Letter(s) to Robert (Sweden)

Letter 1

Hello my dear Robert

Thanks for your new letter, I'm so glad to read your letter. Last letter I wrote about a thread between us, there are serious words. I want to meet you. I'm not afraid of you, I know that you're good man. I'm was one for a long time. And now you... Dear Robert, I like you very. And, to know frankness of these feelings, it can be known only personally, during meeting. I would like to meet you to know you better.
Dear Robert, I visited travel firm, spoke with the worker. And I want to write about it more. The worker told that the travel firm prosecutes a subjects of official registration of papers and tickets for trip to other countries. And it's one big service, it includes all set of documents and tickets in two ends.
I should have the passport for travel abroad, the insurance, the visa and tickets in two ends that I could leave the country. The travel firm helps to do all these documents quickly, it has low cost. When I spoke with the worker, I understood convenience of this firm. If I will do by myself I would spend more money and a lot of time.
All documents and tickets prepare for short terms in travel firm. And I could meet you in the beginning of my holiday. And it could be so wonderful. When I counted all expenses, I was afflicted. Robert, I can't find all sum for payment for trip in travel firm. And if I will do it without travel firm I will need to spend even more money.
Robert, trip to Sweden costs 950 Euro. It's big money, and I don't have so much for payment of trip. I need to have all sum to pay cost of trip to Sweden.
My holiday will be soon. And I need to pay services of travel firm already now that my documents started to made, and I could come to you in the beginning of my holiday. But I don't know, how to find money for payment of trip. Please sorry me, Robert. It's so sadly. I want to meet you, but i don't know could we do it.
I want to finish my letter, and I want to tell. In my eyes, - light and pleasure when I think of you, Robert. And if I see this shine in your eyes at our first meeting, when I will look at you... - I will understand all at once.
My sweet kiss for you.