Letter(s) to S. H. (USA)

Letter 1

Hi,

It’s Marina from Ukraine. I hope you remember me from freepersonals.ru. I am pleased with the chance to have this personal communication with you.

I want to write you more about myself. I am a girl of twenty nine.
When I look at myself in the mirror I see a blond girl with long straight hair, big eyes and slander figure. As to my appearance I'm rather tall and slim. I have never thought I'm a beauty I am an ordinary girl, very simple and easy going. I like staying alone and sometimes I retire into my shell… But still my heart is longing for love and I believe that I am on my way to find it…

I am a lonely mother of a wonderful child Kristina (she is 30 months now) and I hope you love kinds and ready for serious relations. I know this is truly great responsibility but big happiness of love and unity with someone special…. It is real pleasure to know that you are the whole world for the child but each kid needs family, my father left my mom when I was 3 only and I was dreaming for my mom to have met someone to be my father and good friend but my mom had to work at 2 jobs to have the ends meet and never had the time for private life.
Luckily there is the Internet now and I believe for the chance to find my love and make up real family.

I hope this is enough for today and you are not scared off with my photos and thoughts on life, I believe to get your letter soon, photos are always welcome as well. I kiss you, Marina.

Letter 2

Hi,

Thank you for the nice photos and detailed introduction. I do like the way you write, I feel you are truly gifted man, I believe that we can share for ever sincere and special devotedness between us. hope that you feel the same inside and I believe that we will share sweet togetherness in our hearts.....

I want us to be open to each other from the very beginning; I think this is really important for those who are looking for serious relations that’s why I have told you about my having a daughter even though here no one wants to go out with me because I have a child…

I have been alone ever since I found out I was pregnant with my daughter at 26. I have never been married and have no other children.
I thought things were going to be ok because I was a decent student and had stable relations with my boyfriend for over 5 years but the news were too hard for him, he appeared to be playing with me and was forcing me to do abortion… I am lucky no to do this and I am blessed to have my angel Kristina who I love a lot. My ex showed his real face when we were parting and I am happy that he left Zolochev (it is the pklace I live now, it is situation in Lviv region, western part of Ukraine.)and I do not have any connection with him now.

I have experienced rejection like I never thought was possible, I had to leave the university where I was studying economy, I worked as a waitress at night and as a shop assistant during a day, my mom was staying with Kristina but still I had to drop home and breastfeed her, now she is at he kindergarten so my mommy has some rest but I had to leave the work at the bar as my girl needs some attention. I do not have any chance for career as I do not have any special knowledge, I also never had the chance to learn English and I am using translator’s assistance for writing to you. But I want you to know that I used to be a gifted student so I believe to learn some English soon and there is n problem for our communication in future…

I am sorry for my letter to be so joyless, I am cheerful girl and I like smiling, I am sure that you will put happy impression on my face and joy into my heart… Have a nice day, Marina.