Letter(s) to Ian (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my friend Ian! I am glad to hear from you again. Thanks that you have written me. I think that every new letter pulls us together more and more. I shall try to find a photo together with my mum. I was born 15-10-1981. I cannot drive car as I have no driver's license. I think that you know much about me now. I was familiar with many young people, but I didn't like any of them. Now I know you and I think we can be very close friends. I hope that I have made the right choice. I do not want to risk. I want to be happy and to love the persons who will make me happy. Ian, I write you with pure intentions. Do you think we can be happy together? Once I had long relations with one guy. We were dating for two years. I thought that we would marry one day. But suddenly he became so cold with me, he began to treat me so bad, started to drink a lot and spend most of the time with his friends. And they were telling stories about me, something very horrible that I've never done. He became rude with me. He spent time with other women. I was so upset and after that I disappointed in all Russian men. Since that passed one year already. Recently my girlfriend told me that it is possible to get acquainted with the man through the Internet. I didn't believe in this but decided to try. And I have found you. I am very happy that we write each other. It is very important for me. I want to be happy with the man and to spend with him the whole my life. I will try to make my man happy. But without his help and his love and understanding it would be impossible. I think I'm ready to try such a wonderful feeling as love again. I hope that you will understand my words. I want to know your opinion about all this. Ian, I want to learn more about you. About your soul and background. What is the most important for you: material or spiritual values? I would like to receive more of your pictures, Ian. I will wait for your answer with impatience.

Your friend Anastasiya!!!

Letter 2

Dear Ian, I am very pleased that you answered me. Thank you for your letter! Your letters always bring me a lot of pleasure and happiness.
When I read your letter I feel, that you are the kind and good person, and you will never hurt me! I'm right? My heart starts to beat more often when I read your letter,and I think, that you are that person whom I waited for so long. I am pleased, that we are so similar and it is wonderful to feel that you are interested in me! I promise you, that I will be sincere in my letters! Last night I talked to my mother about us. After my dad has died, she became closer to me and I decided to tell her, that I correspond with you. I said that you are not from Russia and she encouraged me. My mother was glad to hear that I met a good person (that's what I told her about you, as you are really very nice) but warned to be careful because she remembers how I suffered with the previous boyfriend. But I ensured her that you are not that kind of man who will make me suffer. I told her how interesting and important you are for me and she gave me her blessing and said she would pray for us! She said that if my dad were alive he would be happy for me. Yesterday evening I had good time thinking with my mother, what to write you about me in this following letter. I hope, that it is pleasant for you! She say I have good character, and I'm not interested in married men because to destroy their family is very bad! I want to tell you that if we shall be together one day I will try to be a good wife for you and will never deceive you with another man! I think to betray the husband it is the biggest sin and I am not capable to do this as many other women! I want to be the best wife I even read the book in which key rules of the good wife were written.
My life target is not the money but the happiness in family. I don't want to say, that if everything is ok with us I will sit at home and keep the house, I would like to find the job if you don't mind. As for my education I have good knowledge! I studied for the accountant approximately for 6 years and I'm good at it. I have good job, but salary is so small so I need to save money all the time (it is $180 per month). I don't have my own computer so I write you from the Internet-cafe. I very much wish to speak by with you to phone. I have no own phone. But for me it not a problem. I can call to you from a pay phone. I shall buy a telephone card, and to call to you. I very much wish to hear your voice. Write to me a phone number on which I can call to you. I think it's even better that I do not have much money as they make people worse and do not make them happy! Of course I earn more than many people here but it is enough only for meal and some clothes. I think that we should not speak about the incomes because it's not the main thing. Well, it's time to go and I can't afford my own computer to write you from home it is very expensive here. I'm looking forward to hearing from you!

Your Anastasiya.

Letter 3

Hello my love! Ian, I am so happy! You're in my mind all the time. I like to reread your letters, they cheer me up. I want to tell you, that my heart starts beating more often when I think of you!!! How are things with you? I have really left for you the voice message. I tried to call to you. I do not know where you can call to me. I have no own phone. The girl beside with me also lives in Buinsk. My birthday 15-10-1981. I hope everything is fine. I want to ask you send me some more of your pictures, I will look on them and feel as if you are here with me. I want so much to watch your smile, to feel your breath, to be in your arms. All I want is to love you and to be loved by you.
Ian, my feelings to you are clean and virgin. Now everything around me is beautiful, kind, gentle and romantic!!! I want to have the family and loving husband to feel his care and support in difficult situation. I was very close to my dream in the past, but my trustfulness made me suffer. This is the main thing for me - to trust the person with whom I am. To trust each word, gesture, sigh or smile.
In the world now there is so much meanness and deceit, that it is necessary to make sure that you trust people whom you call friends.
I'm not saying about you, I know you not for so long but feel that you are honest with me and that makes me believe that I can love and be loved with you!!! My mother used to tell me that I should be opened to friends. She asked about us and I said that everything is ok. I told my mother a lot about you. She hopes that I will be happy at last.
Mother told me how she had met my dad. How they fell in love at first sight, were dating then and after all married. I want so much to hear your voice and to look at your eyes, to hold your hands. I want to make you happy. Please, give me the chance to do it! Give me the chance to feel love again. I will wait for your letter Ian. Your Anastasiya!!!

Letter 4

Hello my love Ian! The more I correspond with you, the more I understand that can not be without you. It is my address: Russia, Republic Tatarstan, city Buinsk, street Jores's 97-56, post code 422400. My name Anastasiya. My Surname Kalimylina. You became mine air, my dream. Now my purpose of life became a meeting with you. I can not live without idea about you and my life is filled with you. To me few your letters, are necessary for me you. I want to see you to hold you for a hand and to become transfixed in your embraces. Ian, you feel the same? You want to be with me and to dream of our future? I do not present my life without you Ian, you gave me a string of hope for happy life and have rescued me from loneliness. I am grateful to you for love and letters, they help not difficult minutes, and I want, that all my life you were with me beside. I understand, that it is difficult for you to understand my feelings to you still. But all my words it is sincere also these words go from most my heart. I already understand, that I am not lonely in this world, now I have you Ian.
Ian, I would be glad, if you agreed to divide with me life. Perhaps, my words will seem to you naive, but I want to be your wife and the friend all our life. I am ready to divide with you all pleasures and griefs of this life. Ian, I want to make our life happy and provided. I know,that we are waited ahead with love and happiness. How you represent ours the future meeting? I would like, that we have lead our first evening under silent, slow music, burned candles and we did not notice as time runs. Only you and I... Ian! Our hearts knocked from love and from passion, and our hands caressed each other under a rhythm of love. I want to be with you Ian, to breathe with you one air and to wake up every morning in one bed. I want to look every day in your fine eyes and to receive huge pleasure from employment by love with you. I want to feel you all my body, each cell of my body. I want to cover you with kisses and to feel your kisses on me. Ian, if we shall not meet soon I cannot live more. I want to come running to you and never to let out from my embraces. Only tenderness and our love...
I present us with you and I dream of you in the long evenings and my heart is beaten pending our first meeting... I love you very much! I need you Ian! Kiss! Kiss! Kiss you Ian!!! Your future Anastasiya.