Letter(s) to Les (Canada)

Letter 1

MY DEAR LES, I ALWAYS GLAD TO READ FROM YOU, BECAUSE I LOVE TO SEE SOMETHING FROM YOU.
THAT MEANS THAT YOU CHECK YOUR E-MAIL AND ANSWERING ME, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS, I EVEN DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOUR LETTERS AND WARM WORDS.
I DO NOT KNOW UNFORTUNATELY WHEN WE WILL MEET BECAUSE I EVEN DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WILL EAT ON THE NEW YEAR EVE DINNER WITH MY FAMILY. I GOT NEWS TODAY THAT I WON'T HAVE PAYMENT TILL NEXT MONTH, SO MY FAMILY WON'T EVEN HAVE FOOD TO EAT.
YOUR KNOW THAT WE WILL HAVE ELECTION NEXT YEAR, AND OUR GOVERNMENT MAYBE USED ALL MONEY FOR THEMSELVES BUT NOT FOR US, SO I AM REALLY SAD BECAUSE OF THIS.
I WAS THINKING THAT I NEED 300$ FOR EVERYTHING TO BUY AND HAVE A NEW YEAR TREE, BUT NOW IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, SO I AM UPSET, I WAS EVEN THINKING TO ASK MY FRIENDS TO HELP ME, BUT I KNOW THAT MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME SITUATION AS I, AND I DO NOT KNOW WHO I CAN ASK TO HELP ME. I THINK THAT THIS NEW YEAR WILL BE THE WORST DAY THIS YEAR FOR ME, I WAS THINKING THAT MAYBE WE COULD BE TOGTHER, THEN I THOUGHT - OK, I CAN BE WITH MY FAMILY AND HAVE A GREAT TIME THINKING OF YOU, BUT NOW I EVEN WON'T HAVE DINNER. HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE WITH YOU.
LOVE YOU HONEY. YOUR IRINA