on your plans for the future. What is your belief about TRUE LOVE and the FAMILY? Answer these questions please because I will understand you better as the man if I know it.
I send you my new photo (I hope, that you like it). I wait for your new photos and your new letter with impatience.
pussycat Natalya
P.S.: the words written with big letters, are important for me very much.